Chapter 188: Su Yue's Difficulty
"Sister, I'm your own sister, you can say some things directly." Su Baiduo said this, then walked to Su Yue's side, put one hand on Su Yue's shoulder, and continued, "Isn't it okay to say anything between the two sisters, there is no embarrassment to say this." ”
Su Yue turned around and said to her face: "I know that now is your difficult period, I shouldn't say such things to you, but I have no way now, so I'm looking for you." ”
"What's wrong?" Su Baiduo listened to her like this, it seemed like a very serious matter.
Su Yue said embarrassedly: "That's the case, you know, I don't have a job now, I'm unemployed at home, my mother's medical expenses are getting more and more, I can't say it, really." ”
"However, I can't do the thing of slapping a swollen face and becoming fat, I don't have much savings, and I don't have half of the medical expenses I have to pay, and it is estimated that in another month, I won't be able to take it out." It was very difficult for Su Yue to speak to her sister like this.
And Su Baiduo can also understand Su Yue's mood, if her sister is not to the point of last resort, she will never say these words to her, because her sister, from childhood to adulthood, is such a proud person, and when she was a child, she always regarded this sister as the greatest pride.
Perhaps, other people will say, doesn't my sister have a husband, can't she take out the money, but Su Baiduo won't think so, she knows that the relationship between her sister and brother-in-law is not as loving as other couples.
"It's okay, I'll come out of this money alone, it just so happens that I still have a little money in my hand." Su Baiduo said.
Xiao Kele sat there, listening to Su Baiduo's words, how much money is in the family, this kid also knows, and those money are not enough to pay for the housing he found before, and now he can pay for his grandmother's medical expenses?
Xiao Cola expressed his suspicion, but when adults speak, it is best not to interject, this is what Xiaobai taught him, of course, if Aunt Zhou Yu is here now, he will interject, who let Aunt Zhou Yu accidentally hurt his handsome little face.
Su Yue's face finally showed a happy smile, Xiao Kele looked at Xiaobai again, how did she think that the smile on her face was a forced smile, hidden behind the smile, it was sorrow.
"Bai Duo, if I find a job, I will get back double what you have borne these days, but now, I am a little powerless." Su Yue said this, and what was extremely uncomfortable in her heart was that she thought of her husband, when others encounter such things as unemployment, at least the husband or wife will be by her side, but she has nothing, and she has to bear all the responsibilities alone.
All the pain has to be borne and digested by one person, and I have to go down to my sister and tell my sister that I can't afford to pay the medical bills for my face.
What Su Baiduo is thinking about now is not a matter of money or not, now she just thinks that Su Yue is too sensitive, especially in such a situation, she is very afraid that her sister will not be able to stand it.
"Sister, it really doesn't matter, if I'm in trouble, I'll tell you, it's the same thing, you can tell me directly, I'm really happy." Su Baiduo said from the bottom of his heart.
My sister has been sensible since she was a child, Su Yue knows this, she naturally says that it doesn't matter if she says anything, but she doesn't want to be burdened.
Su Yue kept it in mind and didn't say anything.
"Hmm." Su Yue read softly.
However, Su Baiduo has something to ask Su Yue, that is, about her brother-in-law, not that she likes to be troublesome, but is it that she is divorced, and now it is her sister's turn?
"Sister, how are you and your brother-in-law doing now?"
As soon as this question came out, Su Yue was obviously stunned and was silent for a long time before saying, "It's still like that." Cold or cold, hot or hot, like two strangers. ”
Cold is not cold, hot is not hot, this is actually the most terrifying relationship, if it is cold, at least there is a reason, in this way, it is really no emotion at all, it will be like a stranger.
"At the beginning, my mother didn't let you marry my brother-in-law, but you insisted that you want to marry him, and your father couldn't pull you no matter how much he pulled him." Su Baiduo said.
Back then, yes, Su Yue looked at her mother who couldn't move on the hospital bed, back then, her mother said: "It's not suitable between you and him, if you marry him, you will regret it one day, and love is a matter of two people, you can't say that it's enough for you to love him, it's hard to love someone who doesn't love you, and my mother, as a person who has come over, is telling you that you don't don't listen." ”
When she was about to get married, her mother reminded her again and again, but she still didn't listen, and said: "Mom, if he didn't love me at all, he wouldn't agree to be with me, so don't worry, besides, he is a lawyer, he has a good professional background, I like career-minded men." ”
At that time, as soon as my father heard the three words of dedication, he immediately said: "It is good to be a man who values professionalism, but have you ever thought that in this case, you will suffer, and besides, generally such a man will ignore your feelings and put his mind on his career, how can he still have extra thoughts on you." ”
"Especially if you want other people's hearts to be on you, if you want something, he can't give it to you. Will your life last? It was at that time that her mother asked her such questions.
So, after her father passed away, although her mother lived with her, she still resented her mother a little, always feeling that her parents' words were just thinking about themselves and never thinking about her.
It wasn't until what happened now, and the words of her parents back then were realized one by one, that she reacted, and it turned out that what her parents said was true, and she began to believe it.
"Sister, what are you thinking now?" Su Baiduo pulled Su Yue and asked.
Su Yue couldn't help but shed tears, she didn't know what was going on, maybe she was regretting that she didn't listen to her parents back then, or maybe she regretted that she didn't manage her marriage well after marriage.
"I was just thinking that if I had listened to my parents, my life would not be like this now." Su Yue sighed from the bottom of her heart.
Su Baiduo felt sad for a while, her parents always do it for the good of their children, not for the sake of their children, in fact, it is not only her sister who did not listen to her parents, she is the same with that brother-in-law.
"Sister, even if we choose the wrong one, but maybe, if we go back and choose, we will still choose them, some people go through our lives like this, and it is impossible for you to deliberately avoid them." Su Baiduo thought for a while and said.