Chapter 19 Peace of mind is the way home

Gesang had a long talk with the abbot for an hour, and the abbot said that Gesang really wanted to return to the vulgar, which meant that she was not over, and she couldn't force Gesang to stay. Gesang, Xiaoya and Bi'er went down to Fayuan Mountain together.

Dachuan and Ran'er saw Gesang, and then looked at Xiaoya and Bi'er, and several people looked at each other and smiled, and returned to the post house along the same road.

Qin'er and a few younger sisters in the post house were very anxious, they were afraid that Gesang would still not want to return to the vulgar this time. A few people saw Xiao Ya holding Gesang's hand and walking into the house, and everyone's mood was a little lighter.

At this moment, the housekeeper of Qiao Er's family came again, and he wanted to tell everyone that Qiao Er was really going to fail, could he immediately ask Gesang to go down the mountain, but Qiao Er's wish before leaving.

When the housekeeper entered, they told him that Gesang had just returned from the mountain. The housekeeper was very grateful to everyone for looking at everyone, and he said to Gesang embarrassedly: "Girl, we are meeting for the first time, logically speaking, our master was indeed sorry for you in the past, I shouldn't ask you again, but my master is indeed on the verge of dying, and he misses you very much." Of course, this makes it a little difficult for you to go to see him regardless of your previous suspicions, but ......"

The housekeeper seemed to be a person who was not confused, and at this time his voice was choked, and he choked back what he wanted to say below! With tears in his eyes, the butler looked at Gesang, expecting Gesang's answer.

Gesang looked at Xiaoya, then at Dachuan, and finally nodded reluctantly. In this way, Gesang was accompanied by Xiaoya and went to Qiao Er's house with the housekeeper.

Qiao Er lay motionless on the bed, his eyes open, and his expression was very sad. He saw Gesang walk into the room alone and sit on a chair beside the bed. Qiao Er smiled slightly at the corner of her mouth, and reached out to hold Gesang's hand, Gesang saw this, and retracted her hand, she didn't want Qiao Er to hold her hand.

Qiao Er's eyes flashed with tears, and he stared deeply at Gesang. Gesang didn't look at Qiao Er, she twisted her head away. The two were silent for an unknown amount of time. Qiao Er said: "Gesang, thank you for coming to see me, I have missed you very much over the years, the last time I heard Brother Ran'er say that you were a monk, I actually shed tears at that time." I thought you would find the woman to buy medicine, and then find a rich man to work; Or you find someone to marry you off. I never thought that you would become a nun and that you would be so affectionate! So much so that I saw through the red dust because of me! I'm so sorry for you, I was dating you at the same time, and I was also dating two other girls at the same time. ”

Qiao Er cried quietly, Gesang looked at him expressionlessly, feeling as if he didn't know this person! Qiao Er said again: "I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you......" Qiao Er repeated this sentence several times.

Qiao Er was tired of speaking, his eyes looked at Gesang tirelessly, and Gesang was still expressionless.

Qiao Er continued: "I heard Brother Ran'er say that we have a daughter, and I think our child must be as beautiful as you. I'm leaving, and I've decided to leave the house to you and my daughter, and I've already called the housekeeper in the morning to make the papers. I also know in my heart that even if you give you gold and silver, you won't really forgive me in your heart! But this is a little bit of a sense of guilt! Don't think that there are no good men in this world because of me. There are so many good men in the world. ”

Qiao Er stopped crying quietly and smiled slightly: "Gesang, do you know? I'm so happy, I want to, I'm leaving......"

Qiao Er stopped breathing. A line of tears slowly flowed from Gesang's face......