19. Jun was born, I was not born, and my soul was broken
That night, Zhang Jin asked March to rest earlier, she nodded in agreement, looked at his back and wanted to say anything but didn't say anything.
Late at night, she tossed and turned in bed and couldn't sleep, and when she got up, she saw that the light in Zhang Jin's house was still on outside the window. She put on a dress and went out, and hesitated outside his door for a long time, and fell down in frustration after raising her hand several times.
"Yi'er? Go and rest early, for the sake of the Father is all right. β
His calm voice came from inside the room, and March thought for a moment before responding, "It's me." β
There was silence in the room for a while, and after a long time, he said, "It's late at night, so go and rest." β
Hearing this, she was quite dissatisfied, and reached out to push the door only to find that it was locked from the inside of the house. She lowered her voice and said in a deep voice, "Open the door!" β
"I'm fine, go back quickly."
"Zhang Jin!" She frowned slightly, a little displeased, "You can't open the door?" β
Zhang Jin fumbled in the house for a while before coming to open the door, and the first thing he said when he saw her was: "I'm really fine." β
March looked at him resentfully, raised his feet and entered the house, sat on a stool, looked at him, and said, "Are you thinking about how to send me back?" β
Zhang Jin was immediately stunned, and said with a weak heart: "No ......"
"You're lying!"
Zhang Jin raised his eyes to look at her, "Yue'er...... I thought about it......"
The rest of the words were blocked in his mouth by March, she kissed him greenly, he breathed sluggishly, and hurriedly pushed her out.
She looked at him with teary eyes and said in despair: "Coward! β
With that, he walked out the door.
Zhang Jin's heart sank, grabbed her, sighed, affectionate and painful, "You don't know my suffering." β
"You're afraid that gossip will affect your career!" Even if her heart is like a knife, she will never show mercy when she speaks.
Zhang Jin turned his eyes to look at her and said softly: "In this world, men are much more tolerant than women, and now that they are like this, following me will only make you blamed." β
"If you send me back, won't I be blamed?" She asked hatefully.
"Send you back, I will come to the door to propose, you marry me openly, even if you have a tongue, we will sit upright."
She looked at him hesitantly, "Didn't you lie to me?" β
Zhang Jin smiled, "What good is it for me if I lie to you?" I picked up such a young and lovely little daughter-in-law for nothing, I still don't want it? β
She pursed her lips and snickered, and said coquettishly: "Flim tongue." β
"Okay, don't think about it, go back and rest." He coaxed softly.
She took his hand and rubbed it into his arms, "I'm scared ...... alone"
With such a warm fragrant nephrite rubbed into his arms, he was a normal man, and he was inevitably a little excited emotionally, but his mouth was still very upright, "Don't make trouble." β
She looked up, her eyes were misty, and she said aggrievedly, "Okay." β
Just as she was about to leave, Zhang Jin grabbed her hand, bent down and picked her up horizontally, raised her foot to kick the door shut, looked at the person in her arms and smiled: "Little fox!" β
She looked at him, and really snickered like a fox who only succeeds in bad deeds.
The autumn night is lonely, and the love night is long.
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Zhang Jin originally wanted to quietly send March back and then come to the door to ask for marriage, but now he has the fame to raise people, and he also has the confidence to ask for marriage. But the heavens did not fulfill people's wishes, and within a few days, the story of the Li family's girl escaping from marriage spread in Qingping City, some said that the Li family girl was shameless and seduced Zhang Jin, and some said that Zhang Jin abducted Li girl in disregard of human ethics, and there were different opinions, in short, the Li family completely became a joke in Qingping.
As soon as these words came out, the people of the Li family brought March back overnight. It was a dark night, there was not a light in the sky, and the north wind whined like a howl of an unjust soul.
March knelt in the main hall with a blank face, and her father sat on the first seat directly across from her. Father Li lifted the tea on the table and took a sip, the tea seemed to burn him, his face suddenly changed, and he slammed the teacup on the ground, and the whole family was frightened, but March was still unmoved. She glanced lazily at the broken porcelain in front of her, then withdrew her gaze and stared blankly at it.
Father Li was so angry when he saw her, and he stepped in front of her in a few steps and slapped her hard. He was very hard, and she tasted the sweetness of the scarlet in her mouth, but the expression on her face was still the same.
"Are you reasonable?" Father yelled with a dark face.
She was about to say that I was unreasonable, when she heard the woman's terrible voice behind her: "You shameless thing, why didn't you die outside!" Mother Li pushed her hard from behind.
She got up from the ground, wiped the blood from her forehead, looked back at her mother and said contemptuously, "Then you still take me back?" β
Mother Li was angry, and slapped her again, "Then you will die immediately!" β
She took a deep breath and endured the sharp pain in her heart, "Of course I'll die, but I won't die here." As he spoke, he staggered up, glanced at everyone present, looked at Li Xuan and said with a smile: "Second brother, study harder in the future, if I go, you won't have a sister to sell in the future exam." β
Li Xuan got up from his seat and said with a solemn face, "What are you going to do?" β
"Don't worry, I won't expose you." She hooked the corners of her mouth and sneered, "I don't have any evidence, I just really persuade you, don't be nervous." β
Li Xuan pulled her and said in a deep voice, "You and Mr. Zhang's affairs can be discussed in the long run, don't do stupid things!" β
Before March could speak, she heard Li's mother say sharply: "As long as I live for one day, you don't want to marry him!" β
"Even if I don't marry him, I won't sell you a second time!" March yelled.
"Smack-" A resounding slap fell heavily on her face, and Mother Li pointed to her nose and scolded: "Look at me if I don't beat you to death today, this shameless, disobedient and unfilial thing!" β
"Mother......" Li Xuan pulled his sister behind him, "Do you really want to kill your sister?" β
"Get out of the way for me, or I'll fight you together!"
"Mother......" Li Xuan knelt down in front of Mother Li all of a sudden, "Now that it's over, you can forgive your sister, Yue'er, you say something soft." β
March looked at her mother in a daze, her heart was like a knife, and she choked up: "If you really want my life, I will give it to you!" β
As he spoke, he rushed straight to the pillar in the hall, but fortunately, Father Li reacted quickly, pulled her back, and fell to the ground.
"Iniquity! I'm doing iniquity! Father Li was so angry that he pointed to his wife's nose and scolded, "Look at you, what have you given birth to, all of them are useless and shameless!" β
"If there is a mother, there must be a son, which is really corrupt the family style." The second aunt and grandmother on the side sneered coldly.
"Slut," Mother Li rushed up and slapped the second lady, "When is your turn to speak!" β
"Master......" The second aunt and grandmother suddenly covered their faces and cried.
Li's father was angry and slapped his wife, "You are a slut!" Born are sluts! β
Hearing this, March couldn't help laughing, "Mother, look at how pitiful you are, you haven't gotten anything from your busy work for a while, and you have been ridiculed by a cheap maid in your face." β
Mrs. Li had just recovered from a serious illness, her body was already weak, and her hand pointing at March couldn't help but tremble, "You...... You ......" Before he could finish speaking, scarlet blood poured out of his mouth and fell straight on March's body.
The smile froze on her face for a moment, and the beautiful face slowly shattered from the wound, and she stiffly lowered her head and looked at her mother, whose eyes were wide open, and tears flowed down again. "Mother?" She cautiously called her mother, but received no reply.
Li Xuan panicked, hurriedly rushed over to help his mother over, and stretched out his hand to probe his mother's snort tremblingly, but there was no life there.
"Motherβ" He burst into tears and reached out to close his mother's eyes.
March looked at her mother in a daze, not knowing how to react for a while. Father Li suddenly panicked, called out to Mrs., hurriedly walked over to check, saw this and couldn't help kneeling down, crying heartbreakingly, "Madam, why did you leave like this......"
She pushed her father away, snatched her mother into her arms, and choked up: "Mother, are you lying to me?" My daughter is wrong, mother, my daughter is wrong, wake up......" She hugged her mother's body and cried so much that her liver and intestines were broken.
"You unfilial girl, let go of my wife!" Li's father's fists and kicks rained down on her, but she always held her mother's body and refused to let go.
At this time, he suddenly heard a commotion at the door, and when Father Li looked back, it was Zhang Jin, and he was immediately furious, and scolded angrily: "You still have the face!" As he spoke, he looked around for a stick to beat him, but he couldn't find it, so he pounced on him alone, "See if I don't kill you, a harmful spirit!" β
Zhang Jin didn't hide, and Shengsheng took Father Li's punch, so that Father Li was even more angry, and he was punched and kicked at him. Fortunately, Li Xuan was still a little rational in addition to grief, and hurriedly pulled his father away, so that Zhang Jin was able to get out.
He staggered to March's side, she glanced at him, turned her face to her mother's, and whispered, "Mother, don't you want me to marry a wishful husband?" Aren't you going to give me the prettiest bun you want? I found Ruyi Langjun, mother, he is here, you get up and take a look, you get up and take a look! She hugged her mother and cried so much that her heart and intestines were broken, but Li's mother couldn't hear anything, and as the night got deeper and deeper, her body gradually cooled down.
This year, the winter of Qingping came very early, and the snowflakes fell just after the beginning of winter, and the whole sky was gloomy, and the whole city was immersed in inexplicable sadness.
Li's mother is gone, but the matter between March and Zhang Jin is not over, and Li's father said that he would rather his daughter be an old girl at home than marry him, so that he can die as soon as possible. Zhang Jin's attitude was also very resolute, saying that Father Li did not agree, so he knelt down until Father Li agreed.
It snowed heavily in those days, but Zhang Jin knelt in front of Li's mother's mourning hall like a green pine. At first, Li's father also locked March in his room and prevented him from seeing each other. But now, how can March be locked by a lock? She smashed the window, ran to her mother's funeral hall, and knelt with Zhang Jin.
She said to Zhang Jin, except for life and death, no one can separate us anymore.
Zhang Jin said, life and death can't be, if I die first, I'll wait for you on the bridge!
As the two spoke, they kowtowed three times to Li's mother's coffin, which was regarded as worshipping the high hall.
The two really knelt down in front of the hall, I don't know how long they knelt, March finally couldn't bear to pass out on him, the servant helped her into the room, and Zhang Jin was still kneeling straight there.
When March woke up, she saw her father sitting in front of the bed with a sad face, and she called him in a hoarse voice.
When he saw his daughter wake up and call him, he happily answered and said to the maid next to him, "Go and ask the doctor to say that the girl is awake." β
March's nose was astringent, and he threw himself into his father's arms and cried, but his father couldn't help but be moved, and choked up and said to another maid: "Go and see Zhang Jin, I'm afraid something will happen if I kneel for a long time." β
March looked up at her father with some disbelief, and her father helped her straighten the broken hair on her forehead and said with a smile: "The girl is not in the middle!" β
She couldn't express the joy in her heart, but she hugged her father hard and ran out, and her father was busy talking about shoes, and she had already run away.
Father Li is a little helpless, he has already lost his wife and can't lose his daughter anymore!
March ran to the front of the hall, hugged Zhang Jin, and cried that his father had promised them. Zhang Jin was slightly stunned, and reluctantly pulled out a smile and said yes.
Sensing that his face was wrong, she hurriedly sent someone to help him up. And his legs had long been unconscious, and he couldn't stand at all, and suddenly he got up, and he only felt the blood in his whole body rushing to his head, his eyes were swollen terribly, and the March in front of him was getting darker and darker, and after a while, it was finally all black, and he also lost consciousness and fell on top of the servant.
"Zhang Jinβ" she exclaimed.
She always thought that Zhang Jin was just too tired to pass out, but he didn't wake up after three days of sleep, and the doctor was helpless.
Li's father blamed himself, and she comforted him by saying that he was just too tired to fall asleep.