Women like to express their emotions with actions. For example, when she is happy, she will dance and beat you vigorously, for example, when she is angry, she will beat you hard. Over time, it gives the man the illusion that it doesn't matter what kind of mood she is, what matters is beating you.

Gu Qing and Zhang Huaiyu haven't seen each other for more than half a year, Zhang Huaiyu finally has some emotions to express for Gu Qing, if Gu Qing's EQ is a little higher, it's best to avoid her, and wait for her to get closer after this momentum.

The weather was so cold that it didn't seem to be enough to have two pots of charcoal fire in the house, Gu Qing still felt a little cold.

The Hu bed with a broken leg was repaired, and lying on it was a little shorter out of thin air, which made Zhang Huaiyu's Hu bed next to him instantly taller, and he needed to look up to chat with her.

"Uncle Yang just sent us a can of chicken soup. After staying up for two hours, it is said that it was the old hen that laid eggs in her house, and she endured the distress and slaughtered it, and she did evil. Gu Qing sighed faintly.

Zhang Huaiyu showed a demure smile: "The people in the village are so nice, this is probably another reason why I am willing to stay in the village." ”

"Are you going to stay in the village forever and not go to Chang'an?" Gu Qing asked curiously.

Zhang Huaiyu shook his head: "No, I won't go." I don't like Chang'an. ”

"Because of the people of the Zhang family?"

"Not only that, but also because I have seen too much poverty in the past two years, and then I see those powerful scribes in Chang'an singing praises to the prosperous era, I feel that they are too hypocritical and disgusting, if I go to Chang'an, I have to see so many hypocritical and disgusting faces every day, it is torture for me."

Gu Qing smiled and said, "With your upright temperament, you can probably only stay in the village for the rest of your life." ”

"There's nothing wrong with staying here for the rest of my life, I'm getting used to the life here, at least there's no hypocrisy here, everyone is so sincere, their love and hatred are clearly written on their faces, I don't need to watch out for anyone, here, I'm living a happy life."

Gu Qing looked out of the house and said in a low voice: "Actually, I also want to live here for the rest of my life, marry a wife and have children here, and after a few decades, my children and grandchildren will be full, my life will be mediocre but peaceful, my life will be peaceful, I don't need to stumble, I will arrange the aftermath before I die, and bury it in the soil steadily, and every time my children and grandchildren come to my grave and spill a glass of wine, the disputes and wars in the world have nothing to do with me, and my wish is enough." ”

Zhang Huaiyu smiled: "If there is a war in your lifetime, the village will not be spared, whether it is the porcelain kiln in the village at that time, or the days when you can eat meat every day, under the crushing of the war, everything will disappear, and every happy person you and I see today will eventually embark on the road of disintegration, and it is difficult for survivors to take one." ”

Gu Qing smiled: "Perhaps, in my lifetime, there will be wars in the world, but there will be no wars in Shuzhou......

Zhang Huaiyu shook his head: "If the world is in chaos, can Shuzhou be spared?" ”

Gu Qing smiled and didn't explain.

In fact, after the Anshi Rebellion, Shuzhou was indeed not in chaos, and after Li Longji fled from Chang'an in panic, he also took refuge in Shuzhou. If Gu Qing didn't have the slightest ambition, it would not be unattainable to live in the village for the rest of his life and grow old safely.

From the time crossing to the present, Gu Qing's personality has changed a lot, and after his indifferent and ruthless personality has been warmed by many people and many things, Gu Qing can no longer face the people and things around him indifferently and ruthlessly.

It's just that when a person has a little more compassion in his heart, he will inevitably lose his cool when he acts, and it will be difficult to look at the injustice encountered by the world rationally from now on, and for the sake of the so-called heavenly justice, he will maintain justice recklessly, and finally pay a heavy price, such as this time to protect Song Gensheng.

Gu Qing's current mentality is very contradictory, he doesn't think it's a bad thing to have compassion, but he doesn't want to lose his mind because of compassion, losing his mind means losing control, and the consequences of losing control are very serious.

Gu Qing is a teenager, but he is not a teenager. The experience of being a different person in two lives doomed him to be unable to deal with the complex world as simply and impulsively as an ordinary teenager.

"What are you thinking?" Zhang Huaiyu looked at Gu Qing, who was distracted, and suddenly asked.

Gu Qing looked at her calm face, and suddenly had an impulse in his heart that belonged to a teenager.

Since I met her, she has always been so calm and persistent, but she has done a lot for herself silently, Gu Qing has seen it in her eyes one by one, and sometimes she can't help but wonder, she has done so much for herself, is it the righteousness of friends, or the love of men and women?

In the reckless youth, can feelings be impulsive once? If you miss your youth, when will you be able to have a desperate love in your life?

She volunteered to stay in Shiqiao Village without complaint, did she just like the peaceful life here?

She trained the village boys day and night, and forced them to go to school with a whip, was it because she was bored?

She did all of this...... Is it possible that it is for yourself?

Gu Qing thought uncertainly, from knowing her to the present, after sorting out what she had done, Gu Qing felt that she should be interested in herself...... Right? It's a pity that she is too subtle, and she doesn't have any hints, where is like a girl more than a thousand years later, she pounced like a wolf when she took a fancy to it, and she couldn't beat away the left hook and the right hook.

Therefore, civilization is not always advancing, and the virtues of vigorously chasing the male protagonist are very lacking in ancient women.

"I'm thinking...... I've failed in life. Gu Qing sighed gloomily.

Zhang Huaiyu glanced at him coldly: "Less than twenty years old, he has already lived in the sixth rank of the official residence, and he has become the chief of the left guard." If you fail, everyone else in the world should find a pillar and kill you. ”

Gu Qing analyzed seriously: "You see, although I can barely be regarded as a righteous person, I am actually very arrogant in my heart, for example, I look at Song Gensheng now, although I am like father and son with him, but every time I see him, I always want to smoke him, it is difficult to control myself, I identify with him as a friend, but I despise his way of dealing with the world......"

Zhang Huaiyu stared at him fixedly and was silent for a long time.

"What do you mean?" Gu Qing glared at her dissatisfied.

Zhang Huaiyu pursed his lips, twisted his head to the other side, and said lightly: "It's too coincidental, I also see you like this." ”

Gu Qing was stunned: "Love the same mother and son? ”

"No, I mean to say, every time I see you, I really want to pump you, it's hard to control myself."

Gu Qing sighed, it is really difficult to make people feel happy when chatting with this kind of person, and the more they talk, the more panicked they become. 61 Library

"I ...... Continue to tell you why my life has failed. For Song Gensheng, I despise him, and I have to defend him everywhere, in this regard, his own father is not as attentive to him as I am. For him, I had to break my principles again and again, and did a lot of uncool things, and I did a lot of things that broke my principles, and I inevitably had a worry in my heart, I felt that I might not have principles at all, so it would be so easy to break principles, a person without principles, may live a good life in the future, but it will also be very sad......"

Zhang Huaiyu heard the clouds and mountains and mist, frowned, and said, "What do you want to say?" ”

Gu Qing sighed: "What I want to say is, pity the hearts of parents all over the world, Song Gensheng is considered to be a waste, I plan to give birth to a son by myself, even if I want to educate in the future, I am willing to be heavy-handed, after all, it is biological, and there is no need to be so polite......"

"So what?"

"I may not be able to do it alone...... Gu Qing turned his head to look at her and sent her a sincere invitation: "If you are idle, do you want to help?" ”

Zhang Huaiyu had a faint hunch that Gu Qing's dog might spit out something that wasn't ivory in Gu Qing's mouth next......

"How can I help you?" Zhang Huaiyu's beautiful apricot eyes narrowed, a very dangerous signal.

It's a pity that Gu Qing doesn't seem to have studied the subtle changes in a woman's expression, he didn't perceive the danger at all, and said to himself: "Help me give birth to one, a few will do......"

Pointing to the mountains in the distance outside the house, Gu Qing pointed to the shape of the rivers and mountains, and said emotionally: "Do you see that mountain?" That's what I hit for you...... Well, no, I mean, I'm going to open a cemetery on the mountain, as the ancestral grave of my Gu family, I plan to leave a place for you in the ancestral grave, right next to me, I have figured out how to carve the tombstone, how about the 'Gumen Zhang family'? Isn't it blessed? ”

Zhang Huaiyu looked at him in amazement, as if he was looking at a mentally retarded person.

"So, Gumen Zhang, it's not too much to give me a few healthy and smart babies, right? Right? Do you want to think about it...... Yes! The surname is Zhang, are you crazy? ”

Before he finished speaking, the newly repaired Hu bed completely fell apart, Gu Qing fell to the ground hard, and not only that, but he was also stepped on a few times by Zhang Huaiyu's condescending feet.

Then Zhang Huaiyu turned around and left, his injured body staggering and hurrying, as if he had seen a ghost.

Gu Qing sat paralyzed on the ground, his expression gloomy and depressed.

finally mustered up the courage to confess, but looking at Zhang Huaiyu's reaction, it seemed that he rejected his confession......

I can't figure it out, is she unintentional to herself? Are all seemingly ambiguous little feelings all your own illusions?

Secretly reflecting on the process of his confession just now, Gu Qing summed up the success or failure of his experience, and felt that there seemed to be more nonsense just now, he should talk about the ancestral tomb directly, and he should not start with "failure in life", the logic is a little far, Zhang Huaiyu's EQ is so low, he may not understand.

"It should be too tactful, next time be more direct." Gu Qing had a serious face and muttered to himself with a solemn expression.

With Zhang Huaiyu's chivalrous style, Gu Qing felt that the more direct the better.

Mother-in-law, Lao Tzu has taken a fancy to you, come over and let Lao Tzu take a sip!

Is that okay? The possibility of being beaten is not small, think again, think again......

…………

The village is as calm as usual, the storm in Qingcheng County does not seem to affect the lives of the villagers, the sun rises, the sun sets, standing at the entrance of the village and smelling the smell of cooking smoke, the heart sincerely feels peaceful and peaceful.

Feng Aweng limped to Gu Qing's side and put on a fox fur made of his own nitrate: "It's very cold, don't stand outside, the wound is not healed yet, be careful of catching a cold." ”

Gu Qing turned around and smiled: "It's okay, my body is not that weak." ”

"When you hurt your muscles and bones, your body will be weaker than usual, don't catch a cold, otherwise if you fall ill, you have to let Song Gen treat you, think about his medical skills, that medical skills are so rotten, but his self-esteem is very strong, if you don't let him treat him, he will be angry, let him treat it, and he can't live with his own life...... Every village has a scripture that is difficult to read, and we are also difficult. Feng Aweng sighed with embarrassment.

Gu Qing said with a smile: "Just let Uncle Song go to the county town to find a medical clinic to help for a few years, and his medical skills will improve in a few years, and he will be a veritable doctor at that time." ”

Feng Aweng sighed: "The old man also thinks so, and many villagers also think so, but Song Gen doesn't think so, he thinks that we drove him out of the village, once the old man mentioned it to him euphemistically, and as soon as the words began, he cried, saying that he would kill himself by hitting the pillar, and said that the soldier can be killed but not humiliated, saying that we dislike his medical skills......"

"Yes, we do dislike his medical skills, but we don't show it so obviously, we don't grow up, and we don't let people say it, we always feel like we've been false......ly accused," Feng Aweng said distressedly.

Listening to Feng Aweng babbling about some trivial parents, Gu Qing smiled gently, after a few years, after becoming famous, he really considered going back to Shiqiao Village to retire. Everything here makes him feel at peace, and this place of peace is my home.

Of course, the premise is that Zhang Huaiyu is willing to be buried in the ancestral grave of the Gu family.

Go back and do her ideological work, life has been in a hurry for decades, where is it not buried? Why bother with it.

"When will you return to Chang'an?" Feng Aweng asked suddenly.

"Let's raise it for a few more days, there's no hurry." Gu Qing said with a smile.

In a few days, King Ji will probably get the news of the annihilation of the entire army, and he is curious about what kind of expression he will have.

More than 200 people assassinated the county commander appointed by the imperial court, but all of them died, and the matter was a big trouble, and the imperial history platform of the Chang'an court was not a vegetarian, so King Ji must have panicked, right? A prince who is not a prince who is not a long-term prince, and raising so many dead soldiers in the palace is an unclear and fatal thing in itself.

"Chang'an...... What does it look like? Feng Aweng's eyes were full of longing: "The people of Chang'an must be very particular about their lives, right?" Are the chopsticks used to eat made of gold? ”

"That would be heavy metal poisoning." Gu Qing said with a smile: "Feng Aweng, when I have a firm foothold in Chang'an, please go to Chang'an with the villagers to have a look, you have to take good care of yourself, live for a few more years, help me take care of the porcelain kiln in the past few years, my expenses in Chang'an are all supplied by this porcelain kiln, it is my small treasury, you should take care of it." ”

Feng Aweng patted his chest and said: "Don't worry, Shiqiao Village is now like an iron bucket, and no one dares to come to make trouble, but I have a breath of air, no one dares to come to the village to make a mistake, and the cubs in the village don't dare to mess around." ”

Saying that, Feng Aweng narrowed his eyes and showed a meaningful smile: "Speaking of which, Zhang Huaiyu's girl is really good, originally the old man only stared at the porcelain kiln in his eyes, and he didn't care much about other things, but Miss Zhang was very concerned about the cultivation of the children in the village, no matter whether it was windy or rainy, it was inevitable to let the children in the village practice in the morning and study in the afternoon, for more than half a year, there was no delay for a day, Gu Qing, Miss Zhang is a good girl, what does she think, I know very well the old man, you don't let her down." ”