"It really is. Not a very good thing, my husband, he doesn't seem to understand me and becomes suspicious of me. Fang Ling'er said.

"That's right, young girls like you are usually only worried about emotional problems." Hanako explained.

"Everyone is the same, except that you may develop more emotionally than girls of the same age... Much faster. Hanako continued.

"Maybe..."

"You may not believe it, my age may not seem so obvious, but I'm almost thirty years old this year, and I've been through a phase that you haven't gone through, that time... Honestly, it hurts. Hanako said as she tossed and turned with the blue wooden skewer in her hand.

"Twenty years old, an active age, an age of Sichun, but some people have already carried heavy bags and carried the weight in the years, while some people are still clamoring about their youth on campus, but you don't belong to these two at all, your life is out of touch with ordinary people." Hanako took a sip of Coke, his white hands making it difficult to prove whether his stated age was true or not.

"You went from the lowest point in your life to the top all of a sudden, did you think about this life before? Not at all, right. Maybe you didn't like to study at all, and you smoked and drank at all, but after you met your husband, it all started to change dramatically. ”

"You have not experienced hardship, and you have transformed from a worthless snowflake into a daughter, an ice princess, and the basis of all this is your husband's capital, who provides you with the capital to thrive, but you cannot repay him, and give him your life and all your love completely."

"Life is a transaction, I don't know if anyone has spoken to you in this sentence, but it is true, your husband has provided you with so many things unconditionally, but you know that you are a person who can't be locked up, and maybe because of this, there will be a little rift between you, if you add a little misunderstanding, then this rift will become an abyss that cannot be crossed, don't underestimate the power of people's hearts, people can always think about things quickly, especially in terms of sex and chastity, everyone evaluates others with the greatest malice, but some people say it, and some people hold back and don't say it. Of course, I don't care about your personal affairs, I'm just saying what I think. Hanako Dao looked at the Coke that was almost bottoming out in the cup, and wondered if the cup could be refilled in the Golden Arches.

"Never underestimate the horror of human nature, if you always look at the world from your own perspective, you may take everything for granted, but when you look through the eyes of others, you may find yourself... It's been hurting the people you love and the people who love you. ”

"I don't have a lot to say, it's as simple as that."

"Blue .. It's not just the color of life, it's a color of melancholy, melancholy hollow and terrible, at this age, it's easy to fall into a confused situation, you should know what you should do, instead of simply blaming others, complaining, accusing all this. ”

"Alright, I'm done."

The Coke in Hanakomichi's cup disappeared completely, and he drained the few Cokes he had.

Fang Ling'er listened to his words thoughtfully.

It is true that she did marry Gu Xingzhi early, and even reached the age of 20, which is indeed a time when it is easy to get confused, and it is also easy to question your love.

"By the way, this meal, please, the three of us don't look like people who can bring money."

Hua Zidao seemed to be making a joke, after all, restaurants like Golden Arches pay first and then serve, which is a very bad joke, and even after they left, Fang Linger stupidly ran to the front desk to settle the bill.

But when the cashier looked at her with a foolish eye, she realized that she had been scammed.

"Damn! What a damn guy! ”

Fang Ling'er stomped her feet, it was the first time she had been tricked so badly, nothing else was a problem, but the main problem was that she still wanted to save face!

"But... Just like he said, maybe I should explain it to Gu Xingzhi well, and I hope he can listen. Fang Ling'er thought about Hua Zidao's words, and couldn't deny that his words were not unreasonable, after all, Hua Zidao's love words were indeed more in line with Fang Ling'er's current situation.

She didn't want to break with Gu Xingzhi like this, but she was unwilling and unwilling to be a housewife like this, living a dull life in the Gu family, she always had a bit of freedom and madness in her bones, and the boring life tortured her nerves, so that she couldn't feel at ease.

"Yes, I really can't settle down now, and being his wife alone, maybe I need some time, and he needs a little time, but now... At the very least, I have to resolve the misunderstanding between him and me. ”

Fang Ling'er sighed, she turned a corner and returned to Gu Xingzhi's office building, and took the elevator to sit up.

She stood at the door of the president's office, hesitated for a moment, and was about to enter, but heard a sound from inside.

"Ahh Why hasn't it come out yet? Okay, how long have you been holding back? ”

"Hmm!"

Fang Ling'er's face immediately turned pale like paper, she knew that she could push the unlocked door open as long as she stretched out her hand, but she really didn't want to see the scene inside.

It was a nightmare for her, a torture.

Fang Ling'er suddenly experienced a disgusting feeling, and at the same time, she was also accompanied by a whirlwind, and now she finally realized how painful it was for herself if her lover cheated.

Fang Ling'er covered her head, she wanted to leave, but she knew that if she didn't make things clear, she and Gu Xingzhi would indeed go further and further apart, and even enter an irreparable point, there were contradictions, but they had to communicate, if they didn't communicate, they would only bury their marriage and love with their own hands.

But Fang Ling'er now knows that she must not just rush in and expose the dirty things that the two people inside are doing, so that for the two people, it is even more of a kind of destruction and a kind of collapse.

"I..."

Fang Ling'er sat slumped next to the door, and she didn't know how long it took, the blonde female secretary opened the door, and walked out of it with a proud face, she couldn't help but be startled when she saw Fang Ling'er sitting next to the door, and hurriedly put away the expression on her face, and then took the elevator away.

Fang Ling'er stared at her for a while, but July raised her head, as if she still had a look of pride, after all, for a person like her who was open-minded, being able to have a relationship with Gu Xingzhi was not a thing worth boasting about?

Seeing July's body disappear into the elevator door, Fang Linger got up from the ground and walked into the president's office.

Gu Xingzhi leaned back in the chair and rubbed his temples, as if he was thinking about something, he had never thought that such a thing would happen, the first was because he had been holding back for too long, and the second was the relationship between July and him... It's really a bit unclear.

When he was in school, July pursued Gu Xingzhi for a period of time, but Gu Xingzhi rejected her, despite this, the two are still very good friends, even better than acquaintances, they are iron buddies.

The kind that can't be cooked, it's so cooked that you can even make meat jokes with each other.

Strictly speaking, July has more opportunities than Fang Ling'er, but unfortunately, during that time, Gu Xingzhi has always been a clean and self-righteous character, and July has almost no chance to start, so the situation has dragged on and on until now, as soon as the relationship between Fang Ling'er and Gu Xingzhi cracked, she got involved, and the water suddenly became a little muddy.

"Ling'er? You're back? Gu Xingzhi's eyebrows furrowed, he didn't expect Fang Ling'er to come back so soon.

"I'm here this time because I have something to make clear to you." Fang Ling'er looked at Gu Xingzhi expressionlessly, as if something was gradually collapsing in her heart.

"Say it." Gu Xingzhi glanced at her in surprise, it was rare to see Fang Ling'er with such a serious appearance, could it be her...

"It's true that nothing happened to me with anyone else, I just lived in that place for two months, with Katsuo, but now that she's getting eye treatment there, she won't be able to come back for a while, and your worries are completely unnecessary." Fang Ling'er said.

"In addition, there is one more thing I want to make clear." Fang Ling'er continued.

"I'm listening." Gu Xingzhi nodded, he was a little absent-minded.

"If you don't love, or suspect any of my behaviors, we can divorce, I know that I am really not worthy of you now, I don't know that the sky is high to pursue the so-called freedom, this seems a bit cheap, right, but I really can't be an ordinary housewife like that, Gu Xingzhi."

"I think I know what I need, and I know you've always treated me like a baby, but right now, I really can't just be your baby, I can't do it, and I can't do it."

"I hope you understand this, if..."

"Alright, stop talking!" Gu Xingzhi interrupted her speech and shouted.

"I think you and I need some time to calm down, Ling'er, and do what you want to do, but... Don't go out of line. Gu Xingzhi's tone was a little threatening.