Volume 1 Rebirth Dominates Yanggu County Chapter 38 Open Your Heart and Be Sincere
Li Bei'er and Huanxi were folding flowers in the courtyard, a group of scholars came in a vast way, and suddenly, the two girls who were shocked lost their faces, and they were at a loss for a while, and there was no way to hide.
Li Bei'er turned her back, covered her face with her sleeves, and whispered to Huanxi: "Quickly drive them out." ”
Huanxi stood in front of her, and when she saw Li Yan Chiguo on her upper body and followed the crowd into the courtyard slowly, she relieved herself and said, "Don't be afraid, girl, the officials are behind." ”
After the silver was scattered, Li Yan asked the scholars to pick up two ingots each and gave them to them in a bold manner.
There were still dozens of silver ingots left, and they couldn't find their pockets for a while, so they took off their short shirts and used them as cloth pockets, and the scholars who read them were dumbfounded.
Li Yan came to Li Bei'er in a shy, opened his cloth pocket, and boasted to himself: "Look, it's all ingots of silver, and the four boxes are all there." ”
He thought that Li Bei'er would be surprised, or look up to himself, after all, he got so much money in the morning when he went out, which was unimaginable for ordinary people to dream of.
How do you know, Li Bei'er didn't even look at it, leaving the words "wandering remains", and then angrily "floated" back into the house and closed the door heavily.
Li Yan stood there awkwardly and smiled bitterly at Huanxi, who was very happy, covering his mouth and giggling.
"Huanxi girl, please go and coax the daylily."
"What's wrong with Daylily?"
Li Yan said embarrassedly: "I said a few words to her, maybe she was angry with me, this girl has strong self-esteem, I am afraid that I will not be able to think about it for a while, do something stupid, help me apologize to her, and say that I know it is wrong." ”
"You? Apologize to her? ”
Huanxi slept in the same room with Daylilies last night, and asked a lot of things on the side, and the scheming Daylilies naturally had no reservations, and told him how he was bought by Li Yan, as well as the content of the contract, and all the things related to Li Yan.
After listening to Daylily's story, Huanxi had a new understanding of Li Yan, and was even more sure that this was a different person, and his good impression doubled.
Li Yan sent the scholars to buy barbecue ingredients and other things, and the courtyard instantly became quiet.
He knocked on the door, but there was no response, and threatened, "If I don't open the door again, I can bang on the door and enter." ”
"It's just a collision, how can I stop Master Li, you can be unscrupulous, you don't have to ask about your behavior, you can do whatever you want."
Coquetry......
If he was really facing a wicked person, how could Li Bei'er dare to say such words. can say this, but it proves her affirmation of Li Yan's character.
Li Yan's heart is thick and he can't hear the delicate hidden words in his words, but he is thick-skinned enough and knows that pursuing a girl requires perseverance and sincerity.
"Haven't you read my heart yet? Everything I do is for you. Falsifying the appointment document and killing Hua Zixu is not for his property, but for you to live better. I'm ...... now."
Li Yan said it without concealment, and wanted to continue: I am now at risk of being beheaded at any time, and this is also for you.
But suddenly swallowed it back, afraid that this sentence would scare Li Bei'er, and it would be good to bear this kind of annoyance.
Li Bei'er slowly opened the door and looked directly at Li Yan, her eyes were still shining with tears, and she said faintly: "You made a fake appointment document?" ”
Li Yan nodded, wanting to help her wipe away her tears, but the hand that was stretched out was stagnant in the air and retracted.
"Fake chapter made of turnips?"
That day, Li Yan was in a hurry, so he threw the invalid radish into the house, and the radish was still stained with red ink.
With Li Bei'er's cleverness, he could guess what it was used for at a glance, which was also in line with Xiaoxiao's identity, so he didn't care.
Now that Li Yan said that he had forged the appointment document, he remembered this matter.
Li Yan was suddenly a little embarrassed, if he told the truth, wouldn't it be tantamount to admitting his voyeuristic behavior, and he didn't dare to speak.
Li Bei'er looked forward to it and asked urgently: "Yes and no?" ”
"Yes!"
Li Yan gritted his teeth, closed his eyes, and waited for Li Bei'er to slap him, which was played like this on TV, so he was ready.
After waiting for about a dozen counts, there was no pain as expected, he opened his eyes slightly, and saw Li Bei'er biting his lip, tears flowing as if he didn't want money, this kind of scene made Li Yan panic, ouch, yo, hey, grunt, without a coherent word.
"What is freedom?" Li Bei'er asked suddenly.
"Uninhibited, unrestricted." Li Yan said in a panic.
Li Bei'er shook her head vigorously, and raised her voice: "No, no!" ”
Li Yan suddenly woke up and said busily: "Freedom of speech, freedom of behavior, freedom from fear." ”
Silence, silence......
The two looked at each other for a long time, and Li Bei'er took the initiative to throw herself into her arms, lying on Li Yan's shoulder, crying even more fiercely.
But the crying at this time is different from just now, at this moment Li Bei'er is happy, with laughter and grievances in her wail, complaining bitterly about the resentment, grievances, sadness and weakness that have accumulated in her heart for many years. Laugh at yourself and finally get out of the sea of suffering and see hope, brightness, and a bright life.
Li Yan hasn't shed tears for a long, long time, and the last time he wiped his tears in his memory was when he was beaten when he wet his pants when he was three years old.
But at this time, her eyes were also foggy, and the scene of Li Bei'er being beaten came into mind, and only that time could understand her sad mood.
Crying is a physical job......
The delicate Li Bei'er was overly sad, her body was paralyzed, and her crying became smaller.
Li Yan picked her up, gently put her on the bed, and comforted: "It's okay, everything is over." ”
Li Bei'er turned her head and bit her lower lip tightly, as if there was something unspeakable, and she wanted to say it but didn't dare to say it.
"Then you can rest by yourself, I'll go outside and have a barbecue together in the evening."
Li Yan thought that she wanted to be alone and quiet, so she got up and wanted to leave.
"I am a wife, and I am ......"
"And what?" Li Yan did it again and asked gently.
Li Bei'er hesitated whether to confess her life experience, she knew that Li Yan was different, but she was still not sure if this man could forgive herself.
After all, being in the same room with a eunuch for several years is unacceptable to a secular person, and both morality and ethics will make him worthless.
"I used to ...... Actually......"
Li Bei'er still made up her mind to put everything out of the tray, she is familiar with books, and her mind is relatively open, knowing that if she hides it for a while, she can't hide it for a lifetime.
If this man can't accept it, it's better to know earlier than later, so she told how she was deceived into the mansion by Eunuch Hua, nominally married to Hua Zixu, but secretly bullied by Eunuch Hua, and so on.
Li Yan's shock after hearing this was indescribable, and his heart was mixed.
I don't care if it's fake at all, I feel a little uncomfortable, but it's more sympathetic, recalling Li Bei'er's helpless eyes, and saying with pity:
"I don't have a chance to participate in your past, so it has nothing to do with me, from today on, it is you and me who are reborn, time will forget all the bad things, and only happiness will be remembered. So, be more sweet, and have more memories when you're old. ”
This vernacular love story is like a sharp knife, deeply engraved with the word Li Yan in Li Bei'er's heart.
This is compared to the poem: in heaven is willing to be a winged bird, in the earth is willing to be a branch; For my heart, for your heart, I know each other deeply, etc., such gorgeous language is more touching and sincere.
What Li Bei'er lacks is to treat each other sincerely......