Strictly speaking, Lin Han's love for Rong Yuzi was buried deep in his heart from the beginning to the end, and he never confessed to anyone, including Rong Yuzi himself, no matter from that point of view, it can only be regarded as a secret love at best. But most people have felt that it is easy to confuse this complex with first love. In that golden age when love was ignorant and hazy, more people were willing to take the initiative to have feelings for others, whether they were fruitful or unbudding, as "I liked it" and "I had thoughts about him consciously", so they stubbornly classified it as their first love.

Later, love experts told us that it was just a crush, not a relationship. In fact, this kind of rational analysis and judgment may not be meaningful, and it may not necessarily win everyone's approval. When more people look back on the so-called "first love", what they care about is actually the state of mind, the impulse, and the endless trickle flowing in their hearts. Lin Han has no doubt that he thinks he is such a person. It's not that he is entangled in whether love becomes love, what he wants is the feeling that at least I have "thought about" in my heart.

However, sometimes this plot will stay with the heart for a long time, and it will not fade its scars easily. This is like the first time a pencil is written on a blank piece of paper and then erased, although it will eventually be covered by the handwriting written later, but the track it leaves behind on this paper is of great significance and will never be erased. Lin Han only cares about this artistic conception, and what he cares about is only the Rong Yuzi back then, and now you ask him to take action and take the initiative to pursue her desperately, I am afraid that in the thinking logic of everyone's mind that has become more and more mature, it is another matter.

Thinking of this, Lin Han withdrew his thoughts and looked at Cao Hong fixedly. Cao Hong was uncomfortable by him, and said: "It's useless for you to look at me like this, anyway, I have someone in my picture now, not her." If you don't die, if you meet tonight, you can regain your old love and rekindle it, so as to fulfill your long-cherished wish. But I suggest you take a look at the situation first, so many years have passed, people are not married or not, whether they have a boyfriend or not, the key is whether the appearance is crooked, if the female college changes eighteen, the more it changes, the more ugly it becomes, I advise you to die of heart. ”

Lin Han didn't admit it, shook his head and said, "You think too much, I'm not as sullen as you." Cao Hong took care of himself and found the tea box from under the coffee table and said, "Okay, I'm sullen." You go and look in the mirror first, your confused and infatuated and spring-hearted eyes have already betrayed you deeply, what else are you pretending to be, cut. Lin Han asked, "Who else have you contacted?" Cao Hong snapped his fingers and calculated: "You and I add Bai Yiqiu, Cen Guanyu, Jiang Chunlei, Fu Jiayi and Liu Ruolan, and this Rong Yuzi, five men and three women." The time and place were booked, and at six o'clock in the evening, Guangheyuan 306 was packed, and Cen Guanyu rushed to the table. By the way, I didn't say how to settle the account, and if no one pays, then you have AA. ”

Lin Han nodded slightly and said, "Listen to them, let's act when the opportunity arises." I really have to go, it's okay. Don't alarm Auntie, otherwise she will send it away again and be polite or something, and I'll just leave secretly. Cao Hong was not polite, got up to see him off, and Lin Han waved his hand at the moment the elevator door closed.

Outside the building, Lin Han lit a cigarette and took a deep breath. There is an indescribable feeling of depression in my heart. If you think about it carefully, it's really from Rong Yuzi. If the evening party was just a few people that Cao Hong was talking about, without her, Lin Han believed that his mood would never have changed as bad as it is now. What is the reason for this? Is it because of that strand of love back then, which has never really been let go of in my heart until now? Pessimistically speaking, I was originally carrying out my ordinary life with the attitude that it is better to see each other, but now that I have the opportunity to meet, why is my mood so nervous that I can't calm down. If you think about it carefully, it's even more ridiculous, has anything happened between yourself and Rong Yuzi? No. Don't say a confession, or even a hint has not been said, how can you have resistance and fear of the upcoming meeting for no reason?

Lin Han reluctantly found the answer: he was still missing Rong Yuzi. If you care, it's messy, for example, Bai Yiqiu, who is also very beautiful, but Lin Han can face it calmly and don't mind, that is just a junior high school classmate. changed Rong Yuzi, although he was also a classmate, the situation was very different. Lin Han shook his head hard, thinking in his heart, how to behave at night, what to say, what to do? Even suddenly, the idea of "do you want to go" germinated.

High school, college, and nearly three years in society, Lin Han has not had such lingering feelings for a long time. This Rong Yuzi, I didn't expect that when she appeared again, she would still disturb herself and fidget. That's a bit unscientific. No matter how much I drop it, Lin Han has been mixed with society for several years, not to mention that she has seen everything in the wind and waves, at least she thinks that she is mature enough level, and she is a little bad because her heart is like a mess.

Then Lin Han was a little ashamed of his thoughts and behaviors. Not long ago, I was unforgettable to Ji Xiaoting, and I turned my head to see the "first love", and I forgot all about them at once.

Lin Han felt that his mood was becoming more and more restless, so he simply sat on the bus station bench on the side of the road, closed his eyes and wandered. But within a few minutes, he was impetuous. At this time, the mobile phone rang, which somewhat helped him distract from some depression. The call was from Shi Jia: "Brother Han, the brothers are working day and night, and the trees are more than halfway planted. Where are you, why haven't you come back? Lin Han said: "I'm at home, and I'll come back to see my old mother when I come to Jianzhuo on a business trip." How's it going, there's nothing to do on the construction site, right? Shi Jia said: "There is no trouble, but everyone is too energetic, and the tree pits dug by the two excavators are not available for us at all." If it digs one, let's plant one, and it's hard to wait behind the ass. Brother Wu said that this pit is really cheating. Lin Han laughed: "Isn't this a good thing?" By the way, can you consider another one? Shi Jia said: "I just called you to discuss this matter, and now I will use another one, it won't take much money, but the efficiency will be much faster." Brother Wu always said that he was delaying his earnings, and kept complaining about you. ”

Lin Han said: "Then go and hire another one to block his stinky mouth!" I'll do it in a moment. Is that Qu Zhe still there? Shi Jia said: "No, after we level the plot and plan the location of all the tree pits, he will disappear, and he will not appear in the past few days." Lin Han said: "I know, you continue to work with everyone, pay attention to safety, stay away from the excavator, scrape whoever we touch, we will lose more than we gain." Hung up the phone a little stunned, Qu Zhe should have been pulled out by Shen Yanzi and had a complete showdown with him. I don't know if Shen Yanzi will agree to his request and open up to him.

As soon as I thought of Shen Yanzi, I remembered Lu Jun's affairs, and I didn't know to what extent the "revenge" plan designed by Jiang Dashao had been implemented in the past few days. I wanted to make a phone call and ask, but in the end I held back. Or now it is in a state of stalemate, Lu Jun must be desperate to save himself, so let's wait, and everything will be clear when I go back. Anyway, now I can't help myself, and it's useless to ask. Just because I was distracted now, I thought about something serious, and took out the good record and called the manager of the Sueyang City Office of Aihua Company, and made an appointment for tomorrow's trip.

Lin Han walked alone on the way home, thinking repeatedly in his heart: "Since you have to continue your life tomorrow, you can't stay and you can't get out of the circle, is it necessary to see Rong Yuzi tonight?" It's better not to go, it's only melancholy. Forget it...... It's been ten years, let's see each other and see how she's doing now...... "I came home in despair, fell headlong on the bed, and lit a cigarette.

Yu Zhimin was very flustered in his eyes, and asked tentatively: "Xiao Han, is Xiao Fei's matter not solved well?" Don't be too demanding, we just don't need to be arrested at the police station anymore, if the old Yu family wants some medical expenses or something, we can also give them to them, after all, it was Xiaofei who beat people first......"

Lin Han knew that his attitude had caused his mother's uneasiness, so he restrained his mind and sat up straight, and said with a smile: "Mom, look at what you said, Xiaofei's matter is not called a matter, it has been resolved." He's all going to work now and will be back in the evening. Secretary Xie is still good, he is a material to be a leader, people can distinguish between right and wrong, and they don't embarrass us anything, you don't have to worry about it anymore. Yu Zhimin asked, "But I see that your face is very bad, as if you are preoccupied." Lin Han said: "Or maybe you're a little tired from running around continuously these days, just take a break, don't worry about me." ”

Yu Zhimin no longer doubted that this son would not lie to himself, he said that if Xiaofei is fine, then it must be fine, he has never lied since he was a child. What's more, I also personally saw the attitude of Director Liang of the police station, and heard the call between Xie Heming and Lin Han, things are still relatively reliable, and there will be no more mistakes. Sitting on the edge of the bed, he patted Lin Han's forehead lovingly and asked, "Then what do you want to eat at noon, my mother will make it for you." ”

Lin Han was also not polite, and said lazily: "Just fried noodles, you have added our local specialty mushroom sauce to the egg sauce with ingenuity, and the taste of the fusion of the two will not be forgotten until you are a hundred years old in the future." Yu Zhimin laughed and poked his forehead with his fingers: "As far as your mouth is concerned, you can eat any taste, and it is not easy to serve." Look at your brother, he eats like the pigs we raised in the countryside in the past, humming what he does, three times five divided by two, you can arch the swill pool clean. Lin Han closed his eyes slightly and smiled, and said, "Mom, I have an idea. If everything goes well next year, I'm going to take both of you to Chaoping, and I want our family of three to live together and be together every day. ”