Chapter 546 Self-deception
Zhang Haotian didn't refute, because I almost understood these things, I nodded and said, if you don't speak, I will acquiesce to you, maybe now you look at me as an elephant and look at ants, I really can't compare with you, but I think you many years ago, like me, are also poor and white, so many years have passed, you have changed, you have forgotten your once down-and-out appearance, forgotten those brothers who accompanied you in birth and death, and forgot the woman who once lived up, only a self-righteous person remains, I think it's a great exorcism, you seem to be very tall, but it's not worth mentioning to me, how many years later, when I reach your age, I will never forget the woman I have lived up to, and I will not forget the brother who was born and died with me, unscrupulous means are heroes, do not forget the original intention of the true hero, you don't have a tall image in my heart, you don't want to set up such a tall image for yourself, you don't deserve it.
This is what I have always wanted to say, today I finally finished it happily, Zhang Haotian looked at me and laughed, his smile was a little bitter, sometimes people are very sad, and slowly became no longer aware of themselves, and slowly forgot what they wanted before.
Zhang Haotian was as depressed as me when he used to, he also needed someone to help, someone helped him at that time, but he forgot those people, he only remembered himself, there are many such people, and they are often simple in history, after helping others to fight the country, the people who are the king will kill their own men, especially the people who fought desperately in the past.
Du Zeming is an example, so is Zhang Haotian, but Du Zeming did not climb to such a height as Zhang Haotian, so he fell, if my final result will be the same as these people, kill the brothers around me, or do something sorry for the brothers around me, then I go to the road is a road of no return, I prefer to stay in Canada, live a different life, at least someone on this road to accompany me to finish, I am talking about Zhang Haotian, in fact, I am also talking about myself.
Zhang Haotian nodded and said, you are right, I have done a lot of unknown things, I used to be a despised little deflated like you, but I relied on my own ability to climb to today's position, if you want to prove that you are great, you can also climb up and show me, don't stand and talk without backache.
I shook my head and said, I didn't stand and talk without backache, I just wanted to express my opinion, the way you want to go, not necessarily what I want to go, for example, what I want to do now, is what Xuanxuan and I are trying to do, if it weren't for you coming, she might not want to go back, in fact, the road you arranged for Xuanxuan is not necessarily what she wants to go, don't always pin your emotions on the child, the child has his own way to go, go according to your life plan, it can only be said that you live for you, no matter how you say it, it's just your puppet, Xuanxuan is so good and smart, she shouldn't mess with you about that dirty way, you said it yourself, you look down on bastards, but you let her go back to be a bastard, let her kill people, plot against people, and let her learn those dirty things, your purpose in doing this is not pure, I am very disappointed in you as a father.
Zhang Haotian raised the water cup and drank the water in the cup in one go, he said with a smile, I originally wanted to tell you something, but I didn't expect it to be the other way around, but you began to reprimand me for being wrong, so according to what you said, it was also my fault that I let you have a way out.
I raised my hand and stretched out my index finger and shook it with a smile and said, Wrong, I let you live, here, it's not up to you to have the final say, I could have had the opportunity to ask for your life, and I will be protected by the law, the crime of trespassing on a private house is very big, don't you think, this is still a country, you are old now, many times you will overestimate yourself, how can you let me rest assured that Xuanxuan will hand it over to you, Xuanxuan is by your side, you will only drag her down, to put it ugly, you are Xuanxuan's burden, Xuanxuan could have become better, it was you who made her depraved, and even for so many years, she didn't enjoy the joy of being a woman, it was I who let her know how happy it is to be a woman, you don't know how happy she was when she held me, how happy, you were consuming her youth.
Zhang Haotian said loudly, enough, don't be talking, I don't want to listen to you say these things, you little rascal who reverses right and wrong, I won't let my daughter marry you, you die of this heart.
I still said with a smile on my face, don't be so excited, don't be angry, it's useless to be angry and excited, what should happen still happens, as if some things are destined by God, God just sees that you are too inhumane, so that you have congenital diseases, your son has left this world because of these diseases, you also have a daughter, don't let her leave this world because of your inhumanity, in that case, you will be very lonely, what is the point of living alone, why do you want to kill everything, Isn't it bad to give someone a way to live?
Zhang Haotian grabbed the teacup on the table, slammed it on the ground, the broken water cup became a lot of pieces, looking at the scattered fragments, I shook my head and said, hey, I really can't listen to the truth, loyal words are good for action, good words are all floating clouds, only ugly words can make self-improvement, you are indeed old, a little confused, and there is no blood in the year, only numb yourself, numb IQ, in self-deception life.
Zhang Haotian pointed at me and said, get out, you get out of here, get out, I don't want to see you.
Anger, roaring, this is the truest portrayal of Zhang Haotian's heart now, I said to his heart, I think many years ago, he was also a kind person, but slowly became a person he hated, and slowly began to hate his former self, this is people, with the change of status and time, the world view will also change, many times people will say that they hate corruption, but when he reaches that position, he will also like it, and he will also fall, people are so hypocritical, ugly and stupid.
After I pushed the door open, Zhang Xuanxuan, who was standing at the door, hurriedly stood up, I smiled and said, Did you hear it just now, didn't scare you.
Zhang Xuanxuan closed the door, she grabbed my hand and pulled me into the yard and said, why are you so irritating him, you know that he doesn't want to listen to those things, what do you say and do.
I lit a cigarette and said, it's nothing, just talk about it, let him know that there is a problem with his IQ, I know that he looks down on me, that's because he forgot what his original intention was, he is too self-righteous, it is difficult for such a person to live long, and he likes to manipulate others, this is a disease that must be treated. Zhang Xuanxuan shook her head and said, he is terminally ill, you say that it is useless, I just want him to spend a good old age and be able to leave this world happily.
I grabbed Zhang Xuanxuan's hand and said, in fact, you also know that what I said is the truth, you are much better than he thought, you go to China to tell the truth, it is better to be here, that place is smoky, there are all kinds of ugly things, if I have the ability, I will definitely kill all the moth-eaten animals in Yanjing, lest they be powerful and evil.
Zhang Xuanxuan ignored me, she seemed to be really angry, I didn't go back to the hotel, but went back to the villa directly, after I came back, the atmosphere of the villa was lively all of a sudden, I asked Xiaocang to arrange tomorrow's things, always stay at home is not a way, it is best to go to the company to adapt to it, during the entrepreneurial period, what is needed is to work hard.
Ergou and Zhang Baoqiang are not reluctant to this matter, but very much hope to have a job, after all, everyone doesn't like to do nothing, although they used to be bastards, they were all busy bastards.
Early the next morning, Ergou has already begun to learn some things about the company, I found someone to drive them to the company, under my leadership, they also have their own jobs, I walked into the office, began to prepare for financing.
The simulation plan is almost all written, and now according to the plan we have discussed, it is estimated that we will be able to raise $8 million this time.