Murong Yan didn't expect me to do this, so her body and hands were slightly resistant, but the moment she opened her mouth, she gave up resistance, after all, this is not the first time we have done this kind of thing, not to mention the familiarity of the road, there is a little more affection, I hugged Murong Yan's small waist, felt her sexy and graceful figure, and smelled the unique smell of the eldest lady on her body, it felt great.

Murong Yan leaned sideways into my arms, slowly hugging my body, I don't know why, maybe because of drinking, I actually fell in love with her, my hands couldn't help but press her in front of the bar, she turned around and lay on the bar with a red face and whispered, don't you think we are developing too fast?

I ignored Murong Yan's words, now I don't seem to have a little humanity, I just want to do something with her that should be done between men and women, although she didn't resist, but she frowned slightly, looking at her sad face, the hand under me slowly let go, I know that this is indeed a bit excessive, we have only met a few times, she just has a good impression of me.

Murong Yan loosened her brows and turned around to straighten up her short skirt and said with a red face, I am not mentally prepared yet, thank you for not continuing, in fact, I don't know how to refuse you, after all, we have established a relationship, and there is no reason for me to refuse if you want me.

I sat on the stool and said with a smile, I'm too impulsive, maybe it's psychologically stressed, I'm still afraid of death, I'm very scared, I haven't really touched a woman until now, it seems a pity to die like this, but I shouldn't have dragged you into the water, you and I am not people of the same world, I am too selfish to do this, I am grateful for your tolerance towards me, but it is difficult for us to come together.

Murong Yan sat on the stool and lit a lady's cigarette and said with a smile, No one knows what will happen in the future, you don't know and I don't know, even if we can't be together in the future, no one will blame you, you want me now, just because you are lonely and empty, and I don't want to be your tool to vent, do you understand what I'm talking about?

I smiled wryly and nodded, I know that Murong Yan is very smart, he knows what I think in my heart, and he may know me better than myself, but her practice of not resisting makes me a little helpless, what she wants to express is very simple, even if it is because of loneliness and emptiness, she will not resist, and her character is a little stubborn.

I put my hand on Murong Yan's shoulder, hugged her in my arms, kissed her on the cheek, and said, How do you know that I am here.

Murong Yan leaned on my arms and said, I can't sleep at night, just now Meng Huili sent me a message, she told me about the previous things, so I came over, fortunately you have nothing to do, I don't know why, maybe I have a hero complex in my heart, I like a man like you, even if you are a villain and a hooligan, it doesn't matter, because I know that your heart is kind.

I smiled and shook my head and said, you are a love house and Wu, I am not as perfect as you think, you also saw it just now, I also have a beastly side, but you haven't found it before, maybe one day, when I need you, I will do anything to you.

Murong Yan smiled and said, I can give you my body, do you think there is anything more important than my body?

I didn't dare to talk to Murong Yan anymore, she revealed a message between the lines, she really likes me, so I don't need to do anything at all, she can help me, with her help, I can indeed take a lot of detours, and even part ways with Zhang Xuanxuan, but now that I have gotten on this boat, if I want to go down again, it will be difficult.

From the day I bowed my head to recognize Zhang Xuanxuan's eldest brother, I was destined to pay attention to going down this road, and now I am also with blood on my hands, I have no way to retreat, if I don't mix with Zhang Xuanxuan now, I will be arrested by the police the next day, because she will definitely kill me, I understand Zhang Xuanxuan's brutal character of this woman, she is not a good type.

Murong Yan stood up with a smile, she took two empty glasses, took two glasses of wine and put them on the table, and lit a cigarette in a chic manner, her smoking movements were very elegant, watching her every move, I felt that everyone looked like a lady, so I always felt that there was a distance between me and her.

I took half a glass of wine on the table and said with a smile, how did you rich children live when you were young.

Murong Yan turned his head and smiled at me and said, It's the same as ordinary children, maybe they will eat better and dress better, I don't feel any difference in others, when I was a child, they were actually the same, but when I grew up, the gap became bigger and bigger, the people who used to go to school together almost didn't have much contact, because of work, the people I came into contact with had a class division, and now even if I want to play with my classmates when I was a child, I can't play together, and now many of those people are workers, I don't have time to play at all, and there will be disagreements about where we go to play, so the relationship slowly drifts apart, and I sometimes think it's quite sad, it's not that I don't want to be with those people, it's that the social class division in which I live is getting more and more serious, and because of my background, I can't be friends with those people.

I smiled and said, then why do you think we can get along, speaking of which I am not as good as those people, at least those people are normal people, and I am a person who wanders in the gray area, and I am not as good as those people who live for a day.

Murong Yan grabbed my hand and said, Actually, you can choose another path, there is no need to go one way to the dark.

I smiled and shook my head and said, I know what you mean, but sometimes people have no choice, just like the two of us, if I change my path, will you still have feelings for me? You will think that I am very ordinary, maybe not as good as those men you have seen before, I am destined to embark on this road, and I have no way to change it now, I am in the rivers and lakes, I can't help myself, I can only say thank you for your kindness.

Murong Yan frowned and didn't speak, she turned on the music on her phone, a melody full of vicissitudes made me feel a little desolate, this is Ah San's lonely singing, I heard that lovelorn people are the most suitable to listen to this song, it can be seen that Murong Yan's heart has been injured, maybe the wound has healed, but the scar should still be there, it is true that no one can be perfect, even a woman like Murong Yan who is worshipped has an unbearable past and pain that cannot be healed.

I picked up the wine glass and started drinking with her, we didn't have too many verbal exchanges, and I didn't dare to hug her, because I was afraid that we would be impulsive because of each other's loneliness, that kind of fornication was not what we wanted, and I didn't remember how many glasses I drank, I just remembered that Murong Yan and I supported each other, and I fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up again, it was already noon, the sun was shining, I was lying on the soft big bed, the room was empty, I rubbed my head a little dazed, I felt that my head was still a little dizzy, I drank too much wine last night, and I am not fully awake yet.

I got out of bed and put on my slippers, pushed open the door and came to the living room, I saw Zhang Xuanxuan playing games with her mobile phone in the living room, she was wearing a black trousers, a short-sleeved vest, and the saber on the table, she still looked cold and beautiful, and I was embarrassed to disturb her to play games, but I was a little hungry now.

Zhang Xuanxuan put her mobile phone on the table and said, you woke up, it seems that you are not in good spirits, I will help you ask for a takeout now, you go take a shower first to sober up, I have something serious to talk to you.

I nodded and ran into the bathroom very obediently, after washing my body, I came to the living room wearing a pair of big pants, there was a hot meal on the table in the living room, I didn't sit down in a hurry, walked up to Zhang Xuanxuan and said with a smile, Brother Xuan, what is the matter with you?

Zhang Xuanxuan waved her hand and said, you sit down and eat first, don't worry, I'll tell you when I finish playing this game.