Chapter 376 Have you thought about it?
I sat on the edge of the bed and pressed my aunt's temples with my hands, she used to ask me to massage her, so at that time I was still standing on her back to help her step on her back, I listened to her more since I was a child, mainly because I was afraid of her, because she scolded me and beat me at every turn.
In the midst of these beatings and scolding, I have practiced massage techniques, and after helping her press her head, she seems to feel much more comfortable, she opened her small mouth and said with a smile, Xiaofan, thank you.
I smiled and said, don't be so polite, we're all family, you don't have to say such things.
Seeing my aunt is very comfortable, my mood is also good, in fact, I am not very her, when I was a child, I hated because I was ignorant, I couldn't understand why she treated me so much, when I grew up, I understood that she also felt that I was too much, so I used that method to deal with me, if I didn't beat and scold, it was me who might bully their mother and daughter in turn.
This seemingly civilized society, in fact, is still full of uncivilization, after all, people are carnivores, the instinct of animals is to attack each other, the loser is destined to be eaten alive, and if you want not to be eaten, you have to eat each other.
I saw my aunt squinting as if she was asleep, and when I let go of my hand and was about to stand up, my aunt grabbed my hand, and she squinted at me and said, don't go, sit down and stay with me.
I laughed and said, does your head still hurt? I'm pinching it for you for a while.
My aunt shook her head and said, my head doesn't hurt anymore, it's much better to be pinched by you for a while, I miss you Xiaofan so much, it really seems like you, the family needs a man, we two women, we are always bullied, you are not here, we will be ruined sooner or later, it is better to be cheap than others.
I had a vague feeling that my aunt was not speaking in the right way, and her eyes were very misty, which made me a little worried, and I had noticed once a long time ago that she was acting abnormally, and it seemed to me that she had other thoughts.
I smiled and said, you drank too much, it's better to go to bed early.
My aunt shook her head and said, I didn't drink much, I'm very sober now, don't you think Xiao Yun and I are very beautiful? Although I am not young, I have been able to maintain it well over the years.
Looking at my aunt's appearance like a young little girl, I can't stand it a little, women will only do such cute and naïve or even idiotic things in front of the people they like, but such things are very speechless.
I can't like her, in my eyes, the relationship between her and me can't develop to any point, although I used to think that she was ruined by Dean Wang, but I don't want Dean Wang to let go, let me come by myself, even if I have thoughts about her, it is not the right idea.
First of all, Zhao Yun is the girl I like, if Zhao Yun knows, then what has become of me, I am really inferior, she will hate me for the rest of her life in the future, and my aunt is now drunk and drunk, so she will say such a confusing thing.
If I really do something, my aunt will be sober, and maybe she will regret it, after all, after drinking, people's behavior is no big or small, which is very bad.
I stood up and said, okay aunt, don't talk about it, you are very beautiful and beautiful, you can sleep now, I'll go outside and pack up my things, you go to bed early.
After saying that, I strode into the living room, when I closed the door and was about to clean up, I saw that the bedroom next door was half open, I walked to the door and took a look, Zhao Yun, who was wearing pajamas, sat on the sofa and smoked, she didn't know how to smoke much, and coughed while smoking.
I walked into the room, grabbed Zhao Yun's hand and said, if you don't know how to smoke, don't smoke.
Zhao Yun shook off my hand and said, I want you to care, who are you, why do you want to take care of me, I don't want you to care, you don't listen to me at all, then I don't want to listen to you, I don't smoke, but I'm not studying hard, everyone will not become a will, just like those bad women, smoking and sleeping with men, is it the only way you can get used to it, you feel that such a woman is worthy of you and suitable for you.
This mother and daughter are really okay, they just appeased their aunt, and now Zhao Yun is sick again, I really don't have anything she can do.
I pointed at Zhao Yun and said, I'll be honest with you, it's not that I don't like you, it's not that I don't love you, it's that I can't announce our relationship, I can't let others know that you are my girlfriend, and I can't go shopping with you, and I can't go to school with you, I don't think I'm worthy of you, I'm not qualified to be your boyfriend, those women don't need me to go shopping with me, and they don't need me to go to school with me.
Zhao Yun stood up and said. Then you mean to say that I am asking too much.
I shook my head and said, I didn't mean that, your request is not excessive, being my boyfriend is just the most basic requirement, but I can't even meet a basic requirement now.
Zhao Yun snorted and said, then why don't you tell me, why are you just so perfunctory to me, we can sit down and talk about anything, you don't have time to go shopping with me, I'm not so unreasonable, you can't go to school with me, I also understand your distress, why do you think I'm so idiot, I'm so stupid, I'm not stupid, I'm not a nerd, and I never thought of asking you to be responsible for anything, I know we may not have a future, and I don't know how long I can endure it, Yang Fan, do you love me?
I lowered my head and looked at Zhao Yun who was sitting on a stool and looking at Erlang's legs with cigarettes and her hair scattered, she was really beautiful, beautiful like a goblin, she was usually as cold as frost, it was rare to talk to me with emotions, and it was rare to express her thoughts.
I swallowed a mouthful of saliva and said, well, I love you, I have liked you since I was a child, although you always scold me and beat me, but I am not angry at all, because I like you, I really love you, even if I am rejected by you again and again, I have not changed, just.
Zhao Yun shook her head and said, no, I don't want to hear it, I know that I shouldn't have rejected you at the beginning, it was because I wasn't prepared, maybe I was blamed for being too hypocritical, it feels good to be liked by you and confessed by you, really my heart will beat fast, maybe I have developed a habit, so every rejection is to see your next confession, I am really an idiot, a good idiot.
I frowned, and I was shocked by this explanation, but now that I think about it, it really is possible.
Zhao Yun threw away the cigarette butt in her hand and stood up, pounced on me all of a sudden, and threw me directly on the sofa, she lowered her head and kissed me, I opened my mouth The landlord put one hand around Zhao Yun's neck, and one hand around Zhao Yun's small waist, her graceful figure, let me feel, the taste of red wine in her small mouth, is constantly brewing.
It's not the first time we've kissed, but it seems to be the first time she's kissed me so actively, so direct, and didn't give me a chance at all.
My head is scared, I only feel that Zhao Yun and I are left in my world, and the two of us are a complete one when combined.
I turned over and became a little active, Zhao Yun pillowed the pillow on the sofa and opened her small mouth to hug my neck and said, Yang Fan kissed me, don't stop, I like to be kissed by you.
This is undoubtedly the biggest stimulation for me, when a woman says such a thing, men will become crazy, and I am no exception, after all, I am also a normal man, and I really like her, and I love her deeply in my heart.
Now I feel that my head is hypnotized, and my body is a little disobedient, I bowed my head and kissed Zhao Yun, and Zhao Yun was well-behaved, she was not even satisfied with a simple kiss, because our relationship has been sublimated to another realm.
I am no longer satisfied with a kiss, for me I want more, even after my mind is blank, my body is no longer controlled by myself, it is completely unpersonal behavior, the most primitive power in the body drives me to love the woman I like.
Zhao Yun's legs are very white and long, because she is wearing pajamas, so she looks very sexy, and her hand ripped off my belt, this is to help me......
I put my hand on Zhao Yun's face and said, have you thought about it, don't do things that you will regret for the rest of your life.