Chapter 382 answered
Jing Zhong walked towards Fang Ling'er, who was standing in place in a daze, with a complication, and he walked up to her and looked at her face condescendingly.
"I want to ask you a question." Inaka was looking at her face, which was a somewhat numb face.
"It's none of the other people's business, it's just you." Li Yue then added.
"And Ah Zheng."
Li Yue looked at Jing Zhongzheng, he knew that this would be a turning point in his fate, no matter what, he didn't want his friend to fall into the whirlpool of feelings, and gave up his life for it.
This is a sin.
"Are you really in love with Gu Xingzhi wholeheartedly?"
Jing Zhongzheng said his question, Fang Ling'er was stunned, she raised her head and looked at Jing Zhongzheng, his face was full of too many meanings, so that she couldn't understand the glint in Jing Zhongzheng's eyes.
At the same time, Fang Linger also reflected.
Is she real, loving Gu Xingzhi wholeheartedly?
From beginning to end, the love between her and Gu Xingzhi always has an inexplicable taste.
Gu Xingzhi is like her father, doting on her and letting her be presumptuous, but Fang Ling'er has always called her "uncle", not any other sweet nickname.
For children like Fang Ling'er, who have been very lacking in family education since childhood, they must suffer incomparably in their relationships, they may not need a lover of the same status as him, but they need a father-like character to protect them and give them a sense of security that they have never gotten, and this sense of security makes her feel extremely obsessed.
Is this love?
It's more like family-style love.
Using love to make up for the lack of family is not a long-lasting relationship.
Although Gu Xingzhi loves her, who knows how long this slightly deformed love can last? Fang Ling'er knew that she was no longer the innocent little girl she used to be, and since she learned about the world of men, she could no longer splash and roll around and beg for mercy at will.
The world is inherently cruel.
Fang Ling'er knew everything she had before, the name of the Gu family's wife, and a harmonious and happy life, all of which were supported by Gu Xing alone.
If it weren't for Gu Xingzhi's efforts in the past ten years, she wouldn't have her current identity as Fang Ling'er, if she hadn't met Gu Xingzhi, she might still be jumping with the gangsters in the bar now.
Fang Ling'er longs for one thing, and that is the feeling of being recognized.
She has already asked for enough love from Gu Xingzhi, but she lacks this feeling, she is unwilling to be an ordinary wife for the rest of her life, and always wants to do something to prove herself, but she doesn't know any skills.
This sense of loss haunts her and even makes her doubt her love.
"Do I love him? Do I really like her, or is it something else? Fang Ling'er only felt that her mind was in a mess now, she couldn't understand what she was thinking now, and no one knew what she was thinking.
"She's having a hollow head right now." Li Yue said.
"She thinks a lot of complicated things because of your words." Li Yue glanced at Jing Zhongzheng, and he said.
"Well, am I wrong?" asked Inakamasa, lowering his eyelids.
"No, Ah Zheng, what do you have to do or whatever you do, no one can stop you, as long as you want to, I will always support you." Li Yue shook his head and said.
"Thank you." Jing Zhong Zheng thanked him, and he continued to stare at Fang Ling'er's face, wanting to get an answer from her mouth, but this answer never came.
"It's not that hard, is it?" Li Yue didn't like this silent atmosphere, he was a talker, just in front of Jing Zhongzheng.
"Miss Fang Ling'er, love and love are mutual, if it is just simple dependence and dependence, it can't be said to be love, it's just a one-sided touch."
"As for your situation, I can't say for sure, but in any case, please think it through yourself, this is a choice related to your future, and we have no right to interfere."
"Actually, if you figure it out, it's not that difficult."
...
Li Yue's words were like a bottle of catalyst, poured into a pile of boiling water, steaming out infinite foam, and those bubbles exploded one by one, reflecting Gu Xingzhi's voice and smile.
Past, present and future.
Fang Ling'er felt that this uncle should have been the first and last important man in her life, but... She wondered if her decision was too stupid and hasty.
Yes, she has never loved, she just enjoys the feeling of being loved by Gu Xingzhi, this feeling of being pampered and taken care of, and when she feels tired, she will leave Gu Xingzhi's side and pursue the so-called freedom.
Fang Ling'er suddenly felt that she was very cheap.
At the beginning, he wanted to go to Gu Xingzhi's body with a dead face, but then he couldn't wait to leave him and live his own life, people, isn't this cheap, or what?
"I... I! ”
Fang Ling'er hugged her head and shouted, she really couldn't say that.
"I, I really..."
Seeing her painful look, Inakamasa immediately rushed forward and hugged her into his arms.
"Don't be pained, don't be sad, don't be afraid, it's not that hard to make a decision, I don't mean anything else, I just want you to see your true self." Inakamasa gently lowered her hand covering her head, and looked at her somewhat unfocused eyes, and he said.
"You don't need to feel guilty because of Gu Xingzhi, you don't need to be constrained by anything, you just need to be yourself, the best one is enough, you can't learn anything for anyone, Miss Fang Ling'er, you are stunned."
"But it's not too late to get out of it. It's better to say that it's never too late, after all, as long as you come out of the haze, then people will feel happy and relaxed, instead of blindly immersing themselves in sadness and constantly asking themselves why, why. ”
"There are not so many whys, Miss Fang Ling'er, why are you going to find it, it's not that you can get the answer by sitting still, you just want to escape, you just want to give up, if you turn these reasons into knives that hurt you, it will only make many people's hearts ache." Li Yue slowly told his opinion, his true identity is generally revealed to the public as a psychiatrist, so there is nothing wrong with saying such things.
"I see."
Fang Ling'er's eyes suddenly no longer dimmed, but brightened again.
She took a step and stood in front of Inoakamasa.
Inaka Masashi looked at her too, his lips moving, as if he wanted to say something, but he quickly gave up on the words that should have been blurted out.
Inakamasa felt that if he spoke first, he would inevitably look stupid.
"Masa Inaka, I appreciate your care these days."
"You have made me see many things, and I understand your feelings."
Fang Ling'er bowed deeply to Jing Zhongzheng, if Gu Xingzhi was the noble person in her life, then Jing Zhongzheng might be another one.
"But feelings are such a thing, you also said, unilateral self-touching will only make yourself into pain, now I only have a little bit of a good impression of you now, although you have always treated me well, but preconceived views have always affected me, I have always felt that you are an incomprehensible person, so please forgive me for not being able to accept your feelings."
Fang Ling'er bowed to Jing Zhongzheng again, but this time it was a direct refusal.
"I'm not surprised, because I had expected that." Jing Zhongzheng looked back at Li Yue beside him.
"But people will also continue to improve, I believe Miss Fang Linger knows this very well, when you don't know Ah Zheng, you will feel that he is unfathomable, but if you can enter his inner world, you may be able to find a completely different real person."
"It's not that hard, is it?" Li Yue also looked at Jing Zhongzheng, and he said.
"It's really not difficult, but now I don't have the heart to understand, because of the previous ignorance and hot head, I caused you to lose half of your equity, which is a big irreparable loss, so I decided to make up for it." Fang Ling'er bowed to Jing Zhongzheng for the last time, and she said seriously.
"I'll help you get those shares back from her hands again." Fang Ling'er looked at Jing Zhongzheng, and she said word by word.
"What are you going to do?" Jing Zhongzheng looked at Fang Ling'er with some surprise, and he asked.
"In the time I spent with Jing Qianjin, I learned about her heart, or some miserable heart, I found that she was not a particularly vicious person, but she lacked the necessary care and fairness, and this fairness... But it takes two people to solve it personally. ”
"Her parents." Fang Ling'er said.
"Her resentment as a person stems entirely from her parents' own problems in educating their children, and the idea of patriarchy is everywhere, but such an attitude towards her and some other things show that her parents don't care about Jing Qianjin at all."
"Can you say that the third child was born completely for the icing on the cake? This ignorant and backward point of view has already determined that Inakamasa's sister can't live a good life, after all, it is already discriminatory enough on gender, and then the youngest and most powerless person in the family will only receive more white eyes and scolding. ”
"I don't need anything else, just two points, I can easily control Jing Qianjin, do you have any ideas?" Fang Ling'er looked at Jing Zhongzheng, and she asked.
"No, I'll listen to you." Inakamasa said.