Text Text_Chapter 180: Low self-esteem that is easily injured

"I'm not hungry yet, I'll eat later."

Min Rou pushed open the lunch box in front of her and said, "Don't eat it, I have something to ask you." ”

"You say yours, I'll eat mine, and there will be no delay."

Li Nannan opened the lunch box, picked up the chopsticks and snorted and ate it.

Min Rou reached out and dragged his lunch box to the side.

Li Nannan smiled bitterly and put down his chopsticks: "Okay." You said. ”

"How did you meet Director Lu?"

Min Rou asked her first question.

Li Nannan thought about it and decided to tell the truth, anyway, Min Rou already knew about Jiang Moran's existence, and sooner or later she had to know the relationship between the couple, so there was no need to hide anything: "He is Jiang Moran's husband." As for why he is so polite to me, do you want me to explain it to you in detail? ”

"Don't!"

Min Rou immediately shook her head: "So, such a disgusting thing, I don't want to hear it anymore." ”

Lao Lu was willing to push his wife into someone else's arms in order to get on the throne, Jiang Moran had already told her, Min Rou was surprised, but also felt sick to her stomach because there was a 'superb' man like Lao Lu in the world, and she would feel uncomfortable if she heard it again.

She didn't want to hear it, and Li Nannan didn't want to say it, every time she said it, it was a humiliation to that poor woman.

After a moment of silence, Min Rou asked the question she wanted to ask the most: "What is the relationship between you and Mr. Yue?" ”

Li Nannan's heart jumped, and he pretended to spread his hands calmly: "Hehe, what is our relationship, didn't you already know?" ”

"It's not that simple, Li Nannan, don't lie to me."

Min Rou stared at Li Nannan's eyes and said slowly, "I'm a woman. Women have quite a keen insight and feeling when it comes to the relationship between men and women. If Mr. Yue was just your aunt, she wouldn't let go so quickly after pushing Helan Fusu out of the elevator and seeing you, and her face flashed with emptiness, obviously afraid that you had misunderstood something. ”

"Especially when you look at her, it's likeβ€”"

After thinking about it, Min Rou found a very appropriate descriptive: "The husband inadvertently saw his wife fooling around with other men, with unconcealed anger, coldness, and great humiliation." At that time, Mr. Yue hadn't said that she was going to arrange her boyfriend in the intensive care ward, how could you have that kind of reaction? ”

Li Nannan was a little shocked, he never dreamed that Min Rou's insight was so keen, and he could see the inner reaction of the two people from the moment he and Yue Zitong first met.

"Why, can't you say, or is it inconvenient to say?"

After waiting for a moment, without waiting for Li Nannan to speak, Min Rou asked softly.

Li Nannan sighed: "Alas, if you really want to hear it, then I'll tell you." However, after listening to my confession, it is better for you to pretend that nothing is wrong as before. ”

Min Rou stared at him and was silent for a long time before she whispered, "You don't need to say it, I've already guessed it." ”

The corners of Li Nannan's mouth jumped twice, and he sneered: "Hehe, I didn't expect you to be so smart." ”

"Mr. Yue, it should have been forced, right?"

"Why don't you say I was forced?"

Li Nannan was a little reluctant: "Could it be that I look like no one wants it?" ”

Min Rou ignored his questioning and continued: "But Mr. Yue has his own sweetheart, and you, but you are playing the extremely disgraceful role of a third partyβ€”β€”"

Li Nannan interrupted him, a little angry: "Why am I a third party?" She has been betrothed to me since she was twelve years old. Helan Fusu is the real third party. Could it be that I'm seeing the two of them fooling around, and I don't even have the qualifications to be angry? ”

"If you want to be angry, you should always be angry, you have Jiang Moran, and-"

Min Rou pursed the corners of her mouth tightly, lowered her eyes and whispered, "I never thought that one day, I would like Mr. Yue's boyfriend." For me, she is not only the boss who supported me and cultivated me when I was in the most difficult time, but also the big sister who cared for me and encouraged me. So, I'm not, I won'tβ€”you know. ”

"I know, I don't need you to put it bluntly, I also know what to do in the future."

Li Nannan was a little disheartened, and he no longer wanted to explain the three chapters of the agreement between him and Yue Zitong, because he could see that in Min Rou's heart, Yue Zitong's cultivation and care for her were far more good than his kindness to her.

is a very pure child, between love and kindness, she chose the latter.

She didn't know that she was the only girl in Li Nannan who had made him feel excited and wanted to get along well over the years, for her, he could stay away from those women, say goodbye to the rivers and lakes he liked, and try to concentrate on being a good boyfriend.

If love can also be used as a weight to repay the kindness of cultivation, Li Nannan doesn't know what else can make him cherish it like life, and suddenly he just wants to return to his wife as soon as possible, and ask her to use her hand to soothe her wounded heart.

Just tonight!

Picking up the lunch box, Li Nannan ate his share of rice as quickly as possible, there was not a grain of rice left, wiped his mouth after eating, smiled at Min Rou who was looking at him in a daze, and said, "You eat slowly, I'll go out to smoke a cigarette." ”

The moment Li Nannan walked out of the office and closed the door, Min Rou suddenly realized that she might have done something wrong, so she immediately stood up and walked quickly to the door to open the door: "Li Nannan, you wait!" ”

In the corridor outside, there was no shadow of Li Nannan.

She hurriedly ran to the top of the stairs and heard the footsteps of someone hurrying downstairs, which quickly disappeared.

Lao Lu's office is on the second floor of the emergency department, so you don't need to take the elevator.

Min Rou carried the skirt in one hand and the staircase railing in the other, walked downstairs quickly, trotted out of the hall, and looked around, there were people coming back from eating in the restaurant outside, but they still didn't see Li Nannan.

The fear that she had never experienced made Min Rou a little unable to breathe, and she staggered down the steps in front of the door and ran towards the entrance of the hospital.

At this time, it is not too late, on the road at the gate of the courtyard, there are vehicles passing by from time to time, and on the sidewalk, there are people walking around the night market, a pair of hooked shoulders and whispering.

She didn't know which direction Li Nannan went, and subconsciously ran eastward.

She was bent on catching up with Li Nannan, and in the most sincere tone, she apologized to him and told him that she shouldn't have said those words, but she didn't notice that there was a black car behind her, driving out of the gate and speeding west.

Psychologists say that a person who has lived in a 'special' environment since childhood, no matter how powerful he grows up, deep down, hides an inferiority complex that he does not want anyone to know.

There is no doubt that Li Nannan, who suffers from congenital progeria, has known that he is an abnormal monster since the day he became sensible, and despite the dedicated care and love of his wife, he cannot change this reality.

Low self-esteem is certain, no matter how good he is now, the childhood he doesn't want to recall, and the demons hidden deep in his body, they are always reminding him that no matter how hard he tries, he is not a normal person.

People with low self-esteem also have strong self-esteem, they can't stand too many grievances, and after being hit unfairly, they are easy to go to extremes, which is the biggest characteristic of people with low self-esteem.

Min Rou's seemingly normal words were only understood by normal people, but after being replaced by Li Nannan, it became an irresistible injury, and he could only flee with a wail in his heart, when he refused to hurt her.

Escaping is despised by normal men, but for Li Nannan, it is the most normal behavior.

Perhaps, this comfortable world is not suitable for me, only for normal people such as Yue Zitong, Helan Fusu, Min Rou, my idea of trying to integrate into their world is naΓ―ve, stupid to the point of ridiculous, hey, ha, haha!

Li Nannan, who laughed wildly in his heart, stepped on the accelerator to the bottom, and the speedometer soon exceeded one hundred and two, and rushed westward like a gallop, fortunately, there were many fewer vehicles on the road at this time, and there was no traffic police on duty at the intersection, so he ran the red light casually.

The car was stolen from the parking lot after he rushed out of the outpatient building.

Li Nannan, who was about to go crazy in his heart, didn't notice Min Rou who chased after her, otherwise, maybe he would have heard what she wanted to say.

I'm sorry.

Min Rou just wanted to say these three words to Li Nannan, and after she finished speaking, she would hug his neck, stand on tiptoe, and kiss him, just on the street late at night, as long as he could stay.

Li Nannan didn't give her a chance, she ran east for half an hour, but she didn't see his shadow.

After being stupid at an intersection for a while, she suddenly remembered that she could call him, but fortunately, when she chased him out, she still had her mobile phone in her hand and hurriedly dialed his mobile phone number.

Li Nannan's mobile phone was connected as soon as she called, but no one answered, she called seven or eight times, but no one answered.

It seems that he doesn't want to take it.

Min Rou looked dejected, returning the way she came, her mind blank, not knowing what she had done.

Li Nannan and Yue always have that kind of relationship, what's wrong?

After seeing Mr. Yue and Helan Fusu together, he was jealous and angry, and he was also right.

Since Yue can always accept other men's pursuits, it proves that her relationship with Li Nannan is only limited to some kind of commitment, and he can also pursue other girls.

What is wrong with me, thinking that he must be with Mr. Yue, and he still thinks that he is very great, saying those words to reject him and hurt his feelings for me?

"How can I be so stupid?"

Min Rou lowered her head, muttered to herself, and touched the shoulder of the pedestrian in front of her, only then did she wake up from her sleepwalking state, and hurriedly said, "Ah, right-Mr. Yue?" ”

Yue Zitong was re-educated by the security guard in the duty room, and took out a few thousand yuan to compensate the beaten security guard, and after being with the innocent boy, he was depressed and abnormally released.

After such a long delay, the restaurant had long since closed, so she had to come to the convenience store on the street and buy two buckets of instant noodles, ham sausages and other improvisations.

Just like Min Rou, who seemed to be sleepwalking, Yue Zitong was also absent-minded on the way back when he walked out of the convenience store, and kept cursing a certain scumbag, it was best to choke to death after eating.

Walking well was touched by the people behind him, which made Yue Zitong very angry, Huo Ran turned around and was about to get angry, only to find that it was Min Rou: "Hey, why are you here?" ”

"I'm going to find Li Nannan."

Min Rou didn't hide anything.

Yue Zitong's most annoying person now is a scumbag, even if he hears his name, he will feel uncomfortable in his heart, and he asked with a sneer; "Where did he wolf again?"

"He's gone."

Min Rou raised her head, looked at the street lamp that was winding infinitely into the distance, and whispered, "In the future, I won't come back." ”

Yue Zitong clearly saw the endless remorse and pain in Min Rou's eyes, and was stunned and asked, "What, he's gone?" What happened to you? ”