Chapter 141: Finally return to Chang'an City

Entering the scope of the Han Dynasty, the two of us did not dare to take the official road. After all, her identity is still the emperor's concubine, and I am just a courtier under the emperor, and the two of them can't be too ostentatious, so as not to cause unnecessary trouble. Later, after discussing with Xiaorou, we decided to take the trail.

In ancient times, there were not as many people as there are now, and there were not many people on the trail in a day. Even if I saw it, we were all farmers or something, and I didn't know who we were.

In this way, after more than half a long journey, the two of us finally came to Chang'an.

On this day, it was really morning, standing in the distance and looking at Chang'an, this great city, shrouded in a thin layer of smoke, seemed so ethereal. I don't know why, this time I saw Chang'an, I was not as excited as when I first came. On the contrary, I feel a little uncomfortable. Because, as long as the two of us return to Chang'an, we will be separated. And separation is the last thing I want to see.

"Xiaorou, please do something, you ...... Don't go back, come with me and get away from here! ”

"Hehe, are you thinking too much, go with you, where to go?"

"The future, a city that belongs to us!"

"Future?" Xiao Rou muttered and repeated, feeling very sad: "Forget it, this world is not the king's land, where can the two of us go." Future, East, you should know that I am a person without a future! ”

"Why? Can you bear to leave me alone? I asked anxiously.

"Hey, Dongfang, do you know that whether I succeed in revenge or not, as long as that day comes, it may be the day I disappear!"

"Xiaorou, I don't want you to be like this. Why do you think about revenge all day long? Okay, let me ask you, even if you succeed and really kill Emperor Wu, do you feel really happy? ”

Xiao Rou looked at me and was silent. I knew she must be unhappy inside. How can a person who lives in hatred all day long be happy, how can he see clearly what the essence of the matter is!

Seeing that she didn't speak, I knew that she was very confused, and I should work harder and continue to persuade her at this time.

"Xiaorou, can you listen to me? You know I'm genuinely doing it for your good. ”

"When you were born, it was a long time since that incident, why do people in the world have to enter the strange circle of retribution, in fact, what does this hatred have to do with you? Are you born to take revenge? As you said, your father gave birth to you to avenge the Han family, even if it succeeds, he is worthy of the ancestors of the Han family, but is he worthy of you? The person who gives life to others is only so that the person who is given life can fulfill his selfish wish for himself, such a father, why do you have to fulfill his long-cherished wish for him? Is it worth it? To be honest, you didn't experience that hatred, and you didn't actually have any feelings of hatred that you deserved......"

"Shut up, don't say it, don't say it again!" Xiaorou couldn't bear it and covered her ears directly.

However, seeing her reaction, I knew that what I said had an effect. Otherwise, she wouldn't have paid any attention to what I said.

"Little Soft ......"

"Yes! I admit that what you said is right, and I know that what you said is right. I admit that I don't actually have any feelings of hatred for the people of the Liu family, but I will still take revenge...... There is no reason, I don't know what the reason should be, maybe this is the fate I should have, it is impossible to give up halfway now, I can only do it......"

"You...... It's not like this, it shouldn't be like this! I shouted, "So what should I do?" So what should we do? My words were like knives, stimulating her heart one by one, hoping to use our feelings to change her mind. Although this hope is slim, I still can't give up!

"Is that all? It's just broken? Do you really bear it? Xiao Rou? ”

"I'm sorry!" Her expression suddenly became cold, just like before.

"Excuse me?" I laughed out loud, and the laughter revealed infinite desolation: "I'm sorry, it's so good." Why did humans invent this term? Is it just to apologize? Isn't that too idealistic? Ha ha. As long as someone does something that hurts someone, it's okay to say sorry, right? These three words are miracle medicine, as long as they are spoken, they can counteract all the guilt caused by the other party's pain in their hearts......"

"Am I feeling better? Did I do it on purpose? Everything is a last resort, revenge is involuntary, and falling in love with you is also ...... From now on, we will separate into Chang'an City, and we will still not know anyone as before! ”

Xiao Rou said this, rode directly on Cinderella, urged the horse to raise the whip, and headed towards Chang'an City. I stood there until her figure disappeared, only to realize that tears had filled my eyes.

Forget it, don't think about it, let's go into town.

……

"Are you gone?" I poked my head out of the puddle like a thief and found that the big black dog that was chasing me had disappeared. Grandma's, I'm exhausted.

I climbed up from the puddle, drenched and smelling of a foul smell. It's not an ordinary puddle, isn't it the villagers around here who pour urine into it?

Hey, there's a reason why I'm the way I did.

Originally, I wanted to enter the city, but ah, I saw that I was wearing the clothes of the Huns, and I was afraid that before I entered the city, I would be arrested by the officers and soldiers guarding the city as spies. So, I went to the villages on the outskirts of Chang'an City and stole a peasant's clothes. Not to mention, the dress looks shabby, but it fits well.

I thought I would go away quietly like this, but what I didn't expect was that a black dog flashed directly in front of me. This guy looked at me unkindly, and I smiled at this guy with a thief heart. This black dog is very polite and bared his teeth directly at me!

Mom, look at the horror, the old dog bared his teeth, if you don't run at this time, when will you stay?

As soon as I stumbled, the black dog began to yell and chase me. I don't even dare to look back, grandma, what's going on with this guy!

Finally, in a panic, I managed to fall into the puddle. The stupid dog didn't give up and wanted to jump down and bite me, but fortunately I grabbed a handful of purple mud in the puddle and threw it directly in its face, so I escaped.

The stupid dog left, I climbed up the puddle, discerned the direction of Chang'an City, and walked directly over.

Along the way, I was still very beautiful and thought, ah, I have returned triumphantly, this emperor must not give me a hundred and eighty thousand gold when he sees me, hehe. When the time comes, you may still be a big official!

However, the ideal is very beautiful, and the reality is very skinny. I knew that what would happen to me when I returned to the city would be like this, and I wouldn't have gone to death.