"Don't follow me!" Lin Jiamu stared at Xia Feng deadly.

They've walked several streets, but they've been going round and round. She really didn't want Xia Feng to go home with her, and she didn't want Xia Feng to see her embarrassed appearance.

It already made her feel very ashamed to be found out by Xia Feng about the secret of her part-time job, and now he still wants to follow him home?

"It's okay if you don't want me to follow. It's always okay to tell me all the unspeakable things about yours, right? Here, there is no one else, just the two of us. The night is like water, the environment is suitable, sit down and talk slowly. ”

Xia Feng sat on the public chair in the park, patted the seat next to him, and motioned for Lin Jiamu to sit down.

Lin Jiamu hesitated for a long time, it seemed easier to sit here and talk to Xia Feng than to take Xia Feng home.

When Xia Feng just came out of the restaurant, he deliberately took two cans of beer and handed one of them to Lin Jiamu.

"I've got wine, tell me your story!"

The summer night is slightly cool, the bright moon is hanging in the air, and the young men and girls under the willow treetops collide with each other, as if they have a spark.

Lin Jiamu subconsciously withdrew his gaze at Xia Feng's pupils, and clenched the can of beer with both hands, looking a little cramped and uneasy.

She didn't know if the summer breeze in front of her was worth trusting, and whether she would keep this secret in her heart for her.

Once again, she glanced at Xia Feng with uncertain eyes, his face as calm as water, and he was seriously preparing to listen to her story.

As long as she is willing to speak, he will definitely be the best listener!

Lin Jiamu, who had never felt secure in her heart, suddenly wanted to open up to Xia Feng for some reason and tell her the bitterness in her heart.

Lin Jiamu has this impulse, even Mu Ruxue, who is the best friend to her, has never given her this desire to talk.

But the summer breeze waiting quietly in front of her made her pour out all the things that had been hidden in her heart for a long time.

"My parents divorced when I was very young, and I went with my mom. They divorced because my dad was a bad gambler and addicted to gambling, and he lost all the belongings in the family. Since then, my mother and I have lived a life dependent on each other, but the family's gambling debts are really not repaid. Even though the two were divorced, those creditors still came to my mother and asked my mother to pay back. My dad left Jianghan City and never appeared again. ”

"Since I was born, my dad hasn't even hugged me once. I've always treated him as dead. Anyway, our family is already living like hell. Those creditors came to my mother's door every day to trouble, and we lived a life of fear every day. No matter how many places we moved, the creditors would come to the door and either smash things or force my mom to ask for money. My mother really couldn't help it, so she went to be a young lady, because that way the money came quickly. ”

"Hehe, do you know why I don't want to go home? Because every night, my mom would come home with all sorts of different men. Gradually, the debt was paid off, but my mother's spirit was also devastated, and now she lost her temper at every turn, picking her nose and eyes at me. I was often beaten by my mother, and whenever she was upset, she would take out her anger on me. ”

When he said this, Lin Jiamu also deliberately rolled up his trousers and sleeves.

Xia Feng saw that her thighs and arms were densely covered with bruises, purple and traces.

"Actually, I can understand my mom too. She was under a lot of pressure, in order to make money, she even sold her own body, and she thought she was dirty. Hiding in the bathroom every day, taking a crazy shower, staying for hours at a time. Sometimes if you have a better temper, you may be gentler with me, but if you have a bad temper, you will say a lot of ugly things and beat me. Once, to put it too far, let me stop studying and go out to sell it! I desperately begged her to let me go to school, even if I didn't have money, I could earn my own tuition, and I could support myself on my own. ”

Lin Jiamu wiped the tears in his eyes, and continued to confide: "So, I studied hard, desperately trying to escape from this city and this home!" I'd rather never have such parents, as long as I survive the college entrance examination and I get admitted to other cities, I can leave this cage, I can leave this home that makes me feel disgusting and makes me feel dirty. I know that knowledge changes my fate, and the college entrance examination is the only way to change my fate. ”

Lin Jiamu said a little choked, if this story is written as a novel, it must be the listener crying and the listener sad.

But sometimes life is not fiction, it won't be so perfect, it will always have its flaws!

Xia Feng was silent, he never thought that Lin Jiamu's life experience would be so pitiful, seeing her tears falling "click, click", he raised his arm and helped her wipe it.

"Isn't it much better to say it?"

Lin Jiamu felt that his heart was no longer so heavy, and the stone that had been pressed in his heart seemed to be released.

"Let's go! I'll send you home. It's so late, and there are a lot of bad people on the road! ”

Lin Jiamu was slightly stunned, thinking that Xia Feng would tell her something rich in life philosophy after listening to her story, but Xia Feng used the most simple way to give Lin Jiamu a different warmth.

Following Xia Feng's side, Lin Jiamu felt that the deer in his heart was constantly bumping, although this man was not handsome, but he was like a bright light in her world.

If he wasn't Mu Ruxue's fiancé, how nice would it be?

Thinking of this, Lin Jiamu hurriedly dispelled this thought.

Lin Jiamu, what are you thinking? This is your best girlfriend's fiancé! You...... There can be no coveted thoughts!

Lin Jiamu walked in front, and Xia Feng walked behind, with Xia Feng following, Lin Jiamu had an unprecedented sense of security.

In Lin Jiamu's heart, time passed too fast, she had already walked to the door of the house, but she refused to enter the house for a long time.

Xia Feng smiled and said to Lin Jiamu, "Go in!" Your mom isn't that scary. You're thinking too much. ”

However, before Xia Feng finished speaking, the door of Lin Jiamu's house was pushed open with a "click", and Lin Jiamu's mother glanced at Xia Feng coldly, and dragged Lin Jiamu into the house.

As soon as I closed the door, I heard her shouting hysterically, "Why did you come back so late? Well? Did you sleep with the guy outside? You tell me, don't you? Why did the old lady raise you to such a big age, just to let you sleep with other men? See if the old lady doesn't kill you, a money-loser! ”