Chapter 230: There is a knot in the heart
"The county lord is awake!" On the side, Ji commanded the female envoy and brought the small dining table in.
Yan Qingge blinked his eyes and said, "It's up, I slept quite comfortably this night!" ”
"Just sleep comfortably, my aunt also specially instructed that you will sleep more deeply today, and asked us not to wake you up, this morning the princess also sent someone to ask, I heard that you went out last night and got cold, and asked someone to send a lot of supplements over, and also sent a pure white thick fur fox fur. It's said that you don't go out in thin clothes at night. ”
"In the end, it's better to let the mother know, okay, you put your things away, I'll clean it up, and go to the mother to say goodbye when the time comes."
Yan Qingge breathed a sigh of relief, he knew about this, if he let that side know, he would definitely not end it so quickly, isn't this a thing?
Yan Qingge packed up and went out.
When the princess saw her coming, she first looked her carefully up and down, left and right, and saw that she was indeed fine, and her face was not red or hot, which was normal, so she breathed a sigh of relief and said angrily; "You don't rest in the house at night, what kind of wind is blowing outside?
Now it is a day when it is going to snow at any time, although it is not as cold as at the beginning, but in the end, the spring cold in this capital is terrible!
After a while, if it is spring, but if the snow falls, it is not inferior to winter, you say that you run out to blow the wind every day, and one day it becomes an ice sculpture and is frozen outside, don't blame us for not sending someone to catch you! ”
Yan Qingge was extremely embarrassed, and said with some embarrassment; "Mother, I know that I am wrong, I couldn't sleep yesterday, and today I definitely won't be like this!"
"It's better to be like this, remember what you said to me today, don't turn your face well what I said here, you can't sleep at night and run out, if you really can't sleep, it's good to come to me to chat with me, why go to the snow to be cold!" The princess seemed to have a good grasp of her character, and looked at her with some depression.
Yan Qingge hurriedly admitted his mistake, no matter what, it was right to quickly admit his mistake in front of this mother.
The princess left her for a while, and after eating something, she let her go, looking at her back, and the princess asked the grandmother beside her a little strangely; "You said this kid couldn't sleep at night, what were you thinking?"
What can't you do in the house and run outside to blow the cold wind?
It's really....
The grandmother beside her shook her head when she heard this: "Although the county lord's temperament can't be said to be eccentric, but in the end it is different from ordinary noblewomen, what is he thinking?" It was really unclear for a while, but the slave thought that there was always a knot in her heart, and if this knot was not untied, he would have such a strange character for the rest of his life. ”
When the princess heard this, she thought thoughtfully: "Do you mean that the knot in her heart is not because King Mu is her father, but because of other things?" ”
Mama nodded: "Which daughter in this world is resentful of her father from the beginning, it must be overnight, this freezing three feet is not a day's cold, but you look at the county lord who is free and easy, but after so many years of suffering outside, her temperament must be sensitive and suspicious, others say the wrong word, she may think more, but she can't show it in front of you, I don't want to worry about you." ”
The princess sighed when she heard this, sat down slowly, and said: "Yes, her resentment of Mu Wangfu is so big, it can't be done in one day, we seem to have untied the knot in his heart, but in fact, the knot in her heart is not only this one?"
We've had enough of this hardship for so many years, but we always think that by bringing her here, she will be able to live a stable life, but we have no way of knowing what she is thinking in her heart, and even, to put it mildly, I can't even figure out why she came back. ”
There are some mistakes and injuries that start from the day they break out, which means that there is no way to repair them, and they use all means to make up for them, but they are not the ones who caused the damage, and naturally they don't know where the so-called root cause of these injuries is, and they don't know the root cause, no matter how many ways they use to make up for that rift, it is in vain.
Just like this child, since she has picked up a life, since she has been wandering outside for five years, she must have hated the hypocrisy and methods of this capital, why did she come back?
Although the days outside are not as prosperous as the capital, he has also ended up in a free body, not like being bound by so many rules and regulations in the capital, and being hunted down by so many people, but why did he come back?
Obviously he was so safe outside, but he came back and stepped into this city full of calculation and killing, and if he was not careful, he would lose his life.
What exactly did she want? It's not Zhengda's bright identity, it's not getting rid of that ruthless father, it's not taking back the dowry that belongs to her mother, or maybe she wants more than that.
She wanted more, more cruelly, but she couldn't be harsh, because that was what she deserved.
The princess sighed when she thought of this, this child's heart is like an ancient well abyss, the ancient well has no waves, it seems to be calm, but there is an undercurrent surging under the surface of the water, they seem to know this child, but they don't seem to know her at all.
Hearing what the master said, the grandmother next to her also sighed and comforted: "The master won't think about this, after all, we didn't know about the things back then, but now we know that we can make up for it a little, and we have done our best, and some things are still not known."
Just like the county lord never talked about those things in front of us, it means that he doesn't want us to know, and he doesn't want us to be sad together, so why should the master pursue these things, if so, wouldn't it be in vain for the county lord to put some effort into it? ”
The princess listened to this thoughtfully before nodding: "Yes, if she wanted us to help her, she would have said it a long time ago, but she has never opened her mouth about these things, she has always been like this, and I know this reason, but I am so uncomfortable to see her, I can't help at all as a mother, it is really sad to think about it." ”
The grandmother beside her helped the princess and said: "So the master must take good care of her body, don't ask the county lord to bother more, now if she has something she wants to do, she must do it, if your health is not good, won't she be sad again?" ”
Hearing this, the princess smiled and nodded.
On the other hand, in a place where these ladies did not know, a dispute was about to trigger two wires, but they were thrown aside early, just waiting for this fire to ignite.