Chapter 174: No Right to Know
"Team Sa, please pay attention to your identity and don't behave like this to me again. Otherwise......"
The blunt tone angered Xu Sa. He couldn't bear it any longer, and once again pressed Su Tong against the wall, pressed against her neck, and asked angrily. "What else are you going to do?"
The torn and hoarse throat roared, "Su Tong, I really didn't expect you to be so ruthless." You can cruelly leave behind our former feelings without the slightest attachment to it, and I don't blame you. ”
"But...... But why would you kill an innocent child? Even if you dislike me and hate me, and don't want to have anything to do with me, but it is a small life after all, and your blood flows in his body, why are you so cruel? ”
Xu Sa's reason has been completely lost, and his heart is full of pain. He was not only annoyed that Su Tong had killed their children, but also ruined their hope of being together.
He didn't believe that Su Tong would behave like this, which was completely different from the Su Tong he knew.
Xu Sa's irrational roar also made Su Tong's pupils slowly widen, and his black eyes were filled with unbelievable doubts.
Her emotions also spiraled out of control in an instant. He asked with endless pain. "What did you say?"
Su Tong's denial, perhaps Sa's eyes showed a more unfamiliar light. He didn't expect Su Tong to deny it at this time.
No wonder she never told him that they had a child who wanted to hide her true and cruel heart.
Xu Sa once again showed an extremely cold smile. "Don't you know what I'm talking about? Su Tong, I really didn't expect your heart to be so ruthless? ”
Xu Sa's words of reproach made Su Tong's eyes turn red all of a sudden. She didn't know why Xu Sa said this, the pain that she had been hiding in her heart was lifted like this.
I remembered that she fell down the mountain and fell into the mud, unable to struggle and resist, and could only watch her child gradually disappear from her body. She can't face that kind of picture until now.
She always remembered that she didn't protect this child well, and anyone could accuse him of his sins, but the man in front of her.
She bit her lower lip and looked at Xu Sa with tears in her eyes. Asked in pain. "Do you know what the hell you're talking about?"
"Is it all at this time, you still don't want to admit it? Do you think that in this way you can deny that you were so cruel to kill our children in the first place? Su Tong, after so many years, you never told me that there is still a child between us. ”
"You know what? If I ......"
Su Tong suddenly interrupted Xu Sa's words and asked domineeringly. "Even if you knew, so what? Do you think the outcome of all this will change? ”
"Xu Sa, anyone can accuse me of my mistakes, but you can't."
"Why can't I?" Xu Sa suddenly grabbed Su Tong's arm, "No matter what, he is also my flesh and blood, don't I even have the right to ask?" Or do you think I don't even have the right to know? ”
"Su Tong, when did you become so authoritarian? Even if there was a conflict between us at the beginning, don't you think you should discuss it with me first? ”
Facing Xu Sa's questioning in turn, Su Tong smiled, and smiled resolutely. His lips trembled slightly, and he asked in a low voice. "Do you think I didn't ask you?"
"Even if you ask, at least you'll have to wait for my answer. It's not that you make your own decisions and decide whether a life is alive or dead. ”
Hearing Xu Sa's words, Su Tong actually laughed, but her laughter was not because she was happy, but with mockery.
"I'm making my own decisions?" No matter how ruthless she is, she will not hurt her children ruthlessly. But at this moment, she looked at the resentment and rebuke in Xu Sa's eyes, and her heart was more chilling.
"Xu Sa, is this how you think of me? Xu Sa, we have been together for so many years, am I such a person in your heart? ”
She no longer has the strength to investigate what happened back then, the only thing she cares about is, why does Xu Sa think that she is such a person?
Could it be that after years of love, he doesn't even know what kind of person she is? Two lines of crystal tears slid down, and it turned out that it was such despair to be distrusted by a beloved.
She thought she could wait for his love and sincerely bless him. As long as he is happy, she will be able to let go, but ......
Su Tong couldn't say any more, and Xu Sa's heart was not numb and painful. He looked at Su Tong with tears streaming down his face, and wanted to reach out and wipe away those distressing tears for her.
It's just that Su Tong smiled and showed a more cold gaze at Xu Sa. "Xu Sa, perhaps...... I didn't break up with you for other reasons, but because we didn't really know each other at all. ”
Although my heart hurts, I am more disappointed. A pure and flawless love, the attachment remains in her heart. But at this moment, a smudge suddenly appeared, leaving her with no strength to hold on.
She is afraid that if she hurts each other like this again, she will eventually regret it, regret the love she once had, and regret her dedication!
Su Tong stepped forward and pushed away Xu Sa in front of him. With a strange and cold gaze, he walked away.
Xu Sa felt as if she had lost a piece of her heart, so she naturally reached out and grabbed her arm to stop her from leaving. Originally, I wanted to keep her, but the words became what came to my mouth. "Shouldn't you explain what happened back then?"
"Anyway, that kid has my share, and you should at least tell me why you killed him?"
As if he wanted to leave her far away, Xu Sa said even more cruel words, because he vaguely felt that if Su Tong left his side, he was afraid that he would never come back.
Su Tong shook his hand away with all his might, and roared out in a hoarse voice. "You don't have the qualifications!"
A disappointed gaze fell on his face, and Su Tong finally turned away with tears of heartache. Xu Sa stood in place, but his heart couldn't be calmed for a long time, looking at her back as she left in a hurry, Xu Sa felt as if she had done something wrong?
She cried, very sadly. It's definitely not just because he knows the truth. But......
Because of their deceased child who didn't meet? She's sad, she's hurting, so is she regretting it?
However, if it was really her voluntary desire to kill the child, why was she so painful. Is there any secret in this that he doesn't know? However, Dr. Yang Jie's yellowed notebook clearly recorded the situation of that year.