Volume 1 Wind and Rain into Lin'an Chapter 169 Stunned
Faced with Shi Ningyue's inquiry, Fang Zian didn't know how to answer. He didn't want Shi Ningyue to be sad, but he didn't want to hide the facts. But he didn't want to say Shi Hao's hints, because it was suspected of provoking the feelings of the Shi family's father and daughter, and Fang Zi'an would not do this kind of thing.
"Miss Ning Yue, Zi'an is very grateful for your mistaken love. I am not a plant and tree, how can I not feel the affection of the young lady. The young lady is smart and beautiful, generous and decent, and knowledgeable, and it cannot be said that she does not have the slightest temptation for the young lady. However, when a man is alive, I have already had a marriage contract with her, how can I live up to her affection. Therefore, this matter can only be said to be a creation and a trick. With the posture of Miss Ning Yue, there must be a good marriage waiting for you, so I can only say sorry and sorry below. You can rest assured, you will not say a word in this matter, and you will never damage the reputation of the young lady in the slightest. Zi'an apologized deeply to the young lady. Fang Zi'an threw his hands to the ground and said in a deep voice.
Shi Ningyue was stunned at first, and after a while, she frowned and said, "You said that you have a marriage contract, is it because of Qin Xiqing?" By the way, there's also the Chunni girl. β
Fang Zi'an was surprised: "How do you know? β
Shi Ningyue said: "Of course I know, since I like you, I naturally want to know your details." Do you think I, Shi Ningyue, will fall in love with someone casually? Will you have to entrust your life because of a few of your words? I know everything about you, after you and I have known each other, of course. β
Fang Zi'an smiled bitterly: "Miss Ning Yue has a heart, since you know my relationship with Xiqing and Chunni, you don't need me to explain more." Yes, I was going to marry Chunni as a concubine years ago, and I also gave Xiqing a promise. It's a fact. β
Shi Ningyue said: "You rejected me because of them, do you think I can't tolerate your affection for others?" Although I think that the two lovers should be unadulterated, but the world is like this, you men like three wives and four concubines, but I can't change it, and I can't change it. Even if I married any man, they would do that, and I don't find it strange. Is that your reason? Unless you want Qin Xiqing to be the main room...... But I think even if you are willing, Qin Xiqing will not be willing, because if she loves you, she will not ruin your future. β
Fang Zi'an smiled bitterly: "Xiqing is indeed willing to be a side room, which is also my helplessness, but it is not because I dare not do this, nor because she does not let me do this, but ...... I have another promise to her. β
Shi Ningyue was surprised: "There are others? β
Fang Zi'an smacked his lips and said, "I'm ashamed, Ruomei and I have already married in the church, and I can't let her down." β
Shi Ningyue was stunned for a long time, and said softly: "You and Sister Ruomei are married?" How did I not know? When was this? β
Fang Zi'an said: "The night before she left Lin'an for the Northland, she and I got married using heaven and earth as a matchmaker. β
Shi Ningyue sighed and said softly: "I see, I should really worship the church, it turned out to be such a marriage." That's too much to count. β
Fang Zi'an said: "Of course count, that's the promise I gave her." The sons and daughters of the rivers and lakes don't have to be restrained by those red tapes. Heaven and earth are the medium, and it is enough. β
Shi Ningyue thought for a while and said, "Then do you know when Sister Ruomei will be able to return to Lin'an?" It is said that she left Da Song and went to find her brother. Her brother is in the fallen Central Plains, and the place she goes to is extremely dangerous. Did she find it, but did she hear from her? β
Fang Zi'an slowly shook his head and said, "There is no news, I thought she would write a letter back to me." Unfortunately, there was no news of her, and I don't know if she found her brother or when she will return. β
Shi Ningyue said: "Then what if she never comes back?" How should you? β
Fang Zi'an frowned and said, "I don't know, I only know that I should keep my promise." β
Shi Ningyue nodded and said, "Ningyue understands. That's all you have to say, isn't it? β
Fang Zi'an said: "Isn't this enough? I'm married, do I want to take you as a concubine? I'm afraid that Master Shi is going to break my body into pieces. Besides, I'm a rude and self-willed person, I'm in trouble, and anyone who follows me will be terrified, and I'm definitely not a good companion who can make you happy. A character like Miss Ning Yue should have a happy marriage. β
Shi Ningyue waved her hand and interrupted: "What kind of life I want to live, only I know." Fang Gongzi, I understood everything you said, and I understood it too. I just want to ask you one thing now, and you will answer me from the heart. β
Fang Zi'an said: "Please speak." β
Shi Ningyue asked word by word: "If it weren't for Sister Ruomei, would you marry me?" β
Fang Zi'an smacked his lips and said, "What did you ask about this hypothetical question?" Pointless. β
Shi Ningyue said in a deep voice: "I just need you to answer my questions." Fang Gongzi, don't you dare to answer? When did you become so submissive? You don't dare to face your heart, do you? β
Fang Zi'an was provoked by her, and his emotions became agitated after drinking a lot of wine, and he said without thinking: "Miss Ning Yue, why are you bothering yourself. Do you want to know the answer? The answer is, even if there is no Ruomei, I can't marry you. Although you and I stand opposite each other, we are thousands of miles apart, don't you understand? Even if I wanted to, your father wouldn't agree to it. Your father wants you to live a happy and comfortable life, and I can't give you any of that. β
Shi Ningyue stared at Fang Zi'an's eyes for a long time, then suddenly laughed and said, "I understand, it turns out that this is your concern, did my father tell you something?" β
Fang Zi'an regretted his words, and simply said in a deep voice: "You don't have to guess, in short, it is impossible for me to be with you." You are a daughter, the son and brother outside are waiting in line to marry you, as long as you nod, I don't know how many people have broken through the threshold to propose, why do you stare at me? Can't you let me go? I've had enough trouble. β
Shi Ningyue nodded slowly and said, "Okay, I won't pester you, but you need to answer my questions, I just want to know the real answer." You...... Like me? β
Fang Zi'an said anxiously: "What if you like it? I am a man, and men are attentive, and they will be tempted when they see beautiful women. You were born so beautiful, I said I don't like you to believe it? But so what? β
Shi Ningyue nodded lightly and said, "Okay, I believe you." Fang Gongzi, you can go. β
Fang Zi'an was stunned and said, "This is it?" β
Shi Ningyue said coldly: "Otherwise? What else do you want? You are a married man, and you can't stay with me for long, so go away. β
Fang Zi'an was stunned for a moment, and arched his hand: "I have a short temper and disturbed Miss Ning Yue, and I apologize again." I will take my leave hereafter. β
Shi Ningyue turned around, as if she didn't want to deal with Fang Zi'an at all. Fang Zi'an sighed, turned around and walked through the house, and left quickly.
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Fang Zi'an was in a terrible mood, just like when he walked in the alley of Sanyuanfang, which would be muddy after every rain, and if he stepped on the bluestone pavement, he would get stinky water on his face if he was not careful. It's terrible, it's irritable.
Fang Zi'an thought that after rejecting Shi Ningyue, he would be relieved and let go of a burden. However, he did not feel any sense of relief at all, on the contrary, his mood became terrible. It's a terrible feeling to see such a beautiful woman hurt by herself. Moreover, Fang Zi'an also had a sense of loss in his heart, as if his heart was empty and he had lost something precious. Fang Zi'an knew what his loss and bad mood were for, it was actually because he had actually developed unusual feelings for Shi Ningyue, so while rejecting Shi Ningyue, he actually fell into a state of falling out of love. There is a strong sense of frustration and frustration.
What's even more terrifying is that Fang Zi'an originally thought that he had no feelings for Shi Ningyue. When Shi Ningyue gave himself a lot of hints, in addition to a kind of vanity in his heart, he even wanted to laugh at this girl's amorousness. But he was completely wrong. He found that he didn't know when, the voice and smile of this girl who didn't actually have much contact with him had actually lived in his heart, which made Fang Zi'an feel very incredible.
In terms of beauty, Shi Ningyue is indeed extremely beautiful, but Fang Zi'an has seen many beautiful women, and it is almost impossible to impress Fang Zi'an with her beauty alone. Qin Xiqing's beauty is not inferior to Shi Ningyue, but Fang Zi'an was not flattering to her like Brother Pig before, but fell in love with her after understanding Qin Xiqing's personality and his kindness to herself.
Fang Zi'an has always thought that Shi Ningyue is just a delicate flower in a greenhouse in his eyes, just a naΓ―ve, shallow and self-righteous official lady. But in fact, Fang Zi'an himself misunderstood his thoughts, but in his heart he found that Shi Ningyue was a smart, calm, thoughtful and deep woman. Perhaps after understanding this in his heart, Shi Ningyue left a deep imprint in his heart, and Fang Zi'an himself didn't realize all this.
No matter how Fang Zi'an hinted at himself, it was unlikely that he and Shi Ningyue were real. Even if he didn't promise Zhang Ruomei, it is unlikely that he would have an emotional end result with this eldest lady of the Shi family, so this is actually the best result. Make a decision immediately, quickly cut through the mess to solve the matter, and avoid entanglements. However, at this moment, Fang Zi'an still had a faint pain in his heart, a feeling of loss, and regret, which made Fang Zi'an very uncomfortable.
"Fang Zi'an, Fang Zi'an, you are degenerate, you are lost, you are no longer the same person you used to be. You have been assimilated by this age. You've become a complete scumbag. β
Fang Zi'an thought so.
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