Chapter 142: No Way
When the crown princess saw her wake up, she hid the complexity in her eyes, and said lightly: "You are now the pillow person of His Royal Highness, and His Royal Highness must be distressed by this injury, how dare I wake you up?" ”
When Yao Duran heard this, he was stunned and startled, and hurriedly said, "Niangniang! It's not like that!! I ...... with Your Highness"
The crown princess didn't listen to the explanation, interrupted her, and said, "How long have you and Your Highness been secretly Chencang?" ”
When Yao Duran heard this, she was about to go crazy: "Niangniang!" It's really not what you think! Mother, can you believe me? What Twilight wants has always been a stable and plain life, Twilight Dye does not want to cause trouble for His Highness, and will not live up to the friendship between my mother and me! This incident is all framed by others, do you also want to believe these nonsense? ”
When the crown princess heard this, she sneered and said, "Nonsense, will the evidence be so conclusive?" Besides, don't you and Your Highness both admit it? Also, that day and Chinese New Year's Eve night, the silk sachet that fell from His Highness's sleeve was yours, right? If it is not a cherished thing, how can a big man in His Highness carry it with him? ”
Yao Duran was shocked again: "Niangniang? Where did you find out about this? ”
Is it possible? Or did Huo Jingcheng tell her personally? No, it can't be, it's not possible! His vestibule has already caught fire, and the follow-up road still needs to be escorted by the Xiao family, at this time, in order to envelop the Xiao family, he should shout grievances in front of the crown princess, how could he tell the princess about the sachet for no reason to add fuel to the fire? After all, if he admitted this matter in the previous dynasty, it doesn't mean that he will admit it in front of his own people in private, and this person is still the crown princess Xiao!
So, how did the crown princess know that the sachet was hers?
Seeing that her face was full of surprise, the crown princess snorted coldly: "Looking at you like this, the matter of the sachet will never be fake." Don't ask me how I know, I don't know unless I do. ”
Yao Dui was stained with bitter water in her stomach, which made her uncomfortable, she hurriedly took her hand, and said earnestly: "Niangniang, the matter of the sachet is purely because I threw him to pick it up!" As for me and His Royal Highness admitting that we have a personal affair in the court, we all have our own difficulties! His Highness said that he would put him to death and come back to life. And I don't want my two attendants to die tragically in prison! Niangniang, you believe in twilight, okay? Twilight is not that kind of person, no, I'm not ......"
She slowly shed tears, and her heart was so bitter that she couldn't put it into words. How so? What was the wrong step that taught her step by step to get to where she is now?
The crown princess gently withdrew her hand, seemingly gently, but implicitly firm. She said, "You threw him to pick it up?" What a joke! Even if the thing on the side of the road is a beautiful jade or a treasure, His Highness is afraid that his hands will be dirty and too lazy to pick it up! Yao Duran, you're not so foolish, are you? Is this a three-year-old child or a wooden person? Also, this concubine is generous, and this concubine can tolerate a Ling side concubine, but why do you think that I will also tolerate you? Let someone whom I regard as a dear friend come and sleep on my husband's pillow? ”
No, it's not like that. Yao Dui's eyes were hazy with tears, and she shook her head again and again.
"Are you worthy of me for doing this? Yao Duran, you make me feel so cold! Listen, from now on, I will not treat you as a close friend, let alone let you go! Let's see. After that, she got up and patted her dress seriously for a while, as if she was disgusted that this dirty ground also stained her. This move deeply hurt Yao Dui's heart, which was full of holes.
She finally had enough of filming, and she didn't want to stay for a moment, so she flicked her long skirt behind her and turned to leave.
"Mother!!s Mother" Yao Duran suddenly called out to her, and her voice was a little hysterical.
The crown princess paused, and finally stopped.
With tears in her eyes, Yao Duran threw herself out of bed and fell to the ground, then knelt upright, and said, "Niangniang, these days, although we have been in contact with each other, we have talked back deeply, and we have already known each other's hearts. Twilight believes in you, and you believe in Twilight, right? Besides, on that day, Twilight went to live in the East Palace, and you know exactly what is behind it, but today, you also blame Twilight, in fact, you don't believe in Twilight, but abandon Twilight, right? ”
The crown princess's body stiffened and stood still.
Yao Duran stared at her back and said, "Niangniang, you came to break with me today to break my last hope and thoughts, right?" ”
"Your Royal Highness is the prince, you are the crown princess, you have to put your husband first, so you have to cut off my thoughts and prevent this disaster. If I live, I will inevitably cause His Highness to float in this whirlpool all the time, to be talked about, to be criticized, and this page will not be able to turn over for a long time. But if I die, it will soon be forgotten, and no one will talk about it again. ”
Therefore, she came, on the day Huo Jingcheng left Beijing, she came. to cut off her last glimmer of hope, to force her to die.
Yao Dui wept tears every word, and every sentence was sour. She walked behind her step by step, grabbed the hem of her skirt, and said, "Niangniang, Twilight has the will to die, and she will definitely fulfill Niangniang's heart for His Highness." The sky is not merciful, the gods are not blessed, the husband abandons me, the world destroys my reputation, the mother sacrifices me for the husband, who understands my despair? Twilight dyed generously. Then Twilight is here, say goodbye to the mother first. One thanks Niangniang for taking care of many things, two thanks to Niangniang for her friendship, and three wishes Niangniang to be carefree all her life, and her Royal Highness has a deep love. ”
At the end, her voice choked out of tune, and when she finished speaking, she fell deep on the ground and bowed her head.
After a long time, the voice of the crown princess came from above: "Twilight, I'm sorry." With that, she hurried away.
Yao Duran slowly got up at this time, looking at the direction she was leaving, tears welling up. The projection of water and light in front of her is blurred in every way, just like her heart, which has been wrapped in frost, and she can no longer see the beauty of this world.
Biya came in on her hind feet, and when she saw her kneeling on the ground and crying, she wondered, "Madam, what's the matter?" Biya helped her and said, "The crown princess ran away crying, why is it the same on your side?" Madam, did the Crown Princess say anything to you? ”
Yao Duran wiped her tears while returning to the bed, and said slowly: "Niangniang, she said that she believes in me, believes that I and His Royal Highness are innocent, and let me recuperate with peace of mind." I was moved for a moment, and I said so many things that moved her, so we all cried. It's nothing, Biya, you go out, I want to be alone for a while. ”
As the night deepened, Yao Duran had been lying on the bed in a daze, and in the dimness, she stared at the empty air for a long time, motionless, like a doll. Only the tears that slipped from the corners of his eyes were alive, surging over and over again, warm and cool.
Tonight, in this dimly lit room, she looked left and right was hopeless. Suddenly, I vaguely remembered her and the years. Beigong is sinister, Empress Du is brutal, in order to avenge her sister's blood revenge, she stubbornly and unyieldingly circulates inside, calculating, and cautious, what supported her at that time was hatred.
Until I met him, my heart of grief and hatred blossomed. He was like a melting spring breeze, blowing into her heart, and like a bright dawn, dispelling her obscurity.
The connection between hatred and love is so perfect. He came, and her enmity was gone. From then on, it was he who supported her.
From north to south, she followed him all the way, only to find that everything was not what she originally wanted. It's just that there is no way back, so he stubbornly continued to walk, who knew that this walk, it came to this day, and he stabbed her heart with a left knife and a knife......
A woman's most valued love and innocence were destroyed by the hands of her loved ones and were cut off. This is a weight that she cannot bear in her life.
And she didn't even know the real reason, and in a daze, she ushered in a world of upside down and was in a miserable situation.
At this point, the world is big, the world is wide, but there is nowhere to be happy, and no one allows her.
Death is indeed the best way to go.
The moon is bright outside the window, the voice in the courtyard is soft, Fuquan seems to be unable to accept everything that happened today, I don't know whether it is difficult to calm Qiao Fengzhi's desperation, or sad about Yao Duran's experience, in short, it is difficult to sleep, sitting under the sea of lights in the courtyard sighing and drinking. Biya's mood was not much better, and she refused to sleep for a long time, chatting with Fuquan in the courtyard. Biya also quietly came to her window from time to time to look inside, wanting to see if she was sleeping and whether she was safe.
Seeing this, Yao Duran said in such a situation, it is not so easy to want to die. If you are saved again and don't die, it will be a big joke. So this time, she wants to be foolproof.
She wiped away her tears, rubbed her stiff face again, and then slowly got up and went to the courtyard, and stood in the halo under the porch and looked at them with a smile.
"Ma'am? How did you get up? Don't you feel dizzy? Fuquan and Biya hurriedly greeted him.
Yao Duran shook his head with a smile and said, "I have one thing in my heart, and I can't sleep." ”
"Madame, what's the matter?"
Yao Duran sighed lightly and said, "The crown princess is virtuous and wise, not only did she not blame me for coming here tonight, but fortunately she comforted me. I am very grateful for the slow change in my mood, so I want to give the crown princess a heavy gift. You come in and get the silver ticket, and then go to the inn opposite Wanfu Zhenbao Zhai to stay, remember to rush to Zhenbao Zhai as soon as possible tomorrow morning to buy the new pair of mandarin duck jade pillows, I will give it to the crown princess, I wish her and His Royal Highness a deep love. Remember, you must keep an eye on it, as soon as the door of the store opens, you should hurry in and buy it, but don't be bought by others. ”
After hearing this, the two looked at each other, and stared at her in unison, only to find that her eyebrows were stretched, her lips were smiling, and her words were relaxed and open-minded, with relief. The whole person is like being reborn, as if he has finally seen through everything after 'dying' once, no longer obsessed, and reborn.
Seeing them staring at her, Yao Duran added as if nothing had happened: "By the way, I have to get it for me when I buy a jade pillow tomorrow morning, don't bump it, I want to send it to the crown princess without any flaws." Also, by the way, buy some of the xiaolongbao that we often eat, and I'll cook porridge at home and wait for you. ”
When the two of them heard this again, the defense and suspicion in their hearts faded a lot.
Yao Duran smiled: "Okay, come in and get the money." ”
The two followed up in the room, and Bi Ya said uneasily: "Madam, can you spend the night alone?" This errand can be done by all of them. ”