Chapter 66: His heart hurts

Jiang Shaobin nodded, he wanted to say, but was interrupted by her: "Why do you bother, your mother is for your good, and it is not suitable between us." ”

"Little Coke is here, don't mention it." Jiang Shaobin's face was displeased, he didn't want to hear her say this, saying that Xiao Coke was there, it was just an excuse to avoid her from going on.

It was impossible for Su Baiduo not to hear what he meant, but she was so ruthless, and continued: "I know that this kind of thing is not easy to say in front of children, but Shaobin, your kindness to me and Xiao Coke has exceeded the scope of what friends should be, I ...... Well deserved. ”

"Uncle Jiang, you hugged me too tightly." Little Cola felt the hand behind her become a little heavier when her mother's voice fell.

Jiang Shaobin felt that he couldn't help but tighten his heart at this time, he stared at Su Baiduo, and his voice was a little dark: "Do you feel ashamed, or do you have him now?" ”

"What are you talking about, I don't understand." Su Baiduo looked at Xiao Cola nervously, as long as it was related to Huo Shaoqing, even if it was just a 'he' word.

Jiang Shaobin had a painful expression on his face, he bent down and looked at her, Xiao Kele stood in the middle, and said, "Uncle Jiang, what are you going to do, no, before you married my mother, you were too close, hum, you want to lose points in the notebook." ”

Jiang Shaobin just wanted to say something to Su Baiduo, but he didn't expect Xiao Kele to misunderstand, the difference between education abroad and at home, the child just didn't understand some things, but he knew some concepts, so he thought he was going to do something to his mother.

He stood up straight and looked down at her: "Actually, I know, isn't it a fact that you are with him, do you want to return to him?" ”

Xiao Kele was confused, turned his head hurriedly, and asked Su Baiduo: "Xiaobai, who are you with Aunt Zhou Yu?" ”

Su Baiduo was asked by Xiao Kele so much that his palms were sweating, but Jiang Shaobin said: "He's sorry for you, otherwise you wouldn't be such a field now, do you still want to choose him, I've been waiting for you for so many years, Bai Duo, don't you feel it at all, we really can't go back to the past?" ”

It's not that she can't go back to the past, in fact, the moment she married Huo Shaoqing, she decided to forget Jiang Shaobin, with a husband, she couldn't still miss the man she loved for the first time, otherwise, what would she become.

However, the feelings are uncontrollable, and she didn't expect that one day, she would fall in love with Huo Shaoqing, really let go of her first love, and only regarded Jiang Shaobin as a friend in her heart.

"Feelings, of course there are feelings." Su Baiduo said to himself in a low voice.

Su Baiduo's words made Jiang Shaobin burn with a flame of hope, and there was a hint of brightness on his face: "I know you are not such a cold-blooded woman. ”

But Su Baiduo's next sentence made him extremely disappointed, his heart was torn to pieces, Su Baiduo said: "You are so good to me and Xiao Coke, how can I not feel it, I am grateful to you in my heart, but I don't know how to pay it back, whenever you are full of orders again, when you come to me again, my heart is full of guilt that can't be repaid." ”

"That feeling weighs on my heart, it gets heavier and heavier, and sometimes I feel like I can't bear it, you know, when the water is full, it overflows, and too much love is a burden for me." Su Baiduo was pinched in her heart when she said this, and her expression was very entangled.

A trace of heaviness was reflected on his face, and Jiang Shaobin felt it, he didn't expect that over the years, his own efforts had caused Su Baiduo's burden.

On the one hand, he blamed himself in his heart for not knowing the right proportion, and on the other hand, he felt that Su Baiduo's words really hurt him.

"I'm sorry, it's me who is not good, I won't in the future, I'll go first." Jiang Shaobin didn't look at Su Baiduo again.

Su Baiduo knew that this man had actually never suffered since he was a child, and others had always looked at his face because of his identity, but at this moment, Jiang Shaobin was looking at her emotions, how could he continue to stay.

In fact, both Jiang Shaobin and herself are struggling in dignity, because of her dignity, she agreed to Lin Rong's request then and now, and she deliberately said those words in order not to owe or drag Jiang Shaobin down, pushing him farther and farther.

She didn't keep him, but Xiao Coke, who was originally in the middle, but stepped forward and grabbed Jiang Shaobin and said: "Uncle Jiang, I don't want you to go, you give me the feeling now that you won't come to see me anymore if you leave, I don't want to, if you leave, you won't take me to the amusement park and accompany me to play water guns." ”

Jiang Shaobin's heart softened, he watched Xiao Cola grow up, even if it was Huo Shaoqing's child, he still liked it tightly, and the communication between anyone was so incredible.

Just as he was about to say to Xiao Cola that he would come to see him, Su Baiduo opened his voice in the back and said, "Coke, come here, my mother will spare time to take you there in the future, and I will also accompany you to play water guns at home, as long as you want to play, my mother will try to accompany you, don't bother, others." ”

Others? When Jiang Shaobin heard this, he laughed at himself, yes, he was just an outsider, he had never been a family member, and his excessive proximity really caused Su Baiduo a lot of trouble.

However, why, Su Baiduo's heart has become hard here, and even the opportunity to meet Xiao Kele in the future will be completely cut off.

"Coke, didn't you hear me, come back." Su Baiduo said sternly.

Xiao Kele had no choice but to go back obediently, and looked at Jiang Shaobin reluctantly, this uncle was really good to him, he was really reluctant, he didn't understand what happened to his mother today: "Xiaobai, why are you so kind to Uncle Jiang?" ”

Xiao Kele kept looking at Su Baiduo, obviously telling him to remember Uncle Jiang's good person was her, but now that he is talking to Uncle Jiang like this, what is wrong?

Jiang Shaobin was really hurt by Su Baiduo today, even if she chose to leave her and marry Huo Shaoqing, it didn't make him so sad, because he would have blessed her with a happy marriage before, but after she experienced an unhappy marriage, he returned to her again, but in the end it became a burden.

This result is not what he wants, he thinks that as long as he is willing to wait, as long as he is willing to give love, one day there will be a return, the greater the hope, the stronger the disappointment, this sentence, he feels is the truth.

Jiang Shaobin took a step, stopped, and then slowly turned around and said to Su Baiduo: "Sometimes, your heart can really be ruthless faster than anyone else, when can I do what you do, I won't be hurt by you, Bai Duo." ”

Su Baiduo don't overdo it, if he hates her but can give up on her, then hate her.

"I'm sorry, thank you for taking care of me over the years." Su Baiduo felt that it was she who really needed to say sorry, just as Jiang Shaobin said, she was ruthless, otherwise if she went against her will, how could she say it in front of Jiang Shaobin.

Those words were very serious, she invited them out more than anyone else, but Jiang Shaobin couldn't go on like this, and she couldn't rely on Jiang Shaobin's blessing for the rest of her life.

"Don't tell me I'm sorry, you know, I'm not sorry for what I want, Bai Duo, you really don't understand me." Jiang Shaobin left resolutely this time, leaving such a sentence.

And this sentence was deeply engraved in Su Baiduo's heart, she felt very uncomfortable, she understood what was going on when words hurt people more than a blade.

A small hand gently stroked Su Baiduo's face, wiped away the tears that had been crossed for her, and said, "Xiaobai, don't cry, you adults are really strange." ”

He didn't know how to express it, that strange, in short, obviously sad, as if he had to make himself unforgivable.

"I won't make a fuss about Uncle Jiang, it's enough for me to have Xiaobai, so Xiaobai don't cry, I'm here." Xiao Cola learned from the last time Zhou Yu fell out of love, Su Baiduo patted Zhou Yu's back and patted it gently.