Chapter 196: The Years of Suffering

Lin Han's thoughts were interrupted, "Liao Yuanping is my own brother, nearly ten years older than me. Liao Xue spoke, without any emotion, and her voice was very empty: "When I dropped out of school after graduating from junior high school, he had already come to Chaoping to develop. Later, I got to know ...... A person named Gao Chuancai is in the building materials business, and the two have been working together for more than ten years. Later, I was introduced to marry Zhen Yushi, a young man from this village, and after marriage, he took me to Chaoping together, and soon we had a lot. ”

When Liao Xue spoke, she looked at the sleeping Duoduo, in addition to endless love and pity, there was more helplessness in her eyes. He continued: "Although our life was very difficult at that time, every time I look back, I feel that only that time was the happiest time of my life. Yushi is a person who can endure hardships and work hard and has brains, although he doesn't read much, but he is very smart. We rented a house and opened a shoe bar. Yushi is not willing to only shine the shoes of the guests every day, and delves into the renovation, repair and customization of leather shoes in his spare time. In less than half a year, we took out all our savings and bought a new piece of equipment to refurbish and color our shoes. Yushi's craftsmanship is one in a hundred, and the shoes that have been refurbished by him have to be polished by hand again, and each pair is like a new one......

Liao Xue's dry eyes were filled with tears again, and her tone became more and more gentle, as if she had traveled through time and returned to the days when husband and wife were in love with each other, and then there was some excitement: "I thought that a happy life would get better and better, and all dreams were beckoning to us one by one and slowly coming true, but Duoduo, who was less than a year old, suddenly fell seriously ill and completely broke the silence of our family, and the beautiful dreams were shattered." At that time, the first diagnosis given by the hospital was that the child's kidney function was not sound, and we took Duoduo to seek medical treatment everywhere, and traveled to every major hospital in Liaodong Province, and even had to leave her elderly and sick mother-in-law behind, leaving her alone at home without eating or drinking......"

Liao Xuebei came from it, sobbing again, tears rolling down her white cheeks: "Duoduo's condition has not improved at all, but is getting worse and worse. When I was diagnosed again, the doctor announced that it was a urinaceus! This thunderbolt on a sunny day completely stunned me and Yushi. The family had basically run out of money, so we started borrowing money from everywhere and looking for all our relatives and friends...... However, God is so cruel that he doesn't want to let us go at all. At this time, the bad news came again: Yushi was looking for his former co-workers to raise money, and on the way back, he was hit by a truck, and the wheels ran over him...... When I rushed to the hospital, he still had his last breath, and he only had time to say the sentence 'save a lot of lives, and pay back', and he died, and he was still holding the two thousand yuan borrowed from the worker tightly in his hand......" Liao Xue said this, and finally couldn't continue, and cried bitterly, when she saw the sleeping Duoduo twisting her little brow slightly because of the noise, she gagged her mouth with her hand again, and tears flowed down again.

The corners of Lin Han's eyes also moistened a little when he heard this, what kind of human tragedy is this. Is this a devastating blow that a weak woman can withstand? Leaned over gently, picked up the paper drawer on the sofa, and put it in front of Liao Xue. Then he swallowed something unknown in his throat with a "grunt", and slowly lit a cigarette.

Liao Xue looked at the paper drawer, but did not reach for it, let the tears on her face rage, and continued: "The truck driver and the insurance company compensated us for a total of 200,000 yuan, and I didn't even have time and inqualification to fall into pain. I don't dare to think about the good times with Yushi before, but I can only remember his words before he died, I want to save a lot of life, so that he can grow up happily and happily like an ordinary healthy child...... I also have to take my mother-in-law, who has nothing to rely on, to give her a pension and pay off all the debts......"

Lin Han suddenly felt the sourness in his heart gush out, and he almost let tears flow out. A puff of cigarette took a breath, and he bent down violently and coughed, just as this cigarette also saved the scene, and pretended to wipe away his tears with his hands, as if it was caused by smoke discomfort. What kind of mind and complex is Liao Xue! Faced with the pain of losing her husband, her young son was seriously ill, and her mother-in-law was riddled with illness, she did not retreat, but chose to bear and face it without hesitation; What kind of kindness and persistence is this, from her weak and helpless little woman's body, she can burst out with such a strong sense of responsibility and bravery beyond ordinary people!

Lin Han knows very well that this is not a promise that can be made with a hot head. Liao Xue, who is young and has a good appearance, can choose to give up after Zhen Yushi's death, let go of these painful burdens, shake off the fetters of broken heart, and look for another opportunity to determine her future. In the face of the cruel reality, blind stubbornness and responsibility will only bring scars to oneself day and night, and conscience exudes a copper smell; Promises are worthless.

However, Liao Xue identified her original future, which is the current future, and she never wanted to make any changes, and in the case of her husband's death, she still accompanied her mother-in-law with a lot of persistence. The nerve in the depths of Lin Han's heart was deeply moved by this resolute, tenacious, kind and brave woman, and he was inexplicably excited.

Liao Xue's crying stopped, and her helpless eyes were silent and ruthless: "The doctor said that the only way to cure many diseases is a kidney transplant, but in addition to the high cost of kidney body and surgery, you also need luck to meet a donor." In recent years, only 15 out of every 5,000 people who have suffered from this disease have been lucky enough to have this chance to survive. In the past two years, Duoduo and I have left countless registrations and records in various major hospitals, but there has been no news. I could only take him to the hospital once a week for dialysis maintenance, and in order to make as much money as possible, I did almost everything I could to make a living. For a year, I was still doing massages at the bathing center...... Don't get me wrong, I'm the regular one. ”

Lin Han rushed out and said, "I know." Liao Xue was taken aback, looked up and asked, "You...... You know? Lin Han's face immediately turned red and explained, "I mean, I know that you have done so much hard work in order to make money. Liao Xue no longer doubted, stared at Duoduo and said: "But this child's illness has not changed at all, his skin often has some red rashes now, every time he screams it hurts and itchy, and if I want to reach out to scratch it, I have to hold him down." My heart is already more painful and itchy than his, and it is about to break......"

Lin Han asked, "When you encounter such a big difficulty, didn't your brother help you?" Liao Xue said coldly: "Help, why didn't you help?" During the Mid-Autumn Festival last year, I met with his family and had a meal. My sister-in-law ridiculed me for being stupid and stupid, and I didn't hurry up to find someone to marry again. The eldest brother told me to introduce me to his business partner, who was Gao Chuancai, a bald old man in his fifties. He also said that Boss Gao has done a lot of business over the years, and he also wants to give back to the society to do good deeds, and plans to fund a lot to help him find a suitable kidney source. At that time, I naively thought that this time I finally met the living Bodhisattva who saved the suffering, and Duoduo was going to be saved, so I went to Gao Chuancai's house with my eldest brother to meet. Who knew that the eldest brother said three or eight words, so he threw me down and walked away. Gao Chuancai began to do something to me, revealing the fox tail, where did he want to fund me and Duoduo, he just wanted my body and used him as a tool to vent his desires! Later, I refused to obey, escaped from his house, and went back to my eldest brother to question, and at that time my eldest brother said, 'There is no free lunch in this world, and Boss Gao can indeed save a lot, but it is impossible not to give anything in return.' You can also understand what I mean, if you want to live a lot or your own chastity archway, you can do it. It's not that I don't help you, I can only help you, so let's make your own decisions. I scolded him like crazy, but he beat him up and went home bruised. ”

Lin Han's fist slammed on the table, and he said angrily, "Did your eldest brother come up with such a way to help you?" Is he still human? Shameless, scum! His chest rose and fell with anger. Liao Xue sighed: "Lin Han, maybe you don't know how much she loves her children as a mother. After several ideological struggles, I even had the idea of sacrificing myself to save a lot. The eldest brother observed that I was relieved, so he kept persuading. Especially lately, I have been coming more often, and I seem to have drunk alcohol today, and if you don't come, you will probably have to forcibly drag me away...... To tell the truth, I am becoming more and more powerless to reject his will. ”

Lin Han said: "No! This is not an equal account! How can you act on yourself and promise to be such a beast as the two of them?! Liao Xue's tears poured down and said, "But I really have no choice, I'm exhausted, I don't know how long I can last like this...... Duoduo's condition is getting worse and worse, and there is not much time left to delay! "I'll figure it out!" Lin Han said this almost without hesitation, and Liao Xue raised her head and looked at him with a surprised expression, looking like she couldn't believe it at all.

Lin Han was not only filled with righteous indignation, but also when he listened to Liao Xue tell about his misfortune, he was deeply touched by his heart of compassion and had the idea of helping this suffering family of three. He may also be a little skeptical that he is impulsive, and he may have to evaluate his own current ability, but if he doesn't know what to do without leaving it alone, then there is no doubt that he can't do it.

"I have a friend in the hospital, I'll go ask you tomorrow!" Lin Han looked at her eyes and said word by word: "Liao Xue, you have been persisting for two years!" No one knows better than you how much you have suffered and how many sins you have suffered, I appreciate your unyielding and bravery, and I am also impressed by your selfless dedication, I will do my best to help you, but I hope you will continue to cheer up, don't give up on yourself, not for anything else, just for the persistence you have always insisted on! Lin Han's voice was loud and powerful.