Chapter 202: The Fog Clears (5)
The transparent jade had a faint halo, and Nangong Luojing held the piece of jade, with a lingering feeling in his heart, and he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart.
"This piece of jade" was just a soft groan, Nangong Luojing's memory was already running non-stop, if she remembered correctly, she had seen this piece of jade before, and the person wearing this piece of jade was indeed her mother.
Seeing the expression on her face with a hint of doubt, King Nan's heart moved, and he seized the opportunity and said: "You must have seen it, this is something that this king once gave to your mother, but later your mother handed it back to this king."
This is really true, Nangong Luo Jing looked at the jade pendant in her hand in surprise, she really remembered that she once put it in her hand to play with, and even she was blamed by her mother for dropping this jade pendant on the ground, that was the first time she was blamed since she could remember, and this person was her mother, and she never saw her mother wearing that jade again, right
Is this true, is it really true, the wireless doubts in her heart began to invade her heart, it is undeniable that she has begun to waver, by this piece of jade, she really began to waver, she is not suspicious of her mother, but really understands her mother's feelings for the person in front of her.
Yu Pei, who can't put it down, doesn't have an unbreakable affection, why would he punish her.
Mother, Mother, is this true?
A trace of doubt gathered into a huge net that firmly trapped her inside, and she no longer knew how to think, so she could only look at the jade pendant in her hand fixedly.
Seeing that she didn't speak, King Nan glanced at Aunt Wan, and the complexion on her face changed slightly.
And Aunt Wan was seen by him and immediately bowed down and said: "The princess just moved here today, she must be tired, the king might as well let the princess take a break."
The complexion on Nanwang's face changed again, he wanted to let Aunt Wan say something good about him in her ear, but unexpectedly, Aunt Wan opened his mouth and asked him to leave first, he didn't understand in his heart, and just wanted to say something when he saw Aunt Wan's hint to him, his heart moved, and he understood something
After groaning, he stretched out his finger and pointed at Aunt Wan and said to Nangong Luojing: "You are tired, take a break, this king still has political affairs to deal with, you take a break, this king asked her to accompany you"
When the words fell, Nangong Luo Jing didn't speak, his eyes still stayed on the jade pendant in his hand, and he didn't know what he was thinking
Still didn't get her reaction, Nan Wang glanced at Aunt Wan, the gloom on his face slowly revealed, and finally turned around and prepared to leave.
Moving to the door of the hall, the guards and palace people waiting outside the door were already waiting for King Nan outside the door, but he looked extremely heavy at every step he took, turning his head to look at Nangong Luo Jing from time to time, and left without looking back after a long time.
Seeing Nanwang leaving, Aunt Wan breathed a sigh of relief, and only then did she show a little worry in her eyes, and pulled Nangong Luojing, who was a little distracted, and said: "That Wang Fu is just a minion, and the princess doesn't have to take what he says to the princess."
Shaking his head, Nangong Luojing glanced at Aunt Wan beside her, and felt a little pain in her heart, and the hand holding the jade pendant slowly tightened.
The "princess" looked at her six gods and no master, and Aunt Wan couldn't say that she was worried, she knew that she still couldn't accept this fact, but the fact was the fact, and she couldn't change it, because she couldn't hide it if she wanted to.
"Princess, accept this fact" hesitated a little, Aunt Wan said what was in her heart, she looked at Nangong Luojing lost her mind, even if she didn't want to hurt her, she didn't want to treat her like this, but if she wasn't so selfish, she couldn't think of anyone who could help her and who else could save him.
Listening to Aunt Wan's soft voice in her ear, Nangong Luojing's face showed a little stunned, she couldn't think about it properly, but she still persuaded her, "Aunt Wan, you have been persuading me to accept, why haven't you thought about my inner feelings?"
She really wanted to ask if her care and concern for her in the past was sincere, and whether she really wanted to treat her well.
Or did she already know all this, in order to keep her own child?
In the crystal eyes, she seemed to be able to see the scars of her heart, and she could also hear the heartbreak in her heart, she was doubting the purpose of treating her like that in the past, and she asked herself, she treated her in the past She can be said to be really worthy of her heart.
"The princess's inner feelings Aunt Wan dare not say empathy, but, the old slave can really understand, but the old slave has to be selfish again, he is my life, I can't let him be ruined, as a mother's feelings, why can't the princess understand, if the princess is a mother, she must be able to understand the feelings of Aunt Wan now, the old slave's heart is also very contradictory, the old slave is sincerely thinking about the princess by the princess's side, and has no other intentions, which can be seen by the sun and the moon, and now the old slave just wants his children to be safe." As she spoke, Aunt Wan's voice became a little sobbed, and she even slowly knelt in front of Nangong Luojing, her eyes were hazy, there was endless pain in her eyes, and there was a brilliance that Nangong Luojing couldn't bear to blame at all.
"Aunt Wan, don't be like this" took Aunt Wan's hand, Nangong Luojing looked at her, and couldn't bear it.
"Is it okay for the princess to promise the old slave, he is not the child he wants, his existence is not important to him at all, that's why he will do those things, everything is not to blame him, really can't blame him, it is the old slave's fault, everything is my fault, if I didn't make him born, he has been forced for so many years, growing up in the court, he has lacked mother's love since he was a child, and he lacks his father's love, he has endured for so many years, everything I owe him, I can't watch him suffer and hurt"
The sobbing sound had already turned into a cry, and Nangong Luojing looked at Aunt Wan so sadly, and her heart was empty.
It's not that she doesn't know why Xiahou Yi became like that, but even so, why did she have to accept everything.
"Aunt Wan, can you tell me what happened back then, you didn't say anything, and I didn't know anything, that news was so abrupt to me, I can't accept it, I can't accept it, you say it's the truth, but it's not fair to me at all, I can't accept it"
With a slight voice, Nangong Luo Jing couldn't bear the feeling in her heart that she had suppressed in the past few days.