The ancient Buddha of the green lantern is alive and dead;

knock on the wooden fish and chant Buddhist scriptures;

It's been a hundred years in the blink of an eye.

……

Xia Wanyu looked at the dim light and read slowly. All of this today, those two loud slaps, and the cry when she hugged her thighs, shocked her. Although she had been prepared in her heart, when she really faced all this, Xia Wanyu had a feeling of powerlessness. This made her read out the above paragraph, and she even envied the life of a hermit, out of the complicated world, looking for a place with beautiful mountains and rivers, and living a life with the person she loved.

The sadness on Xia Wanyu's face slowly turned into a smile, she was laughing, laughing at herself. Laugh at your own disappointment, laugh at your own helplessness. Now that this has happened, what is the use of envying the life of a hermit? Xia Wanyu stood up, her white body was covered with water droplets, and her face was covered with a thin layer of sweat, which made the palm prints on it not very clear.

She smiled and said to herself, "The way back is the way forward, can I go back?" No. So, just go ahead. ”

Xia Wanyu washed herself clean, lay down beside me, and held me in her arms as if she were holding a child. I lay between her breasts, and I smacked my mouth after just venting on her, and seemed to sleep soundly. Xia Wanyu smiled, her temples were scattered, and she kissed me on the lips and said, "A man is a child, a child has a quarrel with his mother, can his mother hold a grudge?" Hao Ren, you owe me a lot. ”

If I heard this, I knew that what I owed Xia Wanyu would continue to increase.

……

From that day on, almost two days later, I was going to be addicted to drugs.

When I become addicted to drugs, I will be manic, I will be restless, and my body will be very uncomfortable. It's like 100,000 ants in my bone marrow, eating at my bone marrow. Under such circumstances, I almost had suicidal thoughts. I would hug Xia Wanyu's thighs and cry, I would scold her, and even harm myself. Xia Wanyu gradually put some heroin in the house, and in the face of drug addiction, she almost lost her direction.

At the critical moment, Wang Yingli gave Xia Wanyu a solution.

She asked Xia Wanyu to put a rope at home, and after I became addicted to drugs, she tied me with a rope. I agreed to Wang Yingli's method, so after committing drug addiction, Xia Wanyu tied me up. I lay on the bed and began to struggle, started to swear, started spitting. In the end, in order to break free from the rope, there were blood marks on my wrists, Xia Wanyu couldn't bear it, and let go of the rope and let me get rid of her restraints. I rushed over to hug her anxiously, looked at her with a pair of eyes wide open, and asked her: "Wanyu, good Wanyu, auntie, can you give me something, don't tie me up anymore, give me some, you are my wife, I am your husband, give me some." ”

Xia Wanyu silently asked Ma Xiaodan to bring the heroin, and after smoking, I collapsed on the ground with a comfortable face. In fact, with Xia Wanyu's family background, we will not become poor because of drug abuse at all. However, this is not the only consequence of drug use. Drug addicts will have a decrease in their immunity and their body functions, which is the real thing. And after taking drugs, people will fantasize about violence, and people will start to go manic. They even have the idea of killing people, and when the drug addiction is not satisfied, people will have all kinds of fantasies and ferocity.

Therefore, drug addiction must be stopped.

However, when Xia Wanyu saw that I was suffering from drug addiction, my expression when I begged her, her heart was as if there were thousands of ants. Ants are eating away at my bone marrow, but they are also gnawing at Xia Wanyu's heart. She indulged me again and again, and Wang Yingli finally couldn't stand it. She said she was going to come and stay with me for two days to let me know that addiction can be conquered.

Wang Yingli used the old way to tie me up.

After I became addicted to drugs, she came to the bedroom by herself and asked Xia Wanyu to go down and leave it alone. Wang Yingli tied me up and scolded me angrily, and after I begged her to no avail, I began to scold her. She tied me up, I started to struggle, I rolled out of bed, rolled to her feet, opened my mouth to bite her, I scolded her: "Wang Yingli, you let go of me, this is my own business, don't let you care, you go for me, you go for me." ”

Wang Yingli glared at me and said, "Hao Ren, if you can't even stand this little suffering, then I really look down on you." ”

After saying that, she stomped on top of me hard.

I was crying, my face full of snot and tears. I cried bitterly and said, "Yingli, Sister Li, Your Majesty the Queen." I feel bad, my heart hurts. I have ten million ants in my body, and they're biting me, they're biting me. They're starting to eat away at my marrow, and they're not going to let me go. ”

"Humph!" Wang Yingli snorted coldly.

Lying on the ground, I suddenly stopped screaming, I looked at the ceiling with a smile on my face, my eyes were scattered, Wang Yingli began to be a little strange, but I said slowly: "There is a lot of gold in front of me, a lot of it, it is born with gold rain, a lot, Yingli, you quickly bring a pot, a bigger one." ”

Wang Yingli was shocked, immediately squatted down, looked into my pupils, and found that my pupils were dilating, which was obviously the rhythm of death. Wang Yingli was anxious all of a sudden, she was about to pick me up, and went downstairs without saying a word, and when she got downstairs, Xia Wanyu saw Wang Yingli hugging me down, and asked very anxiously: "What's wrong?" ”

Wang Yingli said anxiously: "Quick, send him to the hospital, his pupils are dilating." ”

Xia Wanyu was taken aback, she didn't bring anything, and went to the garage to drive. At the critical moment, Ma Xiaodan was careful, she went to get a heroin needle and pierced my artery. Three women drove me to the hospital, where the doctor saw that I was in a dangerous situation and immediately rescued me. The three women sat on the chairs outside, Xia Wanyu gasped, and Wang Yingli recounted the situation at that time and said, "Wanyu, he must quit poisoning, otherwise he will really die." ”

Xia Wanyu was a little distracted, Ma Xiaodan looked at the two of them, thought for a while and said: "There is a sentence that I don't know whether to say or not, in fact, sometimes I can't quit drug addiction like this, I was also addicted to drugs at the beginning, but then after I was imprisoned, the drug addiction slowly disappeared, and then it will become much better later." ”

Xia Wanyu turned her head to look at Ma Xiaodan happily, and said madly, "Let's let him go in too." ”

Ma Xiaodan said helplessly: "That's not what I mean, I can go in, but he can't go in, I was disheartened and wanted to start all over again." I mean, you can actually take him out for a walk, help him do some things he has always wanted to do, so maybe it will help him more, and drug rehabilitation is actually an atmosphere, and when he really accommodates life and feels the sunshine in life, his will will will become an iron giant. Sister Wanyu, although you are good to him, to be honest, your method is not good. Sex and poison are intertwined, because they both belong to people. If you give him sex, it is to make him take drugs in disguise, and his ** will slowly expand, so his drug addiction will become more and more intense, and in ancient Chinese medicine, essence and blood are the foundation of people, and if you let him have sex with you, it will also be bad for his body. ”

Xia Wanyu blushed, and Ma Xiaodan sighed and said, "Wanyu, in fact, you don't know Hao Ren. I have lived with him for almost 30 years, he is actually a very strong person, the more you give him something, the more decadent he becomes, if you cold him for a while, maybe it will be better. This coldness does not mean that he treats him as a stranger, but treats drugs, regardless of whether he asks, and is no longer so dedicated to helping him get rid of drugs. When you really give up on him, he may get up in the same place. Also, I highly recommend that you take him out for a walk, because Shanghai has too many constraints for him. At the beginning, I was bound outside the prison and was not attentive to drug rehabilitation. The current Shanghai is the same for Hao Ren. It was like a bigger prison, and it made him feel uncomfortable. ”

Ma Xiaodan's words shocked Wang Yingli and Xia Wanyu, the two of them are indeed not as experienced as Ma Xiaodan in the matter of drug use. Xia Wanyu lowered her head and didn't speak, but Wang Yingli turned her head to look at Ma Xiaodan and asked, "Xiaodan, why didn't you say these words to us earlier." ”

Ma Xiaodan smiled, looked at the red light in the hospital and said, "I originally thought he had changed, but it turned out that he was still the same as before, unchanged at all." ”

Xia Wanyu and Wang Yingli glanced at each other, and their eyes were full of sighs.

can't talk about green plums, but bamboo horses deserve it. grew up with bamboo horses, how could Ma Xiaodan not understand me.

Xia Wanyu hesitated, and at this moment a doctor walked out. They hurriedly walked up, and the doctor took off his mask and said: "The patient has not been taking drugs for a long time, but the amount is very large, you had better get the patient off drugs quickly, otherwise he may die suddenly at any time during the next drug use, his body's immunity and various functions are already very weak, especially his kidneys, which have almost been squeezed dry, I really don't know how you got it." ”

The doctor said, glancing at Xia Wanyu.

Xia Wanyu's face was flushed, but she didn't dare to refute.

When I woke up in the hospital, I still felt like I was above the clouds. In fact, there are many ways to quit drugs, but in the final analysis, Ma Xiaodan is right, drug rehabilitation depends on one's own willpower, otherwise no matter what, people who are addicted to drugs can take drugs. But my willpower seems to be very weak now. Especially during my days in prison, my willpower and psychological defenses almost completely collapsed.

After I left the hospital, Xia Wanyu has been thinking about Ma Xiaodan's way. My dream is to escape from Shanghai and escape from this invisible prison.

Just when Xia Wanyu didn't know what to do in the future, a bear child who had played with several countries in East Asia landed at Pudong Airport.

The bear child sniffed the air, sniffed the smell and said, "I smell a musty smell." It's broken, it's broken, it's completely broken. ”

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