Seeing Zhang Xuanxuan so innocent and cute, I naturally couldn't bear to disturb her.

After I got up, I didn't call out to her, but stretched out my hand to a princess and hugged her in my arms.

When she walked to the door, Zhang Xuanxuan would take the initiative to open the door, and she preferred this way.

When I got to the living room, I was going to put her on the couch, but she pointed to the courtyard outside the glass, and I think she wanted to enjoy the night.

We walked through the living room and the door to the quiet courtyard, where it was late at night.

The quiet courtyard, although silent, can still hear the sound of small animals, which makes the beautiful night a little more charming.

I put Zhang Xuanxuan down, and she leaned on my arms and looked up at the starry sky.

At this moment, the stars are dotted, and the moon in the sky is so bright.

"It's been a long time since I've watched the stars so quietly, and when my mother was there, she was with me."

The corners of Zhang Xuanxuan's mouth were raised, as if she was immersed in happiness.

No matter how bad Zhang Xuanxuan's mother is, at least she still retains her original intention for her daughter, which is something produced by family affection and blood.

Of course, there are exceptions, and Zhang Haotian is an exception.

"In the future, I can accompany you to watch the stars and the moon, but although these things are beautiful, our lives still have to go on."

"I know, in fact, I only let myself lose consciousness for a short time, and I don't think about those unhappy things, as if you and I love each other, but I can never marry you, and I can't be the only woman you love."

I look up at the starry sky, and my mood is complicated at the moment, and the reality I will face in the future may be even more cruel. It's just that fortunately, Zhang Xuanxuan is a smart woman, she knows that the relationship between us cannot be confirmed by marriage, and there are other women in my heart, so naturally I can't hide it from her.

"Isn't it all of a sudden nervous, just kidding you, I'm not as fragile as you think, in fact, people have heart problems, these things, don't think about them for the time being, it's good."

Zhang Xuanxuan stuck out her tongue mischievously and made a grimace.

"Actually, I'm also quite upset, there are more women, there are many troubles, Zhang Xiaoai is dead, you should know."

I turned my head to look at Zhang Xuanxuan, and the relationship between Zhang Xiaoai and her was almost inseparable.

"I know, she called me before she died."

Zhang Xuanxuan smiled bitterly and shook her head, obviously she was also helpless, I think even if there was a dispute, she was reluctant to let Zhang Xiaoai die.

"You should have stopped her then."

"It's useless, she can't live, instead of struggling in pain, it's better to be a hundred, this is something she believes in, and I can't say it."

"What did she tell you?"

"She said she hated me."

Zhang Xuanxuan fell silent after speaking, this sentence actually shows everything, Zhang Xiaoai can actually be a good girl, but the rumors at school, coupled with the disdain of many people for her, led to her finally embarking on a road of no return.

Ren Mei's choice is not what Zhang Xiaoai wants, in her heart, she will always be a cute and beautiful little princess, and definitely not a princess in those nightclubs.

It's a pity that her Prince Charming has failed her, this is fate, just like Chen Blind said at the beginning, she is destined to live for a few years.

I suddenly remembered that Chen Blind was still alive, and the old man who seemed to be a madman seemed to have some ability now, but when I looked at Gao Ming, he was not as smart as I used to think.

Time is the only way to test the truth, Chen Blind calculated Zhang Xiaoai's fate, and also calculated Zhang Xiaoai's death, but at that time, we didn't think so, and the words of Chen Blind were not credible.

"Hate it, hate it, I still hate myself, so what, life doesn't still have to go on, she chose to commit suicide, this is a wrong path, but she has made up her mind, and it is heroic enough."

Zhang Xuanxuan shook her head and sighed, she had special feelings for Zhang Xiaoai.

"I think the person she should hate the most is me, I played with her feelings and didn't take my feelings with her seriously."

Zhang Xuanxuan turned her head and looked at me and said: "You are wrong, in fact, Xiao Ai does not hate you, she loves you very much, in her heart, you are already an ideal lover, but unfortunately, she is not blessed, if she does not get sick, not to the point of dying, I think she will be willing to be your woman, even a name can not be, women for the sacrifice of love, pay more than men." ”

"I'm even more uncomfortable with what you said."

I crouched on the ground with my head down, and I felt that my legs were a little unable to support this somewhat hollow body, as if the strength had gradually faded.

"The reason why she doesn't want to be so gentle is because she is afraid, you will be sad because of her departure, sometimes, people just see the performance, and ignore the details, she is already a person who is about to die, she makes you hate her, just to not make you sad, this is the only thing she can do for you before she dies."

Although I don't want to cry at the moment, my heart is hurting, I don't know whether I should hate her or love her now, Zhao Yun has woken up, so my heart will seem so weak.

If there is really an afterlife, I hope she can find someone worthy of her love, and don't let her be so passive, so confused and persistent.

It was a romantic moon viewing, but at the moment it has become mourning, looking up at the moonlight, I can always remember when I once walked in the moonlight with Zhang Xiaoai, she was so stubborn and vigorous, but unfortunately there was no result.

In the end, she died so miserably, Zhang Xuanxuan took out her mobile phone from her body, and a song echoed in my ears, a not very familiar melody, but a very familiar voice, it was Zhang Xiaoai's voice, singing very seriously and sweetly.

It's a soulful song, it's a ballad, it's a gentle tune, I don't know the title, but I can always hear the word glass.

"This is Xiao Ai's favorite song, she has never sung it to me, I think girls find true love when they like to listen to such songs."

"This song is also harmful, the glass is fragile, and in the end, Xiao Ai also broke like the glass, let's go, go in and eat something, I'm not in the mood to admire the moon now."

I dragged the heavy exorcist back to the living room, and sat on the couch, feeling like a walking corpse, sometimes without a soul, only killing, only blood, only power and money.

It was as if I had lost myself, but no one could wake me up.

Finding a quiet corner, a place where you don't know yourself, and a quiet life with the woman you love, maybe it's the best choice, but I can't do it.

Zhang Xuanxuan began to work in the kitchen, and when she came out, she had hot soup in her hand.

"I'll heat up the food, eat something, don't always think about those unhappy things, if you really don't have a good conscience, build a hope primary school or temple in the name of Xiao Ai."

I stood up and nodded, knowing in my heart what I could do.

People with a real conscience will do good deeds and accumulate virtue after making money to make up for their mistakes, but there are still many people who will use doing good deeds and accumulating virtue as a cover to deceive others.

A lot has been revealed, and there are many, many more bad guys who have not been exposed.

After eating, Zhang Xuanxuan and I were already tired, and when we returned to the room and lay on the bed, I had no other thoughts, and Zhang Xuanxuan was almost the same as me.

Zhang Xiaoai is the biggest obstacle between us, especially today, which makes us a little rusty with each other.

"It's not early, let's all rest early."

Zhang Xuanxuan turned her head to look at me, I hummed and put my hand on Zhang Xuanxuan's face and said, "I can't sleep, I always feel that I will have nightmares at night." ”

"I often have nightmares, but I see that your face is not good, it should be indulgence-desire-excessive, you have to pay attention to moderation, I won't embarrass you today, now we are in a bad mood, it is not easy to do such and such things."

I hugged Zhang Xuanxuan's small waist and held her in my arms, I have to say that Zhang Xuanxuan is really gentle and considerate, her woman's side, she is definitely a good wife, smart, virtuous and considerate.

"If I didn't guess wrong, the Xu family would still die, you see, it won't take a few days, and my words will come true."