The affectionate eyes are still exciting, but unfortunately there is no feeling and innocence in the past, two people are like two glasses of water, when one of them is not clear, even if the other half is pure, it will be because of the communication between the two, blending with each other, resulting in filth.

But the dirt is only on the surface, the color is because there is a color that does not follow, so it will be beautiful, and life is even more so, if there is still white and no black, naturally it will not be able to know black and keep white.

The simple communication made me gradually understand the relationship of interests behind this matter, Zhao Bin is a native of Yanjing, his identity is relatively mysterious, and he has a lot of relationships with many people, it is said that this person's background is very large, so many people want to tie up.

I know that in fact, it is not only the force behind me, the development of Europe is relatively advanced, so a long time ago, many forces have been formed, in the trend of history, survival of the fittest, natural selection, in the end only a few are left, and these are also very strong, any other forces, for them, are mayflies shaking the tree.

"This Mr. Zhao, I will take the time to visit, as for his personality, I think it is roughly the same, nothing more than a machine driven by interests, of course, my ridicule is also a bit high-sounding, why am I not the same as him, we are all victims under huge interests."

Xu Jiao smiled, I saw the sincerity for the first time from her eyes, maybe she thought the same as I thought, but who can get rid of these troubles, at this moment, the world has changed, fortunately, we have all climbed ashore, not to be washed away by the flood, the people on the shore are naturally looking for food and fighting, and the people in the water desperately want to go ashore.

"There is sacrifice to be able to have a harvest, life is nothing more than willing, if we are so unhappy today, compared to the future results are not good, I don't trust you, because you are too ordinary, a person, especially a man, if he has a strong interest in women, it is not a good thing."

Although Xu Jiao didn't say it so directly, her meaning was very clear, such a man belonged to the kind of man she looked down on, I could sarcastically say that she was still owned by such a man, but I didn't say it, on the one hand, I didn't want to deny her, on the other hand, I didn't think it was necessary.

"You're right, you're right, but it's not necessarily a bad thing, at least now you're starting to care about me, of course I know that this kind of care is just superficial, but once you didn't have anything on the surface."

I stood up and smiled and waved my hand and said, "I'm leaving, you have a good rest, that's all for today, I think this should be a direct transaction between you and Dong Qiushui, saying that you are a celebrity, but it's hard to say, you are not much different from those nightclub women, they are just not as expensive as you, in fact, I don't fall in love with you so easily, don't think too good about yourself, I'm just curious, I did that just now, not because I like you and love you, it's because I satisfy my curiosity, At the same time, the happiness of others is based on one's own happiness. ”

Although the language is very gorgeous, but very vicious, Xu Jiao is not angry, but smiling, she seems to like to use this language to communicate, she is not a good man and a woman, naturally she will not be because of this incident, how to treat me, this is just a transaction.

When I came out of the clubhouse, I noticed that the car had been moved, and the woman sitting in the car was wearing sunglasses, so I opened the car door and started the car, turned my head and said, "What are you arranging such a thing for?" ”

"In order to please you, and to let you understand how important the use of means is, if you have the ability, you can make a woman love you to the death."

Dong Qiushui took off his sunglasses and looked at me, smiling, which made me very unhappy.

"It's all an illusion, it's not me she likes, it's money and status, of course women like this thing, but you are an exception, I think it's because after you have money and status, you've seen through it, and many people still don't have it, and they've been chasing this process all their lives."

I thought at first that after I got Xu Jiao, I would be very happy and have an unprecedented sense of achievement, but what surprised me was that I was not very happy, but a little lost.

"It seems that you are not very happy, as I thought, you are not a person who paralyzes yourself, in fact, the rich boy is similar to you, but after a long time, he slowly became numb, and he stopped telling the truth to himself and began to deceive himself."

Dong Qiushui shook his head and said: "Only by clearly recognizing your own shortcomings can you improve yourself, you can't get rid of the disturbances of the emotional world, you are doomed to failure, if you stop here on the road of growth, it is likely to die, of course, it is also a good choice to find a place where no one knows and live a secluded life with the beloved woman." ”

"Don't you even look down on me anymore, I feel that I am really useless, and I no longer have ambitions."

I know that Dong Qiushui sees people very accurately, if she really chooses to give up on me, then I won't be able to support it for long, but I still want to try it myself, no one wants to experience the taste of failure, but if I retreat to the second, I won't be defeated.

"I'm just a little tired, Xiao Fan used to think that he could still last a long time, but then I found out that I am just a person, not omnipotent."

Dong Qiushui put a test sheet in my hand, she opened the door and got out of the car, when I read the test sheet clearly, I found that Dong Qiushui was sick, and the doctor estimated that her life was less than half a year, that is, she could not survive this winter.

The sudden blow made me feel fear, is God testing me? Or is it that Dong Qiushui has suffered retribution, I am at a loss and very disappointed.

When I got out of the car and wanted to find Dong Qiushui, she was nowhere to be found, and I knew that she was not afraid of death, but there were some things that were difficult for her to let go, one was a child, and the other was me.

Her busy life may also be one of the reasons for her illness, but being my advanced maternal age is also a reason, and there is almost no way to treat this disease, so I can only wait for death.

I never thought that such a thing would happen, so I don't know what words to use to comfort, Dong Qiushui is such a smart woman, she doesn't like to listen to comforting words, she likes to hear the truth, but such a thing, how can I tell the truth.

I squatted on the ground, grabbed my hair with my hands, I felt like my spirit was about to collapse, tears couldn't help but flow, the pain in my heart made me tremble all over, I felt that I couldn't breathe, the suppressed feeling in my chest became stronger and stronger, I looked up blankly, and the whole person was a little dizzy.

At this time, I saw a person standing in front of me, it was none other than Dong Qiushui who was smiling, she put her hand on my head and whispered: "Fool, crying can't solve the problem, I summarized this answer with failures again and again, what you have to do now, you face this problem, don't always be like a child who doesn't grow up, life requires you to grow up, and time also makes people have to face death." ”

"But you are still very young, and the children still have me, and you need to take care of them."

"I don't want to do this, I don't want my children to be reluctant to you, but God seems to be punishing me, maybe I've done too many things for lack of morality, and now the retribution is coming, I'm not afraid of death, because I have destroyed many people's families, and I have killed many people, and death is sometimes a relief for me."

Dong Qiushui squatted on the ground, touched my face and said with a smile: "Don't cry, it's okay, be strong, I can get through." ”

Seeing that I still couldn't help crying, Dong Qiushui shook his head and said, "Okay, I'm going to make you angry again this time, I wouldn't tell you the truth if I knew it, it will make you sad." ”

"Qiushui so far, you are the only woman I fall in love with, I didn't know what love was before, so I regarded love as love, love is selfless, and you are the only one who can do this."