Chapter 203 Past
Before Bai Mengtan could reminisce about the past of her previous life, Xia Yeteng had already pulled her to a stop in front of a dilapidated tiled house.
This place, in Bai Mengtan's memory, she had never been there, or because it was too dilapidated, she would not have come to such a place at all.
Xia Yeteng let go of Bai Mengtan's hand, squatted down, and turned out a plaque that had already changed color and lost paint from the weeds under the broken eaves.
It is vaguely visible on it, carved with a small seal, Yun Xi Zhai.
"Brother Shizi, here?" Bai Mengtan cautiously raised the question in his heart.
"This is where I lived when I was a child, and this plaque was carved by my biological mother." Natsuyato said softly, regardless of whether the plaque was covered with dust, stained his robe, and carefully wiped it with his wide sleeves.
Seeing this, Bai Mengtan took out his handkerchief from his arms and helped Xia Yeteng wipe it up.
"Tan'er, this will dirty your hands." Xia Yeto couldn't bear it, and grabbed Bai Mengtan's little hand of white tender flesh.
For him, Bai Mengtan's hands can't be stained with these dirty things.
Bai Mengtan ignored Xia Yeten's unreasonable contradictory thoughts.
She only knew that this plaque was left by Shizi's brother's biological mother, and it was very precious to him, and since it was a precious thing to him, it was naturally her most precious thing.
"This is something left by Shizi's brother and mother, how can it be dirty." Bai Mengtan rushed to wipe it disapprovingly.
Xia Yeto looked at the unrestrained little girl in front of him, and a warmth rose in his heart.
"Don't you want to leave because I was born here?" Xia Yeteng hesitated for a while, but still told Bai Mengtan the hesitation in his heart.
Bai Mengtan wiped the plaque in his hand, and when he heard his words, the movement in his hand suddenly stopped and turned his head.
With those beautiful and pitiful Danfeng eyes, he looked straight at Xia Yeteng.
Xia Yeteng was stunned by Bai Mengtan for a while, he held the hand on the plaque, as long as he used a little force, the plaque would be broken in his hand.
"Brother Shizi, if Tan'er told you that I once had a long dream, and in the dream I was imprisoned here until I died."
"If I was also born in the cold palace, or just in a commoner's family, then you would also look down on me, or this is far away from me."
Bai Mengtan knew that her analogy was indeed incredible, but she was also afraid to tell Xia Yeteng everything that happened in her previous life.
Because in that life, he was not worthy of the son and brother in this life at all.
She can imagine how Natsuyoto, who lost her mother, struggled and tenaciously survived in this cold palace without any support.
"Brother Shizi, the you Tan'er likes have nothing to do with your birth. Just because that person is you, it is you who hold my Bai Mengtan in the palm of your hand like a jewel to you. And how should you look at yourself? ”
Bai Mengtan's words woke up with a word, and Xia Yeteng, who was still confused, Xia Yeteng laughed loudly, "Tan'er, are you showing your heart to Brother Shizi?" ”
Listening to Xia Yateng's hearty laughter, Bai Mengtan pursed her mouth in confusion, she explained this clearly to comfort, but Xia Yeteng didn't expect to drag her into the water.
"Brother Shizi, you love to tease me."
That's what she says, but as long as Natsuya Teng can be happy, she will eat it if she suffers a loss! Zhu Zhu often said in her ear that suffering is a blessing.
What's more, she was willing to eat this loss, and with Bai Mengtan by her side, Xia Yeteng was no longer afraid of facing the unbearable past in the cold palace again.
On the contrary, he was generous and took Bai Mengtan to visit his past, just like narrating, other people's stories are general, for Bai Mengtan to tell the story of his own childhood.
also took her to herself, the secret base when she was a child, which was behind a rockery, where there was a huge lawn.
In her previous life, she had lived in this cold palace for so many years, and she had no idea that there was such a pure land in the cold palace.
Although the grass in the lawn has long since been left untended for a long time, it is not the lawn that is the characteristic of the lawn.
But the little things that are densely packed in the sky, flying wantonly, and exuding fluorescent highlights, are the most beautiful scenery here.
"Brother Shizi, these fireflies are so beautiful." Bai Mengtan let go of Xia Yeten's hand, attracted by the beauty of these fireflies piling up, and followed the flying of fireflies and spun in circles.
Xia Yeteng held his hands in his arms, leaned against a big tree, and looked at the little girl in front of him who could only spin in circles and couldn't dance.
Even if Bai Mengtan at this time does not have that beautiful dancing, but for Xia Yeteng, she is always the most beautiful one in her heart.
Just playing alone, how can it be, Bai Mengtan had to pull Xia Yeteng to accompany him and turn in circles.
Xia Yeteng shook his head helplessly, so he had to reluctantly accompany her, as long as she was happy, as long as she was happy.
When leaving Yanbei Cold Palace, Bai Mengtan passed by the place where he had lived in his previous life.
She didn't go in to look, but secretly swore that in this life she was no longer the Bai Mengtan who didn't understand anything, was at the mercy of others, and suffered all the suffering in the world.
Now she will take back everything that those people owe her, and everything she owes to her loved ones.
Although Bai Mengtan has always been full of happy smiles in front of Xia Yateng, when he doesn't pass by an intersection, Xia Yetan always feels that this seemingly eccentric little girl in front of him is hiding something from him.
When taking the last step out of the gate of the cold palace.
Natsuyoto deliberately stood still and didn't leave.
The little girl's thoughts, she didn't say, and he naturally wouldn't ask.
It's just that Bai Mengtan can be so familiar with the environment of the cold palace, which is what he is most curious about.
Xia Yeto inadvertently recalled what Bai Mengtan said when he was down.
"Tan'er, you tell Brother Shizi, what was the dream you talked about earlier?"
"What dream? Brother Shizi's brother is too late, and if he doesn't go back, Zhuzhu will probably have to nag all the time. ”
Bai Mengtan thought that Xia Yeteng had forgotten what she had said for a while.
I didn't expect this guy to be unexpected, remember.
"Don't be afraid, I'll tell Sanshi to go back and say something over there. Anyway, this cold palace, I have lived here for many years, if you don't mind, Tan'er, you can stay here tonight, no problem. Xia Yetou was cynical, and he didn't forget to use his slender fingers to tickle Bai Mengtan's palm.
Bai Mengtan couldn't shake him off.
Seeing that she was about to start again, she used crying to pass the problem of Natsuyoto.
This time Natsuyoto was more ruthless than her, and when she was about to start flattening her mouth, Natsuyoto took the lead, her head came up, and the two looked at each other.
I'm almost going to kiss it.
was so angry that Bai Mengtan wanted to escape but couldn't escape, so he had to use his other hand that was not held by him to wave a small fist on him.
Such a lively and lovely Bai Mengtan instantly ignited Xia Yateng's desire to protect.
This time, he let go of his little Jiao Niang for the time being, but next time he wouldn't allow Bai Mengtan to have any unhappy little secrets hidden in his heart.
"Okay, I won't mess with you, but Tan'er must know that if you have any unhappy things in the future, don't hide it in your heart, even if you have a nightmare, you can tell my brother Shizi and me." Xia Yeteng is like a confidant big brother, lovingly rubbing Bai Mengtan's little head.
But it seems that Bai Mengtan doesn't like it, and Xia Yeteng will scratch her carefully combed bun tonight if she catches it again.
But to get it, Shizi's brother's promise, her heart is happy.
But at the same time, I'm also struggling with whether I should tell Natsuya Teng what I experienced in my previous life.
Now that the elder brother of the prince has treated his unbearable past as if he were his whole tray, he has repeatedly reserved him.
At the moment when Bai Mengtan was about to really leave the cold palace.
Bai Mengtan plucked up his courage and opened his mouth.
"Brother Shizi, believe it or not, Tan'er had a long, long dream, in which I died in the cold palace of Yanbei."
Natsuya turned around.
Bai Mengtan's fair little face was already covered with tears.
His heart was as uncomfortable as a knife, and he blamed himself and hugged Bai Mengtan deep into his arms.
He's fine, what kind of nerves do you have to ask Bai Mengtan to tell him something she doesn't want to say.
"Tan'er, I believe in you, as long as everything you say, I believe you, if you think those things are too painful, it's okay if you don't say it."
Smelling the unique and good-smelling medicinal fragrance on Xia Yeteng's body, Bai Mengtan's depressed mood was gradually calmed.
She shook her head and unfolded her confident smile again at Natsuyoto.
"No, Tan'er believes that with my brother by my side, no matter what difficulties I encounter in the future, I will no longer be afraid."
A person's greatest courage is to have the courage to overcome himself and challenge himself.
On the way back, Bai Mengtan told Natsuyo about everything in his dream.
"In her previous life, her own queen mother was victimized by an adulterer, and when she was about to give birth, she died in childbirth. The only Xu family she could rely on, under the framing of the Xiao family, her grandfather's reputation was ruined, and the family was ruined.
His father was seriously ill for many years, Xiao Xuemei monopolized power in Northern Qi, and Northern Qi lost the guard of the Xu family army on the border.
In the battle with Yanbei, he was defeated again and again, and finally in exchange for the temporary peace of the Northern Qi Kingdom, Bai Mengtan ignored the opposition of his father and the emperor, and married Yanbei by marriage without hesitation, and the person she wanted to marry was the current His Royal Highness Xia Yanlie. ”
When he heard this, anger rose in Xia Yato's eyes, even if it was just a dream, but he still couldn't tolerate that his beloved was married to someone else.
But he respects Bai Mengtan, so no matter how uncomfortable he is, he tries his best to restrain his emotions.
Patiently listened to Bai Mengtan continue.
"And then?" There were no waves on his seemingly beautiful face, but when Bai Mengtan looked at the deep purple eyes of Xia Ye Teng, he felt a chill down his spine.
This is obviously a precursor to the anger of the younger brother of the prince.
Bai Mengtan tried to swallow her saliva, she knew in her heart that if she didn't finish this story, she was afraid that before she returned, the Night King's Mansion would be eaten alive by Xia Yeteng.
Later, Xia Yanlie just wanted to trick her into coming to Yanbeiguo, but in fact, she wanted to take over the reason for welcoming her relatives, planted eyeliner inside the Northern Qi Kingdom, and successfully stole the wealth of the Northern Qi Kingdom.
When she knew the conspiracy of this matter, she had been imprisoned in the cold palace of Yanbei by Xia Yanlie. ”
Saying that, Bai Mengtan pointed to Xia Yeteng, the house in the deepest part of the cold palace.
Natsuyoto's brow furrowed, and he couldn't tell what was going on in his heart.
Later, what he suffered in the cold palace was tortured, and Bai Mengtan didn't want to continue.
Xia Yeteng was silent for a moment, his eyes were full of tenderness, and he put his arm around her and put Bai Mengtan's head on his chest.
Gently said: "You must have suffered a lot there." ”
What is it like in the cold palace, he knows very well, what kind of person Xia Yanlie is, what kind of measures he will take for the abandoned son he doesn't want, even if Bai Mengtan doesn't need to elaborate, he knows it clearly.
It's just that when they came to the cold palace, it was already late at night, and the people who were locked up in the cold palace had already gone to bed early, those grandmothers and eunuchs who were in charge. Because there is a palace banquet in the palace today, they all went to the imperial dining room to see if they could take this opportunity to ask for something good.
So even if it is the two of them, so blatant, no one will notice when they walk into the cold palace.