45. Soul Leaving Azusa Flowers is like a cloud
"Recently, I always dream that you are married, and I am stunned to think about it, even if you have gone to the next life, you are only a three-year-old child, who to marry? Unless it's a doll kiss with someone. Doll pro? I and you are also baby relatives, I never thought that fate was so shallow, and now after a lifetime, I am afraid that it will never be continued. Dye, if you haven't reincarnated yet, come and see me, I want to see you. ”
After reading those letters, Rao Anran couldn't calm down for a long time, looked up at the cloud-like catalpa flowers, and tears fell involuntarily. She had heard that the wild goose was a loyal bird, and that when her partner died, the other would die of depression. But birds can die, Mu Jingcheng, I don't know if it's really still floating in this world.
The evening wind blew, and many of the flowers on the tree fell, and one fell on her hand. She picked up the flower, looked at it carefully, and suddenly remembered Zhu Shuzhen's poem: "The flowers on the branches are blooming, and the jealous flowers are more urging each other." I wish to teach the Qingdi to be the eldest master, and Mo Xun has dotted green moss. ”
Mu Jingcheng and Bai Luozhi are the flowers on the branches of Lianli who are jealous of the wind and rain. However, where does the flower know what sadness is? It's just personnel. She sighed and tossed the flower into the grass.
Getting closer and closer to Qingming, the sadness in Rao Anran's heart was also amplified a little bit, thinking of the tragic death of her father, she was often so distressed that she couldn't sleep peacefully in the middle of the night, and she didn't see Mu Jingcheng for a long time without dreams, and she didn't know if he really wanted to be reincarnated.
The servant of the family went to sweep Mu Jingcheng's yard, and she also took the opportunity to go in, and as soon as she entered the courtyard, she saw him wearing dark blue clothes and playing the piano under the tree. She couldn't help but feel happy that she finally saw him.
"Jing Cheng."
Mu Jingcheng looked up and saw that it was her, stopped what he was doing, and complained a little: "I thought I was going to leave Jiangzhou and didn't want to come to see me." ”
"How so?" She sat down beside him and hurriedly explained, "I've been sleepless for the past few days, and I want to see you too......"
Speaking of this, she felt that there was something wrong with this, so she hurriedly changed her words, "I want to accompany you well before going to Jiangzhou......"
Something is still wrong.
Mu Jingcheng saw her embarrassment, and said with a smile: "I understand, I understand." ”
She looked at him, her heart was uncomfortable, and she didn't know what he was thinking at this time, she wanted to talk to him well, but she didn't want to reveal his scars, and for a while the two of them were silent, and they didn't know what to say.
"Are you ready?" It was Mu Jingcheng who spoke first.
"There's nothing to prepare, but he wants to come back to worship his ancestors, so Mother Wu is busy worshipping his ancestors." She knew that he asked about going to Shunzhou.
Hearing this, he smiled, "Everyone has gone to reincarnate, what ancestors do you worship?" ”
"Isn't there still you?"
"Those who didn't go to the underworld to report can't receive sacrifices."
She sighed, "What do you want?" I'll burn it for you. ”
"Nothing to want." He said lightly, looking up at the falling flowers, "I went to ask Chenghuang, and he said that I was left in the world because I was too obsessed with the yang world so I couldn't be reincarnated." ”
"But what can be done?" She frowned and asked, after all, after they left, he was the only one left.
He turned to look at her, "There is a box behind the flower stand in my study, and there are some things I have written, and if I burn them, I can go to reincarnation." ”
Hearing this, her heart sank, and she looked at him speechless for a while. The person in front of him is really Mu Jingcheng!
"Crying for what?" He asked worriedly, frowning.
She hurriedly wiped away her tears, "It's okay, I'll help you find it." ”
"Don't be busy burning after finding it, I want to watch you leave, and you can burn it again when you get to Shunzhou."
"I want to send you away."
"No, listen to me, burn it again when you arrive in Shunzhou, I know that you will be relieved when you arrive."
Although her heart was full of unbearable, she had to nod her head in agreement.
He smiled and raised his hand to wipe her tears, "Don't cry, there is no banquet in the world, I don't dare to think that there are still people in this world who remember me, and it is fate to meet you." I'm blessed, you and Mu Chenhui have to be good. ”
She cried so hard that she nodded her head and said she would.
He sighed, picked up the flowers that fell on the piano, and chanted: "In the past, when the catalpa flowers were about to burn, the beautiful woman smiled and leaned on the moon gate. This year, Zihua is like a cloud......" he smiled, turned to look at Rao Anran and said, "What do you say should be written in the next sentence?" ”
Hearing this, Rao Anran mourned in his heart, this poem should be that he did not finish writing the mourning poem.
Rao Anran cried like a tearful man, where do you know what to write?
"I didn't know what to write, I felt that the words in the world couldn't describe my feelings, but now I know that Su Shi has written it for me, and it is 'even if we meet, I don't know'."
"Yes, yes, I heard that not all people can be reincarnated immediately after death, and some people will wait for many years in the underworld." She looked at him with a determined look in her eyes.
"I can't meet it," he said with a wry smile, "I really can't meet it." ”
"Your bonds are so deep, the fate on the Sansheng Stone is not over, you will meet."
Mu Jingcheng looked at her, gently brushed the broken hair from her face, and said with a smile: "Go back quickly." ”
"Jingcheng ......" She still wanted to say something, but Mu Jingcheng had already faded out of her sight, she only felt like someone had taken a piece of her heart away, and she couldn't help herself.
"Girl...... The girl ......" Seeing that she was crying sadly in her dream, Luping hurriedly woke her up.
Rao Anran opened his eyes and saw Lu Ping, took a deep breath, and pretended to be relaxed: "I dreamed that Chenhui didn't want me." ”
Hearing this, Lu Ping couldn't help laughing, "He can not do without himself, and it is impossible not to want you to get up quickly." ”
She answered and got up to wash. After breakfast, I remembered what Mu Jingcheng said to her in a dream, burning that box of letters, he could go to reincarnation. Looking at the letter, which was like blood and tears, she couldn't help but burst into tears. He only wrote down a few strokes on the paper, and those thoughts that he didn't have time to write down were only afraid of weighing a thousand pounds.
However, by burning him, he will be liberated, and he will love openly and openly in the next life.
She held the box and sat among the spring flowers, remembering his unfinished poem, "In the past, when the catalpa tree was about to burn, the beauty smiled and leaned on the moon gate. This year, Catalpa is like a cloud...... "What should be written later?"
This year, the catalpa flowers are like clouds, and I can't bear to see the beauty.
The drizzle fell on the window, and the spring breeze and tears were cool.
Shen Huai was puzzled, only Huangquan went to Lethe.
She writes like this, it's just a dog's tail and a mink, but her life has been separated from each other, and if she wants to see her again, she can only wait to jump into Lethe. She was so engrossed that someone suddenly patted her shoulder, she was startled, and when she looked up, she saw Mu Chenhui looking at her with a smile on his face, "What do you think?" So fascinating? ”
"Isn't Qingming not here yet?" She looked at him incredulously, "How are you?" ”
How did you come here?
He took her into his arms and said a little unhappily: "Are you not happy that I came early?" ”
Happy, how could she not be happy? It's just that she is still trapped in Mu Jingcheng's regrets, and it is difficult to come out for a while. She had to reach out and hug him tightly, "I thought I was dreaming!" ”
He couldn't help but smile, "I'll come back early to prepare things," widened the distance between the two, and said a little apologetically, "Father and mother are coming over this year, and they ......"
He didn't know how to say the rest. But he didn't say it, Rao Anran also knew in his heart that if his parents came and sent her here, there would definitely be no good results. Therefore, he came over in advance, sent her away first, and then made plans later.
"It's okay, I know, you don't have to be embarrassed."
He reached out and touched her face, full of apologies, "Wronged you baby." ”
She smiled, "As long as you have me in your heart, you won't be wronged in anything." ”
He grabbed her hand, put it on his chest, looked at him seriously and sincerely, and said: "There is no one here except you, no matter what happens, you have to believe me, we are the real couple." ”
It was rare to see him so serious, and she nodded solemnly, "Well, I know. ”
He hugged her again, "I have arranged everything in Shunzhou, pack up my things tonight, and tomorrow I will let Mother Wu accompany you, and I will rush over in half a month at most, don't worry." ”
"It's all up to the husband." She laughed.
He kissed her ear and let out a long sigh.
But Rao Anran listened to Mu Chenhui, it doesn't mean that Luping also listened, she heard that Mu Chenhui came back in a hurry, and she wanted to send them out in a hurry, last time because of the simple fire of the wedding, this time they all came out, and packed up their things and complained: "Since they are husband and wife, why do you want to hide from Western food like this?" Now that the raw rice has been cooked, what can the two old immortals do? ”
Rao Anran couldn't help but pull her, "You be quieter." ”
"What's wrong with me? I'm going to say it out loud, if he knows your grievances, why? It's like those unsightly outer rooms, not even as good as a concubine. ”
"That's it!" Rao Anran couldn't help but exclaimed, "More things are better than less, you just say a few words, disobedience to your parents is the easiest to fall foul of, and he is still young and can't stand such slander." ”
Luping glared at her, "Just your kindness and kindness." So saying, he threw away the burden in his hand and sat still.
At this time, Mu Chenhui happened to come in from outside the door, and when he saw Lu Ping losing his temper, he asked with a smile, "What's wrong with Miss Lu Ping?" ”
Rao Anran glared at her, signaled her not to talk nonsense, and smiled at Mu Chenhui instead: "She is not happy to move away suddenly after living in it." ”
Mu Chenhui sighed, "Follow me, both your master and servant will suffer." ”
Hearing the guilt in his words, Lu Ping said politely: "When you arrive in Shunzhou, you shouldn't have to avoid anyone anymore, right?" ”
"Shunzhou is our small home, and Ran'er is the hostess, who do you need to avoid? It's our green girl who is the housekeeper's girl, who dares to provoke? ”
Hearing this, Luping wanted to pull her face again but couldn't hold back, and couldn't help laughing. If it's really a man's mouth, a coaxing ghost, no wonder his master was deceived to death.
Seeing Lu Ping smiling, Rao Anran also relaxed a little, thinking that after these few days, it would be light.