Chapter 11 Just for Me, Can You?

Qin Huan's footsteps stopped, and after a while, she turned her head and met Shen Yinchen's gaze looking at her.

Shen Yinchen stared at Qin Huan and asked again, "Is it because of dropping out?" ”

Qin Huan pursed her lips, and after a few seconds, she said lightly, "You know everything."

Shen Yinchen said, "Because Fu Chengjue said, either you quit school, or I drop out, so you choose to go back to him?" ”

Qin Huan's eyes quickly flashed something, her pink lips opened slightly, and she said loudly, "Since you know everything, then I won't hide anything from you anymore." Yes, Fu Chengjue did instruct the principal, saying that only one of the two of us could stay."

Shen Yinchen frowned and said coldly, "Fu Chengjue used such despicable means to forcibly keep you by his side?!" ”

Qin Huan said lightly, "Ah Chen, this is not the key to the matter."

Shen Yinchen was suddenly emotional, and he said angrily, "Then what's the key?" Could it be that Fu Chengjue really thinks that he can cover the sky with one hand?! Qin Huan, don't be afraid, stay by my side, I will definitely protect you! ”

The sadness in Qin Huan's heart seemed to converge into a stream, surging and wanting to overflow, she forcibly endured the swelling of her eyes and the sourness between her nose, and said, "Ah Chen, why did you know about it earlier, but you never asked me?" ”

Shen Yinchen didn't answer immediately, and Qin Huan said again, "Don't you have a little temptation in your heart?" Want to see what I'm going to do when I know about this? ”

Shen Yinchen frowned, "Qin Huan......"

Qin Huan curled the corners of his lips, revealing a mocking smile, and said loudly, "Ah Chen, let's stop deceiving ourselves, okay?" You don't ask, you want to see how I choose; And I don't say it, I just want to weigh the pros and cons, it's been two years, and we can't go back......"

Seeing the tears in Qin Huan's eyes, Shen Yinchen was anxious, he lifted the quilt, subconsciously turned over and got out of bed, his right foot was in a plaster, he couldn't use force at all, so he stepped on the ground regardless of the severity, the pain was like a heart, and his whole person fell forward.

Qin Huan was startled, and hurriedly stepped forward to hug Shen Yinchen, Shen Yinchen took advantage of the situation and hugged Qin Huan tightly, with a hint of tremor and fear in his voice, and said loudly, "Qin Huan, don't go, don't leave me again, I'm sorry, it's me who is wrong, it's me who is wrong, can you forgive me?" Qin Huan's vision in front of her eyes was instantly covered by the white mist, and she choked her throat, and it took her a long time to speak, "You go back to bed first."

Shen Yinchen shook his head, hugged Qin Huan's waist, put his head on her shoulder, and said stubbornly, "I won't go back, as soon as I go back, you will leave."

Qin Huan desperately opened his eyes wide, but tears still flowed uncontrollably.

Shen Yinchen saw that Qin Huan didn't move, he said in a low voice, "Qin Huan, please, don't leave me again, without you, I really don't know how to live ...... future."

Qin Huan suddenly thought that Shen Yinchen had suffered from depression, her face changed, and she was silent.

"Qin Huan, forgive me, I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm really scared...... I'm afraid you'll leave me, I promise I'll never be tempted again, not once, do you believe me? ”

Shen Yinchen tightened his arms, Qin Huan felt that he was about to suffocate, but if he could die in Shen Yinchen's arms like this, it would be fine.

Closing his eyes and secretly calming down, after a minute, Qin Huan finally spoke, "Ah Chen, we can't go back......" "We can go back!" As long as you want, you can go back! ”

Qin Huan gritted his teeth and said, "We are no longer the same people who only think about each other in the past, you don't know how much I have suffered and how many sins I have suffered in the past two years, I really want to go to school, even if it is ...... The price is to sell yourself once, Ah Chen, can you understand me? ”

With her eyes closed, Qin Huan's heart was suddenly desolate, sometimes the words she said were like water spilled out, she did such a dirty thing, and came to ask Shen Yinchen if she could understand her, she was really the most damned person in the world.

Shen Yinchen was silent, Qin Huan had already thought of it in his heart.

After a while, Shen Yinchen slowly spoke, "Qin Huan, come back, let's start again, forget the past, you believe me, I can give you what he can give you!" ”

Qin Huan shook his head and wanted to push Shen Yinchen away, but Shen Yinchen tightly retracted his arm, Qin Huan had no choice but to speak, "Ah Chen, we used to be people with feelings and beliefs, you and I both know that we can't go back like this."

Shen Yinchen's whole body was trembling slightly, and the arm holding Qin Huan's waist was also a little loose, Qin Huan could feel it, and she was sad in her heart, but this was all her own doing, and she pulled the distance between the two with force, Qin Huan turned around and wanted to leave, Shen Yinchen grabbed Qin Huan's wrist and said, "If you go, I will really die."

His voice was soft, not threatening, not sad, just plain statements.

Qin Huan's pupils shrank suddenly, she didn't look back, her wrist was pulled by him, and she only heard Shen Yinchen's flat voice behind her, "In this way, do you still want to leave me?" ”

Qin Huan's head turned back mechanically, the two looked at each other, Qin Huan still had tears in her eyes, she slowly spoke, she said loudly, "Ah Chen, do you know? You told me that you had depression, and I was distressed at first, and then ...... It's an irrepressible fear, I don't know if you can accept me so unbearable with such fragility, or maybe, I already knew that it would be the end like today. Your illness has already caused pressure on me, whether you call me shameless or say that I have no conscience, but, Ah Chen, I beg you not to blame me in this way, I really can't stand it."

Shen Yinchen's face was already pale, the rising sun shone in from the window, Shen Yinchen turned his back to the window, and his body was surrounded by gold, but he couldn't warm his body that exuded cold.

His thin lips opened slightly, and he only said three words, "So what?" ”

Qin Huan felt that her heartbeat was static for a few seconds, and slowly spoke, she said lightly, "So, just for me, can you live a good life in the future, like a normal person, let me feel that I am not so guilty of leaving, can you?" ”

Shen Yinchen stared straight at Qin Huan, and he didn't know how long it took before he whispered, "Is it really impossible to go back?" ”

A big tear flowed from Qin Huan's right eye, and he replied loudly, "I can't go back."

Shen Yinchen's hand holding Qin Huan's wrist gradually loosened, and Qin Huan caught a glimpse of it, and tears burst into his eyes.

Retracting his hand, Shen Yinchen looked at Qin Huan and said softly, "Okay, if you feel happy like this, then so be it."

Helpless, powerless, helpless.

Qin Huan's heart hurt so much that he was paralyzed, his lips opened slightly, and he wanted to say something, but he couldn't say a word.

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