Lucy sent me outside the community, I sat in the car and waved to Lucy, and when I started the car and slowly left, I could see Lucy's reluctant expression in the rearview mirror, but I still didn't have the idea of falling in love with her.

I saw the shadow of a person in Lucy's body, that person left a deep impression on my heart, in order to prevent any kind of thing from happening again, I decided not to look for such a girl again, although it is very good and likable, but it is destined not to go to the end, because we do not belong to the world, too good people, it is impossible to be with a person who does all kinds of evil.

I stopped the car, turned on the mineral water placed next to it, drank half a bottle in one go, I opened the car door, lit a cigarette and squatted on the side of the road, this road of ordinary villas, looks very special, especially at night, the lights shine on the grass, giving people a feeling of beauty and harmony.

I used to just look at the scenery here a lot, and I never stopped to feel it, but now I stop and appreciate, it's not so difficult for me, I suddenly regretted it, if I didn't let her go, then I wouldn't be a person now, no matter who will leave my side, I don't think she will, because she is a girl with no ambition like Lucy, and her feelings will be more important than anything else, the name Zhong Siyuan is familiar to me but unfamiliar.

I took out my phone and looked at the photos I had taken, reminiscing about the bits and pieces of the past, I began to regret it a little, no one knew what happened next, and the reason why I let her go in the first place was because I knew that the circle I lived in was not suitable for her, but now I miss her a little.

After resting on the side of the road for about half an hour, I returned to the car and started the car, and soon I came to the villa, when the car stopped, I saw Zhang Baoqiang running out of it from a distance, this kid was full of melancholy, I estimated that I didn't see Yan Xiaomeng's good face.

After I parked the car, Zhang Baoqiang walked to the door of my car, as soon as I opened the car door, he opened his mouth and said, she is still like that, refuses to eat, even if she eats something occasionally, she will scold me after eating, I really don't understand, why is she so playless. I was annoyed by talking about something for a long time, but I didn't lose my temper with her, I think you were right, she was indeed a good girl.

I nodded and said, lose your temper less, but don't say you can't lose your temper, it's better not to swear, she shouldn't like that kind of man, it's normal for people to have a temper, and you'd better not change too much, it's easy to make her feel great, you have to master a degree.

Zhang Baoqiang looked confused, he probably heard confused, after my car door was locked, I took Zhang Baoqiang into the living room, I sat on the sofa and said with a smile, in fact, it is a very simple truth, you are good to her, will make her feel that you are nothing great, just like a girl takes the initiative to chase you, you will not cherish it too much, this is normal, people are self-righteous, everyone will have this kind of thing in their hearts, so you have to give her an idea, but at the same time willing to accept her opinions and suggestions, In this way, she will think that you are a very good man, if you are blindly obedient, or blindly stubborn, this is definitely not feasible, so to keep between the two, only in this way, you can really become her man, can you say, get her heart, let her and you have a state of keeping in touch, respect each other's opinions, but will not completely deny each other, and there is appropriate to keep the night relationship with her, these things are still necessary, after all, between people, there will be feelings when there is more contact, It's true that you don't feel good about falling in love over time.

Zhang Baoqiang smiled and nodded to show that he understood, his head was not stupid at all, but he lacked a little dial, as long as he explained it clearly, he could quickly understand the mystery.

Zhang Baoqiang poured me a cup of tea and put it on the table and said, Big brother, thank you, I think this matter is reliable, I have actually established a relationship between Yan Xiaomeng and me, she has a small look, I can see whether she is angry or happy, although she is scolding and scolding on her mouth now, but when she needs to eat, her eyes are still very gentle on me, after all, people still need to eat.

I smiled and nodded and said, well, in fact, there are many things that people can't resist, first from food, and then to X, these two things are to maintain the existence of a social civilization, just like Freud explained, and the character that is born has a great impact.

I talked to Zhang Baoqiang about a lot of things, I was a little tired, I didn't want to discuss these things with him, he also understood the same, I went upstairs and took a shower and opened the door of Zhang Xuanxuan's room, since Zhang Xuanxuan left, I haven't come to this room for a long time.

I miss what happened between me and her, now I don't know, after Zhang Xuanxuan left, why she didn't call me all the time, there was no news, she seemed to have disappeared from my world all of a sudden, and the previous promise to leave became a lie.

A woman's promise to a man should have been a scam, I was lying on the soft big bed, spread out, it looked like a big word, I suddenly felt very tired, hard work, what is this for, am I short of money now? It's not much, but it's definitely enough for me to make ends meet.

So I don't have to make myself so hard, if I want to say that for my brother, it won't be like this, Zhang Baoqiang doesn't like this road, he pursues a kind of exciting and similar life, likes to ride a motorcycle when he has nothing to do, and there are various nightclubs in bars and nightclubs.

Now only Ergou and I are struggling together, but Ergou also has his own life goals, he should be the happiest person among us now, he has his own wife, Xiaocang is now ready to give him a child, these two will get married once they have a child, and at that time, he will have his own family.

And now Zhang Baoqiang is also looking for his own happiness, Yan Xiaomeng will accept Zhang Baoqiang sooner or later, because with Yan Xiaomeng's character, she will either accept Zhang Baoqiang or die, I think when that happened before, she may have really had the heart to die, but now it is not necessarily.

Only now, I don't have any pursuits, although I have become boyfriend and girlfriend with Diana, but it's not very realistic to really come together, Diana's family is very strong, I asked people to investigate, according to the survey, they have gone through several generations, and the family business is all over the world, so they joined Freemasonry.

Until now, only Diana and I have met, those family members don't know my existence, once I know that things will be much more troublesome, I don't have such a smooth situation, speaking of which I don't really like to talk about feelings with people from big families, Diana is an ordinary girl, it would be the best, I am undoubtedly very happy now, but she is not, she is the daughter of a family, which shows that the problem between us is difficult to solve.

I looked at the ceiling, Zhang Xuanxuan's smile came from my head, gradually my eyelids began to be a little heavy, closed my eyes and quickly entered the dream, it didn't take long for me to see Zhang Xuanxuan, she beckoned to me in the distance, the movement and posture, very elegant.

But I know that this is my own dream, and I am also very strange, why do I know it when I dream, although I know that it is a dream, but I am still very happy, I can see the person I like in the dream, this is also a kind of enjoyment.

I felt that my body was very light, I jumped in front of Zhang Xuanxuan as if I would do light work, Zhang Xuanxuan giggled after seeing me, that happy little appearance was really exciting, I couldn't help but grab her hand, but a strange scene happened, obviously it was a dream, but I couldn't hold her hand, her body was empty, my hand passed directly through her hand and couldn't touch it at all.