Dong Qiushui thought about things more thoughtfully, she was right, although Da Mao and I have a good relationship, but it is not even if I say it over there, who knows what Da Mao's boss means.

Generally, people who are mercenaries are very shrewd, and they are definitely not five big and three rough people, first of all, they can survive and deal with those forces, and their IQ will not be too low.

"We're really fighting with the tiger now, and it's really fucking tiring to be human."

I couldn't help but sigh with emotion, Dong Qiushui nodded solemnly and said: "Yes, being a man is so tiring, so not everyone can climb up, and not everyone can sit in this position all the time, how many people want to come up, and how many people will be driven down, there are too many things in this." ”

"After the Xu family's affairs are dealt with, we might as well stop it."

I'm really tired, and I can't appreciate the joy that money can bring me.

Dong Qiushui looked at me seriously, her eyes were a little strange, and after being silent for a long time, she shook her head and said something difficult.

"Why?"

I looked at Dong Qiushui puzzled, I could feel that she was actually the same as me, she was also very tired, even more tired than me, because she had to do a lot more than me, and she had to face dozens of times more deceit than mine.

Such a woman, in fact, has experienced enough ups and downs, and what she desires most is probably a stable home to spend the rest of her life, which is the happiest thing.

"If you think about it, if you want to quit, if you want to stop, is it possible?"

Dong Qiushui smiled bitterly and shook his head, I frowned, pondered carefully, and found that it seemed that there was really no turning back from the bow, if I stopped, then the Xu family would deal with me in turn, and those who were not used to me before would also regard me as an enemy.

I'm not a person anymore, and the network of relationships around me has also been dispersed, take Xu Jiao as an example, as long as I stop it, she will almost die, and the second dog may have no way to live, and none of them will end well with me.

The people in the mall will not leave a respite for the enemy, and even in order to cut the grass and eradicate the roots, they will find a way to run to Canada to chase me, I have no way to stop, I can't stop, the reality is so cruel, I have to fight, and I have to win, this is the only way I can go.

"I knew it would be like this, I probably wouldn't have chosen to return to China, this place of right and wrong is really troublesome."

"It's good if you figure it out, the land of right and wrong, but also a good place, how many people envy your current life, envy your status, because of your status and rights, many people look up to you, these people always see the halo of success, in fact, they can't see the bitterness behind the halo, the money and status they envy, in fact, has made you feel tired, what they envy, is actually something you don't need, so many rich people have become bad and degenerate, It's because he thinks of using money to buy things that can't be bought. ”

I heard Dong Qiushui say before, in fact, being a rich person may not be happy, at that time I felt that she was pretending, but now I can realize that what she said is very connotative, it is indeed unhappy, and I am quite miserable now.

"I'm very irritable now, every time I think about myself like this, I hate myself a little bit, I hate myself now, I like the time before, I had nothing."

"Don't think nonsense, your heart has not calmed down, that's why it will fluctuate so much, there is nothing, where to stir up dust, read more Buddhist scriptures, learn more knowledge, and slowly be able to calm down, and you can also do more good deeds."

Dong Qiushui comforted me for a while, although my mood calmed down temporarily, I still couldn't untie this knot.

"Maybe I'm too greedy, greedy for my can't grow up, nostalgic for the innocent past, I don't want to grow up, but there is no way to change all this, I can't stop myself from growing, and I can't keep myself simple, if I don't have so many pursuits, I won't be so miserable."

"Are you usually like that?"

Dong Qiushui looked at me with a frown.

"Now my head always likes to think cranky, sometimes, I feel as if I have a nervous disorder, my head is always not normal, or you can help me find a doctor to take a look, I will go to the hospital for a check-up, to see if my head is really wrong."

I've always suspected that my head was stimulated, because I have experienced too many things over the years, a lot beyond ordinary people, and I have to suppress it in my heart, pretending that I don't know anything, and acting is very tiring.

"Everyone will have some mental illness to some extent, as long as you are not stupid enough to commit suicide, it means that you are still a normal person, you are irritable because you think of yourself as a child in my face, if I wasn't by your side, you definitely wouldn't be like this, right?"

Dong Qiushui saw it very thoroughly, she was right, only in front of Dong Qiushui, I would be so nervous, when she was not by my side, I wanted to do things in a very orderly manner, my head was all interest-oriented, and occasionally mixed with a little human sophistication, but not too much, and I didn't feel how tired I was doing this.

I nodded, Dong Qiushui tilted his shoulders and said: "You're fine, you just want to complain in front of me, it's normal, when you experience a little more, you will look down on a lot, the success or failure of this point in front of you is nothing at all, even if we lose, we won't lose a lot, at most we lose a little something, what we have is chips, in fact, in the process of playing chess, only the chess pieces are killed, and no opponent is killed." ”

"Fortunately, with you, if it weren't for you, I really don't know if I could go on, there are fewer and fewer people who can be trusted, after I saw the fate of Chen's blind man, I will be very scared, and there will be only one old and one young, how pitiful."

"The Chen family is indeed quite pitiful, but they are also very lucky, leaving the land of right and wrong, if they stay in Yanjing all the time, it may not be a good thing." "Yes, Chen Blind refuses to come over to help, I mean I don't understand him, I know you should have a way to move him, you should know him."

"The people of the Chen family, I know, it was more beautiful at that time, I couldn't talk to the Chen family at that time, I couldn't talk about anything I didn't know, I just knew, okay, don't talk about these things, hurry up and eat something, I'm also a little hungry."

I came to the living room with Dong Qiushui after tidying up my clothes, Dong Qiushui put the stewed things in front of me, this thing is very fragrant, and there are some supplements in it, mainly because Dong Qiushui sees that I have a bad complexion, so he will give me these.

"Those women, men who don't know how to love themselves, always don't need to maintain them, there are few women like me, every time they spend so long giving you stewed supplements, at least no matter how much effort you exert on me, I can make you make it up."

When Dong Qiushui said these words, his expression was very decent and serious, I laughed and didn't say anything when I heard it, we are also old husbands and wives, I know what her personality is, and she understands what I think, in fact, we all have a deep understanding of each other.

If it weren't for Zhao Yun, maybe I would have chosen to marry her directly, because she meant me doing it.

"By the way, let me tell you something, you can help me analyze it and see who did it."

I told Dong Qiushui about the experience of almost being killed when I went back, I have encountered this kind of thing many times, each time it is very thrilling, after escaping death, I am very alert, and every time I can feel the crisis in advance, as if I have been cultivated a sixth sense.

"If I say that this matter has something to do with Zhang Haotian, will you believe what I say?"

"Say a reason to believe your word."

"The first time you met that girl, it was at a bar, and that time you asked Zhang Xuanxuan to meet, that is to say, Zhang Xuanxuan is very suspicious, the first time you met the killer, it was in a bar, and the bar also had a relationship with Zhang Xuanxuan, and when you met the killer this time, you met a woman before meeting Zhang Xuanxuan for the first time, so the female killer should have nothing to do with Zhang Xuanxuan."

"Isn't this analysis a bit too one-sided?"