Looking at Fang Lin, who was already on the verge of collapse, I endured the severe pain of the wound, and quickly grabbed her hands to help her: "Fang Lin, don't be like this, you get up first...... I understand your feelings, but you call me like this...... Can you get up first and we'll talk about it slowly? ”

"If you don't promise me, I won't get up!" Fang Lin, who had always been very talkative, became particularly stubborn this time.

After Bing Qing Yujie reacted, she also hurried over to help pull Fang Lin, but now Fang Lin didn't seem to be the weak Fang Lin she used to be. She just knelt on the ground, no matter how hard Bingqing Yujie pulled, her body just didn't move.

But fortunately, after Bing Qingyujie came over, she stopped Fang Lin from continuing to kowtow to me.

I really couldn't help it, so I turned my head to look at my grandmother and pleaded with her: "Grandma, is your family's ancestral training really so important, can't you make an exception to help Fang Lin once." I'm begging you, help her, she saved my life......"

Seriously, I really can't bear to see Fang Lin become like this. I couldn't bear to agree to her in this situation. I know very well that she did this completely to avenge Fang Tao. In fact, even if she doesn't avenge Fang Tao, I will avenge Fang Tao. But the problem is that she now wants to avenge her brother, the only one in the world who loves her the most, so she does not hesitate to exchange her body, or lifelong happiness, for the martial arts that my grandmother taught her.

Fang Lin seems to know my grandmother better than I do. Because my grandmother was very stubborn, even if I begged her so much, she still stood there expressionless, without the slightest wave on her face.

No wonder Fang Lin would kneel directly on the ground and beg me, instead of begging her.

But I was still unwilling, so I said again: "Grandma, can't you really give me a little face and make an exception for me?" ”

"The ancestral precepts must not be violated, otherwise my Li family will be punished by heaven, and the five thunders will hit the top, and the children and grandchildren will be cut off from now on." My grandmother finally spoke: "Child, grandma can rely on you for anything but this matter, but grandma can't do this." Even if I agree, one day, someone will see her using our family's martial arts outside, but she is not from our family, and your uncles will not let her go, and it is very likely that I will also be expelled from the Li family by abolishing her martial arts. Xiao Lin, don't blame me for being ruthless, I can't help it. ”

"Grandma......" I cried out again reluctantly.

At this moment, Fang Lin suddenly pulled out a short knife from her waist and put it on her neck, and then she saw her looking at me with tears in her eyes, and said with a desperate expression: "Qin Yun, do you really want to force me to die in front of you?" ”

This sentence was not loud, but it sounded like a thunderclap in my ears.

I never thought that Fang Lin, who is usually so gentle, would one day force me to marry her in such an extreme way.

Although she asked me to marry her for other reasons, it was precisely because of this that it was more difficult for me to do it.

She was one of my best friends, and she was a very simple friend. All along, we have been talking about almost everything with our girlfriends and brothers and sisters. I have always cherished this relationship between me and her, after all, there are not many opportunities for men and women to have such pure feelings. She Fang Lin happens to be the only female friend I have.

However, when her brother died, she just wanted to avenge her brother with her own hands, but she had to force me to marry her in order to achieve this wish.

In my opinion, this is a big joke. It's a great irony for me.

Such a good friend just wants to learn some kung fu from my grandmother in order to avenge her brother, but she has to be forced to be my woman in order to achieve her wish.

Right now, Lin's knife is already on his neck, if I agree, I feel not only sorry for Fang Tao, but also sorry for Fang Lin. But if she doesn't agree, I see Fang Lin's resolute look, she will really commit suicide......

Although I knew that I had no choice, I still struggled in my heart for a long time and didn't agree.

At this moment, the two sisters Bingqing Yujie were anxious.

One of the two sisters grabbed one of Fang Lin's hands, and the other hand grabbed my arm at the same time and shook it.

Bingqing said: "Brother Qin, you hurry up and promise her......

Yu Jie said: "Yes, Brother Qin, you can't bear to watch Fang Lin commit suicide......

Bingqing said: "Brother Qin, you have so many women anyway, Fang Lin is so good, why don't you marry her......"

Yujie said: "Brother Qin, my sister and I won't mind, Fang Lin is so good, I believe the other sisters won't mind either......"

Hearing the two sisters say this, I looked at my grandmother one last time. At this moment, I actually found that my grandmother was giving me a look. It seemed like telling me to hurry up and agree to Fang Lin.

At the time, I didn't know if I had misunderstood, but when I looked at Fang Lin who was kneeling in front of me again, I couldn't bear to let her continue to kneel in front of me.

I nodded slowly: "I promise you, you get up quickly." Fang Lin, I'm sorry, Brother Tao, I'm sorry for you......" After I said sorry a few times, I immediately lay on the bed and covered my head with a quilt.

I cried......

I covered my head, not because I was afraid that they would see me crying. It's that I feel that I don't have the face to look at Fang Lin again. I'm ashamed of her, I'm ashamed of Fang Tao. The two brothers and sisters all saved my life, but I couldn't even help at all, and I actually took advantage of Fang Lin at this time.

After I covered my head, the room was quiet for more than half a minute. Later, I heard Fang Lin say something to my grandmother: "Grandma, I'm sorry, I used to partner with Qin Yun to deceive you because I wanted to learn some kung fu from you, and I didn't want to be Qin Yun and my brother their oil bottle anymore." I didn't expect it to get so serious, and I didn't expect my brother to ......."

Fang Lin cried again when she said this, and she cried the next sentence: "But please rest assured, this time I really want to marry Qin Yun, I am willing to be your granddaughter, and I am willing to stay by your side for the rest of my life to serve you well." If there are two hearts, the sky will thunder and split, and you will not be able to die. ”

"Well, ...... child," my grandmother sighed and called "child", and said nothing else. But immediately after that, I heard Fang Lin crying. Listening to the cry, it was as if something had blocked my mouth. I guess Fang Lin should be hugging my grandmother and crying. My grandmother is very tall, more than 1.7 meters, and Fang Lin is not very tall, only 1.6 meters, so she must have cried in my grandmother's arms.

I covered myself in the covers and thought about a lot of things.

For a while, all I thought about was the bits and pieces that happened after meeting Fang Tao and Fang Lin.

Thinking that I was studying with Fang Lin at that time, she would help me with my homework tomorrow, thinking that Long Qian and Xiaolan were always bullying me at that time, I would live in her house if I had no place to live, and I would borrow money from Fang Lin if I had no money to spend...... Of course, I haven't forgotten the first time I went alone to steal Peng Ye, and I was shot in the body, if Fang Tao hadn't carried me a few miles in one breath in a raincoat, I would have died at the hands of Black Hawk several years ago.

I even thought about it, in fact, compared to the current life, although I have no worries about food and clothing now, I even have money that I can't spend for a lifetime. But are we having fun now? Are life better now than before?

Not at all. On the contrary, it seems to be more difficult than before. So, I suddenly miss those old days.

Living in different environments will bring about different problems.

At that time, when I was in school, I had to worry about money a lot. At that time, I just wanted to make more money and help Sister Long share some worries. Although at that time, Sister Long and Xiaolan were always thinking of various ways to train me, test me, and bully me. But every time I'm with them, as long as I can see them, I'm happy.

I'm sure Fang Lin was also very happy at that time. Because she can be with her brother every day, and her brother Fang Tao is the person who loves her the most in the world. I still remember Fang Tao's expression when he warned me not to fight Fang Lin's idea.

I also thought of a lot of pictures of Fang Lin, Xiaolan and Jiang Liyuan fighting landlords, and every time Fang Lin had the most notes on his face. At that time, I just thought she was stupid and cute, but after a long time together, in fact, I had already found out that she was not really that stupid, and I couldn't even see Xiaolan and Jiang Liyuan's hidden cards. She was just pretending to be stupid, her purpose was just to make Jiang Liyuan and Xiaolan happy.

Because she is similar to me, she has not had any friends since she was a child, and she must have no friends in the Fang family. After coming out to study, a girl as cute as her, it is estimated that female classmates will bully her, and male classmates want to take advantage of her. I finally made a few sincere friends like me, Jiang Liyuan, and Xiaolan, and of course she did nothing. She must have thought in her heart that as long as Jiang Liyuan and Xiaolan are happy, she is willing to do anything for them, including pretending to be stupid......

After thinking about the bits and pieces we have walked together, I feel that the previous life was actually so beautiful.

In the past, there was only a shortage of money, but now there is no shortage of money, but it seems that in addition to money, there are only countless worries left.

Not only do I have to worry about my dad's affairs, but I also have to worry about the people outside hurting me and the people around me hurting me. I think it's really tiring to be a person who has to doubt this and that even the closest people around me.

I couldn't help but ask myself: Is this kind of life really meaningful? How much does it mean to be alive?

Count carefully, since I started studying in Tanglin, especially after I recognized my father, I have doubted Long Qian, Xiaolan, Jiang Liyuan, Fang Lin, Fang Tao, Bingqing Yujie, Liu Tianyu, Yang Zhe, Lin Xi, Fan Jianren, etc. In the end, I found out that these people were all genuinely good to me, and as they showed, they were indeed brothers and sisters in distress who shared my life and death.

The reason why they are suspicious is that they have some unavoidable hardships that they have not told me. In the final analysis, they will be suspicious, but in fact, it is because after entering the society, their horizons have become more and more broadened, and they have seen more and more deceitful things. Therefore, I have become suspicious, ostensibly because I have become smarter and know how to guard against others. In fact, because I was poisoned by this deceitful social status quo, I am no longer simple, I think about things a lot, and I no longer trust others so easily.

Looking back now, so many misunderstandings with them were completely avoidable. What he lacks is that he doesn't have the courage to tolerate others.

Qin Yun, it's time for you to wake up. With so many brothers and sisters around you who have accompanied you through such a long and difficult time, it is time for you to give everyone a little reward. So many people have blocked knives and guns for you, so many people have sold their lives for you, what have you done for them? You always think that you are sincere to them, you always think that you are a person who values love and righteousness, where is your love, and where is your righteousness? You doubt this and that, why do others never doubt you? What qualifications do you have to suspect others, and what is in you that deserves to be plotted against others?

Seriously, I covered myself in the cover and scolded myself for almost half an hour.

After scolding, I found myself suddenly struggling.

Yes, I scolded myself soberly.

Especially after sobering up, I thought of a grand plan that made my heart flutter.

This plan made me a little excited, and I have never been so excited as I have ever been this one. I suddenly reached out and opened the quilt on my head.

But when I opened the quilt with a "swoop", a woman sitting next to my bed trembled violently.

I turned my head and looked, there was no one else in the room, and I didn't know when my grandmother and Bing Qingyujie had left. Because now there are only Fang Lin in the room who has not completely dried up the tears on his face.

"Fang, Fang Lin, yes, I'm sorry......" I plucked up my courage and said to her ashamedly: "Brother Tao's death must be because of me and my father, he was indirectly killed by us." I should have avenged him...... No matter what, I should take good care of you and not let you get hurt again, but I didn't expect that because you were learning martial arts with my grandmother, it would be like this...... I'm so useless, I can't help you at all......"

In fact, I know very well in my heart that even if there is no such thing as Fang Tao, my grandmother has already found out that Fang Lin and I are a fake marriage. Even if Fang Lin doesn't want to avenge Fang Tao with her own hands, I have to make a break with her fake marriage, and I have to give my grandmother a reasonable explanation.

Therefore, putting aside Fang Tao's matter, in fact, the result may be like this. I would never bear to watch my grandmother abolish Fang Lin's martial arts and beat her into a vegetative state. Maybe in order to save Fang Lin, I will take the initiative to let her marry me, as for whether we will have such a relationship, how will my grandmother know.

The difference is that after Fang Tao's matter, Fang Lin turned against the guest. In order to avenge her brother, she wanted to continue to learn kung fu from my grandmother, but she forced me to marry her.

In fact, although the result was the same, when Fang Lin forced me just now, the reason why I was reluctant to agree was because she asked me to marry her in this way, and I felt that I was really sorry for her.

After I said that, Fang Lin remained silent. She lowered her head, and was slowly tugging at the corners of her clothes as before, not knowing what she was thinking.

Seeing that she didn't speak, I continued: "Fang Lin, don't worry, we got married just to deceive my grandmother and those uncles of the Li family. We don't have to be husband and wife. We can maintain a relationship as husband and wife on the surface, but behind the scenes we are still good friends......"

I talked a lot to Fang Lin that night, and basically comforted her all the time. But she didn't say a word all the time.

I guess I've been talking for more than an hour, and she's always silent. Eventually, she slowly climbed into bed and slept on the other side of the super big bed, which was two or three meters away from me.

When I woke up the next day, Fang Lin had already gotten up.

I was woken up by a full-time nurse while I was dressing my wound. She changed the medicine for me, and after she put it out on a drip, Fang Lin quickly came in with a can of chicken soup.

Her face was still as ugly as last night, and she obviously hadn't recovered from the bad news of Fang Tao's death. But today I opened my mouth to speak, I saw her open the chicken soup and said to me softly: "Drink some chicken soup, there are a lot of Chinese medicinal materials in it that the doctor prepared for you, she said that your body is relatively weak, let you drink more chicken soup to replenish ......"

"Weak body?" I was stunned.

Fang Lin glanced at me, and his pretty face turned red: "He didn't say that you were weak in that aspect, but that you often stayed up late after watching it, and your usual nutrition didn't keep up, and your body lacked nutrients......"

"Oh......" I nodded. Xindao: I'll just say, although there have been several daughters-in-law on the surface in the past six months, damn, I haven't done that a few times before and after. That is, some time ago, I fought with Yujie for hundreds of rounds......

Just as I thought of this, Fang Lin had already come to feed me soup with a spoon: "Come, drink......" Fang Lin finished speaking and gently blew on the soup in the spoon a few times. That gentle and considerate look, I felt a pang of ape in my heart when I saw it.

I suddenly thought shamelessly, in fact, Fang Lin is quite good, if I really want to say it, she is much more gentle and considerate than all the other women around me. Although Bing Qing Yujie is also very considerate, in terms of gentleness, she is obviously not as good as Fang Lin.

After Fang Lin blew a few breaths, she fed the soup into my mouth, and before I could swallow it, she suddenly said: "Grandma asked us to go to the Civil Affairs Bureau today to apply for a marriage certificate......

"Poof......" A mouthful of soup sprayed all over Fang Lin's face.