In the end, Yinzhen did not force Ling Ruo, and let her stay in Pushou Temple temporarily, but only one thing: no hair loss and shaving, otherwise an order will be issued immediately to seal Pushou Temple.

After going down the mountain, Yin Zhen summoned Shi Sheng overnight to inquire and ordered him to explain in detail the situation since he rescued Ling Ruo until the past two months.

After they left, Yin Zhen stood in front of the window with his hands down, looking at the dark sky outside, Sixi didn't dare to make a sound, and waited quietly to the side.

This was the middle of the night, when Sixi's head was groggy and couldn't stop sagging, Yinzhen suddenly said: "Sixi, am I really wrong?" ”

"Huh?!" Sixi hurriedly pinched his thighs secretly, and drove the sleepiness out of his head, but he was very confused just now, and he didn't hear what Yinzhen was asking himself clearly.

Just thinking nervously about replying, Yin Zhen turned around and saw him with an uneasy look, waved his hand and said, "That's it, it's okay, if you're sleepy, go down first." ”

In the past few days, Sixi has followed himself all the way from the capital to Wutai Mountain, almost never closing his eyes; He is a eunuch, he entered the palace with a small cleansing body, and has been waiting in the palace, which is not as good as the muscles and bones that he has cultivated since he was a child.

"Slaves are not sleepy." Sixi hurriedly shook his head, he was Yinzhen's personal supervisor, Yinzhen didn't sleep, how could he, a slave, go down to sleep. After a while, he said cautiously: "Is the emperor thinking about Concubine Xi's mother?" ”

In Pushou Temple before, although he and Li Wei didn't hear anything, but then, Concubine Xi did not go up and down the mountain with the emperor, so the conversation between the two must not be so pleasant.

Yin Zhen sighed gloomily, the evening breeze was blowing, with a little coolness blowing on her face, "She doesn't want to go back to the palace with me, she wants to become a nun in Pushou Temple, and she won't forgive me for that incident in Tongzhou." ”

Sixi thought for a while and whispered: "The slave listened to Shi Sheng's words just now, the mother has suffered a lot in the past few months, and it is common sense that there will be some resentment in her heart. However, the slave believes that after a few days, the mother's anger will disappear, and she will definitely change her mind and return to the palace with the emperor, after all, this time the emperor will personally go out of the palace to pick up the mother. ”

Yin Zhen shook his head and was silent, from the conversation in Pushou Temple, he could feel that Ling Ruo was not resentful towards him, but disappointed, disappointed to the point that he had no confidence to continue to walk hand in hand, so he would rather chant the Buddha for the rest of his life, and even Hongli was willing to give up.

Originally, he should have flicked his sleeves angrily and left. He loves Xinjueluo 61 Yinzhen as the Son of Heaven, sitting on the world, what kind of woman does he want, she doesn't want to believe in herself anymore, then let her go; She wants to be a monk and pray for blessings, and she can go.

But, he can't let go, he just can't let go of that woman, damn it! What a damn one!

That woman is already disdainful of him, why should he be persistent and not let go, inside and outside the palace, there are women who flatter him in every way and welcome him in every way.

However, as he himself said, there is only one Niu Hulu Lingruo in the world, and there is no second one, he failed to keep Mei'er that day, and watched her marry the eighth child, which made him regret it for life, and he didn't want the same regret to happen again.

Yin Zhen suddenly felt a shock in his heart, since when did he start to compare Ling Ruo with Mei'er unconsciously; Since when did she occupy a place in her heart continue to expand, making it difficult for herself to give up.

In the past, he only cared about Mei'er alone, for other women, maybe for various reasons, there would be a little affection, but it was limited to this, no matter what kind of favor Longen was given, it was not love, and it could be given up at any time, such as Tong Jia's.

But Ling Ruo ...... He is now beginning to be unable to distinguish what kind of feelings and love he has for her? Like?

The moon, from west to east, slowly sets, and on the horizon, the dawn gradually dews, and it is a new beginning of the day. And Yinzhen stood in front of this window all night, although Sixi behind him couldn't stop pinching his thighs, but he couldn't resist the fatigue of days and days, and he fell asleep against the wall.

The morning sun is always the most vibrant, and everything is revived under this bright light to start a new day.

Yin Zhen slowly took two steps back, and inadvertently lowered his head but found that a heart-shaped Bodhi leaf was lying quietly under his feet. He remembered that it was a tree planted in the temple of Pushou Temple, and he thought that it had accidentally stuck to the soles of his feet last night and brought it here.

Bending down to pick it up in his hand, the Bodhi leaf was stepped on by him overnight, but it was still green and flawless, without a trace of dust, which reminded him of a Buddhist saying: Bodhi has no tree, the mirror is not a platform, there is nothing originally, where to stir up dust.

If he did something wrong before, how can he make up for it now?

Yin Zhen thought about it for a long time, but he still had no clue, and he was in a hurry, and he couldn't help coughing. Hearing the coughing sound, Sixi opened his eyes in a daze, "Your Majesty, what's wrong with you, does it matter?" After saying this, he found that the sky was already dawning, looking at the emperor like this, it was clear that he had stood all night, and he said worriedly: "Your Majesty, the slave knows that you are worried about Concubine Xi, but you also have to take care of the dragon body, so sleepless, in case the dragon body is lost, how can it be good." ”

No one knows better than him the tiredness of the emperor these days, since the disappearance of Concubine Xi, the emperor has never slept peacefully, the state affairs are already heavy, coupled with the worry about the safety of Concubine Xi, so that the emperor often wakes up in the middle of the night, and then paces back and forth in the dormitory until dawn.

"I'm fine." Yin Zhen waved his hand and said, "Go, call Li Wei to me, I have something to tell him." ”

"Huh." After passing Li Wei in, Sixi went down and ordered someone to prepare the breakfast used by Yinzhen, although Yinzhen was out of the palace in micro-clothes, and he didn't want too many people to know about it, but his safety had to be guarded against. So yesterday, after Yinzhen went down the mountain, he moved to the post house, which was temporarily used as a palace, and notified the Wutai County Government to send people to guard the post house.

What Yinzhen commanded Li Wei, there is no way to know, in the next few days, Yinzhen often went to Pushou Temple to see Ling Ruo, and said a few words to her, and every time, before leaving, he would ask: Would you like to go back to the palace with me?

And every time, Ling Ruo, who was dressed in gray Buddha clothes and practiced in the temple with his hair, would knock on the prime minister and beg, "Please ask the emperor to ask for the concubine to become a monk." ”

Both of them refused to give up their obsessions, one wanted to take him back to the palace, and the other wanted to become a monk in the temple, and neither of them was willing to compromise easily.

One day in September, when the autumn sun was shining, the fruits of the Bodhi trees in the temple began to ripen and hung in bunches on the branches. Ling Ruo was sweeping the fallen leaves in the courtyard, and suddenly saw Shi Sheng and Xuan'er coming together, he couldn't help but show a smile on his face, stopped his movements and said, "Come to incense?" ”

[Author's digression]: There are still two chapters to be changed, a little later