In every man's growth, there will always be a woman. This woman may not be the best, but she is something that a man will never forget. It is the eternal love of men, as if it is the clearest memory of childhood, and it will be as clear as yesterday when it is recalled after thirty years. I am very fortunate to have met many such women in my life.

Behind every man's success, there will always be a few women.

In fact, it is not the first love that is really unforgettable. It's like me and Ma Xiaodan, I used Ma Xiaodan as a goddess at the beginning. But later, when I walked out of Ma Xiaodan's strange circle, I found that the world was full of flowers. My feelings for Ma Xiaodan are as light as paper. The reason why first love is beautiful and unforgettable is because of the hard-won ignorance. There is only one time in life, and the first person I like is sweet when I think about it.

However, just because you're the first person you fall in love with doesn't mean you're the first person you're in love with. Love is mutual, and I do give a lot of love to Ma Xiaodan. But because of Ma Xiaodan's own reasons, she didn't choose to love me. So when I understood this, I chose to let go and abandon this unrequited first love.

True love is actually very simple.

Sun Xiaoqing made me understand that true love is not about too many gains and losses.

I remember once Sun Xiaoqing told me that her crush was a hero of the world, and one day he would step on the seven-colored clouds to marry me.

The two of us weren't together at that time, and she wasn't pregnant. I laughed at her for being stupid and daydreaming. But reality makes me understand that the gap between ideals and reality is always so helpless. Sun Xiaoqing was self-defeating and gave himself a spring. Medicine, the two of us had sex and she got pregnant. She would never have imagined that her first time would be given to a man like me, who was not a hero of the world, and who did not step on seven-colored clouds. Even, at that time, I couldn't even control my fate.

Drugged, self-defeating.

We all guessed the beginning, but we couldn't guess the ending.

I wasn't a hero, she taught me how to be a hero. I didn't step on the seven-colored clouds, so she taught me how to climb them. If a man meets a woman between the ages of eighteen and twenty-six that makes him worth fighting for, then the fighting power of a man is immeasurable. As it turned out, Sun Xiaoqing succeeded. The unpredictable ending made Sun Xiaoqing's fate suddenly become ethereal after my success. Going abroad, disappearing, everything turned into smoke and faded out of my life.

Now, after many years.

Looking back on Sun Xiaoqing, I don't know what to think in my heart, but I can only let it go. There is nothing in the world that you can't let go, including love that you think is sincere. Whoever leaves will live, even though I have been lying in the rain on the streets of Italy, although I have been lost in Italy for two months, but that is all in the past. Time is the best antidote, no matter how sincere your feelings are, there will be a time when they will come to an end.

Although, this feeling.

It's so sadistic.

……

There are always several roller coasters in life that take you to one peak and then to the bottom. Xia Wanyu gave me a small setback before I was successful, but after I climbed to the peak alone, she accompanied me through the biggest setback. If it weren't for Xia Wanyu, maybe my life would have lost the starlight after Sun Xiaoqing left, and I would have been in a state of collapse ever since.

It is even possible that I will be imprisoned because of the old fox, and Xia Wanyu, who appeared in my life at this time, is just like the lonely young woman who went crazy with me at the beginning. She needs me, and I need her. If a man can meet a woman between the ages of twenty-six and thirty-two, who is seven or eight years older than you, who is a role model for your life and helps you deal with all kinds of problems that your class cannot solve. So how lucky and happy this man is.

I am very fortunate to have Xia Wanyu in my life.

The life of mutual affection and respect is always too fairy tale, and it is unrealistic in the current society. It's like me and Sun Xiaoqing, it's always Sun Xiaoqing's great wisdom that tolerates me, and I always feel that I owe Sun Xiaoqing something. And Xia Wanyu is a qualified daughter-in-law. I'm not a strong man, so Xia Wanyu is strong. I've had ex-wives, she's had ex-husbands. She's spicy, I'm shy. She's sensible, I'm sensual. She doesn't allow any flaws in her emotional world, but I have repeatedly hurt her seriously, and even become amorous. Playing with fire and setting herself on fire right under her nose almost cost her her her own life.

We have too much discord, like fire and ice.

But isn't that what real life really is? Stumbling, clutching, barely going through a lifetime. Although it is easy to fall in love, it is not easy to get married, but do it and cherish it. Xia Wanyu, a great demon with great wisdom like Sun Xiaoqing, does not, although she is also smart, at most she can only be measured by small cleverness, or it can also be said that she has courage and domineering. The future is full of infinite possibilities, but Xia Wanyu and I really can't be separated again.

Separated again, I'm afraid it will be life and death.

In fact, when blood is thicker than water, it doesn't matter whether you love or not. is like an old couple who have lived all their lives, but they didn't say a word I love you before they died.

……

If you want to say that I am most sorry for the people, there must be Wang Yingli.

To be honest, it is precisely because of Wang Yingli's bank card that I have where I am now. If you want to talk about such a thing as fate, maybe you can only encounter it by going out for a walk. I vividly remember that when I came out of prison, it was snowing heavily, and Sun Youbo beat me up outside the prison. At that time, I was lying in Wang Yingli's arms, and her arms were really warm. Wang Yingli is the most stable woman I know, she has always been in Shanghai, and she has a huge relationship in this acre and three points of land, almost as long as she asks for help, there is nothing she can't help.

However, I always felt that Wang Yingli was missing something.

Later, I gradually understood.

In fact, it's not that Wang Yingli lacks something, but that she has long been scarred by life, and her dreams are too far away from her. A little bit of a thought, just support her to live. Therefore, Wang Yingli always asks for nothing. She is more rational than Xia Wanyu, and she is more able to plan her life than Xia Wanyu. She didn't want to have a child, so she adopted the queen. She didn't want to be in business anymore, so she stepped into the office. The future is far away, but in Wang Yingli's hands, it can always develop slowly.

I gradually understood that what Wang Yingli lacked was vitality.

At the age of forty, her mentality has long been sharpened to her old age.

And I'm just a year old.

The age gap between me and Wang Yingli is always a little bit different. Although Wang Yingli really couldn't bear the physical needs to have a relationship with me, her inner perseverance made her understand that it was impossible between us. So, she silently guarded my side, helped me solve troubles, and helped me with advice.

And I, like a bird under her wings, will always be cared for by her.

……

A child born in the early hours of the morning is always owed a good night's sleep. I remember my mother telling me that when I was born, it was just in the early hours of the morning, and my father ran to the midwife's house at night with three catties of meat and invited the midwife over. By the time the midwife arrived, half of my head was exposed. My mother had no experience in giving birth for the first time, and it wasn't until four o'clock in the morning that I was actually born. When I was pregnant, my mother was not well nourished, so I didn't weigh much after I was born, and I didn't even weigh as much as the three catties of meat my father gave to the midwife.

Thinking about it now, it suddenly feels a little funny.

My parents gave me life, Xia Wanyu gave me love, Wang Yingli gave me protection, and Sun Xiaoqing ...... Hehe, Sun Xiaoqing put it down for me. And myself, what can I give myself? When I sat on the plane back from Australia, I didn't think about what I would encounter when I got to the ground, I was thinking about what I could give myself.

Let go, guard, love. It all sounds so good, but ......

After all, I couldn't figure out what I had to give.

As I walked through the airport hall, it dawned on me.

One point of giving, three points of Buddha heart.

What I should give, in fact, is to give.

Giving and gaining are like water and fire, heaven and earth, yin and yang. A hundred years of life is just a repetition of giving and going. Just like I lost Sun Xiaoqing, but I got Xia Wanyu. got Zhang Ling's child, but lost Xia Wanyu's care by his side. Only when there is giving and giving, can we get three points of Buddha's heart. And these three points of Buddha's heart happen to represent Sun Xiaoqing, Xia Wanyu, and Wang Yingli.

When the plane landed, the news that Gu Ran was not dead had already spread all over Shanghai. Almost all of them were taken aback, and the northerly wind sat in the sand and was silently stunned. The special police surrounding the plane were loud but did not dare to move, and the thunder was heavy and the rain was small. And at this time, I took out my mobile phone and made a call to the north wind.

I smiled and invited Xiang Beifeng to meet, and Xiang Beifeng was silent on the other end of the phone for a long time, and agreed viciously. I smiled and asked Xiang Beifeng to arrange a car for us, and Xiang Beifeng still agreed. I took out my sunglasses, put them on my face and walked off the plane, followed by Gu Ran, Zhao Min and the third child. Got out of the airport and got into the car prepared by the north wind, looked at the scenery near Pudong Airport, leaned on the seat with a long sigh of relief, and said to Gu Ran playfully: "It's beautiful, isn't it?" ”

Gu Ran didn't speak, just flirting with Zhao Min.

He's a smart man, I said to myself.

Zhao Min is a group of girls I have cultivated in private, and these girls all have one thing in common. That is, he is not poor, his education is not low, and his appearance is not bad, and the most important thing is that he has not experienced any men. It can be said that these girls are carefully selected canaries. But what I cultivated was not for myself, but for gifting. Sometimes I feel like I'm old. Bustard. However, there is something to give. I gave up money to teach them all kinds of upper-class lifestyles, and what I got was their ability to capture men as courtesans.

Give and give! Give & Take!

This is Shanghai!

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