Chapter 152: Childhood Memories

When Si Zenan heard Tian Guoguo's words, he slowly got up from her and looked out the window, it was indeed a pleasant scenery, but he was not in the mood to appreciate it at this time.

He pinched his eyebrows, "Forget it, I'm not in the mood to ...... today"

Before the words fell, Tian Guoguo opened the car door without authorization, and then went around to his side and helped him open the car door.

"It's rare to come once, I've heard that the night view here is particularly beautiful, and I haven't had a chance to come, so you should accompany me, okay?"

Tian Guoguo pulled the corner of his clothes and said coquettishly.

Looking at Tian Guoguo's expectant expression, Si Zenan knew that she was actually worried about herself, and there was a feeling of warmth in her heart, so she took her hand and got out of the car.

The two were walking on the path by the river, and the cool breeze in early autumn blew on Si Zenan's body, which made him feel a lot clearer. Tian Guoguo pulled him and whispered some interesting things, he was very moved, and his heart gradually settled down.

After walking for a while, the two of them sat down on the stone bench by the river to rest, and they heard Tian Guoguo's gentle voice coming.

"When I was very young, I still had a father, and my father ran a small company, and he was very good to me and my mother, and at that time life was easy and the family was happy, and I thought I was the happiest child in the world."

When Si Zenan heard that she was no longer continuing, he couldn't help but look sideways and look at Tian Guoguo beside him.

Tian Guoguo seemed to be caught in endless memories, his originally low-hanging face was raised, and everywhere he looked, there were heavy marks. The corners of his mouth tugged hard into a bleak smile, and then he continued.

"Later, my father's business went bankrupt, and his whole person changed, he drank and smoked, beat my mother, and every time he came back after drinking to beat my mother, my mother locked me in the bedroom and wouldn't let me come out. I listened to my mother's forbearance cry, and I was very frightened, but I didn't dare to go out, and I didn't dare to cry. ”

The corners of Tian Guoguo's eyes gradually moistened, and his voice became softer and softer.

"It didn't take long for Dad to think about it...... Committed suicide by jumping off a building. ”

Si Zenan listened to the sadness that gradually came out of the tone around him, he was very distressed, and got up and hugged Tian Guoguo in his arms. He never thought that Tian Guoguo, who has always been strong and optimistic, would have such a childhood. With her tears, his heart was about to break.

"I watched my dad jump from the stairs and ...... From that day on, I was afraid to see blood. ”

The petite body in his arms seemed to recall the cruel scene, and his body trembled slightly.

Si Zenan's strength in hugging her increased, wanting to bring her out of painful memories.

Tian Guoguo took a deep breath, surrounded by her familiar warm breath, allowing her to gradually peel off her memories and get rid of the fear in her heart.

"Zenan, I really envy you for having a complete family, so don't do anything you regret."

Tian Guoguo raised her head and looked at the tall figure hugging her, she said so much, just to persuade him not to quarrel with his father and not to let himself regret it.

Si Zenan heard her say this and knew that she was still worried about herself, so she buried her head in her chest and spoke.

"When I was a child, the army I hated the most."

Tian Guoguo still wanted to say something, but he seemed to be recalling what happened when he was a child, and listened quietly.

"Other children can rely on their father's arms every day to be coquettish, but I, when I see my father, I dare to sit upright like his subordinates. No matter what honor I received, he felt naΓ―ve and disdained to look at it. ”

Si Zenan seemed to sneer, and then continued.

"There are a lot of things to do in the army, as if he needs everything, and there are only a handful of times when he is at home. When I was young, my mother fainted, and I was terrified, but I couldn't find him. Finally, the neighbor's aunt found out, which saved my mother's life. ”

Tian Guoguo felt a huge sense of loneliness in him, and hugged him hard, as if he wanted to share the pain for him.

"Heh... There are so many such things, whether it is me or my mother getting sick, no matter how much trouble I got in school or how much I won an award, he has never been around me. Mom said that she wanted me to understand him, but I could only see him once or twice a year, how could I understand him! ”

Si Zenan's voice was low, as if it had fallen on Mo Yuxunxuan's heart. She feels sorry for him, and she also understands him, a fragile and sensitive teenager, once the seeds of grievances land, they will take root and sprout.

"Later, when I grew up, I also joined the army, but I joined the army to compare him! I'm going to prove I'm better than him! ”

Si Zenan's voice gradually became excited, Tian Guoguo was very distressed, leaning on his arms, listening to his powerful heartbeat, he couldn't imagine that Si Zenan also had such a vulnerable side. It seems that holding himself is the stubborn and arrogant teenager in his teens.

"Zenan..."

Hearing Tian Guoguo's voice, Si Zenan lowered his head and felt that his chest was already wet.

Tian Guoguo in his arms stood on tiptoe, and his gentle lips were attached.

Si Zenan was stunned, feeling the soft touch of his lips, and immediately, he hugged Tian Guoguo hard, focusing on the customer, gradually deepening this gentle kiss, sweeping every inch of her lips and absorbing the air in her mouth.

This kiss has a sinking taste, as if Tian Guoguo is his only salvation, the outlet of all his feelings, intense and lingering.

After a kiss, Tian Guoguo opened his eyes, and there was a trace of confusion in his peach blossom eyes, but more of a distress for the man in front of him.

Si Zenan's mood seemed to have improved, and his eyes were already a little warm.

He rubbed Tian Guoguo's hair.

"Let's go, let's go home."

Tian Guoguo was still immersed in the lingering kiss just now, and the loneliness in Si Zenan's eyes just now made her lose her mind, and she only thought about how to resolve that melancholy, and the ghost made the god kiss it.

Hearing his voice, she retracted her thoughts, nodded, and followed him to the car.

At night, it was already late, neither of them spoke in the car, Tian Guoguo was very tired, and after a while, he fell asleep.

Si Zenan looked at her sleeping face, couldn't help but shake his head, and turned on the heating in the car, afraid that she would catch a cold.

After arriving home, he gently hugged Tian Guoguo down, and then put her on the bed.

Tian Guoguo seemed to be asleep, holding his hand and refusing to let go, as if he was asleep, still worried about himself.

Looking at her delicate and lovely face, his heart softened, and he reached out to stroke the broken hair around her ear, stroked her delicate and soft face, and lightly imprinted a kiss on her forehead.

I don't know why, the past that has been pressed in my heart for many years and never wants to recall it was so easy to tell Tian Guoguo. There is magic in her body, as if only she can heal the deepest wounds in her heart......