Chapter 734: A sense of security
Wu Lao suddenly realized, and he sighed lowly: "I don't recommend her to continue working. ”
Xu Sa said in embarrassment: "Old Wu, this is difficult. ”
Not to mention that there are no fewer people in the serious crime team, and secondly, no one is sure that Su Tong can give up her job, and even mentioning her for treatment will cause her reflexive resistance.
"It's best to avoid reminding her of things that would cause her to react to them, and in her case, I recommend suspension."
If she continues to work, it will be torture and irritating for her.
The mental stress that a person can withstand is only that great, and if the upper limit of the human body is exceeded, that person will collapse.
In the long run, she will lose control of her life and even fall into depression from which she cannot extricate herself.
The phone rang, interrupting the conversation between the two.
Xu Sa glanced at it and put it back in his pocket: "Then I'll go first." ”
Wu Lao bowed his head.
It was Su Tong's call.
Xu Sa's eyebrows pressed down in a brisk step, he had been going to the toilet for too long, and Su Tong should have guessed that he was going to the consultation room.
He walked into the toilet and washed his hands before coming out.
Su Tong held her mobile phone and leaned against the car door, her eyes were anxiously looking left and right, and her body was in a tense state.
As soon as Xu Sa's figure appeared, she couldn't wait to trot over and accuse, "Why have you been so long!" ”
Xu Sa coveted her face, her eyes drooped, and she fell on her five fingers that were unconsciously clasped on his wrist, she didn't seem to notice how much strength she had, and the edge of the grabbing showed a whiteness of overexertion.
Xu Sa smiled unchanged, took her to the car, and explained softly: "I smoked a cigarette." ”
"Oh."
Su Tong didn't say anything, and her posture changed to holding his arm with both hands, which was a state of extreme dependence, if her nose sniffed carelessly.
Sensitive, suspicious, insecure.
This is the current Su Tong.
Xu Sa personally buckled the safety belt to Su Tong, then closed the door and returned to the driver's seat, he smiled: "Do you want to have supper?" ”
"Let's go straight home." Sitting in the enclosed space, her symptoms seemed to ease quite a bit.
In order not to let Su Tong think too much, Xu Sa tried his best to pick fun things to share with Su Tong along the way.
Su Tong mentioned that Wu Lao said that he used to be at school, and Xu Sa spared no effort to tell all his troubles.
Until the car was parked smoothly downstairs in the community.
Su Tong unbuckled her seat belt and pushed the door to get out of the car, but the surrounding environment made her feel that something was wrong, she raised her eyes to look at Xu Sa, this is Xu Sa's home.
Xu Sa locked the car, raised his hand and rubbed it at his temples, and lied without changing his face: "I'm a little tired today, so I'll sleep here for one night." ”
Su Tong's current state is cloudy and uncertain, and he is not suitable for a single person.
Her home was empty, Feng Qingxue lived in the compound, and Su Zhiyun was captured by Wei Sen.
He was afraid that Su Tong would be more seriously stimulated when he went back and saw familiar things.
Beyond tonight, he had to find a reason to keep her going.
"What's the fuss?"
After Su Tong finished washing, he sat on the edge of the bed motionless, frowning slightly and looking annoyed.
Xu Sa approached her and sat down beside her.
Su Tong raised her eyes, a little dazed, she actually knew that something was wrong with her.
It's like a small ball, beating in a closed and quiet space, but this space is closed, and no matter how hard the ball struggles and tries, it can't find its way out.
Her body and mind were occupied by pain and suffering, and she wanted to find a way out, but she didn't know how to vent the anguish in her heart.
She didn't even know what was wrong with her.
"I ......"
Su Tong spit out a word with difficulty, and his throat was dry.
She closed her eyes suddenly, and Yingjun's facial features and gentle eyes disappeared in front of her, and her vision was dark.
She felt like crying.
Suddenly, a strong force pulled her into a warm embrace, tight, and the hands were firmly clasped behind her, as if to embed people in her body.
"You'll be fine, you're Su Tong."
Xu Sa exhaled deeply, let go of the hug, pinched her shoulders with both hands, and asked her to look directly at herself: "I'll take you somewhere tomorrow?" ”
"Where?"
Xu Sa hooked his lips and smiled: "You'll know when the time comes." ”
Su Tong bowed his head thoughtfully, and in the next second, the soft mattress suddenly slumped in.
Su Tong was shocked, Xu Sa had already gone to bed, turned off the lights, turned on the bedside lamp, and the actions were done in one go, and it seemed that he usually did a lot of work.
"Together?"
She asked tentatively, she just wanted to be alone for a while now, maybe she could come up with the result after a night of silence.
Xu Sa couldn't help but pull her into his arms, and covered the quilt for her well, and his thin lips fell on her smooth forehead: "Sleep." ”
The warm breath quietly hit Su Tong's face, warm, but itchy.
Su Tong opened his eyes widely and looked at Xu Sa's face through the faint light of the bedside lamp.
The eyelashes are longer than that of girls, and they must have looked like girls when they were young, so they are especially popular.
In his mind, he temporarily imagined a cute and feminine little boy, Su Tong couldn't help but hook his lips and smile.
Xu Sa has always been very clear about the perception of the outside world, so he is also very clear about the gaze that falls on his face, he closed his eyes for about ten minutes, and finally couldn't help but cover the other party's eyes with his hand, and his voice was hoarse: "Sleep." ”
His eyes flickered, his eyelashes flickered in his palms, tickling people's hearts.
Su Tong's cold voice carried a demagogic taste in the night: "I can't sleep." ”
When the words fell, she closed her eyes, took the initiative to stretch out her arms and wrap her arms around Xu Sa's thin waist, buried her head in his chest, and said in a muffled voice: "I don't know what's wrong with me, as if I don't know myself." ”
This sentence is like a key, which suddenly opens the soft treasure box in Xu Sa's heart.
His heart was so soft that he wished to build a crystal box for Su Tong and put her in it to keep it well, and he didn't know about these human sufferings anymore.
But he couldn't.
He could only hug her in his arms, again and again, gently, softly, softly, patting her thin back, comforting: "It's okay, you still have me, I will help you." ”
One of his comrades-in-arms suffered from post-traumatic stress disorder after participating in a large-scale anti-drug mission, but the scene at that time was so bloody that many colleagues who went to the mark couldn't help but vomit on the spot.
As for Su Tong, he is more inclined to have a long-term pressure in his heart, and he can't find an opening that can be dredged for a long time.
It's like a drain blocked by hair and debris, completely blocked, and Su Tong's condition has completely exploded.