Chapter 153: The Instinct to Survive
When I opened my eyes again, Murong Yan in a white shirt and black pencil pants was standing in front of me, she took a cucumber in her hand and ate it with relish, she saw me wake up and said with a smile, You finally woke up, do you know, it's more than one o'clock now, you can really sleep, you have slept since the morning.
I rubbed my dizzy head and stood up and said, "Why are you here, this is the police station."
Murong Yan said with a smile, why can't I come if you can come, Yang Fan, I can tell you, I was just passing by, not coming to see you.
I have to say that women are duplicitous, Murong Yan is no exception even if she is the daughter of a rich family, I smiled and said, I know that you are just passing by, how can the eldest lady of a rich family like you come over to see me, I am just a nobody.
Murong Yan stared at me angrily, she squeaked and ate the cucumber in her hand in one go, looking at her vicious eating, I was really a little scared in my heart, this Nizi rarely loses her temper, at least when I am with her, she is laughing most of the time, even if someone says something ugly, she will not be angry, so I am really a little uncomfortable to see her angry suddenly.
I smiled awkwardly and said, don't be like this, I'm just joking, and you know that I'm a person who likes to joke.
Murong Yan glanced at me and said, I don't believe it, why have you never joked about letting me be your girlfriend?
I embarrassed and said, "The two of us are not suitable, look at your daughter, you're looking at me, a stinky dick, not a person from the same world, it's impossible to come together, you must be in love, and the two people who love each other know no boundaries.,In fact, you're wrong.,There are boundaries.。
Murong Yan sighed and said, how can I tell you, Miss Ben is a few years older than you, and she has seen a lot of things, as for your simple and naïve thoughts, I can also understand it, you think I haven't thought about it deeply, in fact, I have thought about it several times, if I really want to find a man who is your so-called right person, I will not return to China, in those developed countries outside, the class level is seriously differentiated, and people from the lower class will probably not be able to enter the circle of the upper class in this life, I hate that kind of life, I like this country, although you feel that many times you can't be completely equal, but at least I don't think it's as annoying as abroad, especially since there can't be a man like you abroad.
I pretended not to hear anything, took a look in the room, and found that Fan Shaolong and Zhu Guike were gone, and the room became much more tidy, Murong Yan patted me on the shoulder and said, Okay, classmate Yang Fan, the time to detain you has come for us to go.
I smiled and nodded and followed behind Murong Yan, after coming out of the police station, I saw the Hummer car parked on the road, Murong Yan in the impression of many people, they like gorgeous sports cars, and rarely buy this kind of bulky car.
Murong Yan walked to the side of the Hummer, opened the door and said, Get in the car Today, Miss Ben is your full-time driver, I will go wherever you want, you didn't say it was inappropriate, let's just try to walk into each other's lives and see if it is suitable or not.
If you want to say that this Murong Yan is really enough, I don't know whether to call her infatuated or obsessed, I am so obvious, she still refuses to give up.
Seeing that I didn't get in the car, Murong Yan ran to my side and forcibly pulled me from the ground into the car, what she did was simply a female hooligan.
After sitting in the car, I was a little curious to say, you haven't always liked sports cars, how can you change your taste.
Murong Yan pouted and said, I do like sports cars, but I gradually found that sports cars have no effect at all except for looking good, I now prefer this kind of sturdy Hummer car, not to mention a sense of security, and I am not afraid of hitting others, maybe an idea for one age.
I laughed and said, you see, people's perceptions change from moment to moment, and I'm just the ideas you have at some immature stage.
Murong Yan nodded and said, what you said is right, only after experiencing immaturity can you become mature, I didn't say that I want to be with you for the rest of my life, maybe I like you just on a whim, maybe this love can last for a week, a month, a year, I'm not sure, but the only thing I'm sure of is that I really like you and love you, I will think about you every day, and my head is full of you, so I will come to you with a thick skin, you can think that I don't care if I don't have a face, love is love, I won't deceive myself, I just don't want to leave myself with regrets.
Murong Yan lit a lady's cigarette, her smoking posture and movements were very chic, it seemed that she was also an old smoking gun, she said in a choked voice, do you know, I once had a failed relationship, it was abroad, I fell in love with such an excellent man, his family background is good, his grades are good and handsome, he is the man that all girls dream of, once he held a party and invited me to participate, after I passed, he confessed to me, he said he liked me.
Murong Yan shook his head with a smile and said, I was still very excited at the time, because I also liked him a little, girls who don't like handsome guys, like such perfect men, but no one is perfect, perfect things are all disguised and deceitful.
Murong Yan cried even more fiercely, I think that relationship must have hurt her so deeply that now she looks as if she has a split personality.
I lit a cigarette and patted Murong Yan on the shoulder, Murong Yan said with a wry smile, we have been dating for more than half a year, he saved me from my lover to go to the hotel and prepared a romantic candlelight dinner, she proposed to me, I agreed, he wanted to have a relationship with me, I said no, although he was not angry, but his attitude towards me changed.
Listening to Murong Yan tell emotional stories is really exciting, and it can be regarded as adding some different colors to my life, I said with a smile, and then?
Murong Yan shook his head and said, and then he kept asking for it, from asking for it once a month, asking for it once a week, to asking for it once a week, to asking for it on the last day, and then finally he would make that kind of request whenever he met, and finally he split his legs, found another woman, and specially called me to go to his hotel to see him make waves, I didn't get angry at the time, nor did I slap him, but applauded and applauded him, I knew that he was not a good thing, and it was not worth it to be angry with him.
I shook my head and said, this is your fault, the two of them have known each other for half a year, they are both college students, and there is nothing in the relationship, you have not allowed to touch, he is a young man with strong blood, besides, he is still rich and handsome, you can't let him solve it with five girls.
Murong Yan nodded and said, what you said is right, but do you know that what he said to me was also said to many women, and she said it before we met, and he also said it after we met, the reason why I didn't agree to his request was because he slept in another woman's bed the day before I rejected him, and on the day I rejected him, he slept on another woman's bed, this kind of person is an animal, not worthy of my love.
I laughed and said, okay, maybe you're doing the right thing, but don't beat people to death with a stick, there are still good men in your circle.
Murong Yan shook his head and said, you don't know this circle, I have lived in this circle since I was a child, I know more things than you, and I have seen more things than you, the girls who married out of our family before almost never slept in the same bed with their husbands, they all played their own games, and this is the status quo in high society, because everyone is used to it, so no one will say anyone, but that is not the life I want.
I smiled awkwardly and said, it's wonderful, I really can't understand the things in your circle, and I'm not too clear, it's normal for you to have your thoughts, but I want to say that you're still looking for the wrong person, you shouldn't know our circle, I'm in contact with a group of dicks, no identity background, and no social status, so sometimes I fight hard when I encounter things, you think we're brave, but in fact, bullshit's bravery, that's a survival instinct, nothing great, it's not worth your love, the more you love me, the more I feel inferior, I really don't deserve you.