"I must have hated it at the beginning, but after so many years, the hatred and non-hatred have nothing to do with it now, even if I once hated it to the extreme, now it has gradually faded away, it is just a journey in my life, and it is a past that I can't go back." Even if July loved deeply in his heart, he endured the pain and insisted that he had no love or hatred, even if there was hatred in his heart, but with the passage of time, it has slowly transformed into obsession.

The emaciated face of the cold twilight looked even more scruples and haggard under the green light, and as soon as July's words fell, he was even more lonely, he thought that July hated him, and he would rather July still hate him, so that he was still in July's heart, never far away, but this was not the case, he had already disappeared from her heart, and her love for herself disappeared without a trace, without any trace.

"I thought you hated me, I was ...... I ......" Leng Twilight couldn't say those words, couldn't say that he was in trouble, couldn't say his helplessness, his mouth opened several times, but he didn't say anything related to the beginning, not at all.

July is crying and laughing, isn't it just that he was forced to have no way out by the cold? Isn't it a recurrence of virulence? Isn't it just that he is hiding some secrets that cannot be divulged? There's nothing you can't say, but you still don't believe in yourself as before, July looked at the cold twilight and stopped, and angered the depressed line in his heart,

"It doesn't matter if I hate it or not, I don't know that Prince Mu, who has been in a wheelchair for more than ten years, can still fall in love with Princess Tang Dui a few years ago, but I don't understand how Prince Mu's legs are long, can be good or bad at will, and easily convert? Do you know why? Chi Mu, Brother Chi? ”

July is a casual and casual person, and the cold twilight makes July think of his stupid and pitiful appearance, and the deception and distrust of others make him think that is the true intention, I am afraid that he can't help but laugh at his stupidity in his heart at that time.

"July, I always knew that you would come to my Prince Mu's mansion, but I didn't expect it to be so soon, the name Chi Mu has not been mentioned for a long time, it has been pierced in my heart a lot, I always thought that I didn't mention it again, but I heard it today, I wanted to tell you at the beginning, when you told you the truth about your identity as Princess Xiaoyang of Tang Dusk, you didn't have the courage to speak, and now that you think about it, you don't feel that there is anything to be afraid of."

Leng Twilight heard July mention the word Chi Mu, Leng Twilight was stunned for a moment, and the sudden change in July's mood made him unable to guess what it meant, originally July was just expressionless, and his tone was flat, but he didn't know how to change his attitude, as if something was wrong.

"Pay off Prince Mu's self-respect, the word July is not something you can call, and July can't afford to be called Prince Mu like this, Prince Mu still calls me Princess Xiaoyang, you don't need to say much about that matter, and Xiao Yang has his own judgment, he used to be a fool, but I'm not a fool now, I was deceived once, will I be stupid enough to continue to be deceived?" July only believed in himself, and the rest could not be trusted.

"In my heart, you will always be July, since you don't want to mention the things of the year, then I will do as you wish, even if it was the best time in my life, think about it carefully, it has been a long time, I have lived in the palace of Prince Mu of Jin Guomu for three years, you should hate me, but you don't hate me, just have disgust and dislike for me, I admit that I once had reservations about you, you can come to the door in person, then you must also know what happened, you also know my compulsion, I don't ask for your forgiveness, just beg you to keep doing well. Leng Twilight's heart was full of July, he had already regretted his decision back then, if it weren't for the thing that supported him, Leng Twilight would rather die in July's arms that year, that would be his happiness.

July turned sideways slightly, leaving only a slender shadow for Cold Twilight, she was afraid that she couldn't control her emotions, she also knew that she was a soft-hearted person, when Red Moon mentioned the reason why Cold Twilight left, she couldn't help it, in front of Cold Twilight, July couldn't show any reluctance to heartache, each had the rest of their lives, and they also had their own missions, one wrong, it would ruin all the layouts.

"Lord Mu, you are the noble prince of Jin Kingdom, and I, Du Yiqi, am the princess of Tang Dui, it's better not to have entanglements between you and me, three years have been so peaceful and peaceful, and the rest of your life will not be difficult to go, you should know Leng Yang better than me, we can't go wrong." Listening to the cold twilight tone, July knew that he had not forgotten himself in his heart, but his fate had already been decided, how could he change it at will.

July's voice fell, and the room was silent, only the shallow breathing of July and Leng Twilight, July didn't dare to speak again, he couldn't suppress his emotions, but Leng Twilight kept waiting for July to speak, he felt that he was no longer qualified to speak, he was too cowardly, and he couldn't even fight for what he wanted.

"Why did you come to Jin Kingdom, Concubine Ning Jing has someone to clean up, you ...... Don't you know that once you arrive in Jin Country, there will be no possibility of withdrawing? Seeing that July was reluctant to speak, Leng Twilight had to say the doubts in his heart, as early as when he knew that July had arrived at the border of Jin State, Leng Twilight wanted to send someone to lure her back to Tang Dui, but Leng Yang stared too closely, so that he didn't have the slightest power to do it.

July was stunned, I didn't expect Leng Twilight to ask herself such a sentence, listening to the tone, as if this Jin country should not come, but what can be done about it, the arrow is on the bow, I have to send it, if I can, July is naturally reluctant to go to a cold place like Jin Guo.

"Concubine Ning Jing can't get into my eyes, she will naturally be punished for betraying my mother, my coming to Jin Country is just an accident, I am the only princess of the Tang Twilight age, although there is a precedent for the daughter of the clan and her relatives, but there is no princess, what can I do if I don't come to Jin Kingdom?" July was also helpless, before the news of the relationship came out, the queen quickly married Duzi, which confused the magnates of Yong'an City, and when the matter of the relationship was decided, she knew the queen's intentions, and only then did July understand what kind of person Concubine Ning Jing was.

July's words caused Leng Twilight to think deeply, July's death of the queen mother was ulterior, but July's relationship with the family was also very strange, there were so many princesses in Tang Dusk, why was there only one in July who could marry at that time, what kind of conspiracy was this, and there were so many people involved in the situation from Tang Dusk's harem to Jin Guo's harem, the identity of the person behind it is probably unpredictable, and what is he doing it for.

"The situation is unpredictable, what I want to do is even more unspeakable, the slightest carelessness is to break bones, although Leng Twilight is neither high nor powerful, but at least a prince, if you have any place to use me, Leng Twilight is exactly the same as before, it has never changed."

Cold twilight eyes stared directly at July, even if the two of them had no chance to move on, he was still unwilling to remove July from his heart, he was unwilling to give up this beauty that only belonged to him.

July burst into tears after hearing this, she held back her tears, this tear can flow anytime and anywhere, but it can't fall now, obviously she was still worried before, but now she has long forgotten how to write those two words.

"Of course, no matter what, it's also a friend, but I'm afraid I won't be able to meet anything difficult in Jin Guo, and now that anyone in the Handu sees me and runs away without turning around, I'm afraid I've already replaced Qiao Yu and become a street bully hated by everyone." July laughed at herself, she really didn't have anything difficult, everything she could solve by herself, and if she couldn't solve it, she only needed to go to the Qiankun Palace for a stop, and Leng Yang would solve it clearly and clearly for herself.

"Qiao Pre, I didn't expect you to become friends with him, too, this is rare for him to be able to fit in with you, Qiao Pre is pure by nature, follow you, Aunt Shaoyang can also rest assured." Leng Dui's tone was very understanding of Qiao Yu, and the slight joy revealed in his words could not be faked.

In July, she heard Leng Du mention Qiao Pre, and she also admired Qiao Pre very much, and she really regarded Qiao Pre as her friend, so she was naturally very satisfied.

"You were poisoned that year, it was the miracle doctor who saved you?" July remembered that Hongyue said that it was the divine doctor who felt that he had detoxified Leng Twilight in time, otherwise I am afraid that there would be no more Prince Mu Leng Twilight in the world.

Hearing July mention that incident, Leng Twilight had mixed feelings in her heart, if it weren't for this matter, I'm afraid that I would still be with July, but fate made people, and now listening to July talk about the word poisoning, Leng Twilight couldn't help but feel sad.

"Yes, it's him, I remember that it was an unusually quiet night, I felt in my heart that there were thousands of poisonous snakes biting, at that moment I wanted to end myself, but when I thought of you, I endured it, I didn't want you to see me so embarrassed, and I knew that I was really dying, I would rather you hate me, I don't want you to be sad, I thought at the time, even if I left this world, you still remember me, even if you hate me for not saying goodbye and not hearing from me." Leng Twilight calmly recounted the situation when he left, as if vividly, he fell deeply into the memory.

July listened to the tears unconsciously in her eyes, she still didn't hold back her tears, she didn't stop Leng Twilight from saying this.

"Don't say it...... Don't say it."

July didn't want to hear those things, she couldn't suppress the long-suppressed emotions in her heart when she saw Leng Twilight, but these words of Leng Twilight made July have no way not to think of the memories she had sealed, July was afraid that her emotions would get out of control, afraid that she would be out of control from now on, afraid that she would love deeply.

"July, listen to me." The cold twilight's gaze was a little pleading, and the loneliness of his grandson made July irresistible.

Leng Twilight cleared her throat and continued: "The night I left, I endured the pain in my heart and stood quietly in front of your room for a long time, I also pondered for a long time, I finally decided to leave, I can't let you know that I am no longer in this world, I have to leave, I left Tang Dui, and returned to this palace where there is no sunshine and no one for you all day long, I have slowly disappeared, but fate makes people, God does not allow me to die, my friend rushed back to Jin Guo before poisoning his heart, after more than a year of pranayama, I slowly cleared the poison from my body, and I want to go to you. But I found that I couldn't get out anymore, if God could let me choose again, I would rather stay by your side and never leave, even if I was about to die, I would be willing to die in your arms, so that I would not lose you forever and forever. ”

Leng Dusk's biggest regret is the choice to leave made back then, otherwise where would there be an ending like today's where lovers can't end up married, and where will there be a result of seeing each other and not loving each other.

"You don't need to say it, I know everything, it's just that I slowly forgot about these words after I said them today, I am still the prince's fiancée on the top of my head, and you and your second Miss Yan, it is the best result for us to be well, since God has already made arrangements, we naturally have to comply with the destiny of heaven, Leng Yang will not allow us to have anything to do with it, my affairs have not started yet, I don't want to end here, our self-respect is love for each other." Even though July evokes infinite memories in her heart, she still remembers what she shouldn't do, what kind of person Leng Yang is, July is already very clear, as long as she leaves a little clue, Leng Yang can think of rebellion and rebellion.

"Yan Xiang is a cold marriage, I have to from, he hates me to the bone, if this time he does not marry Yan Xiang as he wishes, he is afraid that he will seize the opportunity, and the holy decree of the deception will then be passed to Prince Mu's mansion, so many years, he has not let go of any opportunity to put me to death, even if every time it is resolved by the Empress Dowager or the eldest princess of Shaoyang, but he still did not give up, but became more and more rampant, he just wished I died, July, marrying Yan Xiang was not my intention, if I could, I only hope that my princess, You are the only wife. Leng Du heard July mention Yan Xiang, he knew that July was disgusted with Yan Xiang, and quickly explained his relationship with Yan Xiang, although he knew that July knew the origin of the marriage contract between him and Yan Xiang, but it was not as good as his own explanation.

July frowned slightly, Leng Twilight's explanation made her heart soften, she didn't want this half-word explanation, what she wanted was to cut off the past with Leng Twilight, the past will always be a ditch between July and Leng Twilight, no matter how buried and disguised, there will always be traces, now the main thing is to be clear to both of them, and they can't show any clues in front of Leng Yang, and they can't show a little trace.

"Leng Dusk, let's not talk about the past, let it pass if it's gone, let it pass if it's missed, if we meet again, we just don't know anyone, I'm just Xiao Yanggong of Tang Dusk himself, you are just Mu Wang Ye of Jin Kingdom, we haven't known each other, okay?" July clearly knew that even if there was no misunderstanding between her and Leng Dusk, even if they made it clear what happened at the beginning, they would not be able to get back together, and then goodbye could only be strangers, or even strangers than strangers, as long as they didn't leave traces of suspicion for Leng Yang.

Even if Leng Twilight was heartbroken, he could only nod his head and say, "I know, from now on, I, Leng Twilight, will only be Prince Mu, you...... You...... You are just a passer-by in my life, and I will never do anything to do with it, even if we meet, I will never have any emotions, so you can rest assured. ”

"The prince is not your beloved, in July, Jin Guo is not a good destination for you, if it's okay, you better leave this dire place as soon as possible, if you have anything else to do, if you still trust me, I am willing to do the last thing for you."

Leng Twilight hopes that July will leave the land of right and wrong in Jin Country as soon as possible, he believes in July's intelligence, as long as she is willing, the person behind it, I'm afraid there is no way to take her for the time being, the wind is about to rise here, the wind is surging, and July is destined to be affected by the time.

"I know, but, as the princess of Tang Dui, Twilight Yiqi is carrying Tang Dui's mission, since I enjoy the glory and power that others don't have, I naturally have to shoulder more responsibilities than others, my affairs are not over yet, naturally I can't leave, I promised them something, and I must not go back." July didn't think clearly about whether he wanted to do what the Empress Dowager told him, but now he can't help it.

"You have to be careful, the people Jin Guo wants to watch out for are not only Leng Yang, sometimes people in the shadows are more worthy of guarding, there is only so much I can say, a thousand words, you just need to be careful." Although Leng Du knew that Jin Guo had a driving force behind him, he could never find any clues, so he could only say so much to July, and the matter that Leng Feng said could not be known to July for the time being, and when the time came, July would naturally know.

July was very moved in his heart, although the cold twilight in his eyes no longer had the sunshine and grace of the year, but that heart has never changed, and he is still as he said, even if everything has changed, his attitude towards himself is still exactly the same as before, and it will not change.

"I understand, Leng Yang can't move me for the time being, as for the person in the shadows you said, I haven't found it yet, no one dares to compete with Uncle Twilight in the dark, as long as he dares to appear, Uncle Twilight's fist and Chongquan Sword are not vegetarian." July understands Leng Yang thoroughly, Leng Yang is a suspicious and bold person, as long as he mentions Yancheng Han Jiao, he is afraid that he will have to tremble three times before he dares to think about other things.

"If only you understood."

Leng Twilight knew from July's tone that she understood her words, and the people in the shadows were not clear to herself, and he had never appeared, but she relied on her own conjecture that there was such a person, who knew if it was true or not.

"That miracle doctor is a good friend of yours?" July wants to know the whereabouts of the miracle doctor, if there is him, the fetal poison on Liuyu's brother will definitely be solved, then Liuyu's brother will be saved, he won't leave himself alone so quickly, only this miracle doctor can save him.

Leng Dusk listened to July and asked about the miracle doctor again. I remembered that there was a person named Yang Liuyu in the news that Leng He had found before, it seemed that July was unusual for him, and he cared too much about him, this Yang Liuyu seemed to have an old disease in his body, and it was a fetal poison formed by poisoning in the mother's body, such a toxin, I am afraid that only Lao Jiu can solve it in time, it should be for Yang Liuyu, I heard that since she arrived in Jin Kingdom, she has been secretly looking for the holy hand of interpretation, and now she has a clue here, how can she let it slip away, it seems that she is really different to Yang Liuyu.

"yes, do you have something? Or are you ......" Even if Leng Du guessed that July was looking for Lao Jiu for Yang Liuyu, he couldn't say it directly, but asked with some worry if there was something wrong in July.

"It's okay, it's just that my old friend has an old illness, and I hope to be favored by the divine doctor, if you want, can you introduce me to it?" July looked very nervous, as if she was afraid that Twilight's answer would make her lose hope, and a pair of eyes flashed this light and stared directly at Twilight.

July's answer made Leng Dui feel upset, she can be so nervous for other men, this Yang Liuyu is really not a simple character, looking at July's expression, it seems to be a very important person, but what can I do with heartache, in order to make July happy, Leng Dui can only say: "Of course you can, it's just that he hasn't been in Handu recently, and when he returns to Handu, I will definitely inform you as soon as possible, and there will be no mistakes." ”

"When will I be back?" Yang Liuyu's body can't afford to delay, which is why July is always worried about Yang Liuyu, when he left, seeing his appearance, July couldn't help but burst into tears, it's been so long now, it doesn't have to be what kind of situation, in order not to cause trouble, there has been no news from Twilight.

Leng Twilight looked at July's anxious and uneasy expression, and felt bitter and embarrassed, it turned out that Yang Liuyu was such a status in July's heart, it turned out that everything Leng He said at the beginning was true, even if he didn't want to see such a situation in his heart, Leng Twilight was powerless, he couldn't stop anything.

"Don't worry, I'll send him a letter, but your old friend has to go to Jin State, Lao Jiu can't get out of Jin Country like me, and he hasn't stepped into the Tang Dynasty for many years, I can't force him." Leng Twilight's heart was full of bitterness, he had already regarded Yang Liuyu as the lover in July's heart, but July opened her mouth, and Leng Twilight could only do what she wanted to do for her.

After listening to Leng Dui's words, July felt a little less worried in his heart, but it was difficult to send Yang Liuyu to Jin Guo, and now Jin Guo was already restricting his entry and exit, and it should be more difficult for Liuyu's brother to quietly enter Jin Guo, after all, Ye Cheng was not having a good time there.

But no matter how difficult it is, July is also going to give it a try, this is Yang Liuyu's last chance, and he must not miss it because of Leng Yang's policy, if it really doesn't work, hundreds of thousands of Tang Dui's army will be overwhelmed, she doesn't believe that Ye Cheng will still have the heart to check people one by one.

"Thank you."