That night, we searched for an all-night but didn't find Long Qian and Xiaolan, and at the same time, the twin nannies all disappeared.

Because Long Qian had told me that my father had asked her to bring the twins, I suspected that my father had sent them to meet Long Qian. After Long Qian left, they went to follow Long Qian, and I was worried that they would be unfavorable to Long Qian.

So after we looked for an all-night and didn't find Long Qian that night, as soon as we returned home, Yang Zhe went to sleep. Liu Tianyu and the others hadn't gotten up yet, Jiang Liyuan and I were sitting on the sofa in the living room, and she kept comforting me, telling me not to worry too much, saying that there would always be a solution to things.

And I've been texting Chen Ye, his mobile phone can't get through, and I don't have Long Xiaofeng's contact information. Therefore, I can only send a text message to Chen Ye.

I also took a picture of Long Qian's message and sent an MMS message to Chen Ye, and I asked him to help show Long Xiaofeng the MMS and the text messages I sent him.

Actually, I didn't say much, I just said: Long Xiaofeng, you disappointed me, when I first met you, I was proud to have a father like you, but now I feel that this is a shame. I won't want you for everything you gave me, I'll give it back to you, and you will regret everything you did to Long Qian. Without her, I would have died a long time ago, but you would have forced her to marry, you are simply a beast, not as good as a beast.

After I sent out both SMS and MMS, I started sitting on the couch in a daze.

At this moment, I have already regretted that my intestines are blue, and I only want to find Long Qian and Xiaolan now, but I am thinking about where they will go.

As Long Qian said, I don't want to avenge my mother, if I can live an ordinary life with her and Xiaolan, I think this is also a very happy thing.

This kind of intrigue is indeed not suitable for me. As Long Qian once said to me, in fact, I am not suitable for mixing outside at all. I am too kind-hearted, too easy to trust people, and when others give me a little favor, I always want to repay me, which is too easy to be taken advantage of, and to put it bluntly, I am too stupid.

Later, I realized that in fact, it was not that I was stupid, but that I had never met the kind of person who was willing to help me since I was a child, and all the people around me looked down on me and didn't treat me as a human being.

Of course, what I didn't know at this time was that it was this quality of mine that allowed me to win a large number of brothers and sisters who helped me in life and death in the future.

Actually, when Chen Ye told me last night that Liu Tianyu and the others were not worth believing, my heart was really uncomfortable. In my heart, I have always regarded them as my idols, and I have always regarded them as my best brothers and sisters, but his words ruined their image in my mind.

I don't know who to trust anymore. Although Chen Ye told me before leaving that Jiang Liyuan and Lin Xi could be trusted, I don't want anyone to help me now. Once again, I deeply realized that there is really no one in this world who is unreliable, and can only rely on himself. I feel like I'm really cheap, I'm like a waste or even a walking dead, I have no soul, no backbone, no self-esteem.

Originally, I always thought that when others did it for me, they would also be able to restore my dignity for me, but now I realize that it will only make me even more undignified.

After Chen Ye took me to Tanglin, he took me to fight a few fights on the first day he came to Tanglin, and when I saw him beat Zhang Junjie and Zhang Yingjie like falling leaves in the autumn wind, I felt a very refreshing sense of revenge in my heart. But when I saw him like a killing god, when he faced one or twenty gangsters as if he were in a no-man's land, at that moment, I felt a special pain in my heart, which was a joyful joy.

I feel that I can finally stop being angry, I can finally stop being bullied by others, and I can finally regain my dignity.

However, at this time, I finally realized that I was wrong, and what others brought to me was always someone else's. Enjoying the dignity that others bring to him, that is not called dignity, that is an insult, that will only highlight his cowardice and sorrow even more.

Thinking of this, my heart is already dripping blood.

I secretly told myself: I don't want anyone to help, I want to be myself, even if I am afraid of being looked down upon, I want to be myself. At least I can get a little bit of dignity back for myself once in a while.

Just like last year when dealing with Peng Ye and the bald head, didn't I just ask others to help me, I can do it by myself, why should I rely on others.

Thinking of this, my heart became even more uncomfortable, because I suddenly remembered that even Long Qian wrote on the message note she left for Long Xiaofeng that she would rather be a woman like me than a woman like Long Xiaofeng.

Although I knew that she must have said angry words, the three words "wreck" still made me feel uncomfortable. I feel very uncomfortable, it is obvious that although she has not kept looking down on me like Xiaolan, I am undoubtedly a wreck in her heart, a wreck with no merit.

I even thought sadly that if I didn't have a father like Long Xiaofeng, I guess neither she nor Xiaolan would help me. Maybe they are also like Liu Tianyu, Jiang Liyuan and others, they all think that I am worth investing in, so they have been by my side to help me.

"Hehe......" Thinking of this, I suddenly couldn't help laughing, and I laughed helplessly.

Jiang Liyuan suddenly laughed when she saw me, she looked at me suspiciously: "Xiaoyun, are you okay?" ”

"It's okay......" I shook my head, stood up and said to Jiang Liyuan: "Sister Yuan, I don't want Donglin, after you settle Ye Leopard, you can divide it as you want!" ”

With that, I stood up and walked slowly outside without hesitation.

"What's wrong with you, you're crazy!" Jiang Liyuan hurriedly caught up and grabbed me, and suddenly lowered her voice: "What kind of nerves are you, Tanglin is about to become ours, what kind of child's temper are you playing now......

"You have also read Long Qian's message, you should know what the relationship between me and Long Qian and Xiaolan is. Long Xiaofeng is my father, which is true, but I don't want such a father, and I don't want him to be rich, I look down on him. I can't afford to lose that man. When I came back last night, you also saw Liu Tianyu's attitude towards me, because of him, everyone looks down on me now, what's the point of me staying. ”

After speaking, I shook off Jiang Liyuan's hand and continued to walk outside.

"Are you stupid......" Jiang Liyuan caught up and scolded me in a low voice: "I said why are you so stupid, can you put away this little child's temper, who are you playing with now?" When Brother Ye left, he had already roughly divided the territory for us. Liu Tianyu, Sister Jing, Lin Xi, and Fan Jianren were all called by Yang Zhe, and they were in a group. Wu Yang was called by me, so Wu Yang and I are in the same group again.

With you on your side, Chen Ye divided the territory under the Tanglin Ye Leopard into three parts. Originally, we were going to settle Ye Leopard, and then we would run it together for a period of time, and then you would get 40% of all the income, and Liu Tianyu and I would each get 30%. Do you know how much net profit is in a day in all the fields under Ye Leopard? ”

"I don't know, and I don't want to know." I shook my head: "You can divide it as you like!" ”

With that, I strode outside.

When I walked outside the yard, Jiang Liyuan caught up again and grabbed me. She didn't accuse me again, but changed her tone and began to coax me: "Qin Yun, don't be willful, this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity, do you know how big the loss is when you just leave?" For more than ten years, you have been looked down upon and looked down upon, and now you finally have a chance to get up, why should you give up. Listen to my sister, don't be willful, okay? Jiang Liyuan grabbed my hand and looked at me expectantly.

"Sister Yuan, I know you're for my good, but I really don't have the face to stay, I'm sorry, I'm really going to disappoint you this time." After I finished speaking, I gently pushed Jiang Liyuan's hand away.

Jiang Liyuan finally got angry, she yelled at me: "You go, you get out, the farther you go, the better, I don't want to see you in the future." You'd better go out and be hit by a car and die, you're dead for a hundred, people like you deserve to be looked down upon for the rest of your life, you're a ...... who can't be helped"

I ignored Jiang Liyuan's abuse, I knew that she was also angry with me.

However, at this time, in addition to not wanting to receive Long Xiaofeng's favor anymore, what I want to do most is to hurry up and find Long Qian and Xiaolan. And if I want Long Qian and them to forgive me, I have to disassociate myself from Long Xiaofeng, otherwise even if I find them, they won't forgive me.

It's a pity that in a person's life, many opportunities are often fleeting, and if they are missed, they may be missed forever.

After I left Tanglin, I went to the hair salon in my hometown to look for Long Qian and Xiaolan, but I didn't find them. Later, I went to Xiaolan's hometown village to look for them, but I still didn't find them. There is no sign of them coming back in several places.

I looked for them everywhere, I went to a lot of places where I and Long Qian and Xiaolan had been, even the city where Long Xiaofeng was located, I went to the small hotel where I stayed with Long Qian for a few days to look for them, but I still didn't find any clues.

I knew that Long Qian and Xiaolan might really go to a city where no one knew them this time, the world was so big, I didn't know where to look for them again.

So, I went back to the salon again, to the place where I had lived for more than a decade.

This hair salon was bought by Xiaolan with the money Jiang Yanling gave her after she left Jiang Yanling. I know she came here to find those memories of living with me, and so did I.

She and Long Qian were so busy that they obviously didn't sell this place, and of course, it was also possible that Xiaolan was reluctant to buy it, so I believe she would come back one day to take a look. So I was going to wait for her here.

Almost a month after I left Tanglin, it was the New Year, and this year was the New Year on February 7th.

I spent the New Year alone, and the custom of giving New Year's dinner to deceased relatives in our family is popular here.

I fried a few dishes and drank a few bottles of beer by myself. After eating and drinking, I carried a bowl of rice and some fragrant paper candles in a plastic bag to deliver the New Year's dinner to Qin's mother. While passing by a flower shop, I bought a dozen flowers. Generally, the dead who are not in a couple relationship are sent gladiolus or chrysanthemums, and I don't think chrysanthemums are very good-looking, so I bought a dozen gladiolus.

What I didn't expect was that when I came to Qin's mother's grave, I actually saw a woman wearing a khaki windbreaker burning paper in front of Qin's mother's grave.

As soon as I saw her, I was stunned on the spot, because this person was none other than Huang Xiaoya.

When Huang Xiaoya saw me walking over, she stared at me for a while, because I have grown a lot of beard on my mouth now, I have never cleaned myself up in the past month, I guess she didn't recognize me. But after a few glances, she clearly recognized me. I saw that she looked at me expressionlessly, and did not seem to intend to talk to me, but continued to throw paper money on the fire in front of the grave.

I'm not stupid, Huang Xiaoya has nothing to do with Qin's mother, although Qin's mother was broken by Huang Xiaoya's brother back then, but I believe that she will never send Qin's mother a New Year's dinner because of this.

So I hurriedly asked: "Huang Xiaoya, did Xiaolan call you and ask you to come and deliver the New Year's dinner to my mother Qin?" ”

"Don't talk to me for an ungrateful person like you, I'm disgusted to watch." After Huang Xiaoya finished speaking, she threw all the paper money in her hand into the fire, and then turned around and left.

"Huang Xiaoya, tell me, are you in contact with Xiaolan and them?" I hurriedly put the flowers and other things in my hand in front of Qin's mother's grave to chase Huang Xiaoya.

But Huang Xiaoya has been ignoring me, and finally had the opportunity to find out the whereabouts of Long Qian and Xiaolan, of course I won't let her go so easily. After that, I followed Huang Xiaoya down the mountain, kept saying good things to her, and even begged her to say something, asking her to give me Xiaolan's contact information, but she always ignored me.

Eventually, I followed her all the way to her hotel room, where she opened the door and locked me out.

When I turned around, I suddenly noticed an anomaly.

Because I saw two inconspicuous men standing in the corridor not far away, talking, the most important thing is that I saw these two people when I came down from the mountain with Huang Xiaoya before.

Chen Ye taught me that people who appear in several places at the same time as themselves must take more precautions, and it is obvious that there is something likely wrong with these two people.

After I went down the mountain before, I was busy coaxing Huang Xiaoya and asking her to tell me Xiaolan's address, so I didn't pay much attention to it.

In fact, during this time, I either stayed at home and didn't go out, or every time I went out, I paid extra attention to the people and things around me.

Although I only followed Chen Ye for a total of two and a half months, he really taught me a lot during this time. Among these things, there are not only the skills of wrestling with people, but also the skills of tracking and counter-tracking that I have never been exposed to before. Therefore, even though I am now in my daily life, I also consciously observe the people and things around me.

According to Chen Ye's words, there are too many people who come out to run the rivers and lakes, and if you don't know a little anti-tracking skills, you will be arrested by the police if you are not plotted by the enemy.

Just like last year, when Fan Jianren and I stared at Long Xiaofeng at the door of the Long Group, although Fan Jianren and I were both dressed as beggars at that time, when I went to see Long Xiaofeng in the box that night, Chen Ye still recognized me at a glance that I had stayed at the door of the Long Group for a while.

At that time, I was knocked on a few wine bottles by Long Xiaofeng, and I didn't think much about it. It was also when Chen Ye taught me anti-tracking skills later, and he explained to me carefully why he recognized me, and I suddenly realized.

He told me that no matter how much a person's appearance changes, his figure, his back, and the feeling of looking at the side and some of his small movements will not change. Because this is a long-standing habit, it is difficult to change even if you want to change it deliberately.

And he would recognize me at a glance by my silhouette and walking posture, as well as by my eyes and nose. He said that as long as you look closely, everyone's eyes are different from him, and everyone's facial features seem to be similar, and if you look closely, you can still distinguish some subtle differences.

Chen Ye was at that time in order to protect Long Xiaofeng's safety, he saw that we had been staying at the door of the Long Group for several days, so he paid special attention to me, but I didn't notice it. So when I went to the nightclub box, he recognized me at a glance and put me down without saying a word.

At this time, the faces of the two people I noticed did not change in the slightest, and when I followed Huang Xiaoya down the mountain before, I had also seen their faces from a distance, so I consciously remembered their appearance. At this time, I suddenly met them in the hotel, and it was obvious that this was no accident. Although such a coincidence is not uncommon, the odds are still very small after all.

Even though the two men were in good disguise at this point, standing in front of a hotel room and smoking a cigarette leisurely, I could still detect that their eyes had been sneaking at me as if they were sneaking in.

I quietly pretended to call Huang Xiaoya to open the door a few more times, but after she still didn't open the door, I turned around and left. As I passed by the two men, the dagger I had hidden in my sleeve was already in my right hand, and I would strike them a fatal blow at the slightest movement from them.

To my disappointment, they didn't make any moves, and when I walked past them, they deliberately pretended not to even look at me. What they don't know is that the more this happens, the more it shows that they have a ghost in their hearts.

Because under normal circumstances, when someone passes by, they will glance at him more or less, unless they are very obsessed with something. It's an instinctive reaction, but they don't look at me.

I didn't take the initiative to do anything to them, I walked past them and walked slowly to the elevator entrance to wait for the elevator. I waited for the elevator for a while, but they didn't follow until the ladder came. At this moment, I already realized that they should not be coming for me, but for Huang Xiaoya.

So after I got into the elevator, I pressed the buttons on the first floor and the next floor, and when the elevator stopped on the next floor, I quickly ran the stairs to the top as fast as I could.

When I rushed up, I saw the two people kicking open Huang Xiaoya's door and rushing into Huang Xiaoya's room from the staircase.

"Ah......" Huang Xiaoya only let out a scream, and before the scream fell, her voice stopped.

I didn't have time to think about it, so I hurriedly rushed to the door of Huang Xiaoya's room as fast as I could. I pushed the door very lightly with one finger, because I was afraid that someone would be in the doorway, and at the same time I wanted to hear what was going on inside.

At this moment, a man's voice came from inside: "Brother, why did you say that we were going to arrest this girl, this girl is not from outside!" ”

"I guess I want to kill all the people who know Crazy Feather and them......"