Chapter Forty-Six: Life is Long, What's the Matter with You

Gu Chengxuan didn't speak, he clenched his fists tightly and slammed it against the wall.

"We've been unable to protect ourselves for a long time." Qi Ye's throat moved, and he said deeply: "As for Tang Wei, I believe this ending is her own choice. ”

"She is not an ordinary boudoir lady, she values love and righteousness, and she has been obsessed with Xiao Se for so many years, Xiao Se goes, she will naturally follow." Qi Ye's voice gradually deepened, "Otherwise, for the rest of her life, she will be left alone from now on, and in her mind, it will be boring and lonely." ”

"They've just gotten married." Gu Chengxuan closed his eyes, and his voice was a little choked, "God is too cruel to them." ”

Qi Ye seemed to think of something, sighed, and said quietly: "People like us, we can't even promise to grow old together. ”

"The country and our love are destined to be problems that we can't avoid and will haunt us for a lifetime." Qi Ye smiled self-deprecatingly, and continued in a deep voice: "So if it were me and I knew that it was the result, it would be better not to have loved it from the beginning." ”

Listening to his exclamation, Gu Chengxuan's face was gloomy, and he asked Qi Ye rhetorically: "What are you hinting at me?" ”

"Don't dare." Qi Ye bowed his head silently, "I just feel sad, and I also sigh that I am unlucky, born in this era of war and chaos." ”

As soldiers, they guard the peace here, so they will have a different kind of affection for the word home.

They also hope that they can be ordinary people, and they don't have to bear such heavy responsibilities on their shoulders.

All this has overwhelmed them.

Xiao Se's incident warned them even more that their lives were not guaranteed.

Gu Chengxuan pondered for a long time, a flash of inspiration flashed in his mind, the more he thought about it, the more complicated it became, his eyes deepened, and he said in a low voice: "If you don't want to pick up Zhu Xiao today, I should be patrolling in the south of the city?" ”

"Yes." Qi Ye was stunned, and then suddenly he realized, "What does the young marshal mean, this raid is coming at you?" ”

"Takahashi Lingyuan." Gu Chengxuan said the name hatefully, "It's him again." ”

"It seems that the time has come, and the deep city is ready to fight." Qi Ye said.

Is the war finally going to burn deep into the city......

Gu Chengxuan's pupils constricted, Gu Weibai, there is no time, there is really no time......

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Lin Xi was sweating when he woke up.

The heart has never been panicked.

There were many unlucky dreams, although the specifics have been forgotten, but probably she remembered.

She dreamed of ruined walls, dark clouds in the sky, people breathless, and the earth full of people's wails.

The place where she is has become a purgatory on earth.

Since the phone call with Gu Chengxuan that day, they have not communicated any more.

Her so-called boiled frog in warm water didn't work at all, Gu Chengxuan never contacted her, and she didn't know what she was busy with.

Today is also a rare catch of Lin Zihan, since she reconciled with Qin Jingqian, this girl has become more and more unscrupulous and disappears.

Lin Xi took the apple that Lin Zihan peeled for her, and chuckled: "Why didn't I find out that you still have this skill?" ”

You must know that in the past, Lin Zihan's ten fingers did not touch the spring water, and the knife was never touched.

Now you can cut apples so ...... Pretty?

She smiled and raised her eyebrows slightly, "Well, this kind of thing doesn't have hands." ”

Lin Xi Nunu mouthed, feeling that Lin Zihan was connotating her.

She has hands, but she can't do this.

"Zihan, was your cousin's life very hard before?" Lin Xi nibbled on the apple and asked casually.

She really wanted to know Qin Jingqian's past, not because of curiosity, but because she didn't think she was as he imagined, in case she unintentionally said something that touched his heart a day later, wouldn't it be very evil?

She didn't want to get into any more unnecessary trouble.

"I don't know." Lin Zihan shook his head a little blankly.

Only then did Lin Xi know that, in fact, Lin Zihan and Qin Jingqian were not that familiar.

"But I don't think it's going to be easy." Lin Zihan peeled an orange by himself, and said while eating: "I just heard that his mother is not the main room, but a girl who bought it from Renyazi, and later was fortunate to become Master Qin's concubine." ”

"Huh?!" Lin Xi actually just asked casually, but he didn't expect to ask such a big secret.

"And then?"

"He has been frail and sickly since he was a child, and the Qin family has raised him as a girl, I didn't laugh to death when I heard this rumor, and then I ......" Speaking of this, Lin Zihan paused without knowing whether it was intentional or unintentional, and did not say any further.

"Huh?" Lin Xi looked at her suspiciously.

"Later, he and his mother were kicked out." Lin Zihan waved her hand and said, ending her narrative in a haphazard manner.

"Kicked out?!" Lin Xi was a little unbelieving in his heart and was kicked out? How can you say that he is also the eldest young master of a landlord's family, and he was kicked out because of his poor health? How is this possible?

Lin Xi always felt that this story was not over yet.

When he said this, Lin Zihan's eyes showed complicated emotions, "Alas, I heard that there was a famine in their village at that time, and there were many people selling their sons and daughters. ”

She looked at Lin Xi frowning, and the distress in her eyes could almost be pinched out, so she smiled: "He has suffered a lot, what's the matter, what are you, you want to comfort him?" ”

Lin Xi realized that he had just given up expression management and coughed awkwardly.

It's too contradictory, I should hate him, but I feel that I can't hate it.

Lin Xi is not a virgin, but in this troubled world, hearing those stories is really uncomfortable.

Thinking about what Qin Jingqian did, he also had his own reasoning, although it was a little cruel, but it was not necessarily all his fault.

That's it, Lin Xi thought, this time she thought she was unlucky.

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Late at night.

Another full moon, the full moon of winter,

The light is bright and intense, but it is extremely cold.

Gu Chengxuan picked up the phone, but remembered what Qi Ye said, and silently put it down.

Actually, what Qi Ye said was right.

Isn't he also a person who has no way to protect himself, so why bother to provoke other girls......

His feelings for Gu Weibai are complicated.

In the past, he didn't dare to express his feelings to her, he was afraid of scaring her, and besides, they were still young, and these things couldn't be thought of for the time being. But now that they have grown up, there are some things, if they don't talk about it, I'm afraid they will really miss it.

He didn't have to possess it, he just wanted to know if Gu Weibai had him in his heart.

But the situation at this moment does not allow him to consider his life's affairs, at this time of internal and external troubles, and the invasion of the enemy, he should come to bear the responsibility of a soldier and a man.

And just then, the phone in the study rang again.

Gu Chengxuan was stunned, and then chuckled, helplessly but spoiled, and at the end, his smile gradually became a little self-deprecating.

"Guess who I am?"

He hadn't heard her voice for a few days, and at this moment, he felt so kind and happy.

He didn't know what to say for a moment.

Never hearing the response from the person on the other side, Lin Xi frowned and asked unhappily: "Hey, surnamed Gu, you won't be unable to hear my voice, right?" ”

Gu Chengxuan responded: "I know." ”

His tone was strange.

Did something happen?

Lin Xi was worried, but she understood him, if he wanted to talk to her about something, he would always say it without her asking.

If he didn't want to say, she asked, for fear that it would block him in vain.

"You...... Tired? Lin Xi asked tentatively.

"Hmm." He replied in a deep voice, his voice hoarse: "A little." ”

"Then go and rest! I hung up. Lin Xi hurriedly said.

She's a well-versed girl! She's a virtuous girl! She is the most suitable girl to marry and become a wife!

"Xiaobaiβ€”" He called her in time, "You, talk to me." ”

With this tone, Lin Xi couldn't help but look serious.

He lost the mood of talking and laughing with her in the past, when did Gu Chengxuan do this?

Something must have happened.

She paused, still in her usual joking tone: "Look at you humble one, I've always been there." ”

Gu Chengxuan's heart warmed, his gloomy face finally cleared the clouds and saw the moon, and his smile was extraordinarily childish.

He didn't understand that sentence until now: Life is long, so why not have you.

"It's nice to have you here."

He said deeply.

Lin Xi snorted lightly, "You only know how good I am?" ”

Hearing him chuckle, Lin Xi's heart moved, and the ghost made a spur of the moment, and said, "Then let me ask you, huh...... I asked jokingly, not seriously, you, since you think I'm good, why don't you marry me? ”

I am most afraid of the sudden silence of the air.

Gu Chengxuan was silent for a long time.

Lin Xi was so embarrassed that he almost pulled out Barbie's seven-color castle.

"You like me?" He asked a rhetorical question in an unpredictable way.

"I asked you first!" Lin Xi was anxious.

Gu Chengxuan smiled lightly, and Qing Yue's voice came into the eardrums: "I naturally dare to marry, but if I marry you, that person will have to live ten years less." ”

"Huh?" Lin Xi was dumbfounded, what she said would inevitably make her think about it, and she clearly remembered that when she was chatting in this life, Xu Fei said that she would have the urge to make a man turn into a wolf.

No way......

Lin Xi's heart was filled with Xiao Jiujiu, Gu Chengxuan, an old cadre-like person, should not be ...... Drive, right?!

"Why?" Lin Xi cautiously asked.

"Because you really ......" he paused and chuckled: "It's hurtful and venomous, with my years of understanding of you, ordinary people really can't resist you." ”

Lin Xi's face changed, and he went violently in an instant: "Gu-Cheng-Xuan!" ”

"Hahaha......"

His hearty laughter rang out from across the phone.

"Get out!" Lin Xi hung up the phone angrily, he was testing back and forth on the verge of death!