I nodded my head to show that I understood, no one can refuse a person who is very good to him and have a bad feeling, people will have an instinctive thing, the so-called reaching out and not hitting a smiley person, not to mention that Jax is not only worthy of a smiley face, but also some priceless treasures.

"It's good if you understand, in fact, my feelings for him are still in the position of a friend, and I don't accept her so quickly, a woman's heart can only accommodate a man, and a man's heart can only accommodate a woman, as for whether I am your final woman, to be honest, I don't have confidence in myself, because I will grow old slowly, but you will always be younger than me."

Dong Qiushui's words are meaningful, this is also her repeated anxiety about money and problems, I don't know why she is such a smart person, why is there such a problem, but through my distrust of myself at the beginning, I almost understand.

In fact, Dong Qiushui is also a woman with weaknesses, she seems to be strong, there is no loophole, that is just the surface, she has no way to change things, such as she is a woman, she is much older than me, these are all facts that she can't change.

She has no way to predict what the final result will be, but the only thing she can do is that when we are together, we cherish each other's feelings, so she doesn't expect the relationship to last forever, but she also hopes for eternity, these are two concepts, which can exist at the same time, so there will be contradictions.

"Don't talk about these things that I can't change, according to what you say, do you believe that I will always love you in the future, or do you not believe that you will always be attractive."

Dong Qiushui nodded and said: "It's both, after all, I'm not an immortal, there are too many unpredictable things, if one day, you really come to your senses, will you still be willing to be with someone who only has affection and no love with you?" ”

"I'm a little dizzy when you say this, but you can make it clear, so I can understand."

I don't know what Dong Qiushui wants to express, of course I don't want to guess, I want to know the answer. "If you have two choices, one is me, and you only have feelings and family affection, but there is no love between us, but there is love, family affection, and even children between Zhao Yun and you, if you are asked to make a choice among them, who will you choose, this is a question I have been considering."

When Dong Qiushui spoke, her expression was very helpless, she took out a cigarette and lit it on fire and smoked it, she was very melancholy and confused, she didn't understand the final result, in fact, even I didn't know what choice I would make, in order to escape such a thing, I even began to lie and hide it.

I hope that things will be kept hidden, but one day it will be discovered, and at that time, the problem will definitely have to be solved, how should I solve it, I haven't thought about it at all, but Dong Qiushui seems to have been thinking about it, she is thinking about it, how do I decide.

Today's conversation is of great significance, and I also understand why there are some small contradictions between Dong Qiushui and me, in fact, they are not small contradictions, they are really inner contradictions that Dong Qiushui does not want to express, and she is also a woman.

There will also be some consideration for the loyalty of men, but what she wants to do now is not a consideration, it is the result, she is very afraid of losing her feelings, and at the same time she does not want to be kicked out, this is our situation, what she has to face, I should also face.

"I admit it, I've been avoiding this matter, I'm trying to hide the truth, when one day I really want to hide it, I don't know what to do, but reason will tell me that I should stand with you, but my heart will still give a little bit to Zhao Yun, it should be like this."

Dong Qiushui nodded with a smile and said: "This compromise is still relatively good, but I am still greedy, I think you are very excessive, and Zhao Yun will also feel that you are excessive, but there is one person who will not think you are excessive, that woman is Zhong Siyuan." ”

It was the first time I heard Dong Qiushui talk about another woman like this, and I stared at her with some curiosity.

"I don't know what to say, I, Dong Qiushui, have never admired a woman, never hated a woman, and never liked a woman, because for me, I am very good, and even if I am excellent, I will have shortcomings, but that woman, I can't seem to find shortcomings."

I know that Dong Qiushui is talking about Zhong Siyuan, and I am also very curious, when did she start paying attention to Siyuan, giving Siyuan such a high evaluation, and even telling me with a story that she and Zhao Yun are not as good as Zhong Siyuan, which is very strange and scares me.

I suddenly felt that one day maybe I would really lose the woman in front of me who had a relationship with me, and even had children, then I was happy or painful, happy or sad, I don't know, and I don't know.

Just thinking about it makes me feel uncomfortable, I closed my eyes, I had something to say, but I didn't have the strength to say it, Zhong Siyuan and I were really difficult to part, from the breakup to the present, we met not far from separation.

"I don't know what you think in your heart, but I'm a very accurate person, I know that she is very good, and I can also see from her speech and demeanor that she is not simple, a feeling of fairy wind and bones, I don't know if I can compare her to her."

Dong Qiushui put down the notebook in her hand and stood up, after she poured herself a cup of hot water, leaned back on the sofa, sat next to me, put her hand on my shoulder, lit a cigarette, and swayed her scattered hair gently.

"Don't look like this, you are all excellent, I think it's normal for a person to fall in love with two or three people at the same time."

Dong Qiushui said with a smile: "Let's not lie to ourselves, in fact, only one person occupies the most position in everyone's heart, and it is not ruled out that there will be a few other people hidden in their hearts, but the positions of those people are very few, and there is only one most important person, because people are selfish, so they will only like one person." ”

"Maybe I'm an exception, I really don't know, who I love more, who I like more, who is more suitable to be with, let's not discuss this issue, who is naturally good or not, don't let the sadness spread."

Dong Qiushui nodded and said: "Okay, I respect your opinion, then next, we have encountered difficulties, if we can't seize this opportunity and hot spot in the news newspapers, our trip to the United States will be a complete failure." ”

"If that's the case, we might as well spend money on the front page so we can advertise our products, and we're talking about money and money."

Dong Qiushui shook his head and said: "I'm not optimistic about this plan, if we do this, we may fall into the trap of the enemy, why do you think I ruled out such a method at the beginning, we are against the brand, not the volume, it is the artistic component of the walk, so we can't spend money on such obvious advertising." ”

"Then let's find some people in the media industry who have a bit of identity, carry out publicity, and write this incident clearly, so that we can get back one percent and not lose so badly."

Dong Qiushui shook his head and said: "It's still not good, if we really do that, we will definitely be discovered, and all our efforts will be denied at that time, so none of this will work." ”

"Then the problem is much more serious, as if we are tied up and can't do anything, are these people so terrible?"

I don't believe it, but I'm a little scared, after all, it's not on my own turf, and I'm still very scared and nervous about the unfamiliar environment.

"Yes, there are a lot of horrors, we can't afford to lose, think about it, how much cost we come up with, recklessly, in order to get a publicity, all the charity money, we have to take it out to do good deeds, but if we don't get a little publicity this time, it is equivalent to a failure, and we will be used as a laughing stock, and the next thing will be more difficult, we really become a dou who can't be helped."

Dong Qiushui frowned, his expression was very painful, I also know the seriousness of this matter, everything is difficult at the beginning, once the beginning is not good, no matter how hard you work later, it will be useless, everyone is more interested in the first impression, so the trip to the United States, we can only succeed, but the reality tells us that we failed.