240: Nowhere to go
Ji Xiang Ruyi and Ji Xiaobai, even if there were thousands of unwillingness in their hearts, they were all kicked out by Qu Qingjia. Ji Hongye was still sitting at the other end of the table, his posture was loose, motionless.
Qu Qingjia felt that this young man was not very old, but his aura was quite sufficient, he was so angry, he could still be motionless, and he didn't know how thick his skin was. He didn't dare to guarantee anything else, but if he was more cheeky, he wasn't afraid of anyone.
As soon as he thought about it, he wanted to say a few more words disgusting and disgusting Ji Hongye. But he thought about it, isn't it because of this person that his little disciple is suffering now? He should know and watch, otherwise how would he know how good his little disciple is? So he didn't drive him away.
Ji Hongye looked at Nalan Jinxiu quietly, but she didn't even raise her head, and the whole person was lying on the table, only her thin back was trembling slightly. She must be in pain! How could a good person not be in pain when he was tortured like this? He reached out to touch her, but finally stopped in mid-air.
Obviously, he didn't feel anything in his heart, but the memories churning in his mind kept shouting something, and he closed his eyes in pain. As if he had seen the fireworks of that year again, he bowed his head and kissed her, and she tiptoed back and kissed him awkwardly. It was just that scene, but it made him feel a faint pain, although the pain was very slight and even negligible.
"Third brother, go out, please......" She was hoarse and refused to look up.
Her third brother overlapped with many voices in his head, and those voices were speaking over and over again, each sentence was different, only the two words of the third brother were consistent. A trace of pain in his chest was magnified countless times, and after he was in love with Gu, he finally felt the pain brought to him by others except Lu Qi.
It hurts, which means that he is still alive, and it means that he has not become a walking dead because of love Gu. Ji Hongye was silent for a while, and finally went out.
Nalan Jinxiu saw that he was finally gone, so she dared to raise her head from the table, and she asked Qu Qingjia: "Master, how long will it take for it to come out?"
Qu Qingjia was also a little distressed, after all, this girl was his only disciple, he sighed and said, "If you endure it a little longer, it will be soon." ”
Nalan Jinxiu bit her lower lip tightly with her teeth, even though her lips were already covered with blood, she still felt that it was not enough. She endured to keep herself from breaking down, but her body became more and more uncomfortable, as if her blood vessels were about to burst. She gripped the corner of the table tightly with one hand, and the other hand was still on the edge of the bowl. When she finally couldn't help it and let out a bitter low cry, the Gu finally came out and crawled out of the veins in her wrist.
There was an indescribable weirdness in that scene, with blood on his white wrists, and a long black worm crawling out and falling into the bowl. Then it began to frantically suck the blood from the bowl, and its body grew at a rapid rate.
Nalan Jinxiu's whole body was a little prostration, she looked at the disgusting insect in front of her, and thought that it would return to her body after a while, and she couldn't help but feel a chill. Although she was a healer and had used snake gall in medicine, she never refused to take it herself, because she was born with an inexplicable fear of this mollusk.
"If you're afraid, don't look at it, I'll help you later. Qu Qingjia patted her head soothingly, and her tone was as good as ever: "The Gu King is yang, the Gu mother is yin, you raise it to be afraid of cold, go outside to bask in the sun, you can be more comfortable." ”
Nalan Jinxiu got up and went out, she didn't see things very clearly in front of her, and her hands and feet were a little weak, she leaned against the pillar at the door and squinted at the sun. The sun shone warmly on her body, and she suddenly had the illusion of the rest of her life.
A figure appeared in front of her against the light, and she looked up and saw Ji Hongye standing there. is obviously still the same person as before, obviously her third brother, but the gentleness between her eyebrows and eyes has been replaced by indifference, and there is nothing else in those cold eyes except for pitch black.
"Why are you here?" she smiled, thinking that it was good to see him at this time, and her heart, which was still flustered, suddenly became much more relaxed.
"You shouldn't do that. Ji Hongye said coldly.
She tilted her head, to be honest, she couldn't get used to the third brother talking to her in this tone. She suppressed the discomfort in her heart and asked an inconsequential word: "How many days will it take to get to Jinling here!"
She felt that everything that had happened now was beyond her expectations, and she knew that she could make it through, but the process was really difficult. But as long as they think that they can go back to Jinling after solving the Gu, they will get married after arriving in Jinling, and the time will not be so difficult.
"Give it up!"
Nalan Jinxiu frowned, "Do you mean to solve the Gu for you?"
"Yes. Ji Hongye's face was cold.
"I disagree. ”
"How do you know that I don't have any other way to solve the Gu?"
"Yes, you have to convince Midori to get her to agree. But do you know how much it costs to solve the situation? It is impossible for Lu Qian to agree. ”
Ji Hongye closed his eyes, and a voice in his heart said over and over again: Whether you agree or not, I can't let you continue to do this.
"Ji Xiaobai, take her back first. Ji Hongye turned his head to Ji Xiaobai and said.
Ji Xiaobai was a little hesitant, to be honest, adults have always indulged the girl, and even he felt that he had to listen to the girl. Now that he wants to go against the girl's will, he is really a little unaccustomed to it for a while.
"Ji Xiaobai, how many times do you want me to repeat it?" Ji Hongye looked at him coldly and said.
Ji Xiaobai felt that his eyes seemed to be two sharp blades, wearing holes straight on his body, and he said stiffly: "My lord, why don't you talk to the girl again?"
Ji Hongye was just about to say something, when he saw Nalan Jinxiu signaling Ji Xiaobai with his eyes. Ji Xiaobai seemed to have received some edict, and ran away without looking back, no matter how he looked at it, it looked like he was fleeing in a hurry. Then, she was about to push the door into the house, but Ji Hongye held her arm.
"Don't go!" his voice sounded calm, but his heart was already full of rage. He remembered that he hadn't been so angry in a long time, that disgusting bug was in the bowl now, what was she going to do?
"Third brother, I know that you are afraid that I will suffer, but we have no way out. ”
Ji Hongye felt as if he had been split in half, his heart was indifferent, and he wanted to be a bystander. The will is not allowed, he does not want her to suffer, even if it is for him, he cannot tolerate it. He paused word by word, and his voice was indifferent: "It's me, not you." ”
"Is there a difference?" Nalan Jinxiu looked at him and said secretly, "We have to be together after all." ”
"Of course there is a difference, I am me and you are you. ”
His words made Nalan Jinxiu inexplicably a little sad, although he knew that he was for her good, but what he said was too ruthless. She told herself not to mind, the third brother was affectionate, and it was normal to snub her. But Ji Hongye's other sentence completely made her stunned and at a loss.
He said, "You go, go back to Zhenbei Wangfu, don't follow me anymore." ”
"I, I'm ......" Nalan Jinxiu stammered, she didn't want to beg him, but she felt that he was serious.
"I don't feel anything about you anymore, and I can't even figure out why I liked you in the first place. ”
These words are undoubtedly particularly hurtful, Nalan Jinxiu froze in place for a long time, endured the discomfort in her body and heart, reached out to hold his sleeve, and said: "Third brother, don't say such things, I am a little sad to hear it." ”
Her former pride was erased in the previous life, and in this life, she felt as if it was the case again. She understood the third brother's suffering at this time, but she was also in pain now, and she hoped that he could coax her, as he had done many times in the past. Then she might not be in such pain.
"I'll ask Ji Xiaobai to send you back. Ji Hongye felt that this was the most appropriate arrangement, and Xu Jince would take care of her.
"Don't you want me again?" she seemed to ask him, and seemed to be talking to herself: "How many times do you want to leave me?" Ji Hongye, what do you want me to ......?"
Her face was as pale as a ghost, her big eyes were dark, she didn't cry, but he could deeply understand her pain. Ji Hongye's heart, which was as calm as water, suddenly shook violently, making him feel that the tip of his heart was trembling.
"Ah Jin, obedient. ”
Nalan Jinxiu suddenly hugged him tightly, she stood on tiptoe, wrapped her hands around his neck, tears fell, and she said, "Third brother, I also know that it will hurt, and I also know that you don't want to affect me." But you don't want me anymore, where can I go? Zhenbei Wangfu is not my home, and I have no relatives anymore. If you think that letting me drift away is a good destination, then you can continue to drive me, I don't need you to send it, I can go by myself......"
Because she still had to put the Gu worm back, the wound on her wrist was not bandaged, and it was stained on his collar. Ji Hongye felt that in addition to tears, there was blood on his neck. He suddenly felt some pain in his heart, a wisp of it, not very obvious.
He began to doubt himself, doubting whether his decision was right, in fact, he felt that if it weren't for the control of the Qing Gu, he would not be willing to let her go. If you succeed, you can't succeed if you don't achieve it, it's just living and dying together.
How could the girl he loved deeply when he was sober turn his back on him in times of crisis? He shouldn't make her sad, he shouldn't force her to do this, he is the one who needs help, but he still puts on this appearance, how noble is he? It's hard for her to stand it.
The hand that stiffened for a long time finally clasped her back and gently patted her.
Nalan Jinxiu knew that she had finally succeeded in convincing him. She didn't know how far Gu could affect people, and she didn't want to know. She wanted to wait until this pass was over, and she would have to carry her around Jinling City with her on her back. She just wants everyone to see it, this world-famous Ji Ge Lao will be punished for doing something wrong!