Chapter Two Hundred and Six: Heartbreak Without a Trace
The old monk's laughing voice was very weird, which made Yan'er shudder!
Yan'er relied on her courage and raised her voice and said loudly: "Master, your laughter makes people feel a little terrifying! Why are you laughing at me like that? The apprentice is ignorant, and he still hopes that the master will be clear! ”
The old monk's voice stopped suddenly, and his figure appeared in front of Yan'er's eyes.
The old monk patted Yan'er on the shoulder and said earnestly: "Yan'er! Being a teacher is laughing at you for deceiving yourself! In fact, you now know very well in your heart that you are contemptuous and self-inferior, but you don't want the master to say it, and you don't want to say the true feelings in your heart! You have to admit that no matter how much pain you are in right now, you brought it on yourself! For the teacher to ask you, if the master has a way to make Qin'er say all the words in her heart without reservation, do you have enough courage to listen? If you listen to it, can you guarantee that your thoughts about Qin'er will not change in the slightest? Or are you willing to admit that she is treating you as a slave and not a brother? ”
Yan'er immediately knelt down and said sadly: "I appreciate your kindness, master, but don't do that!" I don't care what Qin'er thinks of me! As long as she is happy, I am happy! Nothing else matters, really! ”
The old monk said, "Yan'er, don't be afraid! Come with me! Now Qin'er has been cast a little spell by me in her sleep, and I don't do anything else. Just so that you can completely come to your senses, don't have another tendon! I will ask her anything in Qin'er's dream, and she will say whatever she thinks in her heart! Yan'er, come with the master! ”
Yan'er didn't know what was going on, so she consciously handed her hand to the master, and the master and apprentice entered Qin'er's dream hand in hand.
The old monk and Yan'er said again: "Yan'er, Qin'er can't see the two of us now, she is very real in her dreams now, and in front of her eyes is another self, and she is talking to herself!" Listen carefully! Hold back, don't cry! ”
The old monk and Yan'er stared at Qin'er tightly on the side, and Qin'er saw his own shadow in front of him. Except for facing her own shadow, she has no thought of everything around her!
Qin'er's shadow said, "Master, do you miss the emperor now?" Are you in a hurry to get back to Purple City? ”
Qin'er said in an anxious tone: "Brother Cheng and I are husband and wife, I haven't seen him for so long, I naturally miss him very much!" It's just that I heard Brother Yan say that the master didn't let him go back to Purple City with all of us, and I was a little reluctant Brother Yan! ”
Qin'er's shadow continued to ask, "Master, your brother Yan is indeed very good to you!" But he seems a little weird at times. Did you find out? ”
Qin'er nodded lightly and said, "Yes!" He is weird sometimes! I sometimes wonder why he loves me so much. I don't have the same love for him as I do for my brother! It seems that I have no way to treat my third brother like this! ”
Qin'er's shadow continued to ask curiously: "Master, that means that you don't regard him as a loved one, and there is no way to completely treat him as your own brother?" So what do you think of him? ”
Qin'er smiled and said, "I can't tell it myself. Anyway, Brother Yan is willing to give everything for me! I can't help but be very dependent on him sometimes! Sister Shadow, I dare say that even if I make his heart twist, he still loves me! Maybe he's still used to treating me as a little master like he did when he was a child! I remember when I was a kid I used to ride him as a horse! I rode him and he was happy, really! He loved me since I was a kid and I especially enjoyed the feeling he gave me! I sometimes even feel that he is more loyal to me than Rhubarb is to my big brother! You say Brother Yan is interesting, right? ”
Qin'er's shadow said, "Master, don't mess around! Isn't this rhubarb your eldest brother's dog? It doesn't make sense for you to compare it so much! Master, no matter what, Brother Yan has done enough for you, but you are always cold to him! What the hell do you think? ”
Qin'er replied seriously: "What do you think!" I'm very good to Brother Yan, at least compared to my dad and big brother, I'm the best for him! Of course, he was grateful to me! You know, he's died for me a few times! I dare to say that as long as it is for me, he is willing to do whatever others ask him to do! He loves me more than himself! He thinks of me as his whole world! ”
Qin'er's shadow smiled and asked, "Master, then what do you think of Brother Yan?" Can you explain it yourself? ”
Qin'er shook her head and said suspiciously, "Didn't I just say it?" I think he treats me like a little master, and that's enough! As for what I take him for, I really can't say it myself! In short, he is really good to me, he is obedient, and even if he beats and scolds him, he will not hold a grudge against me! He's still worried about whether my hand will hurt. You say he's funny, right? ”
Qin'er's shadow said: "Master, no matter what, you should be kind to Brother Yan, I dare to say that even Brother Cheng doesn't love you as much as he loves!" Don't always break his heart! ”
Qin'er smiled and said, "Sister Shadow, don't worry!" Of course I have to be kind to him, he gave me his heart a long time ago, I am his heart, he is hollow now! ”
Qin'er's shadow laughed: "Master, you are so humorous, he is not a hollow cabbage!" ”
The conversation between Qin'er and her shadow continued, the old monk saw that Yan'er had cried tears, he didn't want Yan'er to continue listening, he took Yan'er's hand tightly, and the master and apprentice walked out of Qin'er's dream again.
The old monk looked at Yan'er crying heartbreakingly, and his heart was also very sad!
The old monk asked Yan'er softly: "Yan'er, you heard it with your own ears just now!" Do you think Qin'er treats you as a brother or a slave in her heart? ”
Yan'er stopped crying and said in a very calm tone, "Master." If Qin'er treats me as an older brother, I am the best brother in the world! If she treats me as a slave, then I, I will, I am her most faithful slave! She's right, my heart is in hers, what does she want, what can I do! Master, I felt so much more comfortable when I cried just now! I understand your good intentions, and I'm not sad at all now, really! Not the slightest bit of sadness! I don't hate Qin'er, and I don't hate myself! ”
The old monk stared at Yan'er intently, not knowing what to say! The old monk was silent for a long time, and finally said loudly: "Yan'er, I promise you that no matter what the circumstances, the capital of the stars of the Qingping constellation will be Qin'er, and it will not be changed to anyone. Also, if you want to go back to Purple City with Qin'er, you can go back! I won't stop you anymore! ”
Yan'er smiled and said, "Master, thank you for your fulfillment, so that I can be closer to my heart and not separate my soul and flesh!" ”
The old monk gently patted Yan'er's shoulder and said, "Yan'er, in the future, Qin'er will make you bruised all over your body, you can't blame the master for not reminding you!" ”
Yan'er smiled bitterly and said, "Master, don't worry! The apprentice will never complain about you, master! ”
The old monk disappeared without a trace in an instant! At this time, Qin'er woke up, gently pushed open the stone door, and walked out!
Qin'er walked up to Yan'er and said softly, "Brother Yan, just as I was about to wake up, the master's voice seemed to tell me that I could let you go back to Purple City with all of us!" Brother Yan, are you happy to hear this news? ”
Yan'er walked forward with a smile and said softly, "Of course I'm happy!" Qin'er, are you happy? ”
Qin'er nodded and said, "Then do you still need to ask?" I will be sad when I leave Brother Yan! ”
After Yan'er heard this, tears fell like rain in an instant! Qin'er asked curiously, "Brother Yan, you just cried before I went to bed, why are you crying again now?" ”
Yan'er smiled and said, "Qin'er, your words moved me so much, I cried with joy!" After Yan'er said this, he stepped forward and kissed Qin'er's forehead gently, holding Qin'er tightly in his arms!
He could feel the sound of his heart breaking, so terrible, and at the same time silent!