Chapter 855: A Heavy Heart
When I was a child, I always said that my mother didn't hurt me, it turned out that my own mother didn't hurt me, it turned out that she didn't hurt herself, she had died for herself, looking at her mother's grave, looking at that photo, Tang Fei always had an indescribable loneliness in his heart, maybe it was desolation, if his mother was alive, how good he would be!
"I'm sorry, Mom, I didn't know you were gone, I thought my mother abandoned me, so I never came to you, maybe, I should have come to see you earlier!"
Tang Fei's voice was very low, he felt that he was quite sorry for his mother, because his mother died for him, not what he imagined, his mother abandoned him, if it was his mother who abandoned him since he was a child, Tang Fei really didn't want to admit it, and it was not interesting to find it, a woman who could abandon her own son, what kind of good woman could she be, and how could she be a mother worthy of her son's filial piety? But......
Over the years, I feel that I have indeed done a lot of things wrong, grandma has not been to worship for some years, although there is a gambler father in my hometown, but grandma raised herself, and she really has to go to worship, and her mother, Tang Fei also feels that she should have come to find it earlier, if it weren't for her sister, if she didn't find herself, really, she felt that she was really going to become an unfilial son.
It's very cold, it's snowing, and it's blowing the north wind, the cold wind is blowing for a long time, it will freeze sick, go back, Yang Qian also pulled her younger brother and said: "Brother, don't think so much, let's go back first, it's very cold, every year in the future, we will come together to worship my mother, come to talk to her, I think my godmother is in the spirit of the sky, and I will be pleased." ”
"Hmmm! Sister, every year after that, we come back to see my mother, and then we also go to worship my grandparents. ”
"Hmm!" Yang Qian nodded, "Brother, let's go, next time I come to see my godmother, the snow is so heavy today, my hands are going to be frozen." ”
The snow is very heavy, it is indeed very cold, although Yang Qian wears warm clothes, but she has not been back for many years, and she has not experienced such a cold day for a long time, she can't stand it, and her body feels cold.
"Sister, lean over and I'll hold you!" Tang Fei hugged his sister tightly, and his sister was like a wife given to him by his mother, his sister's gentleness and virtue, affection and righteousness, just like the daughter-in-law in her mother's mind, because of her mother's appearance, just like this kind of woman, she came to worship her mother with her sister, just like bringing her mother's daughter-in-law to see her.
Perhaps, I should love my sister more, whether it is because of my sister herself, or this fate given to me by my mother, if my mother doesn't send me to the countryside, how will I know my sister, how can I have this wife, maybe, this is what my mother arranged for herself, coming down from the steps, Tang Fei was afraid that her sister would freeze, so she hugged her tightly, for this sister, Tang Fei really loves her, her love for her, more than any of them, my sister has never abandoned herself for so many years, and has always taken care of herself, I have paid too much for myself, and I really owe my sister a lot of things.
Come out of the park, get to the car, start the car, turn on the air conditioner, in the car, the air conditioner is warm, it is really cold outside, the sleet has become goose feather snow, Liantang, it is much colder than Hancheng, the temperature is basically about ten degrees lower, Hancheng is still five or six degrees, Liantang is now a few degrees below zero, and so on for another month, the lowest temperature in Liantang is coming, it may reach more than ten degrees below zero, although the weather of minus ten degrees, Liantang does not last much, but there are still a few days.
got into the car, Tang Fei held his sister's hand in the palm of his hand, and then blew to warm his sister's hand, really, his sister is like a baby in his heart, he is afraid of melting in his hand, and Yang Qian is also smiling sweetly, she feels that her brother hates and spoils her, look at her brother is simple, for fear that she will freeze, this feeling, hate is very comfortable, the more I look at it, the more I think this guy is cute, and the more she likes her.
It's no wonder that they also like their younger brother very much, when he gets serious, he is still very careful and brainy, and he feels sorry for them to the bone, that is, he is usually lazy and uninhibited, forming that hooligan atmosphere, that hooligan energy, sometimes it is really annoying.
"Sister, today, you tell me this, does my dad know?"
"I haven't told him yet, but I asked my aunt, that is, Xi Yao's mother, she is your aunt, and she is also your mother's sister, she came to our house, in fact, she came to see you, and Xi Yao was with you, she also came to live with us, and the purpose of her coming to Hancheng was actually this."
“……!” Tang Fei nodded, no wonder Auntie is so good to herself, so kind, she is not only an aunt, but also a sister of her mother, it's just Xiyao's business, she is so attentive, Auntie won't blame herself, won't she object? Tang Fei couldn't help but ask: "That Xiyao's matter, that aunt didn't say anything about me, didn't blame me?" ”
"No, if she blames you, she won't come to see you, and she still wants you to call her mother! However, you are not allowed to bully Xi Yao, she is the daughter of your aunt, and your aunt is so good to you, and she is your mother's sister, if you let them down, you will really be sorry for your mother. ”
“……!” How dare Tang Fei bully Xi Yao, but this time, I always feel embarrassed, if I am so angry and seen by my mother, I am really afraid that my mother will beat me, my aunt is my mother's sister, looking at her, I really feel a little like my mother, just my own style, I am afraid that she will scold herself, and my heart is inexplicably weak for a while.
Hey, what you have to face, you have to face it after all, you are ugly, it is estimated that your father and aunt are very clear, the ugly daughter-in-law always has to see her in-laws, her own virtue, I hope my aunt will not be surprised.
My sister's hands were hot, Tang Fei let go of Yang Qian, and the bridgehead accumulated snow all of a sudden, the sleet before, the snow melted down, and now there are some places in the bridge, the snow has not melted, looking at the goose feather snow, and the entire Liantang Reservoir, the snowflakes keep falling, I haven't seen the snow scene for many years, the snow scene is very beautiful, and in the middle of the reservoir, those small islands in the middle of the lake, also under the cover of the university, seem more mysterious, more quiet, although the scenery is very beautiful, but in the heart, there is always a trace of sadness, why does my mother die, why ......
Tang Fei still couldn't let go in his heart, as if he could go back to decades ago, hold his mother, and keep his mother, looking at the river, he really hoped that time could be turned back and everything could be repeated.
Tang Fei was not in a hurry to go back to the hotel, he wanted to be quiet outside, although the car started, but it didn't start, but the air conditioner was running, and Yang Qian seemed to know her brother's inner thoughts, she didn't like her brother's mother to come back to life, Yang Qian leaned over to her brother's side, her delicate little mouth, kissed Tang Fei on the cheek, and then said gently: "Brother, don't think about it, go back first, wait for the next Qingming, Xinyi and I will come to worship the godmother, the godmother is in the spirit of the sky, and she will definitely be comforted." ”
"Hopefully!" Tang Fei nodded helplessly, looked at the gloomy sky outside, and then asked, "Sister, you say, if my mother knew that I was nonsense, would she be angry and beat me?" ”
"You still know that you're afraid of your mother beating me! I see you, just less beaten! When you were a child, you were naughty to death, and when you were older, you were a ruffian, and you ran out to be a mercenary, if your mother knew that you didn't want to die when you went out, she would have whipped you with a rattan bar. ”
“……!” Being nagged by his sister like this, Tang Fei also smiled embarrassedly, hey, if he had a good mother, he would do those things by himself, his mother would really beat him to death, although he was not disloyal and unfilial, but he had really done a lot of.
As a son, Tang Fei also knows that he is not a very well-behaved and sensible son, nor is he a boy who is smart and gentle in the eyes of ordinary people, and he is far from that, in some places, he really wants to be beaten by his mother, just like his brothers, his brothers are not unfilial sons, but they are not good sons by their parents' side, and he is by his mother's side, his own virtue should be like that, if there is a mother who cares about herself, it is estimated that her mother would have pumped her ass a long time ago.
Forget it, let's go, I really have to change it in the future, continue to be so skinny, it will really make my mother angry, even if she is no longer alive, but my mother is in her heart, she is in the spirit of heaven, and she will also look at herself, she really wants to do a good job and be a good son.
Driving, back to the hotel, because of the heavy snow, the hotel guests are also less, such weather, few people are willing to come out, stay in the hotel, in the room, and the rest of the county, are not willing to move, the hotel is quiet.
went upstairs with my sister, the room was not cleaned up, it was messed up by the two of them, and there were traces of their madness in the bedroom, hey, embarrassing, Yang Qian came back and saw the masterpiece of herself and her younger brother, no, it should be said that it was her brother's masterpiece, she was just obedient, Yang Qian blushed.
Helpless, hurry up and clean it up, being discovered, where will she put her face, Yang Qian also instructed: "Brother, you call the front desk to clean up the dishes and chopsticks, I will clean up the house, you see what the house has become." ”
"Oh!" Tang Fei listened to his sister's instructions and went to the living room to call the front desk, and outside, the wind blew from the Liantang Reservoir and blew on the glass window of the balcony, and it was really cold.
But as soon as he cleaned up, Tang Fei found that his phone was also ringing, it was the little girl's phone, Tang Fei answered the phone and said, "Hey, Yutong, what's the matter?" ”
"Uncle, when are you coming back, didn't you say to come back to send me? I'm going to school the day after tomorrow! On the other end of the phone, the little girl's playful voice is still so cute and tricky, but it sounds quite comfortable.