47. Leaving the Soul: Past and Present Lives

With Wu's mother as a cover-up card, Mu Chenhui didn't care about it, still let Rao Anran live in the same place, and often continued to visit her from time to time. Rao Anran turned a blind eye to this, neither ridiculed him, nor gave him a good look. Mu Chenhui knew that she was angry, so she didn't take the initiative to provoke her, saying something that she wanted to die or live.

When Qingming was approaching, Mu Chenhui was very busy, so he didn't go to see her. couldn't see him, Rao Anran also got a little clean, and often hid in Mu Jingcheng's house, read all the books he had read, and passed the time when he resented Mu Chenhui.

On this day, she took a copy of "Anthology" and flipped under the tree, suddenly heard the sound of the courtyard door being pushed open, and raised her eyes to see Mu Chenhui's wife Sun slowly walking in, looking at her and smiling: "I came to see you, but I heard Luping say that you are here." ”

Rao Anran wanted to laugh, but she couldn't laugh after a lot of effort, so she gave up, looked at the stone bench and motioned for her to sit, and asked calmly, "What are you looking for me?" ”

Sun sat down and looked at her with a gentle smile, "I just came to see if you are feeling better, how is it, is there anything uncomfortable?" ”

Rao Anran is not a fool, and this Sun family is naturally not either. Her husband doesn't go back to the house to see him when he comes home every day, but she runs here diligently, and if there is nothing to do, no one will believe her.

"No, it's all good." As he spoke, he sat up and poured her a cup of tea, "I'm sorry for my sister-in-law." ”

"It's okay." Sun was still smiling, "Chenhui has been busy coming to see you recently, I'll take a look for him, and he is more relieved." ”

Rao Anran's words sounded a little harsh, and the tone of this person's main room was inevitably a little too much, probably because he was suspicious of her relationship with Mu Chenhui, and wanted to suppress her as the main room. But as everyone knows, in Mu Chenhui's heart, she is nothing, and she is not as important as Rao Anran's hair. Rao Anran raised the tea and took a sip, and said lightly: "It's not a big deal, it's just that my brother is good, and my sister-in-law can tell him not to come over today." ”

These words are neither intimate nor sparse, neither provoking nor showing off, but choking Sun indistinctly, it seems that she is a little troublesome and small-bellied.

"He's really good, those playmates when I was a child avoided it since they grew up, and I really envy you for having such a good relationship." Sun looked at Rao Anran and smiled extremely sincerely.

And these words successfully made Rao Anran frown, it seems that she has to listen to herself today to say what she and Mu Chenhui are willing to do. She closed the book, looked at Sun with a somewhat unhappy face, and was about to speak, when she saw Wu's mother coming in with medicine. She thought of Wu's mother's goodness, so she didn't continue to speak.

Mother Wu saw that Sun was here, and said with a smile: "Grandma is also here." ”

"Come and talk to my sister, I'm bored in the room alone." Sun got up and smiled.

Mother Wu smiled and put the medicine on the stone bench, blocking Rao Anran, and said a little apologetically: "Grandma is kind, but this girl in my family is withdrawn, I'm afraid I can't say a few words with you." ”

Hearing this, Rao Anran glanced at Mother Wu and hooked the corners of her mouth, it is true that there must be a mother and a son, Mother Wu's level of speaking and her ability to lie are as smart as Mu Chenhui.

Seeing that everyone said so, the Sun family couldn't stay any longer, turned his head to look at Rao Anran, and said with a smile: "Sister, take medicine, I'll come to see you another day." ”

Rao Anran lay on the chair, glanced at her, and hummed expressionlessly.

After the people left, Mother Wu turned to look at Rao Anran, but she didn't say anything, she just lifted the medicine and said to her: "Drink the medicine, only after you have taken care of your body will you have the strength to be angry." ”

She glanced at the medicine, then looked at Mother Wu, and took the medicine bowl with a wry smile, "Thank you." ”

……

Let's say that Mu Chenhui came back from worshipping his ancestors, and was about to go to see Rao Anran, but he was stopped by Sun, who greeted him with a smile, "Husband is back?" ”

Mu Chenhui snorted, bypassed her and said in a deep voice, "I'll go see Ran'er." ”

"I went to see her today, and she is recovering well, and she can sit in the yard and read."

Hearing this, he couldn't help but turn around and look at her, frowning and saying, "Have you been looking for her?" ”

"I sit bored at home all day and go to her to talk." Sun smiled harmlessly, "She said she's fine, you don't have to go to see her every day." ”

Mu Chenhui listened, but did not doubt the truth of these words, but heard the meaning of what Sun said this. She was reminding him not to overstep. He didn't have the ability to resist his parents, if Sun went back and said that Rao Anran lived here, he was afraid that the future he sought would be immediately strangled in the cradle, so he smiled at Sun and said: "She has been like this since she was a child, she doesn't need anything, and it hasn't changed until now, did she say the same when you went to see her?" ”

Sun raised his eyes to look at him and said with a smile: "Yes, I made me go uninvited, and I felt a little abrupt." ”

"It's okay, that's her character, don't take it to heart." Mu Chenhui patiently coaxed, and after a while, he turned the topic to what to eat at night, and took her to eat Jiangzhou's specialties, coaxing the Sun family to forget about Rao Anran completely.

And after coaxing the Sun family, Mu Chenhui naturally didn't dare to go against the wind to commit a crime again, Rao Anran fell clean in an instant, and slept early. She has been insomnia for the past few days, and she desperately wants to see Mu Jingcheng and ask many things clearly. She closed her eyes and tried to put herself to sleep, but they were all closed, but she still didn't feel sleepy.

Looking at the dark night, she let out a long sigh, tears falling involuntarily. At this moment, is Mu Chenhui sleeping next to another woman? Thinking like this, I only felt as if the bottom of my heart was slowly pierced by an awl, and the pain was long and sober. What the hell should she do?

She put on a dress and went out, and there was a faint moonlight outside the house, which fell on the catalpa tree, but it became more and more heavy.

Has he ever seen a catalpa flower under the moon?

Thinking like this, she involuntarily went towards Mu Jingcheng's courtyard, the courtyard was pitch black, she walked into the house with her memory, but saw some faint lights in the study, and when she got closer, she saw Mu Jingcheng leaning on the desk and falling asleep.

Her heart sank, when did she fall asleep? She couldn't help pinching herself, and she gasped in pain, and then looked at the sleeping Mu Jingcheng, only to feel that her heart was about to jump to her throat.

"Jingcheng ......"

She cautiously called out to him, and saw him slowly raise his head, and was startled when he saw her, "Why are you here?" ”

Seeing this, Rao Anran had mixed feelings for a while, and asked cautiously, "Am I dreaming?" ”

"Yes." He stood up and walked up to her, "Don't be afraid, it's a dream." ”

Hearing this, she couldn't help but burst into tears, shook her head and said, "I'm not afraid. ”

She wasn't afraid that it wasn't a dream, she was just afraid that it was a dream.

"Even dreams have to lie to me." She smiled bitterly, for the pain just now.

Mu Jingcheng sighed, couldn't help but pull her into his arms, and said softly: "Don't think about it." ”

"I look like your fiancΓ©e, don't I?" She looked over his shoulder, looked at the faint light, and asked softly.

Hearing this, Mu Jingcheng frowned, "It's not." ”

"Mother Wu said it was like, but you said it wasn't." She smiled, "But that's right, there's only one white girl in your heart." ”

Mu Jingcheng was silent, not knowing how to answer her.

She sighed and cautiously reached out to hug him, although she knew it was fake, she also wanted to feel his warmth, "I'm here to say goodbye to you today." ”

"I can accompany you." Mu Jingcheng continued her words.

"It's not worth it."

"It's worth it."

Hearing this, she couldn't help but smile, she had never seen such a naΓ―ve Mu Jingcheng, "There is no banquet in the world that will never be dispersed, and I am also going to die." ”

"Don't do anything stupid." Mu Jingcheng looked at her vigilantly, "It is difficult for people who die in vain to be reincarnated, and it will only be more painful when the time comes." ”

Rao Anran looked at him with tears in his eyes, full of grievances: "But only then can I be free, if I live, I can't do without him at all, and I can't even solve the problem of food and clothing without him!" ”

"You can not leave him."

"Look at him and other women? It would be better to die. She sneered, "I said that I wanted to break off the relationship, and I enjoyed the brocade clothes and food he gave, I really wanted to be a bitch and set up a chastity archway, I can't do it." ”

This is the situation she is in now, self-esteem and life, only one remains. She was afraid of compromising with him in the future, and she was even more afraid of hiding like a mouse for the rest of her life, so she chose to have self-esteem.

"Ran'er, listen to me," he looked at her and said with a serious face, "the person who dies in vain will serve in hell indefinitely, and she will be in hell with hatred all the year round, and finally she will become a powerful ghost and be suppressed to the bottom of Luo Yu Mountain, then there will really be no future." ”

"But what do you tell me?"

"You can become a monk, you can read and write, you can copy some scriptures, and you can live this life in peace."

"He won't allow it," she shook her head, "I know him too well that he won't let me go unless I die." ”

It's not that she hasn't thought about becoming a monk, but just think about it, Mu Chenhui's character, she knows best, she is gentle with her, but not necessarily with others. Don't say that she is a monk, even if she marries someone else, he will snatch it back. It's not that I haven't robbed it.

"Ran'er, you can't die, I'll accompany you in his absence." Mu Jingcheng looked at her and said with a serious face.

"I can't be so selfish." She shook her head, "You've been suffering in the world for so many years, and I can't let me make you miserable anymore." Jing Cheng, you and I are fateful, thank you for your company these days, I will remember you, if there is an afterlife, I hope we can be true friends. ”

Hearing this, Mu Jingcheng only felt a great sorrow in his heart, and finally couldn't help but hold her face and cry bitterly: "How many lifetimes are you going to let me wait for you?" In the past 20 years, I finally waited for you to come, and now you are going to push me out again, I will go first, what's the point of meeting you again in the next life? You're not you, I'm not me! What's the point! ”

Rao Anran listened to his cry, and suddenly felt that his whole life had collapsed, and looked at him in disbelief, "You...... What did you just say? ”

Mu Jingcheng wiped a handful of tears and looked at her solemnly, "Do you think I can casually enter people's dreams?" ”

"I ...... I'm ......."

"When you heard about me that day, you kept thinking about it in your heart, and I was able to enter your dream, because my obsession was not gone, and because of your obsession in your previous life, I was able to talk to you. Ran'er...... No, it should be a dye, I look for you to find a good ......"

Rao Anran's heart sank, and he understood all the doubts in an instant, why he was able to enter her dream! Still such a clear dream! It turned out that it was the constant obsession of cutting in the previous life. She couldn't help it suddenly, hugged him and cried!

"Why didn't you say it earlier!"