Chapter 632 - Introspection
Zhang Wending's mood was not good for a few days, and he went to the city for a meeting on Friday morning, and after the meeting, he called Mu Jinhua and wanted to report to work.
Althea told him to go to the office in the afternoon, implying that he was not free at noon. Mu Jinhua's answer, Zhang Wending was a little disappointed, but he was not disappointed, the leader could set aside time for him in the afternoon, which proved that he still regarded him as his own.
Thinking about what Mu Jinhua meant on the phone, if there is a chance, let Zhang Wending grasp it, take advantage of the incident of Sui Duo Group to show his ability to deal with things, and by the way, get some benefits and scatter some favors. Unexpectedly, because of an article, it was so passive.
He felt that he didn't have the face to meet Mu Hibiscus, but he came to the city for a meeting, and it would not be appropriate if he didn't report to the leader.
In the afternoon, Mu Jinhua met Zhang Wending in the office.
She sat on the chair behind the desk, but she didn't let Zhang Wending stand and speak, this treatment can be said to be a trust in Zhang Wending, and it can also be seen as dissatisfaction with Zhang Wending's performance in Anqing.
Zhang Wending sat diagonally opposite the hibiscus flower, and said with a ashamed face: "Minister, I have disappointed you. ”
He didn't call him a leader, but a minister, that is, he pulled out the friendship when he worked in the organization department.
Mu Jinhua raised her head and looked at Zhang Wending, the expression on her face was very calm, there was no comfort, no criticism, just indifferently spit out one word: "Hmm......"
Zhang Wending can't figure out what her word means, under normal circumstances, when subordinates report something specific, the leader needs to think about it, and often uses the word "hmm", but now, there is no specific situation.
was a little drumming in his heart, Zhang Wending knew that Mu Jinhua definitely didn't mean to speak, so he had to say it himself.
After adjusting his breathing, he added: "After being in the county for so long, I deeply realized my shortcomings......
This time, Mu Jinhua surprised Zhang Wending not to continue listening, but interrupted him: "Tell me, what do you know?" ”
Zhang Wending still couldn't see any joy or anger on Mu Hibiscus's face, and it wasn't clear if she knew about her conflict with Wu Ling, so her attitude today was so incomprehensible.
He didn't have time to think about it so much, so he could only say immediately: "Minister, I, I don't know enough about grassroots work, and I haven't really gone deep into the grassroots cadres and masses......
Zhang Wending came to Mu Hibiscus to report on his work today, not to engage in self-criticism, but to be a courtesy, and also to see what the leaders think of his work in Anqing.
However, the situation was much more than he expected, Mu Hibiscus did not show likes and dislikes, and the topic happened to be here, even if he did not have such a deep understanding of his work in Anqing, he had to have a correct attitude to have a deep understanding at this time.
I have to say that Zhang Wending's attitude is indeed quite correct, and he talked about his feelings during the time he came to Anqing.
When he said this, he really realized a lot of things in his heart that he didn't care about before, or even didn't feel at all.
In the past, the conflicts and contradictions he encountered were basically able to be distinguished very happily, no matter how big or small, there were causes and effects. But this time, things came fiercely, but the result was so light, and what made him even more unhappy was that this was not his cause and effect, but he was caught in it.
In the past few days, he has actually felt uncomfortable in his heart, and he has never thought about this, but when he talked about it with Mu Hibiscus, he thought about these things again, but he suddenly figured out a truth.
Not everything is vigorous, and at work, there are not big things happening all the time; Some things look big and difficult to solve, but when they do, they are often so easy that people can't believe it.
Of course, this time the matter of Suiduo Group was resolved so easily, presumably Suiduo Group must have some deals for residents and employees in private, but as long as the deal can be reached, it will be resolved.
After figuring out this truth, the depression in his heart diluted a lot, and then he felt that he really did not settle down after arriving in Anqing, did not really go deep into the grassroots, he was still relatively floating, and he was still immersed in the great success of the development zone and the tourism bureau, and he was still thinking about how to make such eye-catching achievements in Anqing County as when he was in the tourism bureau.
This kind of proud mentality, which he can't easily detect, invisibly affects what he does in An Qing, making him subconsciously always want to be in the limelight, and always want others to revolve around him.
It is based on this self-centered mentality that as soon as he arrived in Anqing, he directly handed off the director of the Civil Affairs Bureau, and did not give the county party committee organization No. 1 Zou Huaiyi any face; Later, with Xu Ying's momentum, she forced Zuo Zheng to the wall without being affectionate at all.
In this way, his prestige was indeed established, but when his prestige was established, he was also regarded as an outlier in Anqing County and was regarded as a thorn in the side. Among the county leaders, more than 90 percent of them did not like him, and they fell into the well at the first opportunity, waiting to see his jokes.
He only thought that he wanted to make a name for himself as soon as possible, but in the complicated political environment of the county, the result of doing so was counterproductive, pushing himself against everyone.
Zhang Wending really didn't realize these things before, but this time, when Zhang Wending reported to Mu Hibiscus, he suddenly understood this truth with the words that came out of his mouth.
Then, the tone and voice of his speech changed slightly, and even his expression took on a deeper sense of shame.
Mu Jinhua saw this subtle change in Zhang Wending's eyes, listened to his words, and nodded secretly in her heart, this kid is not too stupid, and finally knows his shortcomings. It is rare for such a young man who has been smooth sailing to be able to reflect on himself after being frustrated, and find the root crux of the problem, which is indeed a material that can be made.
"To have this understanding shows that you have seriously reflected." Mu Jinhua's tone was still so indifferent, but looking at Zhang Wending's gaze was much more complicated than before, and after a slight pause, she still showed her love for this subordinate, and said directly, "What are your thoughts on future work?" ”
Zhang Wending was silent for a while, frowned slightly, and then unfolded, looked at the hibiscus, and said solemnly: "It's the end of the year now, and make a summary of all aspects of work." I also try to go to the townships and towns as much as possible, and go to the rural areas to see on the spot, so as to lay a good foundation for next year's work. ”