Not a possibility, but a certainty.

Xu Sanduo stared blankly at the corpse on the ground, never believing that he had ended the life of a fellow human being with his bare hands on the first day of his 23 years old.

He leaned against the tree in despair, like a drunk.

Wu Zhe and Zheng Yingqi surrounded Xu Sanduo, and the two pressed Xu Sanduo's head, trying to relieve him of pressure, but Xu Sanduo didn't react, Qi Huan took Xu Sanduo's equipment, weapons and clothes and put them beside him, squatted in front of him and looked at his roommate, wanting to comfort but not knowing how to speak.

For a person who is new to the battlefield, all this is too cruel.

"Tell me a joke," Zheng Yingqi said, looking at the target under control, "In other countries, he can be sentenced to death two or three hundred times for accumulated crimes, but in our country, he is only sentenced once." ”

Xu Sanduo still didn't react.

"Let's talk about something that makes you proud," Zheng Yingqi continued: "The white noodles here can make tens of thousands of people from a healthy person to an addict who harms the family and society, and we have stopped all this in advance, are we proud?" ”

Xu Sanduo still didn't react, Qi Huan couldn't help but say:

"Xu Sanduo, don't be stupid, this kind of thing will happen to us sooner or later."

Xu Sanduo still didn't react, until the roar of the helicopter came, and Zheng Yingqi said: "It's time to go, do you want everyone to wait for you?" ”

This sentence was the most useful, Xu Sanduo finally reacted, stood up, and walked to the helicopter stupidly, forgetting to even take the most important thing - perhaps, for him, the punch down, what he lost was more important.

On the helicopter, except for Zheng Yingqi and Xu Sanduo, all the newcomers had a somewhat strange look, including Wu Zhe and Tuo Yonggang.

This time, Yuan Lang got what he wanted, all the newcomers saw blood and death, but some things were not what he wanted to see, just like Xu Sanduo's expression, like Xu Sanduo's lost soul.

He frantically took the headphones off, and it wasn't until the helicopter noise took over his ears that he felt better.

Xu Sanduo is a very good-looking soldier for him, but looking at Xu Sanduo's appearance, he is inexplicably worried, worried that this soldier will not be able to pass this level.

It wasn't until his eyes saw Zheng Yingqi who was looking at Lin Hai like a nobody, that his heart felt a lot more relaxed, this was the first guy he had seen so singled since he brought countless newcomers.

"This guy, it would be great if he could give this kind of psychology to Xu Sanduo."

……

In the camp, the newcomers are collectively losing their souls, but this state is very normal in the eyes of the old people, except for Xu Sanduo, who has been stunned, by the way, except for Zheng Yingqi, who is doing nothing.

The old people were fiddling with their impromptu dinner in front of the cooking car, and after seeing Zheng Yingqi who was wandering around with nothing to do, someone invited him:

"Comrade hard, come here and join in the fun."

Zheng Yingqi walked over, looked at the dinner that the old birds had cleaned up, shook his head and said, "No tomatoes, no soy milk, no braised pork!" Bad review! ”

With that, he walked away triumphantly, leaving only a flock of stunned old birds.

Qi Huan said: "This guy has a hard mouth, right? ”

But then he remembered Zheng Yingqi's performance on the battlefield, and shook his head again: "This guy is a ruthless person." ”

An old bird smiled and said, "Prepare something for him?" ”

"Beware of the captain cutting you!"

When the old birds were laughing, Xu Sanduo walked over like a ghost, and he didn't stop when he passed by them, and walked straight towards Yuan Lang, who was writing a war report, Qi Huan saw Xu Sanduo's ghost-like appearance, and he dropped the shovel angrily, and lost interest in fiddling with dinner.

……

The old A's who have been busy for a few days, after returning to the base by helicopter, are not good, and the newcomers who have come out of the heaviness of experiencing these for the first time are becoming more and more like old birds, and even this casual appearance has the demeanor of an old bird.

Of course, the one who looks most like an old bird is none other than Zheng Yingqi, who is curious to see the newcomers observing the state of the newcomers who have returned from the expedition, and some people muttered:

"What's going on with that guy Zheng Yingqi? It looks like they are more hangy than Qi Huan. ”

"Hey, I thought I was alone."

"Wait and catch Qi Huan and ask, what's going on with this guy!"

"They didn't get a chance, did they?"

"Look at Xu Sanduo!"

"Yes, I must have caught the actual battle."

Looking at Xu Sanduo's appearance, you can understand that you must have caught the actual battle, but you have all got the opportunity to fight the actual battle, why are there still people hanging like this?

The old bird who watched the excitement at the base was puzzled, and someone couldn't help but be curious, and caught an old bird who came back from the expedition and asked, "What's the matter with that guy?" It's not decent! ”

Although he did not name or specify who it was, the old bird who was asked knew very well who it was, and he said with a wry smile:

"Don't mention it, that guy is a pervert, killed 3, and threw away a grenade at a critical time, and after the fight, he wanted to eat tomatoes and meat and drink soy milk."

"Grass!"

I didn't see Zheng Yingqi's arrogant old birds swallowing saliva, several people looked at each other, and someone asked:

"Have you thought about that thing since your first actual battle?"

"Don't say it, I want to ...... quietly"

"What are you doing? Have nothing to do and feel that the training volume is too light? Yuan Lang scolded angrily, and the old birds scattered in a hurry, Yuan Lang shook his head after scolding the rabbit cub, but his last gaze stopped at Xu Sanduo.

Xu Sanduo, who has no soul, is walking in a daze, if he allows the three souls and seven spirits, there will probably be one soul left in Xu Sanduo now.

"Xu Sanduo."

Xu Sanduo subconsciously stopped.

"Come to my office after worrying about something, and I'll take you to do psychological intervention."

The effect of psychological interventions is ...... Poor, as if he hadn't done it before, at night, Qi Huan woke up more than once, and finally the coffin nail had no choice, so he went to harass Zheng Yingqi and asked for help:

"I think I'm not a little timid, I dared to hide and hide in mass graves when I was a child, and I even slept in a cemetery, but you know what? I was so frightened by Xu Sanduo's expression that I woke up, Boss Zheng, I couldn't bear it. ”

Zheng Yingqi was not in the mood to fight with Qi Huan on the title of boss, he didn't want to watch everyone in the entire squadron surround Xu San to consume more energy, this kind of limited comradeship cannot be infinitely overdrawn.

"I'll sleep with him these nights."

Qi Huan didn't refuse, he really couldn't stand it, it had been four days in a row, and he had to wake up several times at night, and he wondered if this was Xu Sanduo's revenge for his villainous behavior in those four months.

Zheng Yingqi entered Xu Sanduo's dormitory, Xu Sanduo was holding the quilt in a daze, the light in the room was on brightly, and he didn't seem to dare to face the darkness.

Zheng Yingqi looked at Xu Sanduo.

Xu Sanduo didn't seem to see Zheng Yingqi, in the past, in the most helpless stage, Xu Sanduo would always cry "Yingqi" in surprise when he saw Zheng Yingqi, but now he ignored it, like an ostrich burying his head in the soil.

Zheng Yingqi sighed, sat on the chair, and said, "Sanduo, you haven't participated in training for three days, and the schedule you have adhered to for more than three years has been completely destroyed. ”

Xu Sanduo seemed to have just noticed Zheng Yingqi, and said in a daze: "That woman, I want to live, but I ...... But I killed her. ”

Zheng Yingqi sneered: "Those 21 scumbags, none of them don't want to live!" ”

"It's not the same. She...... She is a victim. ”

"Yes, she was a victim at first, but when she pulled out a gun and pointed it at you, she wasn't a victim, and if you reacted slowly, I would pour you a drink at your grave! You know? In that case, the biggest possibility is that three people will end up together, and the best result is to die one, and you have achieved the best result, what are you still struggling with? Zheng Yingqi hated that iron could not become steel.

Xu Sanduo stayed for a long time, he got into the horns, and he didn't agree with Zheng Yingqi's words, but after a while, he said stupidly:

"I ...... I want to be discharged. ”