Chapter 331 is very ashamed

I shook my head and said with a smile, Si Yuan, don't be like this, what he said is also your father, I have been worried about you all this time, I know that he has done things that hurt you, making you very uncomfortable, but people make mistakes, and I am no exception, I don't want you to erase his life because of this mistake, blood is thicker than water, this truth may not be understood now, but I am afraid that when you understand, the father-daughter relationship is no longer there, your father is not very good now, I hope you can face it calmly, he has the courage to be a new man, Why don't you have the courage to face it again?

Zhong Siyuan cried and shook her head, she lay in my arms, crying like a child, I know that her heart is very entangled, I can see that she is also very reluctant, after all, people are emotional animals, Zhong Siyuan should also care about this father in her heart, but she doesn't want to face it.

Zhong Mintao lit a cigarette, lowered his head and was silent for a long time, sighed and said, Xiaoyuan, if you think Dad is not good, Dad can leave, but Dad doesn't like you to be so sad and sad, Dad also likes you to have a good home, Xiaofan, this child, in general, is worth relying on, don't cry, Dad will leave.

Saying that, Zhong Mintao walked into the room and began to pack up things, Zhong Siyuan was lying in my arms, still crying, I grabbed Zhong Siyuan's shoulder and said, don't be like this, crying can't solve the problem, we are not children anymore, we must be brave to face some things that need to be faced, if you hate your father, just make it clear, if you still have a trace of feeling in your heart, you must also express it, people will make mistakes, I am no exception, if I do something that hurts you one day, will you also choose not to see me for the rest of your life?

Zhong Siyuan shook her head and said, no, I will forgive you.

I smiled and said, then why can't you forgive your father, he did do things that hurt you, but now everything he has done proves that he regrets it, he has the courage to reform himself, we have to understand him, I have no parents since I was a child, in fact, I am very eager to have a family, I think we are now short of an old man, your father is not so bad, sometimes he is forced to be helpless, I didn't understand before, but now I understand that many times I can't help myself, you also said that your father is crying and giving you to others, It shows that he has no choice, it is normal for him to be afraid of death, you don't ask your father to be a saint, there are few people in this world who can become a saint.

Zhong Mintao had already packed his things, he pulled the big box, looked at Zhong Siyuan reluctantly, lowered his head and put the key in my hand, sighed and said sorry to Zhong Siyuan, turned around and was about to leave.

I grabbed Zhong Mintao's shoulder and said, don't leave yet, if you have anything to say, just tell your daughter, don't feel ashamed, don't feel faceless, there is a lack of communication between your father and daughter.

Zhong Mintao lowered his head and said, but seeing that Xiaoyuan doesn't want to talk to me, I have no way to explain, I did do something sorry for her, I am ashamed that I am useless, you take good care of Xiaoyuan for me, don't let her be wronged.

Zhong Mintao broke free of me, pushed the door open, and said loudly, you come back for me, everything I do is for your father and daughter to be able to unite, my work is very dangerous, I don't know when I will be in a different place, I don't want Siyuan to be helpless at that time, I don't want you to regret it for a lifetime, maybe I'm too selfish, but I'm telling the truth, you all understand me, okay?

I sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette, Zhong Siyuan and Zhong Mintao both looked at me, puzzled, in fact, what I am most worried about now is what Siyuan will do in the future, she is my girlfriend, if something happens to me, she will also be implicated, Murong Yan has her own career, there is also the Murong family, Dong Qiushui has Yao Shun, and she knows so many people, few people know about Zhao Yun and me, so the most dangerous is Zhong Siyuan.

Zhong Siyuan sat next to me and said, don't be angry, my husband is sorry, I know you are for my good, I won't say those things that make you sad, let him stay, it's better than outsiders.

I raised my head and nodded, Zhong Mintao was still standing at the door, I glanced at Zhong Mintao and said, what are you still doing in a daze, hurry over and prepare for lunch.

Zhong Mintao smiled and said, Okay, I'll go and prepare, there are vegetables in the refrigerator, Xiaoyuan likes to eat seafood the most, I'll buy some lobster and fish, you wait for me first.

Seeing Zhong Siyuan laughing shyly, I knew that she should be relieved, and the depressed things in her heart would slowly get better, this girl actually loved her father very much, but because of those things she couldn't forgive.

After Zhong Mintao left, Zhong Siyuan stood up and said, this house is so beautiful, we can live here in the future.

I stood up with a smile and grabbed Zhong Siyuan's hand, took her to the bedroom, pointed to the big bed and said, this will be our home in the future, you are the mistress of this home, I have given you the key, you put the key away.

Zhong Siyuan nodded and said, Well, then I, as the hostess, should I do something for you.

I frowned and said, what do you want to do?

Zhong Siyuan blushed and said, do ...... Be your woman, we haven't had that yet.

I smiled and said, in broad daylight, what are you thinking, besides, your dad is still here, it wouldn't be good if your dad heard.

Zhong Siyuan said with a smile, my dad thought we were already there, even if he knew, it would be nothing, besides, we are all sure of the relationship, you don't have to think about it so much, I also know that your work is very dangerous, I don't want to leave myself with regrets, I want to be your wife, be your woman, as long as you are happy and happy, I am willing to do anything, including those things that Sister Qiushui taught me, I am willing to do.

I looked at Zhong Siyuan with some surprise and said, what did you teach you?

Zhong Siyuan blushed and replied shyly, I ...... those things that serve men. I'm shy, you don't ask, it makes people blush, she said that men like women like that.

It seems that Dong Qiushui didn't teach Zhong Siyuan about other skills, but he taught a lot of such things, this woman is really a goblin, and she has brought our Siyuan badly.

But I have to say that Dong Qiushui, a demon girl, is really clever in serving men, she is definitely an experienced old driver, with many tricks and deep essence, when it comes to her, I can think of the days when she was with me in Yanjing, I learned a lot from her, otherwise it would not have been possible to make Dong Qiushui so excited and dancing.

Just as we were talking, Zhong Mintao walked in from outside, holding a lobster and a fish in his hand, Zhong Siyuan closed the door, she sat on the edge of the bed and patted the bed with a smile and said, this bed is so soft, it is so comfortable to sit on.

I walked to the window, opened the curtains, sat on the edge of the bed with a smile and said, yes, although the bed we slept on before was pretty good, it was a little hard, and it was not good for your health after a long time.

Zhong Siyuan took off her shoes and rolled around on the bed with her bare feet, she looked very naughty, but her rolling posture looked very sexy, especially the long legs on the bed, which couldn't help but make people feel refreshed.

I hugged Zhong Siyuan, kissed her on the small mouth and said, do you like it here?

Zhong Siyuan nodded and said, I like it, but I prefer you to kiss me, husband, am I the first woman to lie on this bed.

I smiled and said, what do you mean by asking this question, do you suspect that I have brought other women here, and your father is here, do you think I dare to bring other women here? Besides, I don't have any other women at all.

Zhong Siyuan said with a smile, I believe in you, even if you lie to me, I will believe you, because I really love you and love you very much, I will pretend that I don't know anything about the things between you and others, but when you are good to them, don't snub me, I am also a woman who needs to be cared for.

Zhong Siyuan looked at me affectionately, she hugged my neck and kissed me, I hugged her tightly, I was very ashamed, my first woman was not her, and I felt that I didn't love her, being with her, it was more just feelings, but feelings sometimes far exceeded love.