I said that I was sleepy, if I couldn't, I would stay in Jakes's place to sleep, anyway, I had lived here for a day before, Dong Qiushui didn't agree with anything, although I didn't say anything, but my heart was a lot more steady.

Dong Qiushui asked me to sober up, and then told me that it would be more comfortable and solid to sleep in the hotel, and I also respected her choice, so I tried my best to wash my face in the bathroom, and accompanied her out of the villa.

Jax left after sending me and Dong Qiushui to the hotel, and came to the hotel room, I lay directly on the bed, Dong Qiushui ran to the bathroom to take a shower, I took out my mobile phone and looked through the messages, many of them were sent by Zhao Yun, and I would also give her a few messages, so that she should not worry about me.

In fact, Zhao Yun should be very happy and happy now, and the New Year is coming soon, but it's a pity that I can't go home, I think these days, I have to be busy in various dance venues, such a place, naturally Dong Qiushui's figure is indispensable.

After coming out of the bathroom, Dong Qiushui didn't blow her hair, she dried her hair with a towel, and sat on the edge of my bed.

Dong Qiushui did not look very old after removing her makeup, but there was still a gap between her and when she put on makeup, she looked like she was about thirty years old, in short, she was so beautiful when she didn't want to put on makeup.

Seeing that I didn't answer, Dong Qiushui nodded and said: "I know, you will think so, everyone is a normal person, they all hate ugly faces, they all like young and beautiful, I can understand and understand that you are not easy, and I like me If you feel pain, then I naturally don't want to." ”

"What do you want to express, if you think that Jakes can give you happiness, I am willing to quit, in fact, from the beginning to the present, I don't understand, why do you like me, your explanation is not logical, I don't believe that there is no logical situation in this world, don't lie to me, tell me the truth."

I sat on the bed, staring at Dong Qiushui, she also stared at me with her eyes, we looked at each other for about five minutes, she turned her head and said: "Forget it, if you don't believe it, forget it, no matter how much I say, it's useless, because when you don't believe me, there is actually something that convinces you, makes you believe that thing, since that's the case, then why do you bother to ask me, right?" ”

"If you don't want to say it, forget it, anyway, I'll never know why, just like the matter with your Jakes, it's always in the end that I can know and understand clearly, you are a woman who likes to control yourself, you don't like others to control, it should be the reason why you were always controlled by others in the past."

Dong Qiushui sat on the edge of the bed and lit a cigarette, she explained to me that she didn't change her mind, but the more she explained, the more I didn't believe what she said, I asked her to stop talking, everyone likes to calm down, think carefully about each other, whose fault it is.

"It's not too early, I think we're going to discuss these issues tomorrow, I just want to get a good night's sleep right now."

"I think so too, let's rest early, I'll talk about something tomorrow."

After I got out of bed, I ran to the bathroom to take a shower, and when I came back, I dried my hair, and when I lay on the bed, Dong Qiushui was already asleep.

I knew that she didn't want to talk to me, and I didn't want to argue with her, so I hugged the pillow and turned my back to her, which was a good feeling, and I felt as if everything was comforting myself when I was facing away from her, and I felt like I was free all of a sudden.

I never felt that when I was with her, it was a feeling of being bound, but now I feel that she has actually been restraining me all the time, and I can't cause any restraint to her, especially once I lose her, my whole person will be in a very relaxed feeling.

The next morning, I woke up early, and when I opened my eyes, the sky was bright, the sky was colored, it looked good, everyone was asleep, and I had woken up.

Even Dong Qiushui, who often wakes up very early next to him, is still sleeping, waking up earlier than others, which is a very fulfilling thing, at least today I experienced the taste of getting up in the morning.

In the past, I was a person who didn't have a morning, and everyone said that people who don't have mornings have a shorter time than others, and I don't want to be shorter than others, so I plan to get up early often in the future.

As long as I don't talk to Dong Qiushui, I feel that I can be in a relaxed state, I can sleep comfortably, and when I wake up, I can also rely on my own strength to get up.

After getting out of bed, washing my face and brushing my teeth, I sat in my room, ate a little fruit on the table, drank a packet of milk, leaned back on the sofa, turned on the TV, and started watching foreign TV programs, which looked very good.

Especially these shows, they are full of funny and irony, the courage of these hosts, very big and sharp questions, are all about asking them, and the people who answer them are not taboo, which is completely a kind of relaxation and freedom.

When I watched TV for more than ten minutes, Dong Qiushui, who was lying on the bed, woke up, and after she sat up, she asked me why I got up so early, and I told her that I didn't know, maybe it was because I was brainwashed by Jakes last night, God bless me to get up.

Dong Qiushui gave me everything, I said a word, I didn't explain to her, and I talked to her too much, it's not a good thing, I think I still have to have my own world, my own thoughts, I can't tell her everything, she is not all I have, I will live very tired like that.

Dong Qiushui, who came out after washing and brushing her teeth, asked me if I wanted to go down to eat together, I told her that I had already eaten and didn't plan to eat down, this time she didn't say let me go down, but went downstairs with my bag by myself.

Our feelings and feelings seem to be getting worse and worse than before, and it can be seen from her and my actions that everyone seems to be two lines that intersect with each other, and at the moment of crossing, they can have the same thoughts, but in the end they will become each other's passers-by.

Dong Qiushui, who came back from dinner, told me that there was no activity today, she wanted to go out to relax, she asked me to go out to relax, I could go to the streets of New York to take a look at the scenery here, I said thank you, and watched her open the door and leave.

Not long after Dong Qiushui left, I also changed my clothes, dressed myself up more handsomely, changed into leather shoes and tie, and left the hotel in a chic manner, and I took a taxi to the busiest street in New York.

The streets are crowded with people, people from all over the world come to play here, and I can also hear some people who speak Chinese, and after they see me, they take the initiative to say hello to me.

Among them, there are two good girls, I heard that girls who go abroad to play, or more cheerful, two people chat, you can spend a beautiful and romantic night, one of them recognized who I am, pestered me for a long time, I said that after something, she saw that I really didn't want to date, and was finally willing to leave.

In fact, this place in New York, there are so many people, you will feel that this is not suitable for you, there will be the next one, there is always one that is suitable for you, so there are more and more people, the feelings will be confused, when there is only one steamed bun on the plate, you may not have the ability to think, but you will never be entangled in the choice.

When the table is full of dishes, you may starve because you don't know what to choose, this is a strange person who said, but now I feel that I am facing such a problem, happiness is actually very simple.

Having too much does not necessarily mean happiness, but difficult choices, and losing more and more things are all unfortunate.

In the crowd, I turned my head suddenly, and a familiar figure appeared in front of me, she was still the same, but from the perspective of temperament or dress, she was out of the previous feeling, she was no longer the person who was at the mercy of others, she also had her own life, her own sky.

"I didn't expect to meet you here, it seems that this world is really small."