If she could, Fang Xue didn't want to repair this tongue, even if she couldn't speak again in this life, it didn't matter.

Who can accept living in someone else's mouth and using a severed tongue on their own body? It's not too disgusting, it's very cruel.

Long Canghai actually did this in order to make Fang Xue speak normally, which made her feel too cold. Fang Xue felt very uncomfortable when she thought that she had other people's things on her body the first day.

She knew that Long Canghai was so anxious to help her recover, and he just wanted to learn about what happened to them in the past.

Now Fang Xue thinks that it is better for Long Canghai to forget her, so that she will no longer have to worry about the unclear relationship between the two before.

Although Long Canghai hadn't fully remembered the past relationship between the two, there was always a voice in his head reminding him to protect Fang Xue.

Even if he felt about Fang Xue now, he just felt that he couldn't see her hurt, and he just thought that she should have been his woman.

However, now that he doesn't have Fang Xue's unforgettable love and affection, he can't care more about her emotionally.

It's like a couple, the relationship fades after a long time, but the relationship is still the same, and he will still be responsible for her.

He didn't understand why he felt such heartache when he first saw Fang Xue, as if his heart was scratched by a knife. Because of this, he rescued her anyway.

In order not to let Ruorou find out, he even placed people in a side courtyard where Concubine Mei was, where because of the emperor's permission, no one could enter, not even the queen, and the lord of Dong'an himself would not go to that place for no reason.

"How is the girl in the courtyard now?" Concubine Mei asked lazily lying on the Taishi's chair.

"It's much better, the gauze can be removed in two days." Long Canghai sat on the stool and replied expressionlessly.

"If this palace didn't help you at the beginning, what were you going to do?"

Long Canghai sneered after hearing this.

"You won't!"

Such a categorical answer made Concubine Mei smile.

She remembered her past.

: On the cold street, a little girl covered in rags and sewn wholesale squatted in a small alley.

At this time, there were traces of being beaten on her body, and the wounds were still dripping with small blood, one by one shocking, but at that time, there were many homeless children on the street, and their parents were arrested.

Although there are not many people in the small alley, this does not prevent her from eating quickly.

She knew that if she didn't finish her food quickly, she would be snatched up by the same begging people.

"Give it back, give it back."

Sure enough, two boys about the same size as her came over and snatched all the steamed buns she had finally picked up.

Because she was relatively short, she couldn't get anything in the other party's hand, so she had to pull the boy with the steamed bun and bite her other arm, and the other boy picked up a stick and hit her on the back desperately.

Her back was already badly injured, and after such a beating, she finally couldn't stand the pain and fell down.

The two boys were holding her things and kept running, her vision blurred, and there was reluctance and anger in her eyes. Why should your own things be taken away? Why should you live such a life? If she can do it all over again, she must live well, and live the life she wants by any means, even if it makes her lose something.

The snow fell on her body, getting colder and colder, just when she thought she was about to die.

Footsteps came slowly from the front, a man in white half-squatted down, couldn't see his face clearly, only to see him take out a cloak and cover her, the cloak was very warm, she didn't feel so cold.

"If you want to change your fate, take this thing to Nanqiao Street and find a woman named Rugu, she will teach you how to do it. If you just want to make ends meet for a few days, you can exchange this thing for money. However, that's all you can do in this life. ”

After the man's voice was finished, he threw a round jade pendant in front of her, and then left without looking back.

The little girl seemed to have found a life-saving straw, reached out and grabbed the jade pendant and held it in her arms.

She struggled to her feet, dragging her scarred body in the direction the man had said.

Concubine Mei couldn't have imagined that it was Long Canghai who rescued herself from the hands of death back then, and now she is a big colt.

She had tried countless times to find out the man's whereabouts, but she didn't find any clues, and the Rugu back then couldn't remember many things because of her age.

She couldn't find it for a long time, and she didn't want to bother the man if he didn't want people to know that he had worn out the clues.

But that jade pendant has always been carried by her, which has been her thought for many years.

She thought it was over, but it was opened again a few nights ago.

Long Canghai, who was dressed in the groom's red, actually came to her room with a bloodstained and dying woman in his arms.

Fortunately, the lord of the country had already slept like a dead pig because he drank too much wine, and he couldn't hear any sound.

When Concubine Mei saw Long Canghai, she was also so frightened that she was about to open her mouth to scream, but before she could speak, she saw Long Canghai take out the jade pendant that was exactly the same as the one in her arms from her arms.

After seeing the similar jade pendant, Concubine Mei looked even more incredulous.

"How so?" But she immediately reacted and quickly sent the two to her side courtyard.

Then let the trusted palace maid clean up the blood stains that fell on Fang Xue's body in her room.

Retracted her memories, Concubine Mei didn't say anything more.

"She'll leave it to you for the time being." Long Canghai stood up and said with a solemn face.

"What's wrong? You're not coming to see her? ”

Hearing this, Concubine Mei actually felt a little lost.

"I probably won't be here for a few days, I need to run errands. It shouldn't take long, though. ”

Concubine Mei clenched the jade pendant in her sleeve and said, "Okay, I'll take care of her." ”

"Hmm!"

After speaking, Long Canghai avoided the eyes of the dark guards outside and left.

At this time, Concubine Mei became lonely.

"If only the woman he cared about was me!"

It's just that she quickly shook her head, where is she worthy of Long Canghai now.

"Someone!"

With a call, a palace maid walked in outside the door.

"Go to the side hospital!"

The personal palace maid walked to her side and helped her up from the princess's chair, because the place where she went was in her own place, and the road was close. Concubine Mei didn't bring too many people, and it was inconvenient to bring them.

In addition to the two nurses in the side courtyard, there are two palace maids to take care of the daily life, there are no superfluous people, and they are all people arranged by themselves.

Fang Xue was still sitting in a wheelchair, listlessly watching the pear blossoms falling to the ground.

In the past, she was very fond of pear blossoms, but now she is very sad when she sees pear blossoms.

The man who originally loved her the most has changed, even if he is not bad for himself now, but he is not the same as before.

If it was Long Canghai before, she would definitely know that she was unwilling to use what others sacrificed to achieve her own goals.

will not be so imposed on herself like the current Long Canghai, even if she is unwilling, she still has the tongue that does not belong to her.

Her face was completely healed, and she couldn't even tell that it had ever been disfigured.

It's just that she is now used to covering it with something, because then she won't think of the unforgettable pain, and she will feel safe.

The light yarn flutters in the autumn wind, and the hair flutters with the direction of the wind, which looks like a beautiful picture from a distance.

However, when you get closer, you will find that her feet and wrists are still wrapped in white cloth.

Long Canghai's medicine is actually not bad, if it was in the Nether, this small scar would have been healed a long time ago, but this is the mirror of heaven, and the recovery from the injury was not so fast, not to mention that Ruorou hated her very much at the beginning, in order to prevent her from getting better, he added poison to the whip.

Long Canghai still spent a lot of effort to let Concubine Mei find the precious medicinal materials to use outside to refine the medicine.

Concubine Mei even lost her temper and said that she couldn't find it. Because of refining medicine, it is necessary to introduce Long Canghai's own blood and cultivation.

Therefore, she is very dissatisfied with Fang Xue's current attitude towards Long Canghai.

If Long Canghai could have Fang Xue's point for her, even if she lost this life, she would help him achieve his wish.

Fang Xue felt someone approaching, so she raised her head vigilantly.

This woman, she had seen it, when Long Canghai brought her here for the first time, although it was vague, she was still a little impressed.

She later learned from the mouth of the palace maid that this was the most favored concubine of the king of Dong'an, Concubine Mei.

A woman's instinct tells her that she doesn't like her, and even dislikes her a little.

It's just that she doesn't understand why she wants to help Long Canghai let her cultivate in her side courtyard.

You know, if she is discovered, she won't be able to get out of the relationship.

However, even if it was known that there was a woman living in the side courtyard, the king would at most ask who it was, after all, he didn't know Fang Xue.

But if they were known by Ruorou and the queen, it would be different.

When Concubine Mei came to Fang Xue's side, she sat down on the chair placed there.

"The weather is really good today, it's good to go out for a walk and look at the scenery, it's better than thinking about it alone in the room."

Seeing that Fang Xue did not answer.

She was not angry, and continued: "I used to live a life that was worse than death, and then I met him, and my life changed. has lost the poor and shabby appearance, and has become the grace and luxury it is now. ”

Fang Xue just listened quietly.

"But even so, I still feel dissatisfied, I want more, but I'm afraid I won't be able to get what I want in this life."

Fang Xue knew what she wanted to say.

"You're in luck! Really, although I don't know how you learned to be in love, at least you have experienced that unforgettable love together. I don't even know what true love is. ”

"You may be thinking, what about the lord of the country? Hehe, how long can this kind of man with three wives and four concubines, countless concubines in the harem give you love? ”

Fang Xue raised her head and asked her suspiciously, seeing that Concubine Mei's face was full of sadness at this time.