Long ago, Kim Sung-won had confessed to Taeyeon that his love for her was an interweaving of two feelings: one was love from the bottom of his heart, which was beyond doubt; Another point is that Kim Sung-won has a little "perfectionist complex" and "macho spirit", that is, a strong possessiveness.

No one is perfect, Jin Shengyuan, who is a little cautious emotionally, has not been able to fully manifest this shortcoming until he has no girlfriend, so even he himself is not aware of this.

However, after talking to Xu's mother, he was moved by Xu's mother's sentence "Some people have some things, and they may be a lifetime when they turn around, and they can't chase them back when you want to", and began to actively and actively improve their shortcomings in this regard. Seeing Kim Hee-cheol's behavior at that time, his explanation of Han Zhi's misunderstanding in Chapter 919 was the most obvious sign. Although there is still some awkwardness in my heart, I always have to give him a process of transformation, don't you?

However, Taeyeon's behavior, which is almost closely connected, gives him a "heart-to-heart coolness"!

In the past, his feelings for Taeyeon were "absolutely impossible to let go", and sincere love prevailed; Now his feelings for Taeyeon have become mostly "perfectionist complex"! I have never wavered in the slightest for more than two years, but in just two days, I have hesitated several times.

Taeyeon didn't notice that. It's not that she's ignorant, it's that she's spent the past two days in "extremely remorseful self-preservation", and even when she sleeps at night, she dreams of the fluttering rose crumbs, and is awakened like a nightmare.

On the one hand, she tried her best to find excuses for herself, but on the other hand, she kept texting Jin Shengyuan, which was her state of trance and contradiction at that time.

After waking up from the state of "Demon Barrier", Taeyeon fell into deep self-blame again, and Kim Sung-won was not obvious, so she didn't notice this.

The two of us, who have always been in love with me, never thought that they would have such a day.

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After Taeyeon finished the rehearsal for the concert, despite the fact that it was already late at night, she misunderstood Kim Sung-won's company again in Chapter 919.

Han Jimin didn't prevaricate her, but what she saw was Gu Hye-sun, a once insignificant rival in love, although the two did not have any intimate behavior, but it sounded the alarm for her.

Do you care too little about him? Are you too greedy? What did you pay for him...... One by one, thoughts swirled and surfaced in Taeyeon's mind.

"It's okay, just go back." After Kim Sung-won returned to the living room, he glanced at Taeyeon who was in a daze, pursed his lips slightly, and then said lightly.

Taeyeon's hands trembled slightly, and the haze on her face seemed to thicken in an instant, looking at him, her eyes full of grievances, self-blame, and disbelief.

He actually drove himself away!

Taeyeon, who couldn't help but want to open her mouth to question, suddenly thought of the floating rose crumbs that day, took a deep breath, slowly moved her steps, walked in front of him, looked at him slightly and said, "I'm sorry!" I'm really here to explain to you, is it okay to listen to me? ”

Jin Shengyuan looked into her eyes.

Taeyeon didn't flinch in the slightest, and there was a bright persistence in her soft weakness, resisting the coldness in Kim Sungwon's gaze.

"There's no need to daoqian, there's nothing wrong with you standing up for your friends." After a moment, Jin Shengyuan retracted his gaze, turned to the sofa, and said.

"Do you really hate me that much? Won't listen to my explanation? Taeyeon's nose was slightly sour, and there seemed to be something in her eyes that wanted to vent, but she tried her best to suppress it, and asked in a voice with a hint of crying. The voice was not high, but it seemed to be bound to something, and it seemed to be extremely heavy.

Jin Shengyuan sat down on the sofa, leaned back, leaned all the weight of his body on the sofa, his eyes drooped slightly, and he did not speak. Taeyeon didn't notice it, his lips moved slightly, as if he really wanted to vent something, but he forcibly bit it between his lips and teeth.

Walking up to him again, Taeyeon looks at him persistently.

However, Jin Shengyuan never spoke, and he didn't even raise his eyelids, as if he had fallen into a false sleep.

In the stinging pain, Taeyeon's heart cooled slightly, her chest continued to rise and fall, and after looking at him for a long time, she finally curled the corners of her mouth, showed a forced smile, gently sat down beside him, and grabbed one of his hands.

Jin Shengyuan's hand twitched, but did not twitch, and then opened his eyes and turned his head to look at her, and said, "You say, I listen!" ”

Taeyeon's heart was filled with a faint joy, and she was about to speak, but she found that he had taken this opportunity to withdraw her hand, and her heart couldn't help but feel a pain again. Hanging in the air, his hands moved awkwardly, as if he wanted to grab it again, but saw that he had crossed his hands and had to slowly put them on the sofa.

"I'm really sorry! On that day, I was going to call you as soon as I got back to the car......" Looking up at Kim Sung-won, Taeyeon slowly recounted everything that happened that day, "I didn't know I would be so impulsive...... I just felt my head 'buzz' for a moment, and then I felt like I was being manipulated, and I didn't know what I was going to do...... Now I blame myself for dreaming every day......"

Jin Shengyuan listened to her story, the expression on his face still didn't change much, but when he heard that she couldn't sleep every night, his eyelids couldn't help but tremble.

Taeyeon didn't observe his expression, nor did she take the opportunity to please or coquettish, but seriously explained her experience in the past few days—like a bystander.

Jin Shengyuan didn't expect that she would blame herself to that extent! Although his expression did not change, the coldness in his eyes gradually faded.

Taeyeon was saying true or false, and he could naturally hear it.

"I'm really sorry!" Taeyeon's ending is also a strong apology. After finishing speaking, she waited for Jin Shengyuan's reaction like a sinner waiting for trial, and her previous thoughts of fighting for independence and the right to speak were all thrown aside by her.

Jin Shengyuan still didn't speak, and the room was quiet. The depth of love and hatred is his current mood.

Taeyeon raised her head slightly, glanced at him cautiously—his facial expression remained unchanged like a sculpture, and it was impossible to tell what his mood was—and her gaze slowly slid down, and she suddenly realized that his crossed hands were almost loose!

With a faint hint of joy in her eyes, Taeyeon lifted a hand and gently placed it on his left hand, then with a little force.

There was a symbolic struggle, but it was far less resolute than before, and Taeyeon easily put his hand between her hands and held it tightly.

"That envelope, is it a love letter to me?" As if encouraged, Taeyeon looked at him and asked expectantly.

"It's not!" Jin Shengyuan finally spoke, and said coldly as if he was angry.

Taeyeon already knew him very well and didn't back down because of his indifference, and continued to ask, "Then can you show me?" In the words, the expectation is more than good, and even very urgent!

"Lost!" Jin Shengyuan's eyes fluctuated slightly, and then said in a cold voice.

Taeyeon's expression froze, a flash of pain flashed in her eyes, and she bit her lower lip tightly and was silent for a while. After a while, she tried her best to make a forced smile and whispered, "You go and rest." ”

Perhaps because it was too late, Kim Sung-won's complexion was a little less strong and a little more tired than before, and Taeyeon wanted to reach out and touch it several times in distress, but she was afraid that he would refuse.

Kim Sung-won didn't move.

When Taeyeon saw this, the smile on his face finally became more sincere, and he reluctantly put his hand on his waist. In the past, his favorite thing was to rub his waist like this.

Her eyes are getting confused, and Taeyeon savors the tenderness she hadn't noticed before.

"By the way, can you ...... the matter between you and our company" As he took his hand and moved it to his lower abdomen, Taeyeon, who was a little dazed, suddenly thought of something and asked.

Naturally, it was impossible for the company to be indifferent to Jin Shengyuan's behavior, and although it did not join forces, it also began to target Jin Shengyuan in all aspects and retaliate against him.

In the past two days, Kim Sung-won's situation can almost be described as "embattled", and Taeyeon is extremely worried, for fear that he will be impulsive and bury the achievements he has accumulated so hard.

Therefore, Taeyeon's mood at the moment is to sincerely think only about Kim Sung-won alone! Qiangren, SJ, the company, etc. were all put aside by her, and no one was more important to her than Kim Sung-won!

This is a sincerity that she has not noticed before.

However, Kim Sung-won misunderstood what Taeyeon meant - he had hole cards, but Taeyeon didn't know it, and only thought that he was struggling, so he persuaded him like this. But because of the lessons of the past, he mistakenly thought that Taeyeon was here to be a lobbyist for SJ and the company!

With a cold expression, the right hand, which had been softened, became stiff again, and he pulled it out of Taeyeon's clothes and said in a cold voice, "I don't want to touch the place where other men have touched it again!" According to his thoughts, Taeyeon is unrepentantly provoking his bottom line again, and this sentence can be said to be a general outburst and catharsis of all his emotions all the time, which is why it is so heavy. His emotions were out of control.

Cold!

Cold!

Bone-chilling cold!

The fluttering words were like cold snow falling on Taeyeon's heart, instantly covering her entire heart, and even her body became cold in an instant, her face was full of shocked expressions, and even the tenderness at the corner of her mouth was frozen before it could disappear.

How could he say such merciless words to himself?

Taeyeon looked at Kim Sung-won with a very unfamiliar gaze, and it seemed that she heard a crisp "click" in her ears, as if something had been frozen and cracked.

At some point, his expression became cold again!

Taeyeon cried out with a "wow", got up and ran straight out. Her mind had almost come to a standstill, and there was room for thought?!!!

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