Chapter 45: Rejected

I hugged Meng Yao's delicate body, kissed her fiercely, felt the fragrance of her lips, felt her breath, at this moment, I only felt that Meng Yao was mine, I couldn't wait to take her whole person into my arms and integrate into my arms.

Meng Yao was struggling hard, but I hugged her tightly, just kissing her fiercely, I didn't dare to let go of her, because I was afraid that as soon as I let go of her, she would completely leave me. At this moment, in my heart, in my eyes, I only have her in my life!

"Ahh

Kissing and kissing, I felt a tingling pain at the corner of my mouth, exclaimed, and quickly let go of my hand, at this time, Meng Yao hurriedly stepped back, her face flushed, and her face was still flustered.

My lip was bitten out of blood, and a tingling pain came over, and I looked at Meng Yao, who was flustered at this time, and I couldn't care about the pain at the corner of my mouth.

"Meng Yao, don't be afraid, I, I won't hurt you. I, I just like you, I can't help it. Meng Yao, I really like you, I can't live without you. ”

I looked at Meng Yao, who was frightened at this time, and my heart was also nervous and panicked, but I also knew that now I had opened the bow and had no turning back. I looked at Meng Yao with nervousness, fear, and a hint of anticipation.

"No, I, I didn't think about these things, I, we can't." Meng Yao took a few steps back one after another, as if she was afraid that I would pounce on it again.

"I've always regarded you as a friend, Lin Mu, I, I don't know how you could think that. But, but I didn't think about these things at all, I didn't want to fall in love, and I didn't want to find a boyfriend. Me, I just want to study hard, get admitted to university, and find a good job in the future, so that my mother will not have to work so hard. Woods, I, we are impossible. Meng Yao looked at me with tears in her eyes.

"But, but, but you have to marry someone after all." I didn't expect Meng Yao to reject me, which made me feel a feeling of colic in my heart. Looking at Meng Yao, looking at the distance that Meng Yao and I deliberately kept, I panicked all of a sudden. I don't know what to do.

"Meng Yao, you just promise me, is it okay to be with me? I'll be good to you, I promise! "I swear to be the leader.

I looked straight into Meng Yao's eyes, wanting Meng Yao to see my sincerity towards her. But Meng Yao turned her head away and stopped looking at me.

"I won't say yes. There is no possibility between us. Lin Mu, don't say such things again, I'm going home, don't follow me. Meng Yao turned around and ran away.

"Meng Yao!"

I wanted to catch up, but Meng Yao's voice came.

"Don't follow."

I stood there stunned, watching Meng Yao's figure get farther and farther away from me, farther and farther away, and I watched her disappear from my sight. I feel an indescribable sense of loss in my heart.

Originally, I thought that Meng Yao and I had come to fruition, and I originally thought that we had become boyfriend and girlfriend, but we were just short of breaking the last step, but I didn't expect Meng Yao to have this idea at all. Meng Yao still rejected me!

"Smack!"

After a long time, I slapped myself hard.

"Why am I in such a hurry to confess! Meng Yao originally had a good impression of me in her heart, but her feelings were not deep enough to that extent. But I, as soon as I confess, it is equivalent to pushing Meng Yao away! I, I'm so stupid! ”

I stood in place, feeling the residual breath of Meng Yao around me, and for a while I felt a feeling of loss and regret.

Because after the failure of this confession, I'm afraid not only I don't know how to face Meng Yao, but even Meng Yao doesn't know how to face me. Originally, we were very close, but this moment completely broke the relationship.

It was the first time I confessed to a girl, and it was also the first time I was rejected, and after being rejected, I didn't know what to do, how to make up for it, I just felt empty in my heart, very uncomfortable, and very sad. I walked towards my home, stunned, as if I had lost consciousness. Losing Meng Yao, I feel like I've lost the whole world.

"Wood."

"Wood."

When I got home, my mom called me twice, but I didn't even feel like I wanted to respond, so I came to my room, and I threw myself on the bed.

I didn't know what to do at all, I just knew it was sad and sad. I closed my eyes, and my mind was full of images of Meng Yao rejecting me, and my mind was full of images of her running away, getting farther and farther away from me.

Is this going to be the end of it? Did she just leave me?

I tossed and turned in bed for most of the night before falling asleep, and it wasn't until noon the next day that I got out of bed.

"Lin Mu, you can't be defeated so quickly. You have to cheer up! You can do it! ”

I clenched my fists.

I thought a lot about it that night, and although the confession failed, I could feel that Meng Yao still liked me. She was just scared. I must continue to work hard, even if I can't be a boyfriend and girlfriend, I want to restore the relationship with her as soon as possible. In this way, the next confession will be smoother.

I can't just give up, if I give up, it means that I don't have a chance at all! What's more, I really like Meng Yao, I can't afford to lose her! I'm going to make amends, I'm going to redeem them, I'm going to fight for another chance!

The sun shone down and fell on my face, I clenched my fists, and tried to smile and show my confidence, I want Meng Yao to see my persistence, I won't be crushed by a small rejection! I want Meng Yao to know that my feelings for her can withstand trials and tribulations again and again!

When I came to school, I was still very confident. I first swept the classroom, I wanted to find Meng Yao, and then apologize to her to save the situation. But I didn't expect that when I looked over, in the classroom, Shen Mengyao's seat was empty, and there was no figure at all.

Meng Yao didn't come to school?

My brow furrowed. I originally prepared a lot of words, and I wanted to talk to Meng Yao and apologize to Meng Yao, why didn't she come to school?

I was a little surprised, and then sat back in my seat.

Although her grades are already very good, Meng Yao will come to class every day, but why didn't she come today.

I wondered. Yesterday I confessed to Meng Yao, but Meng Yao didn't even come to class, didn't Meng Yao want to see me? Could it be that Meng Yao already hates me?

Suddenly, I felt a feeling of colic in my heart. I never imagined that this would become like this between me and Meng Yao.

Originally, the two of us were intimate and said everything, but now Meng Yao doesn't even want to see me.

Can't even be ordinary friends, even classmates? Did you become a complete stranger like this? This scene made all the smiles I worked so hard to squeeze out, and all the strength that I tried to pretend to be, all of them disappeared in an instant!

Wang Zhiming was still talking and laughing in the class, and everyone surrounded Wang Zhiming. Wang Zhiming also looked at me from time to time, with smugness and provocation in his eyes.

"Lin Mu, until now, are you still crazy about Shen Mengyao?"

At that moment, a faint voice came from behind him.

I was stunned for a moment, and found that it was Li Jingou who appeared behind me.

"Although Shen Mengyao chose your umbrella yesterday, it was just to take care of your face. Didn't she reject you later? ”

Li Jingou continued.

What the?

I never imagined that Li Jingou actually knew that I confessed to Shen Mengyao, and that I was rejected. He's sneaking a peek at the back.

I looked at Wang Zhiming again, Wang Zhiming's face was full of pride, it turned out that he knew that I was rejected by Meng Yao, so he was so proud.

"Look at it, Shen Mengyao doesn't even want to see you now. Lin Mu, Lin Mu, you have also lived for more than ten years, can't you understand this little thing? ”

"You are poor, Wang Shaofu is rich, this is the gap. How can you possibly make up for this gap? ”

"Shen Mengyao is not stupid, she can choose Wang Shao, why should she choose you! Last time, it was just that Shen Mengyao was kind and didn't want to embarrass you. In fact, Shen Mengyao already knew how to choose in her own heart. You don't pester Shen Mengyao anymore, embarrass people, and embarrass yourself in the end, don't you? ”

Li Jingou's sneering voice followed.

When I heard these words, I was very angry in my heart, and I wanted to beat up this Li Jingou. But I don't know how to do it at all, because what Li Jingou said seems to be right.

"Shen Mengyao is a poor person, a child of a poor family, and loves money more. Besides, what if Shen Mengyao follows you? With you, can you live a good life? Shen Mengyao is so beautiful, are you worthy? Do you deserve it? ”

Li Jingou's voice was faint, and the mocking voices around him also came one by one.

I was angry and depressed, but I didn't know how to refute it.

Oh, yes?

Now that my family background is worse than Wang Zhiming, I don't know where it is, and normal people will choose Wang Zhiming to reject me.

But just because I'm bad now doesn't mean I'm bad in the future.

I feel very aggrieved. Very depressed. I looked at Meng Yao's seat, which was empty, without a shadow.

Originally, I wanted to make persistent efforts and have a good relationship with Meng Yao, hoping that the next confession would be successful.

But now, Meng Yao doesn't even come to class, and she doesn't even want to do it with ordinary friends! She won't even give me the slightest chance now! I couldn't have imagined that she would reject me so completely, so simply! After the confession failed, he couldn't even be a friend!

Or maybe there is no place for me in her heart!

"Huh."

I had a wry smile on my face.

"Maybe. Maybe we couldn't. Why should I have any more extravagant hopes? ”

I sighed. At the end of the day, I was in a terrible mood. After school everyone left, I picked up my bag and walked out of the classroom. All the way with his head down, his head down.

Meng Yao had completely rejected me, and in order to reject me, she didn't even come to class. Rather than that, it's better if I don't come to school. Anyway, this school has no place for me, and there is no one I love.

I was so depressed that my head almost fell to the ground. At this moment, I feel that I can't even lift the slightest strength in my body!

"Woods!"

Just as I was about to walk out of the school gate, a crisp voice came, I was stunned, turned my head, and saw Shen Mengyao standing at the school gate, looking at me.

Meng Yao?

I was stunned. I didn't expect that Shen Mengyao, who didn't come to school, was waiting for me at the school gate!